Chapter 50: Reborn

The sudden death of Old Man Jiang once again hit Jiang Dongliu hard.

But that's not the end.

In the next six months, his mother and grandmother died one after another, giving Jiang Dongliu a fatal blow again and again.

Seriously, by the time his grandmother passed away in the end, his spiritual world was almost numb.

It all happened within a year of the crash.

At that time, his father's spirit was completely broken, and his body was also useless.

Jiang Dongliu's spirit almost collapsed.

Again and again, the ashes of loved ones are buried in the cemetery with their own hands.

This is the most unbearable pain in the life of a young man who is only 17 years old.

That winter, looking at the family's tombstone in the cemetery, the cold wind brought tears to my eyes.

Jiang Dongliu wanted to attack himself several times.

It's better to die with your family, it's a hundred.

But when he thought that if he died, his grandfather's last strength and efforts would be in vain.

The steel bars that my brother helped him block were also in vain.

He couldn't let their old Jiang family's incense break off on him.

All the relatives in the family are blessing him and influencing him.

He couldn't just die cowardly.

Perhaps, since he was a child, he has been exposed to the iron-blooded spirit of his grandfather.

The strength and stubbornness that Jiang Dongliu had impregnated from his grandfather and brother in his bones finally made him stand up.

He didn't give up on life.

Growing up in hardship, he deeply understood the true meaning of Da Zhang Wei's life of "laughing out loud in order not to cry".

His father's mental and physical condition has been poor since his accident.

Jiang Dongliu was less than 18 years old and shouldered the burden of supporting his family.

Let the Fengyun grocery store reopen.

Since then, he has been dealing with the three religions and nine streams in society.

Begin to force yourself to make more friends and find more things to do, so that you don't quiet down and grieve in vain.

His father was inspired and inspired by him, and after two or three years, he was slowly pulled back into a state of severe depression and put his life back on track.

In fact, the relationship between Jiang Dongliu and his father has not been particularly close for a long time.

It was because of him that his father's career and life were helplessly reversed.

Speaking of which, it's no wonder that Jiang Dongliu is flowing.

Every child does not have the right to choose whether he or she is born or not.

It was their parents who made them.

If you want to blame, you can only blame your parents for not being able to control themselves at that time.

In their family, his mother had always been on the strong side.

Although Jiang's father never said that he regretted having his child.

But from his later series of changes, it can be felt that his feelings for Jiang Dongliu are different from Jiang Dongfeng.

He didn't mean to complain about Jiang Dongliu.

But after being dismissed from the unit, the blow to his career made Jiang's father become taciturn and not particularly talkative.

Even so, he silently gave his all his heart and soul to this family.

He worked hard to earn money and raised both of his children to adulthood.

Finally waited for the eldest son to get ahead.

But the family was devastated.

His whole life was like a tragedy that kept unstopprising.

Until the last bit of strength in his bones was ruthlessly crushed by fate, his spiritual world finally collapsed.

Jiang Dongliu never blamed his father for not being strong.

Because he felt that his father had suffered more than he had suffered in his life, and that he had suffered more than he had suffered.

His father's dedication to this family is much more than his.

Their father and son depended on each other.

Jiang Dongliu has no other thoughts, just wants to work hard with his father to live and help his father restart his hope in life.

Later, he not only helped his father reopen the Fengyun grocery store, but also rushed to do the heavy physical work of the grocery store.

I went back to school strongly.

He wanted his father, and the rest of his heavenly relatives, to see that he had not lost hope for a better future.

His mother once said that he didn't have all the five notes in singing, he didn't have any musical talent, and he didn't seem to have any other talent, so he just learned English from a young age, and he had a skill to become an English teacher in the future.

She is a teacher herself, so she also strongly hopes that Jiang Dongliu can be a teacher.

At that time, Mr. Jiang also felt that it would be good if Jiang Dongliu could be an English teacher, so he urged him to learn more English from an early age.

Only his brother disapproves of him being a teacher.

Jiang Dongfeng knew that Jiang Dongliu also liked rock and roll and liked to play guitar.

It was only under the intimidation of his mother's stick that he didn't dare to take the road of rock and roll.

always brainwashed Jiang Dongliu and asked him to work hard to pursue what he likes to do, and to be a RockMan who competes with fate!

Jiang Dongfeng later renamed their band "Fengyun", hoping that one day Jiang Dongliu could stand on the rock stage with him and ignite the dream of music together.

Jiang Dongliu also hopes that he can be like his brother and do the most exciting performance on the biggest stage.

But the cruel reality made him learn to take his life seriously, and he didn't want to think about anything wrong.

After relying on his father for his life, Jiang Dongliu only had one thought left in his mind, to work hard to live and help his father create a harmonious and stable family environment.

And being a teacher is the most stable profession.

So he studied hard and lived up to expectations and was admitted to Normal University.

As my mother and grandfather expected, I became a people's teacher.

After his work and life were stable, the smile on his face gradually increased.

Under his strong inspiration, his father's mental condition gradually returned to normal, and the smile on his face gradually increased.

But the smile on their father and son's faces, squeezed out by the cruel life, hides a deep helplessness behind it.

The deep scars of their souls can never be healed.

Later, Jiang Dongliu became fond of making friends and singing, even if the five tones were incomplete, he had to sing, just to pay tribute to his brother in heaven.

He not only laughed out loud in order not to cry, but also sang out loud in order not to cry, hoping that his brother in heaven and other close relatives would see that they could be "happy" with him.

Nowadays, he looks like he is full of rivers and lakes, as if he doesn't care about anything, and occasionally he is funny and funny.

But this is just to cover up the soul that time cannot heal, and to make fun in suffering.

Since that nightmarish car accident at the age of 17, he has never been truly happy.

Even for the good things in the world, it is difficult for him to give birth to the interest and desire that he should have.

For example, love.

Before the car accident, the seeds of his youthful and ignorant love were already sprouting.

At that time, he was super handsome, and it is not an exaggeration to say that it is the grass of their school.

And his high school tablemate happened to be the school flower of their school.

He and his table mates are hot, and they will flirt and scold intentionally or unintentionally every day.

The two have never found out the relationship between their first love.

But in the eyes of their classmates, they are a match made in heaven.

It's a pity that just when this seed of early love is about to break through the ground.

He suffered the nightmare of his life.

By the time he returned to school, it was already a year later.

Repeating a year made him and the table mate who used to like each other miss the best youth time.

Later, when the table mate saw him again, it was like a different person, and he no longer had the same feelings for him.

He doesn't have the same sense of the whole world as he used to be.

The car accident seemed to rob him of his sense of taste, and his feelings about the world for so many years lacked a bit of fresh taste.

Including when he had just experienced an incredible crossing event before, he also felt dry and not particularly interesting.

In addition to the shock, what he thought more about was to hurry back to his own world and spend the rest of his life with his father.

Having lost too many of his loved ones, the rifts in his life made it impossible for him to bear the pain of being separated from his father.

He couldn't imagine what kind of abyss his life would go to if his father lost him again.

He doesn't want to be a comedy himself, and his father falls into the cycle of tragedy.

If someone else had this kind of magical encounter, they would definitely enjoy this dreamlike journey.

But what he was thinking about was to end this strange journey as soon as possible and return to the rooted and sourced world of his self as soon as possible.

However, with the in-depth understanding of the loan song system, he has become more and more intuitive to feel the magical musical ability brought to him by the loan song system.

He's now starting to enjoy the joy of top-notch musical ability.

It felt like experiencing the joy of his brother being given a second life because of rock 'n' roll.

After his own second life awakening, his lost taste for this world seems to be slowly regained.

Especially now, I am singing this song "Horse and Horse Ride".

The dried cracks in the depths of his soul are full of beautiful memories of his childhood.

It's sad that childhood doesn't come back.

But his life has become vivid and colorful again because of music.

This feeling made him obsessed and forgetful.

Perhaps, this legendary encounter was a chance for his heavenly relatives to pray for him to be reborn.

He deserves to enjoy this magical journey that Yang Cong has compiled for him.

In order to return to the world of the self, to become a flesh-and-blood self again.