Chapter 389: Finale (3)
The windows were not closed, and the breeze was slightly cool.
Huo Zhongnan looked at the stubbornness on Yu Xiuxiu's face in a daze, and didn't speak for a long time.
Yu Xiuxiu laughed, "Not going back to country A?"
Huo Zhongnan frowned slightly, "Hugh." ”
He couldn't say anything other than calling her name. And Yu Xiuxiu knew the answer early, and he didn't need to listen to his euphemistic explanation after desperately organizing the language. She turned her back to him, elbows on the windowsill, and looked out the window at the night scene.
"You came back secretly, didn't you? You can't see the light, you follow the police at all times, and you don't have complete freedom in everything you say or do. When this side is over, you have to go back. So, you can't promise me a future, not only will there be no wedding, but you won't be able to register your marriage......"
She suddenly chuckled and turned her head to look at him, there was a heavy shadow in her beautiful eyes, "Why did you let me give you a baby?"
Huo Zhongnan was dumbfounded.
Yu Xiuxiu missed his eyes and didn't look at the loneliness in his eyes, "I don't know how you persuaded my parents, but let me tell you the truth, they can't control me." ”
"I didn't. Huo Zhongnan took a step forward and whispered, "I respect your ideas, and I didn't deliberately persuade Yu Zhuang and Aunt Miao to ......"
He just told the matter and told the second elder about his situation. It's a form of respect, but the choice and choice rests with Hugh. Even before he told Yu Dazhuang and Miao Rui, just as Yu Xiuxiu originally thought, he thought that the second elder would prevent Yu Xiuxiu from giving birth to a child and not let him delay her life. He didn't expect that the second elder would be so open-minded, sympathetic to his plight, and repeatedly promised that they would never interfere......
"They are the greatest parents in the world. Huo Zhongnan said sincerely.
Yu Xiuxiu didn't look back, and asked lightly: "When are you leaving?"
"I'm waiting. Huo Zhongnan said: "Wait for the right team to give me news." ”
Yu Xiuxiu lowered his head and propped up his forehead, "You're also waiting for news from Zhao Ziyan, right?"
Huo Zhongnan did not deny it, "Tang Wenji was brought back for interrogation by the No. 1 serious case, and the team will tell me if there is a result." Then this side is over, and they will arrange for me to go to country A. ”
"Understood. Yu Xiuxiu nodded again, and suddenly hooked the corners of his lips, "It's me who is self-righteous." ”
She thought that whether he came back or stayed temporarily, there was her factor in it, but she didn't expect that she was actually the least important link. And how much of his nervousness and importance he values her now is because of her, and how much is because of the child in her belly?
She could see that Huo Zhongnan wanted this child.
A lonely man since childhood, how much he longs for his child, Yu Xiuxiu can't imagine, but she didn't lie, she really hasn't completely thought about this child, after all, she is only twenty-three years old, and in the case of an unknown future, she can't make the best choice for herself and her child.
It's not cold-blooded, it's reality.
Mary Sue only exists, in reality, she needs to think seriously, she can't give her child a healthy and normal growth environment, let her live and grow up in an environment without father's love since she was a child, can she accept it, and whether the child can accept it. This is a cruel and unforgiving reality, and it is not romantic at all. Single mothers are not easy to do, and they are not like the parents' generation think, "It's not that you can't afford to raise it, and many people have more pairs of chopsticks."
Yu Xiuxiu thought a lot and was very calm.
She looked at Huo Zhongnan's face and was stunned for a long time, "Do you want me to keep the child?"
Huo Zhongnan didn't want to put any more pressure on her, let alone tie her up morally, but he felt that this question was difficult for him to answer, and it was even more fatal than sending a proposition.
After a long silence, he sighed in a low voice.
"I love our child and I look forward to him coming into the world. But in a short period of time, I may not be able to take care of your mother and child, and I will not be able to participate in the growth of your child. I can't selfishly ask you to do anything, and even I can't give you a waiting period. This is also the reason why I broke up with you. ”
He spoke with difficulty, cautiously, for fear of hurting her.
"Hugh, I'll go to jail. I can't tie up your life with so-called feelings. ”
At this moment, his eyes were very bright, amazingly bright.
Yu Xiuxiu looked at him, as if he saw in his eyes his judgment of their love.
Two people must be in love, there is no doubt about that.
But how much weight can this love occupy in a long time, and how long can it withstand the test of time?
She was the same age as a flower, and she should bloom in the sun, and she shouldn't have to carry so much for him. He didn't want to see her live so depressed. Therefore, in the case of reluctance, he would rather bear loneliness and infamy alone, bear the pain of losing her, and return her freedom.
"Good. Yu Xiuxiu suddenly opened his arms, hugged him, smiled slightly, raised his head and said, "You have spoken so honestly, isn't it good?"
Huo Zhongnan looked at her hesitantly.
"I ......"
Yu Xiuxiu raised his head and pecked him on the lips.
"My life is up to me. You just need to tell me the proposition, not fill in the answer for me. ”
Her words were not unexpected, but they hit Huo Zhongnan hard in the heart, causing a great shock. He looked into her smiling eyes and asked for a long time, "What do you want to choose?"
Yu Xiuxiu's laughter was almost inaudible, "I am free." My free choice, my free perseverance, even if I am separated from you, I am waiting for freedom. It's none of your business. ”
Huo Zhongnan's complexion changed slightly, but his eyes were as bright as stars in a clear sky.
"Hugh?"
"Breaking up was a seemingly great decision you made for me, but you didn't know it, and I loved this novel love. Between having you and losing you, I tend to the former, so why can't I endure some insignificant pain and loneliness in order to get such a good man as you? Huo Zhongnan, we have not experienced it, how can we judge which path leads to a better and more correct future?"
"Xiu Xiu-" Huo Zhongnan's throat was hoarse, as if choked.
"Shhhhhhhh
"I'm sorry. He wrapped his arms around her waist and lowered his head against her forehead, "I'm selfish. Wishful thinking to plan for your future, but forgot to ask you if that is what you want. ”
"Now you know?" Yu Xiuxiu raised his eyebrows and smiled.
Huo Zhongnan nodded, Yu Xiuxiu glanced at him with a smile, and grabbed before he could speak, "Then you can get out now." ”
“......”
"Aren't you busy?" said Yu Xiuxiu, "You should have a lot to do right now, right?"
"What can I do as an idler?" Huo Zhongnan smiled bitterly, looked down at her lower abdomen, couldn't help the excitement in his heart, carefully covered his hand, and sighed lowly, "You say, what is the child doing now?"
Yu Xiuxiu: "...... Did you pass biology when you were in school?"
Huo Zhongnan smiled awkwardly: "If you care, it's messy." ”
......
On the morning of the third day when the two chatted heart-to-heart, Huo Zhongnan received a call from Quan Shaoteng, asking him to go to the criminal investigation team immediately.
It was Saturday, he was at home, Yu's family was also at home, and even Yu Jiazhou was back.
After receiving the news, Huo Zhongnan didn't have time to eat, so he asked Chen Ran to prepare the car and prepare to go over.
Yu Xiuxiu looked at him and silently changed his clothes, "I'll go with you." ”
Huo Zhongnan was a little hesitant, Yu Xiuxiu looked at him and smiled slightly, reached out and pinched his arm, "Don't you want to spend more time with the baby?"
This is simply a killer feature, the Great Demon King has no power to fight back, so he took her in a daze, and it wasn't until he got into the car that he came to his senses under the staring eyes of Chen Ran and Geng Lin.
"No wonder there were so many faint kings in ancient times. As he spoke, he couldn't help but laugh again.
Yu Xiuxiu was very unconvinced, "What do you mean, I am the demon queen of the country?"
"You don't bring harm to the country. But you're a goblin. Huo Zhongnan twisted her face, and love overflowed her eyes.
Chen Ran drove, looking back from time to time, feeling that the boss was like this...... If you want to be born in ancient times, it is really possible to be a faint king.