Chapter 162 - Signing as a Family Member (3)
In addition to buying a house, this is the most cumbersome thing that Yu Xiuxiu has ever signed.
She couldn't fully understand the medical-related texts, and the warnings about the risks of surgery made her even more frightened.
Zhong Lin was beside her, watching her hand trembling with her pen clenched.
"Xiu Xiu, you look like this, a little bit like Mrs. Huo. ”
Yu Xiuxiu knew that he was comforting himself, and pulled his lips at him, wanting to laugh, but couldn't laugh.
The operation time has been arranged, at ten o'clock tomorrow morning, the chief surgeon is an authoritative expert in brain science, and the plan was discussed by the expert group overnight, and everyone is very confident, but Yu Xiuxiu looked at the faces in front of him, and the whole person was numb.
She booked a ticket for tomorrow at half past eleven and flew from Kyoto to Shen City.
Eight o'clock the next morning.
She packed her bags and waited at the door of the ward.
Zhong Lin went downstairs to pick up Wu Liang, he didn't know that she was going to leave in advance, the two of them walked over while talking, and they were all stunned when they saw Yu Xiuxiu carrying luggage.
Wu Liang: "I just came, and you're leaving?"
Zhong Lin frowned and looked at her in disbelief, "At this time, you are leaving?"
Yu Xiuxiu's heart was cold, wooden, and her brain was a little dull, she walked two steps in place, glanced back at the ward, and found an excuse for herself that was not an excuse: "My brother will go back to school in the afternoon, I have to rush back." ”
Wu Liang looked at her confusedly.
Yu Xiuxiu whispered: "Mom and Dad are divorced, and if I am not there, there will be no home." ”
Wu Liang sighed as if he didn't understand.
Zhong Lin couldn't understand, "Divorce? Is this a very important thing? Mr. Huo is about to be pushed into the operating room for surgery, so he will take a break." ”
"I know. Yu Xiuxiu closed his eyes, "I know." ”
"Know you're leaving?"
“……”
Just know before you go.
She can't stay here and face the result.
Looking at everything that is cold, she will go crazy, and if she doesn't wait for Huo Zhongnan to wake up, she will go crazy!
Yu Xiuxiu trembled all over, and his uncontrollable trembling voice, "I'm sorry." ”
Zhong Lin smiled coldly: "You didn't feel sorry for me. It's him that you're sorry for. ”
Yu Xiuxiu's ears were buzzing, as if she would collapse at any time, she would faint, she had no idea what she was talking about, and murmured like a wanderer: "I have already agreed with him." ”
"Okay?" Zhong Lin raised his voice, stared at her, paused, and suddenly laughed, "What do you mean by saying it, did you say it when he didn't know anything? Yu Xiuxiu, you even lied to yourself? He doesn't know anymore, he doesn't know anything! He doesn't even know you anymore." ”
“——”
Yu Xiuxiu's heartbeat seemed to stop suddenly.
The undulating waves turned into an unchanging straight line.
He doesn't even know you anymore. Brother Zhong Lin knows how to hurt her too well.
"It's better if you don't know each other. Yu Xiuxiu glanced at him and threw away the luggage handle, "So that I can leave with peace of mind." ”
"That's a good point!" Zhong Lin's eyes were red with anger, his words were incoherent, and he didn't know what he was talking about, "Yu Xiuxiu, you are his calamity! Do you know? No! You don't know at all, his pain is all brought to him, you are the knot in his heart that he can't untie, he doesn't know what to do, he doesn't know what to do with you! And these should not have been borne by him alone. He wants you to laugh, he wants you to laugh forever! In order for you not to suffer, he suffers silently alone. He's going to give up on himself for the sake of your laughter! Why, why are you so selfish?"
“……”
Yu Xiuxiu's tears swirled in his eyes.
"Brother Zhong Lin, what are you talking about?"
Zhong Lin pointed to the corridor: "You go! You heartless thing, it's better never to show up! Don't let him see you and think of you again." Without you, he can at least live and live well!"
Yu Xiuxiu looked at him blankly.
"I see. ”
At this time, the nurse came.
Yu Xiuxiu glanced at Zhong Lin and followed her into the ward.
"Can you give me five minutes...... No, three minutes?"
The nurse didn't say anything, nodded at her, and left.
Yu Xiuxiu walked to Huo Zhongnan's hospital room and looked at him motionlessly.
It's still a good day, and the sun is shining through the window.
Huo Zhongnan was awake, not knowing if he heard their conversation, his eyes looked at her lightly, very quiet, or rather, very calm.
"Are you awake?" Yu Xiuxiu tried to smile.
Seeing that he stared at her without speaking, she hooked her lips again, "Why do you look at me like this?
Huo Zhongnan frowned, moved his fingers, and then, with great effort, lifted up.
Yu Xiuxiu's heart was excited, and just as he wanted to hold his hand, he saw him pointing to the window.
"The curtains are drawn. ”
There was not a trace of emotion in his voice, and the tone of command was as cold as if he were commanding his subordinates. Yu Xiuxiu used a lot of effort to keep himself calm, and told him with a smile.
"The sun is good today, it is good for your body. ”
"I don't need light. Huo Zhongnan looked at the sunlight outside the window.
In the glowing golden light, his eyes lit up for a second, and soon, they darkened again, turning into a cold appearance, and even looked at her impatiently with disgust.
"Pull it up!"
Wow! It's so fierce when you're sick!
Yu Xiuxiu thought, is this what he looks like in front of others?
I've never treated her like this before.
It turned out that when she also became "someone else", Huo Zhongnan was so indifferent and so strange. It seems that he never knew each other, even if he was close at hand, he was just a passerby. A passerby who doesn't deserve his extra glance.
Yu Xiuxiu resigned himself to closing the curtains.
The lights in the ward are not strong, and the light is dimmed instantly.
When Yu Xiuxiu turned his head, he had closed his eyes, as if they had never opened them...... Or already asleep, or dead.
"Huo Zhongnan, you demon!"
This time, Yu Xiuxiu called his name.
The people around him wouldn't call him that.
Huo Zhongnan really opened his eyes and looked at her coldly.
"You really don't know me anymore?" Yu Xiuxiu said.
He doesn't speak.
Yu Xiuxiu's palm was pinched out of sweat by himself.
In fact, she didn't know whether it was better for him to know herself or not at this time. The doctor said that it was best not to mention anything that would aggravate his mood because it was not known where his "depression point" was. Zhong Lin invited Wu Liang over to cooperate with the treatment.
However, Yu Xiuxiu couldn't control it.
"Do you know Hugh? ”
"Hugh Xiu......" Huo Zhongnan whispered, his eyes were confused for a moment, "I ......"
He paused for a long time and shook his head.
Yu Xiuxiu's heart sank, as if he had been cut open by a thousand knives, although she already knew that in the past few days, he would often forget, so he would use the time when he remembered to send a message to her desperately, but the first time he looked at his indifferent eyes face to face, and heard him say that he didn't know, this feeling was completely different.
"Get out. ”
Huo Zhongnan had a headache and frowned tightly, not wanting to look at her more.
"I want to rest. ”
Yu Xiuxiu's throat was like a lump of cotton.
He has already issued an eviction order.
Out of understanding, she could see that this was already the limit of his patience.
It's his limit to strangers.
Yu Xiuxiu's whole heart seemed to be broken.
"Don't be angry, don't get excited. I...... I'll just go. ”
Huo Zhongnan didn't open his eyes and filtered out everything about her.
Yu Xiuxiu didn't know how he turned around and walked out, his two feet weighed like a thousand catties. Will she still have a chance to talk to him? She has a lot to tell him. If she could, she really wanted to stay, say all the words of her life at once, whether he listened to it or not, tell him in one go, and not let him forget her.
"Brother......" Yu Xiuxiu choked up, suddenly turned around, ran to the hospital bed like crazy, ran to the man's side, held his face, and kissed it regardless of it.
She doesn't feel like she's kissing someone.
It's a kiss over the past, a persistence, a vow.
She closed her eyes and kissed frantically, kissing her own tears.
Huo Zhongnan was silent, and the girl in his sight was in a trance.
"Why are you crying?" he looked at her.
Yu Xiuxiu's whole body lay on his body, the sadness suppressed in her heart was uncontrollably vented, and she cried loudly until Zhong Lin and Wu Liang came in and helped her up.
……
Yu Xiuxiu walked out of the gate of the hospital, left his suitcase with the girl in the flower shop, and went back silently, secretly hiding in the corner of the corridor outside the operating room, watching Huo Zhongnan being pushed into the operating room, and then, sitting at the staircase, looking at the safe passage, crying into tears.
"Dad. When she got on the plane, she called Yu Dazhuang, "You remember to pick me up at the airport." ”
Yu Dazhuang was a little strange, "You're back, didn't you say Anan had surgery? Why did you come back?"
Yu Xiuxiu said: "I'm afraid that my mother will divorce you." ”
"You're stupid!" The voice that came out of the phone was Miao Rui, and she was angry and angry, "You broken child, why are you so stupid? How big of a deal can I do with your father? Don't come back, go and guard him." ”
"No need. ”
Yu Xiuxiu's mouth was full of bitter taste.
"He doesn't need me anymore. I let him entangle, without me, he can live well!"