bedroom

"Ah~ It's finally out of school, I haven't been in class for a long time, and I'm not very comfortable. ”

"Me too. ”

"Me too, so am I. ”

"By the way, why did you come back so early?"

"Well, because today Jie Ninglin said that he wanted to go back early. ”

"I see. ”

There seems to have been a slight change in the dormitory.

"Xueyu, what do you want?"

"Nothing. ”

"I know that Xue Yu must be unforgettable for knitting. ”

"Bang. ”

"Ahh ”

"Don't open any pot and mention it. ”

"You didn't mention it first. ”

"Is Xueyu's classmate on good terms with the former classmate named Knitting?"

"It's not great, it's just a little bit better than us. ”

"It seems that the parting is somewhat sad. ”

"What about you, Qin Yuqing. ”

"I'll be happier if I call Yu Qing. ”

"Okay, Yu Qing. ”

"Well, Shiyue. ”

"Hey, hey, how come someone who is even more ashamed than these two. ”

"Hmph. ”

"Hmm~"

"Ah, don't hit me, I was wrong. ”

"Xueyu-san, doesn't seem to talk much, does he?"

"No, no, no, Xueyu just doesn't interject when everyone is chatting happily. ”

"If you go with Xueyu, it will be very topical. ”

Zhao Shiyue smiled at me.

Hee-hee.

I smiled too.

"By the way, do you have any activities in your dorm room at night?"

"Ah~ I usually come back late, so I don't know. ”

"The two of us just read a book together. ”

Tang Yucheng seemed to remember something, and whispered to Qin Yuqing.

"Eh~ It's so subtle. ”

"Hehe ”

"Tang Yucheng, what are you saying bad things behind your back?"

"Nothing, nothing. ”

"Xiao Yueyue, I'll go wash up. ”

"Well, I'll go too. ”

"Shizuki seems to have a good relationship with snow and rain. ”

Zhao Shiyue looked at Qin Yuqing and smiled weirdly, and then left.

"Hiss~ It's terrible, it's terrible. ”

Tang Yucheng said exaggeratedly with his hands crossed.

"I always feel that the smile is so meaningful. ”

"That's the instinct of animals, the exclusivity of their prey. ”

"Hmm~ what do you mean?"

"Forget it, you'll understand later. ”

After washing up, I had a casual chat and went to bed.

"Ah, Xueyu, come and hug. ”

"Xiao Yueyue?"

"Sure enough, Xueyu is the most comfortable to hold. ”

Today's Zhao Shiyue seems to be acting obviously.

"Hehehehehe ”

"Shiyue, Xueyu, do you two sleep together?"

"yes, they've been sleeping together for a semester. ”

"Hmph, it's a good relationship. ”

"Don't you think it's weird?"

"Actually, it's safer to sleep with someone else. ”

"Eh~"

"Otherwise, Yucheng, we ...... too"

"Huh?!"

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Soon the lights went out in the bedroom, everyone went to bed, and Qin Yuqing did not sleep in the same bed as Tang Yucheng in the end.

"Isn't it crowded, sleeping in a school bed together? ”

"No, it's better to squeeze it. ”

"Right, Snow Rain?"

"This ......"

"Hmph, it's really a good relationship, by the way, did you hang out together during the winter vacation?"

"It's not so much whether there are any, but how often we hang out together. ”

"Don't take me with you. ”

Tang Yucheng complained.

"There are a lot of friends before the snow and rain. ”

"Hmm~"

"And aren't you going to be scolded if you come out to play too much?"

"Hmm~~"

"Besides, I live far away. ”

"Hmm~"

"Forget it, if you don't bring it, I'll just say it, I'll go to Jieninglin to play. ”

"Yucheng, next time I have time, I'll call you to come and play together. ”

"Woo woo, snow and rain are the best. ”

"Ah~ Xueyu likes to be a good person, I finally didn't bring this troublesome thing, tear your mouth. ”

"Hmph, the relationship is good. ”

"I don't have a good relationship with that surnamed Zhao. ”

"Who wants to have a good relationship with you, self-inflicted, hum. ”

"It feels so harmonious, and I was a little nervous before. ”

"Nervous what. ”

"Hmm~ My brother always says that high school bullying is the most serious, especially for that kind of dishonest girl. ”

"You believe this kind of thing. ”

"Actually, I don't believe it very much, but I checked it, and it seems that there is really an eh, if you don't obey the other party, you will be worse than dead. ”

"Don't worry, with the eldest lady of the Zhao family covering you, whoever comes will die. ”

"Why didn't you cover someone else. ”

"Alas~ I also want to have that strength, but it's a pity that my parents are ordinary people who get a salary. ”

"Suitable for the month...... Forget it, nothing. ”

"Do you want to ask Zhao Shiyue what is going on, to be honest, I don't know, I just heard what others said very well. ”

"It's not good to be in front of you. ”

"It only makes sense to say it to your face!"

It seems to be a familiar word.

"Xueyu, let's sleep, don't care about Tang Yucheng's imbecile. ”

"You're an imbecile, your whole family is an imbecile. ”

"Impotent rage, hahaha. ”

"Forget it, if I don't see it like a snake, I'm going to sleep too, I'm so tired, why do you want to work for so long, I don't want to work, only the demon king can work. ”

"The snow and rain seem to have softened. ”

"Eh~"

"It's more comfortable upstairs. ”

"Hee-hee. ”

"It's so fragrant, so familiar...... Flavor. ”

"Good Night ......"

"Good night, little Yueyue. ”

That being said, I seem to have one more thing to sort out.

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The departure of old classmates and the arrival of new classmates seem to have brought earth-shaking changes to the class, but Ganlu and Gao Hua are still very active in the class.

I was a little concerned about Zhao Zheyan, who I had known before this, but neither of us seemed to have spoken to each other.

Qin Yuqing also joined our group, and Tang Yucheng seemed to be very happy, and he had a lot of words to talk about every day.

It's the weekend again, and the first weekend of the new semester is more relaxed, without much homework.

Zhao Shiyue also seems to be busy this week.

Just as I was finishing my homework and thinking about what to do, I received a private message on my phone.

"Busy?"

"It seems to be quite idle. ”

"Isn't it a little surprised that I'm actually in the same school as you. ”

"It's a bit of a surprise indeed, but when you think of what you've said, it seems like a matter of course. ”

"That's right. ”

"Hmm. ”

"It's also because life is very close, so it will trouble you. ”

"I'm willing to try it myself. ”

"Sure enough, he's a nice guy. ”

"Maybe it's just that I don't say no. ”

"If you really don't want to, please tell me, I don't want to force people. ”

"Hmm. ”

"By the way, I have some new ideas, can you take a look?"

"Well, but I can't seem to guarantee that I can read it. ”

"It's fine. ”

......

Time passes slowly in the reading of the text, and contact with him always seems to be in the text.

"Zhao Zheyan, do you really want to do it?"

"If anything, I think so. ”

"I feel a little bit like these topics are beyond the level of high school students. ”

"Regardless of this age, this is the common universal mood of all human beings. ”

"I'm sorry, maybe I don't feel it. ”

"It's okay, don't push yourself. ”

It is understandable, but to feel, it seems to have a subtle distance.

"Thank you all the time, whether it's help or listening, so it's good to choose at your own pace, because I often can't keep up with my own rhythm, isn't there a kind of ego and superego?"

"Can you ask a little bit? Why do you want to do this?"

"Maybe it's because I've felt too much pain, so I want others to have a better world. ”

"I see, I'll try to feel your feelings. ”

"Although I asked you, I really didn't want you to do something you didn't want to do for this. ”

"It seems that there is a vague feeling that these things are very suitable for my phase, although I may not be very clear about my own nature. ”

"It's a mockery, I'm supposed to give selflessly, but I'm glad you understand. ”

Perhaps because of this, people are social animals.

That's why I pay a little attention to the subtle request of summoning philosophical words.

"Doesn't seem to have anything else, thank you. ”

I don't say anything superfluous, but I do care about others.

It seems that I don't take action at all, but when others don't do anything, I do something different.

"It seems that Zhao Zheyan is not here for self-study at night?

It's silence that lasts for a minute or so.

"It's nothing, it's just a part-time job in the evening self-study time. ”

"It seems that there are some behaviors that surpass those of high school students. ”

"Even if you have the teacher's consent, there is a necessary reason. ”

"It's a very practical reason, after all, I still have to think about the future survival and development, because I can probably say that I am an orphan with nothing. ”

"Sorry for asking something I shouldn't have asked. ”

"It's okay, it's the first time I've been asked a personal question, so I can't get angry, and I'm not going to be angry about these things. ”

"It's better if I didn't get angry in my life. ”

"Miss Kaoru, have you ever been angry?"

"I don't think I remembered. ”

"Why did you get angry with Zhao Zheyan?"

"That's what I want to change. ”

"I'm probably the type who doesn't take action even if I hate it. ”

"But never hated anything, did you?"

"It seems so. ”

"That's really the case, although I vaguely felt it when I watched you during that time. ”

"It's really amazing, if everyone had a good personality like yours, I wouldn't have to do anything. ”

"Being said like that, I feel a little pressure. ”

"Haha, sorry. ”

"Hee-hee, it's okay. ”

"I think we seem to be in good shape. ”

"It's true that Kaoru is the first person in a long time who has been willing to listen to me for that long, and everyone else will always give up because they don't understand or something. ”

"By the way, it's not that we get along well, it's just that Kaoru and everyone can get along very well. ”

The slightly self-deprecating tone is subtle even in the text.

The familiar words reminded me of a letter sent by knitting.

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To the snow rain, or rather, the snow rain.

Before you know it, a semester has passed, and the only point of contact has disappeared.

But the truth is that there is not much contact, and with an uncomfortable mentality, I have accepted your tolerance to some extent.

I never thought that I would have a good relationship with anyone in this life, so I never pursued such a thing as a soulmate, because I have real self-knowledge.

But even though I have refused to fit into the group, I don't know why I am accepted by you as an individual.

Some of the things I got here were so good that I developed an indulgent inertia.

You accept the world as gently as if it were constructed in a novel.

In this way, you are also concerned and considerate to give me your universal care.

However, I didn't appreciate it after all, maybe I couldn't.

If it were you, I would have accepted it without complaint.

So indulgence is a mistake, and gentleness that should not be possessed should be rejected.

Snow and rain, what you should have is the world, so no one can have you.

Xueyu, you are a person who I can't think of logic at all, and you don't seem to have human nature.

There shouldn't be a creature in this world that exists only for the sake of others, and yet I think I've found something like that.

The words are finally exhausted, the rivers will eventually run to the ocean, and no one can stop the passage of time.

It's just why I'm still so sad.

I should give what I get, and yet I have received so much from you and almost nothing to give.

So, even if it was insignificant, I couldn't hold back my crying, which seemed to be an emotion that I had only in my previous life.

Therefore, snow and rain, gentleness is not enough, it must be completely over, for me, this is especially the case.

So, let's be strangers from now on.

Knitting that still can't tell you your true feelings

A certain day, a certain month, and a certain year