It was the early summer at the end of her sophomore year, and she was in love, and her life was so perfect that it was almost unreal. She revels in the sweetness of love, but sometimes feels trepidation. Past experiences have taught her that she is not a person favored by the gods of fate.

Her life is like a cliché drama series, her parents divorced, her mother ran away, and her grandfather who guarded her died suddenly...... Since she was a child, the people around her have always been disappointing her, and as long as it is her beloved person or thing, the hand of fate will take it away from her.

Fate did play a joke on her again. When she saw Mu Tianze and Han Meijuan in the park near the school, happiness came to an abrupt end without warning.

It took Ivy four years to put the broken heart piece by piece, but when he and she appeared in front of her again, the pain that had been suppressed in her heart for a long time poured out like a tsunami, and a heart became broken again.

"I can't figure it out, I really can't figure it out, why did he do this to me? In an instant, I was kicked off the clouds and shattered. Ivy put down the empty beer bottle in her hand, and there was an indissoluble grief in her eyes.

"There are so many things in this world that you can't figure out, you don't need to figure it out, you just need to accept the reality, even though it's cruel. Wu Wanting pinched a piece of fries and put it in her mouth.

"But I need time...... Accept reality. ”

"Don't be stupid, it's been four years since you both broke up, and at a normal rate, everyone else's children have been born, what time do you need?"

Ivy picked up the glass on the table in one hand, tilted it to an angle, and held the beer bottle in the other, slowly pouring the wine into the glass. It wasn't until the golden liquid was about to overflow the rim of the cup that she stopped, held it up in front of her eyes, and said to herself, "He once told me that his heart is like this cup, which is already full of me, and there is no room for anyone anymore." How could he say that if he changed his mind, he would change his mind, and there was no sign at all. ”

Wu Wanting snorted disdainfully, took the cup in Aiwei's hand, and poured the wine into the ice bucket containing the beer bottles, "See? It didn't take a second for this cup to be emptied, do you believe this kind of deceptive nonsense?"

"But why did he lie to me? There were so many girls around him who were better than me, and everyone was fascinated by him, so why should he waste his mind on me. ”

"Hey, don't be presumptuous, in my eyes, you are the most perfect woman in the world. Wu Wanting held up Aiwei's chin with her hand, "Look at you, you look so beautiful, and you are a good girl with a kind heart, especially when you play the cello, it is simply fascinating." ”

Leona Cohen's "In the Inner Hearts" rings in the bar. With the prelude to the song, Ivy guessed the title of the song.

Leona Cohen is known as the "Byron of rock", and his style is mainly folk rock, and he is one of Ivy's favorite musicians. Looking back now, the reason why she fell in love with folk rock was also influenced by Mu Tianze.

When she first had a crush on him, she would collect everything he liked. Read his favorite books, watch his favorite movies, and listen to his favorite music. She was frantically reading Fitzgerald, Marquez, and Kafka in the library, and she was craving her laptop and watching Woody Allen movies without sleep, and her phone was stuffed with songs by Leona Cohen and Bob Dylan. Love the house and Wu, slowly, these have also become her hobbies. Later, when I missed him, I talked about it as a good medicine to dispel sadness.

Can't seem to loosen my grip on the past...... The lyrics themselves are a sad love poem, and Cohen's low, vicissitudes of voice seem to be a whispering from the depths of the soul.

Ivy sniffed twice and said miserably: "What to do, I can't forget him, I can't fool my heart, I can't fall in love with anyone but him." ”

Her feelings for Mu Tianze are like weeds rooted in her heart, which grow and grow, and grow when they grow. ”

"Hey-" Wu Wanting let out a long sigh, "You're right, this is precisely your problem, after being hurt emotionally, you lose the courage to love again." Who hasn't fallen out of love, what's the big deal. Don't waste your youth anymore, there are a lot of nice boys around you, consider them. ”

"It's so hard, I really can't do it. I have only three words to describe them: I don't feel it. Ivy shook her head, pressing her two index fingers to her temples. The alcohol was starting to exert its power, and I was a little dizzy.

"Then again, what happened between you and him back then?" Wu Wanting asked.

Over the years, she had asked a few tentative questions, but Ivy had always avoided talking about that obscure past. Wu Wanting only roughly knew that the reason for the breakup was Mu Tianze's empathy. She also hoped that her good friend would forget the sad past, so she didn't ask again.

Ivy raised the beer bottle again and took a few sips, the wine felt unusually bitter today. She thought for a while, but her memory was still vivid, and all the scenes seemed to have happened yesterday.