I kept coughing at night and was hot. Lin Hui took a few cold pills and went to sleep. When swallowing food for breakfast, the methylene inflammation pain on her neck was hurting again, and Lin Hui was so nervous that she was in a cold sweat on her back, and the doctor told her not to catch a cold. Yesterday it rained a few drops and she kept coughing at night, is her body so weak that she can't withstand the wind? She took a glass of water and drank a full glass of water in one go, hiccuped, and then poured a full cup into her stomach, and the doctor said that she should drink too much water. When she drank a third glass, her stomach twitched, and she rushed to the bathroom and vomited all the water and breakfast she had just drunk.

As she threw up, Sora kept circling beneath her feet. When she got back to the living room, she lay motionless beside her. "Empty, why am I so useless. Lin Hui lowered her head and sobbed.

The valve of the lacrimal gland seems to have fallen into disrepair and can no longer be closed.

Lin Hui thought of her parents, the baby in her belly, and her body, which could not be blown by the wind or rained...... People are so fragile that everything is uncontrollable, and fate seems to have made up its mind to see her jokes.

Think about crying and crying and crying like this for a day. When Lu Cen came home from work, she didn't know it.

"Huihui, what's wrong with you?" Seeing Lin Hui's red and swollen teary eyes, Lu Cen was startled.

"I feel so tired, so tired. Lin Hui continued to cry.

"Tell me what makes you feel tired?" Lu Cen brushed Lin Hui away, wet with tears, sticking to the hair on her face.

"I just feel that life is so fragile, too fragile to withstand a little wind and rain, and people are so useless, they can only be tied up and let fate fiddle. ”

Lu Cen was about to speak, but Lin Hui interrupted him, "Don't reason with me, I understand the reason, and I also know to cheer up, but I just feel that there is no point in living." Lin Hui stood up and said, "Don't call me, I'm tired, I want to sleep for a while." ”

Lin Hui is getting thinner and thinner these days, more and more sick, and she doesn't like to talk, so she often looks at a place in a daze. "It's no wonder that you can't be depressed if you go on like this", as soon as this idea popped up, Lu Czenyi's heart rose to his throat and couldn't come down now.

Su Yuan's donation to build the school came to an end, picked up the phone, hesitated to call Lin Hui, and never had the opportunity to talk to her alone after coming back. Lin Hui has always been polite and has drawn a cold line between them. There were some things he didn't know to clarify with her, and if she was happy, it would be an inconsequential past, but without saying it, his heart was always blocked.

In his only once life, he was afraid of pain and stopped, he didn't know how to live, until he decided to stay in this city, he realized that Lin Hui was his fate in only one life, fortunately before he was completely forgotten by deep love, those sores that were about to decay were miraculously healed naturally.

Like the first time he knew Lin Hui's phone, Su Yuan dialed out the numbers over and over again, deleted them over and over again, and his calm and calm mind became "melted cream" as soon as Lin Hui was mentioned.

He decided to go out for a walk alone, and now the sun is setting. He recalled countless times the appearance of Lin Hui sitting in the audience on the basketball court, and when the sun was setting, Lin Hui was shrouded in a round of sunset and beckoned to him, smiling so brightly. Their personalities seem to be very different, but they have so many similarities, they like the same music, novels of the same style, they all have sensitive thinking, and they can also intuitively understand other people's thoughts, but Su Yuan will go deeper into the hearts of others to explore, Lin Hui will only smile and pass by, she is unwilling to detect the hidden twists and turns of people's hearts, and even refuses to look directly at the despicability of human nature. Maybe this is one of the reasons why she is deeply attracted to Su Yuan.

He no longer had the slightest love for her hidden from himself, a love that was above desire, friendship and expectations. He smiled and admitted the will to be seen through by himself. The phone vibrated in his pocket, and he was overjoyed to see Lin Hui's name displayed on the phone screen, "Hello, I was just about to call you." ”

A man's voice came from the phone, "It's me, Su Yuan." ”

"Oh," Su Yuan heard Lu Cenyi's voice, and he waited for him to continue. "You called Lin Hui's phone and didn't speak, she was sleeping, I was afraid that something would happen to you, so I called you again. ”

"Ah, maybe I put it in my pocket and accidentally hit it. Why is the phone in your hand?Did you say Lin Hui was sleeping now?" Su Yuan asked unconsciously. Lu Cen Yi's words were all suspicious.

"Well, that's right. Lu Cen pondered for a long time, but Su Yuan didn't urge, and waited patiently, "Let's meet and say, you come to the coffee shop near my house, and call me when you arrive." ”

In the coffee shop, there were not many people at this time, so Su Yuan found a place where he could see the door and sat down, so that he could see it as soon as Lu Cen came.

Lu Cen Yi's face was full of thoughts and walked in, and Su Yuan immediately beckoned to him. "What do you want a cup?" asked Su Yuan.

Lu Cen said, "Just like you." ”

"What's going on with the company?" Lucen asked.

"What company?" Su Yuan was puzzled.

"Dai Xiaoqing said that you want to start a company, so you were sent back empty. ”

"Ha, I mean to do office work, not to run a company. I went to the mountains some time ago to prepare for the construction of an elementary school. Su Yuan then asked, "Is there anything wrong with Lin Hui?"

Su Yuan briefly told Su Yuan about Lin Hui. Su Yuan's brows gradually tightened and bulged.

"Lin Hui doesn't want us to tell you that you know she is a face-saving person, but I found that something is wrong with her. People become very few, always forgetting whether or not they have fed Sora dog food, and even just after giving it to the dog, looking at a place where you can spend an afternoon, and several times at night I heard her sobbing in her room. If it continues like this, I'm really afraid that she will get depression. I want to wait until tomorrow to make an appointment with Dai Xiaoqing, and we will think of a way together. ”

"You see if this will work, since Lin Hui doesn't want me to know, I will treat it as if I don't know anything, tomorrow I will go to see the empty space, by the way, I want to find an assistant, because of the preparation for the construction of the school, I will stay in the mountains for a while, you recommend her, she happens to be not at work now, let her go to the mountains with me to relax, change places, find something to do, and will not keep drilling in it." ”

"That's a good idea. Lu Cen felt that this was very feasible, and let go of a big matter.

"How did Lin Hui meet his husband, Lin Hui is a free person, how could she choose such a life?"

"It's also a chance", Lu Cen told Sister Xu about her hospitalization and the sudden death of Lin Hui's parents. At that time, Rong Zeyu's gentleness and thoughtfulness gave her a lot of comfort, and no one knew that Rong Zeyu would change after marriage. Lin Hui said that he was only accompanied by someone based on his good impression of her husband, and she estimated that she would be grateful even if a cat and a dog gave her a little warmth. ”

"She doesn't love him, how can she marry him?" Su Yuan said that it was incomprehensible for two people who didn't love each other to live together.

She said that what she wanted was just an ordinary life, and she would not pursue the vigorous things in books like a little girl, it was all stories, and she wanted life. If she were seventeen or eighteen years old, she would pursue the so-called love, but after experiencing some life, she only wanted a comforting steadfastness. "When I first met her, she was as sunny as a morning dewdrop. Look at her now......" Lu Cen Yi was suddenly too weak to speak, in front of this man named Su Yuan, he became susceptible, and there was an urge to rely on him. When he saw his steely eyes, he knew that he could remove all disguises to show vulnerability, and he gave him a sense of security that he had never felt before.

Su Yuan's face looked relatively calm, at least Lu Cen didn't see any signs of revealing his thoughts on his resolute face full of male hormones. He didn't know that at this moment, Su Yuan was being spread by a nameless fire.

When Su Yuan returned home, he didn't turn on the light, just sat on the stone bench in the courtyard and smoked one cigarette after another. On the night on the cruise, he once asked Lin Hui about her dreams, and he remembered that she said that she wanted to live an ordinary life, "Is this what you call an ordinary life", at that time he was naïve and thought that Lin Hui's so-called ordinary stay was with him Su Yuan.

After he recovered from his injury and returned to school, he said goodbye to Lin Hui, who was already someone else's girlfriend. After all, he is young and righteous, if he hadn't walked away at that time, if he had fought for it again, maybe today's situation would not be like this, he knew that she liked herself, and she would give up him because of her mother's tricks, if her mother had confessed to him earlier, if she had ...... Countless ifs are just ifs, and the result is that Lin Hui is like a aquatic plant that has left the water.

He must not let her wither, she is his life, she is his salvation. There was no moment when he was more aware of this than now.

"Empty", Su Yuan squatted down and opened his arms to greet Lu Cen as soon as he opened the door and rushed over. Kongkong's feelings for Su Yuan far exceed his love for his current master, Lu Cen Yi. Kongkong arched around Su Yuan excitedly, letting out its unique coquettish chirp.

"Huihui, look who's coming. Lu Cen pretended to be elated and glanced at Su Yuan in the direction of the sofa.

Lin Hui only said lightly: "You're here." Then he stared at the TV in a daze. Su Yuan approached Lin Hui and took a look, he could hear the sound of his heart tearing in pain, how many days has it been, a shining Lin Hui is now described as withered, his expression is gloomy, and he has completely lost his vitality.

"Lin Hui!" Su Yuan sat beside Lin Hui silently, "I haven't seen you for so long, don't you care what your old classmates are up to?"

Lin Hui seemed to suddenly see Su Yuan: "Oh, you're here." ”

Su Yuan and Lu Cen looked at each other, and "groaned" in their hearts, Lin Hui's situation seemed to be more serious than what Lu Cen said.

"You know what? I recently went to the mountains, which is my hometown, where my grandparents rest. ”

"Grandma, grandma, I've seen it. Lin Hui seemed to wake up from a dream, "How is grandma?"

"She's gone, almost ten years. Su Yuan said very easily, as if he was talking about someone else's family.

"Gone?" Lin Hui probably didn't react to another version of the deceased deceased. Su Yuan quickly picked up the topic, not allowing Lin Hui to have time to think: "Although my hometown is very poor, the scenery is very good, do you want to go and see, I have built a school there, and now I need help, I don't know if you want to help me." ”

"When are you going to build a school?" Dai Xiaoqing asked behind his back, startling both of them, "When did you come?" Su Yuan asked.

"You're on the front foot, I'm on the back foot, when the door is not closed. Dai Xiaoqing smiled proudly.

"Xiaoqing, don't you come every day, are you tired!" Lin Hui jumped out of the chaos and returned to normal.

"What are you tired of? I come to eat every day, and I am very happy, uh, Su Yuan, let me tell you, Lu Cenyi's cooking skills are comparable to that of a five-star chef, and the last time I barbecued at your house, it was called a small test. Dai Xiaoqing pulled Su Yuan and chattered endlessly, "By the way, aren't you busy opening a company? Why did you go to build a school again?"

Su Yuan's deep eyes looked at Lin Hui and said with a smile: "I said that I would go to the office, and Dai Xiaoqing heard that it was a company, hahaha......"

Lin Hui also laughed in agreement when she heard this, and the other three people deliberately laughed happily.

"To celebrate the imminent completion of my first school, should we celebrate tonight?" Su Yuan took advantage of the warm atmosphere to suggest.

"It must be wanted, Lin Hui, what do you say we should eat? Why don't you go to the barbecue you like?" Dai Xiaoqing asked Lin Hui "very casually".

"I don't want to go out, or you go. Lin Hui said wryly.

"I bought a bunch of vegetables, who said I was going out to eat. Lu Cen quickly objected, "Let's have a good time today, drink some wine and eat some meat, how about it?" brothers and sisters!"

Su Yuan and Dai Xiaoqing immediately agreed, and Lin Hui also applauded.

Lu Cen Yi's movements were very fast, and soon everyone sat around and sang the wine. Everyone didn't allow Lin Hui to drink, Lin Hui must drink, a few reincarnations, Lin Hui still didn't drink the wine she strongly requested, and actually cried, which frightened everyone.

Dai Xiaoqing was about to go to comfort, but was stopped by Su Yuan, "Crying out is half of the heart disease, let her cry out all the suppressed emotions in her heart." ”

"I'm in so much pain. Lin Hui cried profusely.

"We know you hurt. Dai Xiaoqing comforted.

"You don't know, I've been in pain for months, it's the same pain as going to hell, the pain of tearing the skin, it hurts everywhere, you don't know, blowing the wind, getting drenched in the rain and starting to hurt again, it's too difficult for people to live, it hurts everywhere, it's too fragile, fate can fiddle with it as much as it wants, and there is no ability to resist at all. ”

Everyone panicked when they heard it, and they didn't understand whether Lin Hui was so heartbroken that she lost her mind or something was wrong with her body.

"Lin Hui, can you make it clear?" Su Yuan put a pair of unusually large hands on Lin Hui's hands that were trembling slightly due to sobbing, as if he had magical power, Lin Hui watched Su Yuan talk about himself fighting with methylene flame alone like a child.

"Oh my God, you're working too hard alone, why don't you say it?" Lucen cried so hard that he couldn't figure himself.

Lin Hui's kindness is like this, she comforted Lu Cen Yi in turn, "It's not as painful as last time, it's just a little pain, I'm afraid of going to hell again, so I don't want to be afraid if I want to get drunk." ”

Su Yuan hugged Lin Hui, "Come with me to the mountains to breathe fresh air, forget everything here, don't be afraid, we are all by your side, you won't face anything alone, believe me." ”

"Hmm," Lin Hui burst into tears and laughed.