Chapter 108: But we can't go back
"Snow and rain. ”
"Hi, Xiao Yueyue. ”
Zhao Shiyue and Zhao Zheyan glared fiercely when they met their eyes.
"Let's go, Snow Rain. ”
Zhao Shiyue came over and hugged my arm tightly and pulled me to set off.
"Good, good. ”
I could sense her intentions a little, and I said with a smile.
Along the way, Zhao Shiyue and I talked and laughed, and Zhao Zheyan just followed silently from a distance.
When sitting in the taxi, Zhao Zheyan sat in the front, and Zhao Shiyue and I sat in the back, still talking and laughing.
After waiting in the departure hall for a long time, we boarded the plane.
I sat in the middle of the three, Zhao Shiyue sat at the window, and Zhao Zheyan sat outside.
I haven't been on a plane much, but the left and right seem very familiar.
"Has Zhao Zheyan ever been on a plane before?"
"Ah, after all, the world is running, and that person is really idle, but fortunately, he is in the ground, and finally he doesn't run. ”
"Forehead ......"
"Sorry, that's a bit ugly. ”
"Actually, it's just that I don't know how to respond. ”
"Hee-hee. ”
"Xueyu, don't talk to people who don't talk to others at all. ”
"Hee-hee. ”
I can only answer with a smile on this side.
"Have you ever seen it?"
The subject is unknown, but it should be said to Zhao Shiyue.
"Who knows. ”
"I don't think I've been there. ”
"Who knows. ”
"That's probably not where anyone has been. ”
"How so. ”
"After all, the family will have self-knowledge and not go, the wife is dead, and the daughter only knows about it now, and the elders and ordinary generations of other families are even more unlikely to go, but the younger generations may try it willfully. ”
"Hmph, what do you know, you outsider. ”
"Well, I'm not from your world after all. ”
"So if it were, I wouldn't sit idly by. ”
"What can you do when you go, say hello uncle, I've come to see you, how are you doing lately, how is it here, can you tell me if you have anything to bring?"
"There's more important than that. ”
"Then you say. ”
"What is the truth of the matter?"
"Hmph, hum, hum, hum, don't you hurt others enough?"
"So there has to be an end. ”
"Who do you think you are?"
Zhao Shiyue's slightly angry words made Zhao Zheyan's words pause.
"yes, who am I? ”
Zhao Zheyan smiled a little bitterly.
"What do you want for lunch? ”
"Please give me a beef rice, thank you. ”
"Yes, this lady, the other two. ”
"Give me noodles and white water, thank you. ”
"I'm just like her, beef rice. ”
Zhao Zheyan moved his chopsticks, but his eyes were empty, could he be thinking about who I was?
We didn't talk again until the plane landed.
Although there are also people who want to give something when they meet, but after all, it is a special state, so I give up.
"Be prepared, Xun Xueyu, you may not be able to see it at all. ”
"yes, I see. ”
Zhao Shiyue, who is usually very confident, didn't say anything more when she faced the building in front of her.
"Is there anyone here called ...... of men. ”
"Who are you, relatives?"
"This young lady is a relative. ”
Zhao Zheyan pointed at me.
"I'll take a look, ah~huh?ah!"
"Any questions?"
"I'm sorry, I don't have the authority to answer, I'll help you transfer to your superiors. ”
After a moment of waiting, the other party seemed to be connected.
"The relative came to answer the phone. ”
As if referring to me, I stepped forward and took the phone.
"Who's that?"
"I'm Kaoru Xueyu,...... daughter. ”
After a moment, the man said.
"You're finally here. ”
On the other side is the voice of a great desire to make it happen.
We walked into a very dark building, which seemed to be on the top floor.
When I got to the top floor, I was a little surprised, because it was not as dark as the one below, it was all bright white, and there was only one room.
"I haven't seen it in years. ”
The *** sitting in the chair got up and bowed, but I didn't seem to remember him.
There's also a *** facing the wall and seems to be looking at a map or something.
"Is that you? ”
The man spoke, his voice not hoarse at all, not a trace of melancholy, not very much looking forward to it, but a little confused, but it was like a distant past, so familiar.
"Yes, Dad. ”
He turned slowly, revealing a smile, a smile of relief.
I didn't rush over to hug him, nor did I cry on the spot, but Zhao Shiyue's tears were about to flow.
There is more strangeness to each other than the joy of reunion.
"Your smile is like Yunxi, so sincere, I haven't learned it in my life. ”
"If only she were still around. ”
After saying this, he looked at me, or the Yunxi in his memory, and smiled slightly bitterly.
"You still came after all, and Yunxi couldn't let you get rid of this destinedness. ”
"I'm sorry, I don't know if I'm late, or even if I'm supposed to come. ”
"Miss Kaoru, Miss Kaoru, alas~ you two, come with me. ”
The man who greeted me first seemed to have taken Zhao Zheyan and Zhao Shiyue away, and only my father and I were left in the room.
"How can a father make his daughter apologize. ”
He smiled sadly and added.
"Sure enough, I was an unqualified father. ”
Said a little lonely.
A subtle silence came suddenly, and both men lost their words.
"I'm sorry I didn't protect Yunxi, I'm sorry I didn't protect you. ”
The two degrees of apology are not the voices of hatred, but the whispers of the dead.
"How are you doing? after leaving us. ”
"Well, every day is very good, and my adoptive parents are also very good to me. ”
I wanted to laugh happily, but there was a subtle sadness.
Not to himself, but to his father.
"Yunxi, you're still better than me, and you can handle everything. ”
"Xueyu, can you come over for a while?"
His words were gentle, almost pleading.
I walked over slowly.
He slowly took my hand with a warm feeling.
"Do you want to continue our story?"
Seriously, he asked.
"I don't seem to know. ”
I replied truthfully.
"Hmm. Call Sister Shiyue here, and that boy, what's it called?"
"His name is Zhao Zheyan, and he is my classmate. ”
"It's so nice, young man, it's just passionate. ”
Before I could call them, they were already back, maybe there was a microphone or something in the room.
"Sister Shiyue, do you want to hug?"
"But, is that okay?"
"If only it could heal the wounds in your heart a little. ”
Zhao Shiyue stepped forward and hugged him gently, and then the tears could no longer be held back, and she began to cry quietly.
"I'm sorry, if only I could let you hug Sister Yunxi again. ”
"Ah~ahh
His words seemed to touch the deepest part of Zhao Shiyue, and she seemed to cry with all the memories of the two of them.
"Those who don't know may think that Zhao Shiyue is your father's daughter. ”
Zhao Zheyan said in a low voice.
My father didn't seem to have a very intimate feeling for me, because that's how we used to get along.
"It's been a long time, Sister Shiyue, that time, it was really happy. ”
"Hmm, hum, woo~"
"But we can't go back, head of the Zhao family. ”
Father said in a sad and earnest tone.
After Zhao Shiyue heard this, she left him, wiped away her tears, and smiled bitterly.
He said very serious words, but he still looked at Zhao Shiyue with the eyes of a child.
In my memory, I didn't meet Zhao Shiyue and them during that time, I was living in a villa with a quiet environment, there was a lake next to the villa, my mother often came back, but she also often went out, and my father would come back every few days, very regular, there was a nanny at home, very gentle. It's just that the memory is very vague, and it seems that the impression of the world at that time is not very clear.
"I would like to ask a few questions. ”
The voice of Zhao Zheyan broke the atmosphere.
If it was the usual Zhao Shiyue, he might scold him, but now Zhao Shiyue is ......
"Well, I'll answer as much as I can. ”