"Until one day, Jin Yan suddenly broke out, and threw all the love letters that Xinyi handed him into the ground, at that time he was in the third year of junior high school, Xinyi was only in the first year of junior high school, that time they had a long cold war, until Jinyan was promoted to high school, they reconciled, and since then they have been together, and Xinyi no longer delivers love letters for others......"

"They have a good relationship, but fate loves to play tricks on people, Xinyi is so kind that she is also sick, she inherited my father's leukemia, I was very sad at that time, and I also thought, why is the inherited person not me, why let Xinyi suffer like this?"

Li Xinqing couldn't help crying when she said it, Lin Yue was also very sad in her heart, listening to their past, her emotions also fluctuated together, and she also cried at this time, she grabbed Xinqing's hand tightly, as if she was giving her strength and giving herself strength.

Lin Yue didn't really come to Dali this time to relax, and she didn't have much to do now, so she refused Li Xinqing's retention, and went back the next day, directly from Kunming to City A.

She came back a day late, Chen Jinyan didn't ask much, and Lin Yue didn't know how to ask him about Li Xinyi, this matter was buried in her heart, heavy.

At the end of the year, Chen Jinyan was even busier, they basically had no chance to meet, Lin Yue was like an invisible person, she would only go downstairs when she was eating every day, and she was also very thin.

One Friday night, she received a call from Chen Juan, and she felt a little more joyful, "Hey, Sister Chen, long time no see." ”

Chen Juan smiled on the other end of the phone, "Yes, come out to eat together, I'll invite you." ”

Lin Yue was about to suffocate in this empty villa, so she immediately agreed without thinking about it, "Okay, Sister Chen, where will you meet?"

The two made an appointment in a Sichuan restaurant, Lin Yue went out with a bag, Chen Jinyan gave her a driver in order to make it convenient for her to travel, but Lin Yue was unwilling to use it, so she called a car with her mobile phone and went to the Sichuan restaurant, and when she got there, Chen Juan was already waiting for her at the door, and when she came over, the two entered the hotel together and asked for a private room.

Chen Juan saw that Lin Yue had lost a lot of weight, and her face was not good, and she asked with some concern: "How are you doing lately?" She naturally heard about Chen Jinyan, after all, they were so high-profile, they didn't know how to restrain at all, she sighed in her heart, and she didn't know how to comfort her.

Lin Yue smiled bitterly, "What's good or bad about being like this now, isn't this how you live?"

Chen Juan frowned when she heard this, "How can you be so negative?

"Why haven't you thought about it? I have already proposed it, but Chen Jinyan disagreed, he said that he didn't want his parents to worry, maybe he married me to let his parents rest assured, now that he is married, naturally there is no need to pretend. ”

Chen Juan looked at Lin Yue disapprovingly, "You are too good-tempered, he doesn't agree with you to spend it like this? You are still young, how many years can a woman consume like this? If he doesn't want to leave, he won't leave? Don't you hold it alone, talk to your parents-in-law and mother-in-law, don't you say that they are very good, at least they can make decisions for you." ”

"I ......" Lin Yue didn't know what to say, she did think about spreading it out with her in-laws, but she always couldn't bear it, thinking of how happy they were when they got married, she really couldn't bear to tell them these things suddenly, maybe just like Chen Juan said, she was too weak to fall into such a situation.

Chen Juan looked at her embarrassed appearance, and could only sigh, "Okay, don't talk about it, the dishes are here, let's eat, don't think about those annoying things." ”

Although she didn't have much appetite, Lin Yue still ate it, Sichuan food was very spicy, so spicy that she burst into tears, and she couldn't stop wiping it with a tissue, Chen Juan looked at her like this, held down her hand that continued to pick up vegetables, and said, "Don't eat it, I'll send you home." ”

Lin Yue shook her head and said, "Sister Chen, I don't want to go back, you can sit with me." Chen Juan nodded.

The two sat opposite each other and didn't speak, and after a long time, Lin Yue said, "Sister Chen, thank you for accompanying me, let's go back." ”

Lin Yue didn't let Chen Juan send it, she took a taxi back, and when she returned to the cold and empty room, her numb heart still stabbed.

Soon after New Year's Day, it was the New Year, Lin Yue found a weekend to go back to Beijing, and the next day after breakfast, she went out shopping with Hu Lanxin, Hu Lanxin also asked the driver to go around Lin Yue's house first, and invited her mother to go shopping together.

Lin Yue was very moved, hugged Hu Lanxin and said, "Mom, thank you." This is the first time Lin Yue has made such an affectionate move to Hu Lanxin, and Hu Lanxin is also a little emotional.

The three women went shopping for a morning and bought a lot of things, Lin Xiaowan didn't want to buy them, but Hu Lanxin was agitating vigorously beside her, and said in her mouth: "Xiaoyue is holding the card in his hand, and it is appropriate for him to respect and honor his two mothers." ”

Lin Yue also responded on the side, and in the end, the three of them all bought clothes and shoes, of course, they were all cards swiped by Lin Yue, and left the address after checking out and let the clerk send it to home later, which also saved them from mentioning.

Shopping turned out to be really pleasant, after a morning of sweeping, Lin Yue's heart was much better, and the three of them were a little tired, so they found a nearby restaurant and planned to eat something.

Lin Yue ordered a curry chicken rice, which she used to like to eat, and when the waiter brought her rice, Lin Yue smelled the smell, and instantly felt nauseous and retched a few times.

Hu Lanxin and Lin Xiaowan, who were sitting on the side, glanced at each other, with joy in their eyes, and asked Lin Yue with concern, "What's wrong, are you uncomfortable?"

Lin Yue drank some water, suppressed the feeling of nausea, and then shook her head at them, saying, "It's nothing, maybe my stomach hasn't been good lately." ”

Hu Lanxin asked the waiter to bring the curry chicken rice down, ordered some light meals, and the three of them returned to the car after eating, Hu Lanxin directly ordered the driver to take them to the hospital.

Lin Yue was a little surprised, "What are you going to do in the hospital?"

Hu Lanxin said with a smile: "Go to the hospital to rest assured, you have a bad appetite recently, how can you do this." ”

Lin Yue saw that Hu Lanxin insisted, so she didn't say anything more.

When she arrived at the hospital, Hu Lanxin made a phone call, and went straight to an office without registering. Lin Yue thought to herself, maybe this is the privilege.

After some examination, the female doctor looked at the examination report and said to Hu Lanxin with a smile: "Mrs. Chen, congratulations, your daughter-in-law is 10 weeks pregnant, and the fetus is developing well. ”

Lin Yue was stunned, 10 weeks, that is, at the end of November, Chen Jinyan forced herself once, and they didn't have a relationship after that, she was immersed in her own thoughts, her expression was stunned, and the two old ladies next to her happily held each other's hands tightly.

Hu Lanxin immediately took out the phone and wanted to tell Chen Jinyan, Lin Yue suddenly stood up and stopped her, seeing Hu Lanxin looking at her in surprise, Lin Yue smiled awkwardly and said, "Mom, I want to tell him in person when I go back." ”

Hu Lan smiled happily, nodded and said, "Yes, yes, you say it in person, give him a surprise!"

Lin Yue smiled and didn't speak again. Because of Lin Yue's pregnancy, the two mothers didn't want to go shopping anymore, Lin Xiaowan looked at Lin Yue and said: "Xiaoyue, you are pregnant, you have to pay attention to yourself, don't be tired, you know? ”

Hu Lanxin also nodded, "Yes, your mother is right, I will go back to Jinyan and let you go back to Beijing and raise the baby at home." Lin Xiaowan also nodded and looked at Lin Yue.

Lin Yue smiled and said to them: "Two mothers, how can it be so exaggerated, I just pay attention to myself, the project will be over soon, I will come back with Jinyan." ”

Hu Lanxin smiled and said, "I know that you young people have just gotten married and have a good relationship, just pay attention to yourself over there, and I will call Zhang's mother when I go back and ask her to be careful in her diet." ”

Lin Yue nodded and said with a smile, "Thank you, Mom!"

When Lin Yue went back, Hu Lanxin said that she didn't worry about letting Lin Yue take a plane or squeeze the high-speed rail alone, and finally arranged for her own plane to fly, Lin Yue felt that it was too wasteful, so she had to drive it once, but Hu Lanxin didn't allow her to refuse.

In this way, Lin Yue also had a luxury once, and returned to City A by private jet alone.

Lin Yue didn't tell Chen Jinyan that she left the airport and took a taxi back.

On the way, Lin Yue has been thinking about the future, originally she was already dead hearted, planning to survive like this, and after a while, she will have a showdown with her in-laws, even if Chen Jinyan is unwilling, this marriage must be divorced.

But now, she has a child, the arrival of this child has disrupted her plans, Lin Yue's hand unconsciously placed on her abdomen, which has given birth to a new life, and she began to hesitate.

She can't let her children be born into a single-parent family, and she doesn't want her children to live their old lives again.

But she doesn't want her children to live in a family without love, if there is no love between parents, how can children grow up healthily?

Constantly recalling all the fragments of the relationship between the two of them since they looked at each other, Lin Yue kept convincing herself in her heart that Chen Jinyan had love for herself, if there was no love, why would she do everything possible to save herself? If there is no love, why would she chase Dali? If there is no love, how can she block that knife for herself?

He must have been confused for a while, Lin Yue kept convincing herself, but tears flowed, heh, she has always been intolerant of love, but at this time, she also had to compromise and convince herself......

When Lin Yue arrived home, it was more than 8 o'clock in the evening, Zhang's mother was waiting for her in the living room, and as soon as she came back, she immediately stepped forward to take the bag in her hand, and said with a smile: "Madame called me, let me make soup for the young lady every day in the future, it's really good!"

Lin Yue smiled and asked, "Is Jinyan back?"

Zhang's mother nodded, "I just came back, and I went back to the room." Lin Yue nodded and went upstairs.

Lin Yue pushed open the door, it was dark inside, she touched the wall next to the door, and "snapped" to turn on the light in the room.

The sudden light made Lin Yue uncomfortable for a moment, she subconsciously closed her eyes, and after a while, she waited for her eyes to get used to it before she opened her eyes, and saw Chen Jinyan standing on the balcony, turning to look at her.