Probably, what everyone thinks in their hearts, what they show on their faces, and what they express in their mouths are not the same meaning, which is also the complexity of people.

Lu Yunfan didn't know much about this team, but he always believed that he could fit in, even if it was Yiming, he had already changed from a person who couldn't speak a few words to talk endlessly when he was alone with him.

He considers himself a success.

Another example is Xiao Qi, no matter how much she hates him in her mouth and buries him, he can feel from this little girl's eyes that she is reluctant to leave by herself.

However, the conflict between performance and psychology is something he has never been able to fully understand.

He walked out of the ward alone, took out a cigarette in his pocket, lit a cigarette leaning against the corner at the end of the corridor, thinking about the experience of these days, not to mention Lin Qiudu, even he felt like a legend, everything that happened was something he had never experienced in his life, novel and exciting, but sometimes it was really annoying and overwhelming.

But what a fulfillment it is?

"People and people's mentality is always different, some people like adventure, some people like stability, but I and him, I'm afraid it's because we like a girl. ”

Lu Yunfan laughed self-deprecatingly, and suddenly understood how painful Lin Miao was in the middle, and why he seemed to accept himself that night, and suddenly pushed him away.

Seeing the five people running out of the hospital in a hurry, he slowly walked out of the corner, went through the discharge procedures, found a private car at the entrance of the hospital, and headed for the county.

The five of them scattered to look around, but they never found Lu Yunfan's shadow.

"The town is so big, this bastard won't have wings to fly, right?" Xiao Qi was a little angry, bought a bottle of juice and drank two sips, panting and said.

"Oh no, he must have been in the hospital just now!" Yiming suddenly thought of the details they had missed, and ran back to the hospital without saying anything.

Sure enough, the person went through the discharge procedures after they left, and Yiming patted his head and hated himself for being stupid.

"Since he wants to go, let him go, without him, the rest of our road may be much smoother, and there will be no more troubles!" As soon as Lin Qiudu's words fell, Xiao Qi kicked over.

"If you say trouble, you can say that it's troublesome, it's not three, who do you say? In that case, I'll just get out!"

"I didn't say anything about you!" Lin Qiudu hurriedly explained.

"This trouble is what I brought to you, although I don't like Lu Yunfan, but he really went to find the perpetrator for me. Don't forget, this time we didn't have enough budget, or you secretly leaked the news of the deep-water catfish, and the money can be said to be Lu Yunfan's. Although everyone didn't blame you from beginning to end, you didn't do it authentically, just not authentically!"

Xiao Qi excitedly carried her big zongzi and wanted to give Lin Qiudu a hammer, but was stopped by Zhuang Zhuang and Lin Miao, otherwise it was likely that he would have to go back to the hospital again.

"Lin Da, we all know that you have an opinion on Xiao Fan, and we all know what it is, but you can't make no distinction between public and private, saying that those troubles were caused by Xiao Fan, and I also feel unfair for him, think about it, when did he not solve those troubles in the end?"

"Don't say so much, Lu Yunfan is our team member, we must find him as soon as possible, and we can't let him fall behind. What Zhuang Zhuang said is very reasonable, Lu Yunfan solved the trouble for us, but now that we have lost him, it is our trouble, and we want to solve it together this time. Yiming stretched out his hand, and several people put their hands up, but Lin Qiudu stood there a little overwhelmed.

He was supposed to be the spiritual leader of the team, but he got into a dead end, and his cautious eyes for the individual almost forced him to be abandoned by the team, which was more than worth the loss, and after thinking about this, his face was a little hot, and he did not do enough to qualify for this boss.

"Lin Da, no matter what, you are always our Lin Da, and the team still needs you to lead the team. Zhuang Zhuang saw Lin Qiudu hesitate, grabbed his hand and put it on the top of the four palms.

Lu Yunfan sat on the bed, his bag was very small, and he quickly packed up.

He didn't know whether his departure was right or wrong, but he thought that in Lin Qiudu's cognition, it must be a blessing.

Without him, Lin Qiudu could pursue Lin Miao more freely, and he could also give orders better, no one made trouble, and no one overstepped his authority.

Lu Yunfan didn't know how ugly his wry smile was, so he packed his bags, rode his little black in the backyard, and went to the county hospital first.

Liu Meng's mother is still in the hospital, this innocent mother should not bear such a blow, he wants to do something for her, or leave some money, at least this will make his heart feel better.

The smell of disinfectant water in the hospital is still so real, Lu Yunfan hates this smell very much, but since he won the jackpot, he seems to have always dealt with this smell.

He always thought it was ridiculous that God had asked him for change. has been pursuing a life without financial pressure, but unconsciously being filled with others. And the life without financial pressure does not seem to bring him many surprises.

With that thick envelope, I walked to the service desk.

"Excuse me......" He suddenly realized that he didn't know what Liu Meng's mother's name was, and he didn't know which ward it was in.

"Is there anything wrong?" the little nurse's gentleness made him blush a little, and he didn't know how to answer.

"If you are visiting a patient, please tell me the patient's name!" Lu Yunfan was helpless, threw the envelope at the service desk, and left a sentence: "Please transfer this to Liu Meng's mother." Then he hurried out.

Riding a bicycle against the wind, this is his way home, the way back he doesn't want at all.

Looking back on his experiences these days, he even felt like a joke, a loser, a troublemaker, and even provoked people he shouldn't have provoked.

That Wang Fat Man may not stop there, if he gets it back, it is likely to bring trouble to the team that is difficult to solve.

Leaving may be the best solution.

Lu Yunfan raised his head, looking at the fallen leaves in the autumn wind, feeling sad, he still missed that girl, the girl who always wanted to capture him, but it was a pity that he gave up.

In the end, it is difficult to inherit it.

Just as he was about to recover his mind and move forward at full speed, a familiar voice came from his ears, like a call from the depths of his thoughts after tinnitus, from the unreality of his thoughts.

"Feifan...... Feifan ......" whistled by, and the sound decreased.

But within a few minutes, a taxi braked sharply to block his way.

"Lu Yunfan, are you fucking deaf?" Xiao Qi rushed out of the car door and kicked Xiao Hei on the front wheel.

"You still want to sneak away, what are you us? Come and leave as you want, have you considered our feelings?" Xiao Qi couldn't help but drag him off the bicycle and handed the car into Yiming's hands.

"From today onwards, Xiao Hei confiscated, all your actions must be under the command of the Seventh Master, if you dare to run around again, this is your fate!" Xiao Qi raised his injured hand and looked at him with an angry face, serious and made people feel that this was an order that could not be refused.

Lu Yunfan was a little moved, although Xiao Qi's words were domineering and unreasonable, but he could feel that Xiao Qi's previous antipathy towards himself was not true, and the true friendship was clear in these words.

Lin Miao smiled and pulled Xiao Qi back a little distance, and then said to Lu Yunfan: "Why didn't you give up coming with us at the beginning, it's a pity to give up now, go back with us, we are reluctant to let you go!"

"What nonsense to talk to him, see how he escapes naked!" Yiming pushed his car even more decisively and left, Xiao Qi took out his mobile phone and portable wallet from his cycling clothes, and then Yiming stuffed Xiao Hei into the trunk of the taxi.

"Let's go back first, Miao Miao, this guy who doesn't open his mind will be handed over to you!" Xiao Qi got into the taxi with a smile and left with a bang. In just a few minutes, there were only the two of them left.

Lin Miao still wanted to catch up, but before his feet moved, he understood their intentions, his face gradually turned red, and he couldn't say a word of persuasion.

Lu Yunfan, who was aggrieved in his heart, gently hugged Lin Miao into his arms, as if she was the best comfort at this moment, she didn't have to say anything, she didn't have to do anything.

Lin Miao felt his heartbeat, and let him hold him, the two hearts that were about to move were getting closer and closer, and they were beating faster and faster.

The two shyly held hands, as beautiful as their first love, looking at the field under the poplar tree, each other's hearts were still beating violently. As for the previous unhappiness, loss or emotion, it has long been gone.

Lu Yunfan asked himself in his heart: Do you still want to give up? Do you still want to go back? But all these problems seem to have disappeared along with the bad mood. What surprised him even more was that his mood improved, and even his self-confidence seemed to return to his body.

Everything is not a problem, everything can be solved.

Whether it is internal or external, Lu Yunfan feels that he has taken another step forward on the road of growth.

The whistling minibus sped by.

Zhuang Zhuang looked at Lin Qiudu's lost appearance and asked in a low voice, "Lin Da, you, are you okay?"

After a long time, Lin Qiudu turned his head, let out a long sigh: "Maybe Miao Miao didn't plan to get closer to me at all, so no matter how hard I struggle, it is impossible to defeat him." I almost lost myself because of this, but thanks to you, you helped me get it back. Miao Miao's happiness, let her choose for herself. ”

Zhuang Zhuang smiled and hugged Lin Qiudu's shoulders, and sighed with great satisfaction: "Our Lin Da is finally back!"

A week later.

Lu Yunfan took a thick stack of cash and handed it over to Lin Qiudu.

"Lin Da, this, put it in our travel fund. ”

"This is a personal reward from the city bureau, don't you feel distressed?" Lin Qiudu looked at the stack of banknotes with a smile, but did not take it.

"This is what we all got together, and it doesn't belong to me!" Lu Yunfan sent the money forward again.

"Forget it, the 100,000 yuan rewarded by the museum last time is enough for us. Lin Qiudu looked at everyone's smiling appearance and knew that this was what everyone wanted to see, so he pushed the thick banknote back.

"Ouch, this sweetness, I really can't see that these two people used to see everything, so you two can hug each other, let us tremble too." Xiao Qi hugged Lin Miao's arm and laughed.

"Qiudu, Feifan's mind, you just take it first, you can dispose of this money, we can rest assured!" Lin Miao's words, Lin Qiudu still cared very much, but he still hesitated slightly.

Hearing Lin Miao's words, Lu Yunfan slapped the money heavily in his hand, "Take it, if you can't use it up, it can also be used as our activity funds in the future, it's good to know you, I never want to leave this team again." ”

Lin Qiudu nodded, put the money in his backpack, turned around and asked Xiao Qi, "Are you sure there is no problem with your injury?"

"What's the problem, don't underestimate me, besides, you bought me such good windproof gloves, if I still waste everyone's time here, maybe you hate me in your hearts. ”

"Okay, in that case, let's continue to set off, towards our destination, rush forward!"

"Whew......"