Looking for the most perfect love (novella) Zhang Baotong

When I came to the front of the building, I saw that it was a dance hall called "Violet". I bought a ticket for ten dollars and went inside. Because it was still early, there were not too many people inside. But it was very dark inside, and only human figures could be seen, and faces could not be seen clearly. This is obviously a very low-grade cabaret. The arena in the ballroom is quite large, and there is a forty or fifty centimeter-high platform in front of it, and two microphone stands are placed on the stage. There is a bar selling drinks and snacks at the door. The hall is surrounded by a circle of benches for rest.

The music was already playing, and there were some people dancing in the dimly lit ballroom. I sat in a dark corner of the hall and watched Yang Xiaoyun and the boy sit on a chair on the stage, munching on melon seeds and whispering in a whisper.

After a while, the music suddenly became louder, and the lights in the hall were lit up, and men and women could be clearly seen dancing together. Yang Xiaoyun and the boy also entered the middle of the dance hall and began to dance. Their dancing is very graceful, with the undulation of the melody, sometimes graceful, sometimes fluttering, just like the dancers who participate in international dance competitions, to the amazement and envy of the male and female dancers around them.

As soon as the dance music ended, someone began to sing. After a while, someone handed the microphone to Yang Xiaoyun and the boy, asking them to sing a few songs to everyone. The two of them stood side by side in front of the stage and sang the song "Hong Yan". Together, the whole dance hall fell silent, the singing voice was really professional and beautiful, with a strong lyricism and a strong sense of intoxication, making people feel as if the song came from a distant sky, and drifted away to the distant sky.

I couldn't help but sigh, thinking to myself that it was no wonder that this girl was so affectionate and infatuated with this perverted boy, it turned out that this kid really had some ability to fascinate girls. But I can't let her fall in love with a perverted boy under any circumstances, and I don't want her to live with him for the rest of her life. So, I decided to pull her back from Cinderella's dreams and leave this perverted boy.

When the headlights of the ballroom came on, I saw that the boy was hugging Yang Xiaoyun and kissing, so I walked straight over, grabbed the boy's back collar and pulled it suddenly, and immediately lifted the boy back to the sky. As soon as Yang Xiaoyun saw this, she rushed over and yelled at me, "What are you going to do?" She was so fierce that she seemed to eat me in one bite.

She hurriedly lifted the boy up and asked him if he was hurt. When the boy was picked up, he threw himself at me, scolding, "You want to die?" I put on a frame, trying to wait for him to pounce and knock him to the ground. He is so thin and perverted, he can only sing and dance, and he can fight with me.

But he was tightly held by Yang Xiaoyun. Yang Xiaoyun shouted angrily at me, "Who do you think you are, it's ridiculous to want to control others when you have a little money!" I replied to Yang Xiaoyun, "I'm going to take care of you, not because I'm rich, it's because I'm your brother." Yang Xiaoyun said angrily, "If I call you, you are my brother, and if I don't call you, you are not my brother." With that, he dragged the boy out of the ballroom.

Although I taught the boy a lesson, I kept myself in isolation. Yang Xiaoyun took the boy and left, leaving me aside. The onlookers almost surrounded me, glaring at me with angry eyes, abusing me with nasty words, and shouting to call the security guards. So, I hurriedly flashed out of the crowd and out of the ballroom.

Out of the dance hall, Yang Xiaoyun and the boy were no longer visible. I called Yang Xiaoyun on my phone and wanted to take her home. However, she didn't answer the phone, and even turned off her phone. I had no choice but to drive home.

Back in the house, I sat in the living room, thinking that Yang Xiaoyun had never been so fierce to me, and I felt that I had done something too out of line today, which really annoyed her. So, I was thinking about how to explain it to her.

It was about eleven o'clock in the night that I saw Yang Xiaoyun come back. As soon as she entered the room, her face was cold, as if there were tears in her eyes. I said humbly, "Xiaoyun, I'm sorry." But she immediately said, "Don't say it, I won't listen." And he went into the big house. I tried to go in, but she turned off the lights.

In the morning, I sat in the living room and waited for her to explain, but she never came out of the house, and seeing that she was still angry, I went to the market to buy some of her favorite fruits and watermelons. However, when I got home, I found that she had already left the house.

I called her on her phone, but she still wouldn't answer. At this time, I accidentally noticed that the blue and white travel shoes she usually put next to the door were missing. These shoes are what she usually wears when she is running, playing, and going out on the road. This made me feel bad, and when I entered the big house, I saw that the familiar travel bag and trolley case were gone.

Did she move in with the boy? I immediately broke out in a sweat and called her again, but she turned off her phone. However, I couldn't allow her to live with the boy because the doctor had said that if she had another miscarriage, she would not be able to have children. And she has a weak temperament and is easily swayed by the boys she likes.

So, I drove to the Tongque Yuan community and went to the summer vacation class on the third floor. I saw a male teacher sitting in the office eating breakfast, so I said, "I'm Yang Xiaoyun's brother, and I want to find her for something." "She called in the morning and said she couldn't work here." I asked her why, and she said I'll talk about it later. I said, "Will she live with the Latin dancing boy?" said the teacher, "Then I don't know, but the boy seems to be living in his own house." ”

I called Min Yufen. She was with her boyfriend in the Inner Mongolia grassland, and when she heard that Yang Xiaoyun had run away from home, she asked me what was going on. I briefly explained the situation and asked Yang Xiaoyun if he would go back to school to live. Min Yufen said that it was not possible, because there was basically no one living in the school dormitory. I asked her to help call Yang Xiaoyun, saying that I was looking for her everywhere and asked her to come back quickly.

Back in the house, the house was empty, deserted, without any popularity, and even a little depressed. I felt like my soul was gone, and I didn't know where I had left it. I sat in the living room in a daze, from noon until late evening.

When it came time to cook, I didn't want to move, let alone not want to cook, I didn't even want to eat. So, lunch and dinner are just a steamed bun. Chen Yanfei called and asked me if I had come back from Nanshan, and I said that I hadn't, so I hung up the phone.

I sat on the edge of the bed where she slept at night, and I didn't turn on the light, and sat from late evening until late at night, thinking about taking her to see a doctor, shopping, cooking with her, fighting landlords on the Internet, wiping and washing cars together, and looking for my perfect love together, until she ran away from home, the whole process flashed in my mind over and over again like a movie.

I understand her temper and personality. She left angrily and won't come back, because I broke her heart. I thought that in the future, I would never be able to take her to the hospital to see a doctor, I would not be able to catch mosquitoes at night, I would not be able to boil water and serve food for her, I would not be able to drive her to pick her up, and I would not be able to laugh or even quarrel with her. I felt that life had suddenly become lifeless, and the whole room had become dead silent.

Back in the hut to lie down, I tossed and turned, still unable to sleep. Thinking of Yang Xiaoyun's pitiful appearance when she fainted and had a miscarriage, I wanted to cry, and I had an urge to protect her and make her live a strong and happy life. I even think about the night when she was in tears and said she was going to get out of here. She was clearly confessing to me that she had fallen in love with this home and did not want to leave. And her love affair with the boy was entirely an overreaction on her part when she felt she was going to be abandoned.

I'm looking for the perfect love. But what is the most perfect love? Although I have set the standard and have been looking for it, the woman I saw in the New Century Mall, the woman I found on the Internet No. 4597, and Chen Yanfei, who was in love with me. Which of them is the most perfect woman, and even if they are the most perfect women, can they have the most perfect love with you?

I began to compare Chen Yanfei with Yang Xiaoyun. Chen Yanfei is the most perfect girl in my eyes, and with her, I can always be in a kind of intoxication and infatuation, and have a sense of satisfaction in love. With Yang Xiaoyun, what I feel is a kind of plain and peaceful, a kind of warm friendship, a kind of happiness and fun, and even a kind of gratitude and gratitude. She is an ordinary and lovely girl, but her ordinary and lovely bits and pieces have infiltrated my life and emotions like a drizzle, making me unforgettable and unable to let go.

I love Chen Yanfei, but I can't do without Yang Xiaoyun. But I had to make a choice between the two. It's a difficult and painful choice. So, I calmly thought: How would I feel if it was Chen Yanfei who left instead of Yang Xiaoyun? I think I would definitely be very painful, but I would not lose my soul.

This made me tilt the balance of feelings on Yang Xiaoyun's side all of a sudden. I think choosing Yang Xiaoyun does not mean that I have to give up looking for the most perfect love, but I have a new understanding and new definition of the most perfect love.