Chapter 082: Plagued by Changes, Demons in His Heart

The compound of the Southeast City Municipal Party Committee, the home of Li Kangda.

Li Xingyue was sitting on the sofa, holding a piece of cantaloupe-flavored chocolate candy in her hand in a daze. On the coffee table in front of her, the same cantaloupe-flavored chocolate candy lay a crystal plate full of candies.

Huang Peilan, who was on the side, looked at her daughter's stupid expression, and couldn't help but feel a sour feeling in her heart, and irrepressible tears fell down her drips.

At this moment, Li Xingyue peeled off the piece of chocolate candy paper in her hand with her creamy jade hand, and then gently brought the chocolate to her mouth, lightly opened her lips, and took one end of the chocolate in her mouth, her tongue moved slightly, sucking on the familiar taste. Gently, gently, a whole piece of chocolate was put into Li Xingyue's mouth......

Li Xingyue's willow eyebrows were stretched, her eyes were slightly closed, her nose trembled, the corners of her mouth were upturned, and her pretty face was full of happiness and satisfaction......

Huang Peilan raised her hand and gently wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, and the corners of her mouth twitched lightly twice, squeezing out a smile.

An Xiaofeng has been away for more than a month, not breaking up, not going abroad, but quietly and forever leaving this world......

Li Xingyue and An Xiaofeng fell in love for four years in college. Li Xingyue has already joined a well-known company before graduating due to her excellent character and learning, and An Xiaofeng also decided to continue her graduate studies.

The two of them have already agreed that the day they graduate from college will be the day they enter the marriage hall. Seeing that he will graduate in less than two months, perhaps it is the jealousy of the talent, a ruthless car accident took An Xiaofeng's young life, he has no time to taste the fruits of love, too late to fulfill his promise, and too late to display his talent......

When An Xiaofeng was dying, he took Huang Peilan's hand and said: "Mom, I'm sorry, I can't fulfill my promise to Doudou (Li Xingyue's nickname)! I once told her that after getting married, I would use the money from my work-study program to take her to bathe in the warmest sunshine in Hawaii, to see the clearest sea in the Maldives, and to breathe in the freshest air in Cyprus......

However, Doudou said that as long as there is me, there will be the warmest sunshine and the freshest air wherever there is, so I promised to protect her for the rest of her life. However, I am now about to break my promise, and I am now unable to fulfill even the most basic promises. Doudou and I both like children, and now that the birth policy is completely liberalized, she said that she wants to give me three children, and we have even thought about the names of the children, why is God so unfair! Mom, I don't complain about anyone now, I don't ask for anything, I just want to know how to make Doudou forget about me......"

An Xiaofeng's "Mom" called Huang Peilan's heart was about to break......

Because she was afraid that Li Xingyue would not be able to stand the stimulation, Huang Peilan did not tell Li Xingyue about An Xiaofeng's death, but only told her that An Xiaofeng decided to go abroad for further study and proposed to break up with her. Hopefully, time will allow her to slowly forget her pain.

However, Huang Peilan still didn't know enough about her only daughter, or she didn't expect her daughter's feelings for An Xiaofeng to be so deep! After hearing the news that An Xiaofeng broke up with her, she didn't believe it at all, she called An Xiaofeng's phone over and over again, and she even asked Huang Peilan directly, "Is An Xiaofeng dead?", because An Xiaofeng once told her that unless he died, his heart would never change......

For more than a month, Li Xingyue either sat in a daze in one place, or called the name "Xiaofeng" with tears streaming down her face, and only when she put the cantaloupe-flavored chocolate candy in her mouth did she have a happy smile on her face.

Due to eating chocolate all the time and lack of exercise, Li Xingyue's weight has increased by more than 20 pounds in just over a month, but Huang Peilan can't think of any way to stop her......

The scene of that night three years ago resurfaced in Huang Peilan's mind: that day, the excited Li Xingyue coquettishly wanted to sleep with Huang Peilan, every time Li Xingyue had a whisper to say to her, it would be like this, so Huang Peilan sent Li Kangda to the living room. Sure enough, that night, when the mother and daughter were lying in bed, Li Xingyue asked Huang Peilan shyly, "Mom, how did you feel when you kissed for the first time?"

"The face is red, the heart is beating, and the lips are numb, as if you have been electrocuted! What? You kissed Xiaofeng?" Huang Peilan knew that her daughter was still very conservative, and she had been in love with An Xiaofeng for almost a year, and this time it might just be the first kiss.

"Mom...... , you're so bad!" said Li Xingyue gently hammered Huang Peilan's shoulder with her little fist, and then said: "Mom, you guessed it, Xiaofeng and I kissed today, this is my first kiss......"

"Little Doudou, doesn't Mom know you yet? However, it's been almost a year since we have been dating, and it's time to give someone some sweetness. Huang Peilan said and giggled.

"Hmph, are you so damn like this?!" Li Xingyue puffed out her mouth and said, "I won't tell you!"

"Don't, mom is watching you grow up, I don't interfere in your private life, see how open-minded mom is, tell me, what does your first kiss feel like?" Huang Peilan asked very gossipy.

"Today, it was indeed the first time we kissed, it was the kind we all wanted, and when we were about to kiss, he suddenly said wait a minute, I wondered what he was going to do, but he asked me what fruit I liked best, and I said it was cantaloupe, so he took out a piece of cantaloupe-flavored chocolate from his pocket, quickly tore open the candy wrapper, stuffed the candy into his mouth, and then pulled it around my neck......"

Li Xingyue paused, closed her eyes slightly, took a deep breath and said: "We kissed like this, the whole time was cantaloupe-flavored, he said, so that when I eat cantaloupe-flavored things again, I will think of him, and think of the taste of kissing with him......"

"Wow, I really didn't see it, Xiaofeng's kid is still an old fritter! You can come up with such a method!" Huang Peilan said with bad intentions.

"Hmph, Mom, I really ignore you if you do this again, he ...... , He said that he had thought about it for a long time before he came up with it, and it was also his first kiss......" Li Xingyue's voice became smaller and smaller.

"Oh, it turned out that I did my homework...... Huang Peilan continued to quip.

Immediately afterwards, the sound of the mother and daughter playing and laughing sounded in the room, and at this moment they did not look like a mother and daughter, but more like a pair of good girlfriends......

"Xiaofeng, why do you want to go abroad for further study, why do you want to break up with me, are you angry with me? I don't do well in something, you tell me, I will change, don't leave me without saying a word, okay...... Well, I promise you, we go to the Maldives, to Cyprus, to Hawaii, I promise you......"

Li Xingyue's cry pulled Huang Peilan back from her memories. She hurriedly walked to Li Xingyue's side, stretched out her hands and hugged her daughter into her arms and said: "Child, don't think about him anymore, the reason why he chose to leave like this without saying a word is because he has no feelings for you anymore, for a person who has no feelings, why do you keep thinking about him, forget him......"

Although Huang Peilan said this, looking at her daughter's painful appearance, it was like a knife poking her heart one by one, dripping blood!

"No, it's impossible, I don't believe it, you're all lying to me, I don't believe he won't love me anymore! He said that he would be with me for the rest of his life, and he would only love me alone for the rest of his life! You lied to me, lied to me......"

Li Xingyue cried hysterically, and suddenly she pushed Huang Peilan away and said loudly: "Mom, I beg you, I beg you, please tell me, Xiaofeng, is something happened to him, is he ...... , is it already dead, you tell me if it's okay......"

Huang Peilan gritted her teeth and tried hard to control herself, she was really afraid that she would be unable to control and tell the truth of the matter for a while. It is not difficult to imagine that if Li Xingyue learns the truth, then her heart will definitely be broken into countless pieces and scattered all over the ground, even if she picks them up one by one, I am afraid that she will not be able to fight a complete heart......

"I'll wait for you to answer my call, I'll wait for you to come back and tell me in person why you want to leave me! I really hope that you are gone, so that at least it proves that you don't love me anymore, so that I can go down to accompany you, and we can be together forever......" Li Xingyue said with a dull gaze.

"Smack......

A resounding slap hit Li Xingyue in the face.

"Doudou, how can you say such a thing, is there only one An Xiaofeng in your heart now? Have you forgotten the nurturing grace of your parents? Mom and Dad only have a daughter like you, if you do something stupid, then what will you do with me and your father!"

Huang Peilan cried and said, when she heard An Xiaofeng say, "How can I make Doudou forget me", she already knew that her daughter did not choose the wrong person, but she didn't expect her daughter to be so affectionate, so persistent, and life and death with An Xiaofeng.

"Mom, I was wrong, I love you too, but, but I feel uncomfortable...... , Four years of relationship, it's over without saying a word, I'm uncomfortable, mom ......" Huang Peilan's slap finally made Li Xingyue wake up temporarily, and she immediately threw herself into Huang Peilan's arms, her delicate body trembled, and she cried bitterly.

Huang Peilan couldn't control her emotions anymore, and hugged Li Xingyue and cried bitterly! She hated, hated God's injustice, what a good two children, what a good marriage, and if she didn't say it, there would be no more......

Li Xingyue was so tired from crying that she fell asleep on her mother's shoulder, Huang Peilan didn't dare to wake her up, because Li Xingyue hadn't slept well in the past month, she gently supported Li Xingyue's body and let her lie on the sofa.

Seeing her daughter sleeping deeply, Huang Peilan's face finally showed a long-lost smile......