{Tips: First, it will be on the shelves at 0:00 on May 1st.} Second, high-energy early warning in this chapter. ｝

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"I thought that I could already talk to a lot of people. ”

"I thought that I, no longer would, be too stage frightened. ”

"I thought it was wrong. ”

"I hope you don't mind, I didn't get used to it for a while, and once again hid in a single-sided soundproof glass room that I had been hiding for five years. ”

"Isolated from the world, at peace with me, it's like, I'm just, talking to myself. ”

"Today, I will say a lot of things that I have never mentioned in my heart. ”

"Shuai Ge said that I, who was dumped by the same girl fifty times, is now very popular. ”

"Shuai Ge said that he has 20 million fans, and I'm just slightly inferior to him. ”

"I, I always thought that Shuai Ge was lying to me. ”

"I, never, face to face, have ever met my fans. ”

"The first time I saw you at the scene, so many people, such a loud shout, so many cheering signs. ”

"I thought it was wrong. ”

"I, I want, for the last gaffe of the ceremony, apologize to you, to everyone who watched the live broadcast. ”

"Getting drunk at the scene of the festival is a, very unprofessional behavior. ”

"Please forgive me, your dumped brother will also have his own little willfulness. ”

"I remember that the last glass of the ceremony was a 90-year-old Moutai mixed with new wine. ”

"A very special expression. ”

"It's special enough to touch my memory. ”

"Reminds me, my mother. ”

"I still remember when I was seven years old, my father and mother had a fight, and that was the last time they had a fight in my memory. ”

"I still remember that day, my mother opened two bottles of Moutai from different periods and mixed them together. ”

"Mom said it was a special expression, and Dad said it was a brainless waste. ”

"That, it was 19 years ago, Moutai, and there was no such sky-high price as now. ”

Even so, the price of nearly 100 yuan was considered a luxury at the time. ”

"They quarreled a lot, and I, who was still eating at the table, slowly became a little overwhelmed. ”

Perhaps, Mom and Dad finally noticed, the fear written on my face. ”

They found a room far away from the restaurant, closed the door and continued to argue. ”

"When I was a child, my home was not very big, and no matter how far away the room was, it could not isolate the fierce quarrels. ”

"I hate this kind of argument, I hate the sound of covering my ears and never getting rid of it. ”

I picked up the glass my mom had left on the table and took a sip. ”

"That year, I was seven years old. That year, I drank for the first time. That year, I lay in the hospital for two days. ”

"Coming home from the hospital, I, never seen again, my mother. ”

"Dad said, Mom is gone. She took her three-year-old sister and she didn't want me. ”

"Dad said that if I don't like him and don't like this home as much as my mom, I can go as far as I want. ”

"Since then, my dad hasn't spoken to me properly. ”

"I, resentful, my mother, if she wants to leave, why doesn't she take me with her?"

"But I've always been grateful to my mother, if she can only take one, my sister's happiness is my happiness. ”

"When I was seven years old, she was just three years old. ”

"She learned to praise early on, and she used all the good words she had ever heard on me. ”

"She would shout long live to me, she would say that I was the best brother in the world, and she would tear down all her favorite toys to me. ”

"She is the most beautiful gift from heaven, the warmest light in the world. ”

"I feel like one day, I'll see her and her, my sister and my mom. ”

"Why, though, I never saw her again, and I was happy with them. ”

"When I was younger, I couldn't understand my mom. ”

"I don't know why she drinks so much. ”

"I don't know why she mixes all sorts of wine upside down. ”

"I don't know why she can't get along with her dad. ”

"I never knew what the sense of taste and smell that I inherited from my mother would be. ”

"Until, when I went to university, I met one light after another that guided my winemaking career. ”

"I now know that my mom, she was not as lucky as me, she grew up in, a, no one, can lead her, to the time and space of the taster. ”

"Talent, it's a very peculiar existence. ”

"There are some talents that everyone can see, and they are sought after by everyone and envied. ”

"There are some talents, if they are not discovered, they may not be known for the rest of their lives. ”

"It can even make people with talent feel bothered because they are different. ”

"I now know that my mother left because she was not accepted and no one could understand. ”

"I used to be unable to understand my mother, but now I can. ”

"I, miss my mom so much. ”

"So, if I'm really popular, if I'm really the Internet celebrity who has the most fans besides Shuaige. ”

"Then I, can you, please, help me find it, my mother. ”

"My mother, her name is Fifth Qiwen, she left home 19 years ago. ”

"My mom, she has the same keen sense of taste and smell as I do, and the amount of alcohol that never gets drunk. ”

"If, my mother, she is also like me, a glass of 90 Moutai mixed with new wine, she can be directly down, maybe, she can be like me today, drunk to relieve a thousand sorrows. ”

"I still remember that on the day my mother left, the Chinese teacher assigned a memorization homework - "Little Tadpole Looking for Mother". ”

"There was a group of small tadpoles in the pond, with big heads, black and gray bodies, and long tails, swimming happily. ”

"I always thought that as long as I never gave up searching, I would definitely find my mother if I worked as hard as a tadpole. ”

"I thought it was wrong. ”

The tadpole asked the carp, the turtle, and every possibility she could get her hands on, and finally found her mother. ”

"And I, never, have ever thought of asking you, asking you, asking everyone who knows me, and everyone I know. ”

"Have you ever seen, my mother?"

"My mom, she was the fifth, she left home 19 years ago. ”

"I've grown from a tadpole to a frog, and I want to follow, my mother, to catch pests every day. ”

"Have you ever seen, my mother?"

"My mother, her name is Fifth Qiwen, she left home 19 years ago. ”