Chapter 119: You Haven't Been in Love

It seemed that Ye Cheng was not joking, and Xu Yuege suddenly fell silent. Ye Cheng's words that sounded very nonsensical just now made her feel an inexplicable sadness. For many years, she has become accustomed to facing an unknown future alone. No one inquired about her past, and no one knew. Maybe his father remembered something, but it didn't matter anymore.

There were many times when she felt that if she really left this world, she would just leave quietly. No one will remember her and will not care about her. Not to mention her past, so when Ye Cheng said that she knew her past, although she felt ridiculous, she had a little hope that it was true. After all, even if one person can know what she has experienced together, then her past is not a blank that no one has witnessed.

Ye Cheng looked at Xu Yuege, who was suddenly speechless, and knew that she must have fallen into melancholy confusion again. So he said, "You can take a sip of this bar that I have made for you, and maybe it will help you get rid of some of the troubles caused by sentimentality." Don't worry, I won't hurt you. ”

I don't know why, from the fact that there were still some embankments against Ye Cheng just now, now Xu Yuege actually began to feel that the man in front of her, who looked a little smaller than herself, made her feel very secure. So she picked up the glass of wine she refused to drink just now and took a sip gently. Xu Yuege's eyes suddenly lit up, and it was really delicious. A burst of sweetness and sourness swept over her taste buds, and finally slipped smoothly into her mouth, and a refreshing feeling instantly spread throughout her body.

Ye Cheng smiled with satisfaction: "This glass of wine is called Margaret, this wine feels very sweet and sour and delicious, and it is also very refreshing." Its source is Mexican, so there will be some local flavors. The main ingredients are tequila, orange juice, lemon and Cointreau orange wine, among others. And there's a romantic and sad story behind this cocktail. ”

"What romantic sad story?" Xu Yuege suddenly became interested.

Ye Cheng glanced at her: "That's not the point, you haven't been in love, why do you care about these?"

"What do you mean, how do you know if I'm in a relationship?" Xu Yuege's face was a little blushing, she didn't expect Ye Cheng to answer her like this. The most important thing is that she was really said by Ye Cheng, she has lived for twenty-two years and has never been in love. Although there are many boys who have pursued her. But she didn't even have the heart to move. Because in her heart, she always felt that men were the most superfluous creatures in the world.

"The reason is simple, because I know that you are very repulsive to men. Ye Cheng said in a very light tone: "But what I mean by this is not that you have a problem with your sexual orientation, it's just that because you are influenced by your father, you hate men very much." ”

Hearing Ye Cheng's two words, Xu Yuege frowned, and had a hunch that the man in front of him didn't seem to be talking big. He seemed to really know his past, and at this time she was in a very complicated mood, not knowing whether to be happy or vigilant. After all, a stranger who knows your past so well always makes people feel a little uneasy. However, Xu Yuege did not respond to Ye Cheng, but silently took a sip of Margaret and motioned for Ye Cheng to continue.

Ye Cheng nodded and said, "Don't be too surprised why I know these things, some things always have to be faced, but you have to understand." No matter how good or bad things are, whether they are bad or not, when you look back many years later, you will find that in fact, what you can't get over in the past will still pass after all. So while you'll be tempted to remember what I'm going to say, at least I can prove that I really know you. And it can help you get out of the confusion. ”

Xu Yuege's expression didn't change much, and Ye Cheng knew that she must be a little nervous in her heart now. A stranger kept saying that he knew all his past, and that he knew himself very well, and that he would not feel very comfortable with this matter to anyone.

However, Ye Cheng looked at the time and found that there was not much time left before the gang came to the bar. Then he continued to speak, "Your mother died when you were fourteen years old. You think it's all because your father hurt your mother. Your father is not a qualified father, and from childhood to adulthood, you have the impression that he will not do anything but drink and gamble. Not only do you drink too much every day, but you and your mother are beaten when you come home from time to time.

Your mother's hard-earned money is either used by him to gamble or to buy alcohol. You've told your mom many times that you want to call the police, but your mom always tells you to put up with it on the grounds that he's your dad. So you make up your mind to study hard in the future, and when you grow up and have money, you will take your mother to escape from your father's clutches, so that you will never be bullied by him again

It's a pity that God hasn't always been reasonable. It took your mother's life when you were in junior high school, and the cause of death became a disease due to overwork, and eventually died suddenly from cerebral congestion. You think it's all your dad killed. It's him who spends your mother's hard-earned money like a vampire all day long. In order to keep this home from collapsing. Your mother has to do more work to support the family. Your father made the family so impoverished that when your mother fell ill, she didn't have enough money to get a complete treatment.

From then on, you no longer have the concept of a father in your heart, he is no longer your father, he is your enemy. Because of this, you are very repulsive to men, thinking that they are irresponsible, lazy, and unreasonable. So that's the root cause of why you've never been in a relationship.

You broke with your father when you were in college, and he didn't care, and you didn't care. He is no longer obligated to support you, even though he has not done so before. You can get rid of him too. And you got your wish and were admitted to your favorite Yenching Academy of the Arts to study your favorite music major. At the same time, you re-named yourself "Xu Yuege" in place of the name your father gave you. You think that life can slowly get better from now on, and you can make your heavenly mother smile.

But you gradually realize that you are optimistic, but the reality is not so. The reality is cruel, and it doesn't give you more preferential treatment just because you don't do evil. You've been waiting for me to learn music theory and write scores. Practice singing diligently. You think that those who work hard will definitely get the same reward. But you forget that this sentence is actually said by successful people. Sometimes that's not the case.

Why, because as soon as you graduate, you find yourself unemployed. The singing skills are very good, no one wants them, they don't need them. To be a music teacher? So you found another way, listened to your senior sister's words, and went back to school to learn acting. thought that he could really be favored by others and become famous in a fight. But it still hit a wall. ”