"僕が死のうと思ったのはウミネコが桟橋で鳴いたから

(I once thought about it a hundred times, because there were sea cats screaming on the docks)

波の随意に浮かんで消える過去もpeckばんで飛んでいけ

(With the undulations of the waves, they disappeared and flew away from the past)

僕が死のうと思ったのは誕生日に杏の花が咲いたから

(I once thought about it a hundred times, because the apricot blossoms bloomed on my birthday)

その木漏れ日でうたた寝したら虫の死骸と土になれるかな

(If you take a nap in the sun, can you turn into dust with the dead remains of the worm)

......”

The opening is so depressing, with the dim live broadcast screen.

Give all the audience a sense of being beaten to the point of exhaustion by life.

and the feeling of first love that the cherry blossom boy brought them just now, completely went to two poles.

If the performance of the cherry blossom boy is the rising sun of the sun, then the performance of the river is the sunset in the bleak wind and cold rain.

The bilingual subtitles of the song were typed in the subtitle box.

Music fans from Huaxia can also understand, or understand, what Jiang Dongliu is singing.

Those fans who have heard Jiang Dongliu sing "The Blind Man" will find that the rogue uncle who sings Japanese songs at this time has two completely different emotional expressions in music.

At the beginning of "The Blind Man", together with the sound of the pipa, the atmosphere of sadness and sadness will envelop people's hearts.

Jiang Dongliu sang "The Blind Man" to make people feel the extreme sadness, from the first word to the last word.

But today's Japanese song is different.

The beginning of Jiang Dongliu gives people a feeling of extreme exhaustion.

It's not the kind of physical exhaustion that is weak, but a kind of tiredness of life due to depression.

This feeling can no longer be described as sad.

Rather, they are disheartened and withered.

It was as if this long road of life would end at any moment.

Several people in Dahan Fengyun are the only few viewers in the world who are worried that Jiang Dongliu will commit suicide by singing this song.

Seeing that Jiang Dongliu's opening chapter was so depressed, his state was completely polarized from his previous singing "Back in black".

The mood of these people also sank to the bottom with the tired singing.

Liu Yun said worriedly: "Teacher Jiang's feelings...... Something is wrong, something is so wrong. ”

Xia Feng, who likes to talk about cool things, didn't dare to sing nonsense at this time, but proposed to Hao Han: "Boss, are you making a phone call?" I feel very bad, I have to ask Mr. Jiang to stop the Benzen personality in Mr. Jiang's body from doing stupid things this day. ”

Hao Han also felt very bad, took a puff of his cigarette, and muttered, "Wait a little longer." Mr. Chao knew that Mr. Jiang had schizophrenia, and he should know it in his heart. ”

Zhao Dalong guessed with a wry smile: "I guess Mr. Chao is staring at Teacher Jiang outside the door of their rehearsal room, but if there is a little trouble, he will rush in and interrupt the performance of the Ben personality on this day." ”

Liu Yun pinched his fingers vigorously and said heartily: "I hope so." ”

Hao Han closed his mouth and spit out a cigarette through his nose, not wanting to talk anymore.

Unlike these people who are so unfounded, Qian Dachao didn't think about Jiang Dongliu possibly committing suicide at all.

Although he also heard that Jiang Dongliu's state was too depressed tonight, he felt that it was all pink eye.

No singer has such a serious pink eye that he can't sing in a state of chicken blood.

"Today's game, it seems, is just a passing scene, alas, ......"

Influenced by Jiang Dongliu's music, he was as optimistic as Qian Dachao, and his mood became a little depressed and lost.

I just watched the energetic song and dance performance of the cherry blossom boys, and the audience's emotions are still in a sweet and romantic dream of first love.

Jiang Dongliu's opening was like a gloomy cold rain of life, pouring it on his face, making many people depressed.

The barrage immediately floated out the complaints of many Japanese Bon fans:

[What kind of is this?]

[It's also called a song, it's garbage~]

[Is this idiot here to make trouble? Please go back to your own country~]

[This kind of music, I can't swallow it, I want to beat myself up when I listen to it~]

[Well, I admit it, I'm depressed~]

......

Just like the comments on the barrage, the opening of Jiang Dongliu's singing is indeed very depressing.

But soon.

The song comes to the first chorus that makes people breathe a sigh of relief:

......

"Mint 飴漁港の灯台錆びたアーチ橋捨てた自転車

(Mint Candy Fishing Harbour's Lighthouse, Rusty Arch Bridge, Discarded Bicycles)

木造の駅のストーブの前でどこにも旅立てない心

(The heart of nowhere to go in front of the stove of the wooden station)

Todayはまるでyesterdayみたいだ明日を変えるならTodayを変えなきゃ

(Today is so similar to yesterday, if you want to change tomorrow, you must change today)

分かってる分かってるけれど

(I know, I know, but... ）

"僕が死のうと思ったのは心が空っぽになったから

(I once thought about it a hundred times, because my heart was empty)

満たされないと泣いているのはきっと満たされたいと願うから

(Crying while feeling empty must be a desire to be fulfilled)

......”

Jiang Dongliu behaves like a frustrated person who has been crushed by fate in this paragraph, looking for a strong reason for himself to continue to face life.

A wave broke out in the depression.

He cried out to fate unyieldingly.

I want to try to make a difference.

However, life is like an invisible mountain, which weighs on his shoulders all the time.

You can't shake it off, and you can't earn it.

Crushed by this mountain, his soul will always be tired, and he will never feel that true freedom and happiness.

Even if he screamed and wept, he couldn't find a color that would make him feel warm.

It's really tiring, tiring to live like this.

But he just can't change it.

The more he forced himself to change.

The pain that could not be changed made him more confused and helpless, painful and sad.

After a long time.

Even the slightest thing that happens in life will fall like the hammer of fate.

He was exhausted from the smash.

Calming down after a struggle is often the most terrifying and dangerous.

At this moment, he entered such a state of almost self-splitting.

opened his voice again, and let people see the darker pain in his heart:

......

"僕が死のうと思ったのは靴紐が解けたから

(I used to think about it a hundred times because the laces were loose)

結びなおすのはbitter手なんだよ人との繋がりもまた然り

(The same is true for not being good at re-tying up bonds with people)

僕が死のうと思ったのは少年が僕を見つめていたから

(I once thought about it a hundred times, because the boy stared at me affectionately)

ベッドの上で土下座してるよあの日の僕にごめんなさいと

(Kneeling on the bed and saying sorry to me that day)

......

The pace of his music became heavier and more tired.

It also adds to the extreme pain of trying to achieve no results.

It feels like a drowning person who finally lifts his head out of the water and gasps for breath.

But he was immediately thrown into a deeper abyss by the aquatic weeds of fate.