Chapter 113: Why Change Yourself to Understand Others
"Calling Zheyan, there seems to be a saying that quantitative change leads to qualitative change. ”
"Well, does it have anything to do with the present?"
"The project that my father and mother are involved in seems to be very important. ”
"Of course, but what's ......"
"Wait, that is, ......"
"Well, maybe ......"
"All living beings are more important than individual families. ”
Zhao Zheyan said something close to what I wanted to say, but my words seemed to be different.
"Do you want to protect those people because the project failed?"
"No, there's no cause and effect at all. ”
"Rather, making the project as successful as possible is the best protection for all living beings. ”
"But surely I did my best, your mother. ”
"Did you kill yourself because you felt sorry for so many people?"
"Isn't that ...... your father?"
"Ahem. ”
Zhao Zheyan glanced at me as he pretended to cough, as if he had some scruples, but I didn't know what he was afraid of.
"Kaoru-san, I don't know if I should say something. ”
"Well, if you can. ”
"Could it be that because of your mother's mistake, the project failed, and then your father was sentenced to life imprisonment, so he committed suicide with guilt. ”
"It seems possible. ”
"That makes sense, but does that man's wife who admires so much really make that kind of low-level mistake?"
"It's possible with my words. ”
"Alas, it's getting late, let's go have a meal, and I'll investigate next time. ”
"Well, that, or I'll summon Zheyan once. ”
"Rationally, that's really good for each other, but, I'm sorry, I don't really like to be entertained by others, and I don't like AA, and in the end, what I don't like the most is the sale of favors. ”
"But if you keep inviting me, I'll be a little embarrassed. ”
"Do you really have the real feelings of embarrassment?"
"Why don't I cook a meal for you, I actually like cooking. ”
"Forget it, you're the one who keeps pulling away from the topic. ”
I don't really know the answer to that question.
"Do you have any dishes at Zhao Zheyan's house?"
"Probably barely there. ”
"Then go buy some. ”
"This doesn't seem to be the relationship between being invited and being invited. ”
"Actually, what I want to express is that I can't accept these people's sophistication. ”
"There seems to be a saying that the insight of the world is all knowledge, and the refinement of human feelings is the article. ”
"Forget it, it's harder to communicate with people than to stick to your own ideas. ”
"Ah, I'm sorry. ”
"No need to apologize, it's my problem. ”
"It seems that communication is also a matter for both sides. ”
"But a problem on one side can be completely destroyed. ”
"Sometimes it's not a bad thing if something goes wrong. ”
"A lot of times the relationship is better after solving the problem. ”
"Convergence and compromise?"
"It doesn't have to be that way. ”
"It seems that there are people who understand each other and so on. ”
"It's incomprehensible between people. ”
"If you understand it a little, it seems possible to work hard. ”
"Why change yourself to understand others?"
"It seems that it's nice for me to be able to understand other people. ”
"Can you still feel happy?"
"It seems like it always has, but maybe not as happy as everyone else. ”
It doesn't seem to be particularly obvious. ”
"So occasionally, Xiao Yueyue and Pear Paint say that they have no heart and no lungs. ”
"Okay, whatever you want, before you know it, you've walked to a place where you can buy groceries. ”
"It's like huh, hee-hee. ”
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It's true that it's not the first time I've come to Zhao Zheyan's house, but the simplicity of the kitchen is still a little surprising, but fortunately, the most basic things are still there.
"Want something?"
"I'm basically only vegetarian. ”
"It's because ......"
"It's not because of religion, it's not because it's stingy, it's just a way of deceiving oneself. ”
"Hmm~ In that case, let's try that. ”
I familiarized myself with the kitchen and got busy.
"Then I'll go to the study first, and I'll just call me when I'm done. ”
"Hmm. ”
"I don't have to do much, I can't eat much. ”
"Hmm. ”
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Because there was flour and vegetables, I steamed vegetable buns, and I made a little bit of pumpkin pie thinking that it might be more delicious, and if it was a vegetarian dish, the cold salad was also relatively simple, and I added a soup at the end.
Because Zhao Zheyan said not to do too much, he didn't dare to continue.
It took less time than usual to cook, and it was over quickly, and I remembered that Zhao Zheyan said that he went to the study, so I went there.
Because I haven't been there, I still looked for it, and it seems that except for the bedroom and study, the other rooms are empty.
Walking into the study, all I saw were books and bookshelves, and I couldn't see where Zhao Zheyan was for the first time.
"Zhao Zheyan, are you there?"
While calling quietly, I slowly searched, probably because of the quiet atmosphere of the study.
Around the corner, I suddenly found Zhao Zheyan, who was leaning against the bookshelf, looking intently at a book, a little so that I didn't dare to disturb him.
I shook my hand in front of his eyes, it seems that I used to use this trick to attract the attention of knitting, and I don't know how knitting is doing after changing classes, but the results should still be speechless.
"Huh?"
"Ah, it's time to eat. ”
Zhao Zheyan looked up at me suspiciously, and I explained a little.
"Oh, let's go. ”
"Hehe, I was really serious when I summoned Zheyan to read the book. ”
"I won't continue to read books that I can't get me to read seriously. ”
"That makes sense. ”
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Although Zhao Zheyan did say that he couldn't eat much, he seemed to only eat a vegetable bun, a pumpkin pie, a little cold salad and a bowl of rice......
"Thank you, I'm done. ”
"Huh. ”
I thought he might have to go back to the study to continue reading, but he seemed to have something to say.
"If I can, I'd like to ask the people who came into contact with your mother back then, so, Kaoru-san, could you please ask your friends? ”
"Xiao Yueyue?"
"Well, classmate Zhao Shiyue, as well as classmate Mourning and classmate Feng Wucai. ”
"Hmm~ Xiao Yueyue's words should be no problem, if you mourn and Feng Wucai, maybe Xiao Yueyue will be more familiar. ”
"It's okay, you act as ...... Just ask about the identity of the quasi-head of the family, and they won't refuse. ”
"But it seems that they have already decided to let the family inherit. ”
"But didn't they say that you are the real head of the house anyway. ”
"Well, wouldn't that be too formal, I don't seem to be very good at that. ”
"Huh~ Then you just ask Zhao Shiyue, the rest of the people will look at the situation and ask, I will also ask someone here, but I don't know if I can see it or not. ”