In the firelight, only my heavy gasps remained. Staring straight at him, I just wanted to know the answer. Otherwise, don't blame me...... All along, I have been supported not only by a strong survival instinct, but also by curiosity about these issues.

The hem of Helan Jiyun's clothes was not complete, neat and broken, his face did not have the slightest expression, it was unusually calm, the atmosphere was very depressing, and the air in the cave was chilling. I shuddered.

He finally looked up, glanced at me, and stirred the fire, which grew stronger. He leaned over and looked me in the eye, his voice a little ethereal, "You're miserable, aren't you?"

I breathed and my eyes darkened. How can you not be miserable all these years? If you have been hated by your blood relatives and have been living in an isolated place, how can you not be miserable?

Although I am not exactly Mo Beichen, he is completely me.

All the pain inflicted on Mo Beichen is what I am bearing, isn't it? The memories of my previous life have been blurred, and all I have is this life...... We are one.

"People say that people are miserable because they are chasing the wrong things. There are no relatives of yours in the palace, but there are enemies of yours. They are the murderers of your mother and son. He spoke in a flat tone, stating only one fact. There is so much thought and memory in his eyes.

Is it wrong that all the freedom and happiness I am seeking are wrong? No, my pain is inflicted on me by others, and I am suffering because they are pursuing the wrong thing.

"It's also time for you to know all the facts. He raised my right hand and lowered his head to the pulse with a complicated expression, "In the first place, you should have been taken away." It's too late now, even if you get the antidote, the poison has penetrated deep into the bone marrow, and your time is short. ”

Why do you know so much. I felt even more doubtful in my heart, and felt that the person in front of me seemed to be involved in countless things, and he knew everything about me.

"It's none of your fault, it's ...... wrong" he let go of my hand and looked at me with a complicated gaze, "I was very young, I knew you existed from a very young age, she said that I was born to make up for her mistakes, to atone for my sins, to repent, for you...... For you who are still suffering in the palace. I used to doubt my own existence, and I hated her, and I hated you even more. Growing up, I listened to her tell you all the time, so much so that the center of my life revolved around you. What she can't forget in her heart is you. And my greatest wish at that time was for her to remember my existence, instead of always thinking about the child who was in danger in the Dayue Palace. ”

"Who is he (she)?" My chaotic brain suddenly woke up, this person was the culprit who killed Queen Jing's mother and son?

He paused, smiled faintly at me, didn't answer, and continued, "Every day, she checks the news from the spies to see if you're okay. She would often say to me hatefully, 'Yun'er, the Jiang family, we are the only ones left, and the most important person to you in this life is him.' In any case, you must protect him well. This is what we owe him, you know, those people, one day I will make them pay with blood'. ”

With a sneer, he continued, "She has been unscrupulous for this purpose. She said that the reason she lived was revenge and paying off debts. Every time, as soon as she learns that you are injured, she will worry day and night, blaming herself for her lack of ability, as if you are her child. Finally, when you were eleven years old, when she heard that you were poisoned by the two poisons of 'dust' and 'recklessness', she immediately accelerated her speed to clear the obstacles and grasp the power, and then immediately sent someone to rob you from the Dayue Palace, in order to detoxify you. But those people were attacked halfway through, and you disappeared. She is unwilling, and continues to let people look for you for a few years. Later, four years later, you returned to the palace in the name of recuperating outside for a few years, and she hated it even more. So, she instigated her eldest brother to secretly enhance the national strength and set off disputes between the two countries. ”

Hearing this, my eyes suddenly lit up, all the mysteries seemed to flash out of light in an instant, all the clues and puzzles were connected, and everything almost had an answer.

The "she" in Helan Jiyun's words, if I guessed correctly, is the Empress Dowager Helan who actually holds the power of Xiong, and the biological mother of King Gong.

"Is she Jiang Yuzheng?" I asked him, looking at it in my heart.

He smiled wryly and nodded, his indigo eyes reminded me of the sky on a summer night, with an almost purple light: "Everything was caused by her." ...... at the beginning"

The rain outside was close to hysteria, the sound of crackling rain resounded at the entrance of the cave, and the damp moisture peculiar to rainy nights seeped into the cave from time to time, and also forced into my body from the pores of my body, and the cold air licked the skin outside the body from time to time, and the painful wounds were also gloomy.

What happened that night was like a dream, a dream that made me want to laugh out loud. I finally learned that it turned out that the death of Empress Jing, the hatred of the emperor, the disgust of Xia Lingran, and the misery of the crown prince, I have been investigating for more than ten years, but it is only because of a simple obsession and a gentle encounter.

What Helan Jiyun said happened in the sixteenth year of Shiyan.

In that year, Emperor Shiyan of the Dayue Dynasty defeated hundreds of thousands of troops from neighboring countries, opened a branch to take soldiers, and firmly sat in power. That year, Jiang Yujing, the daughter of the head of the Jiang family, one of the four major scholars at that time, was named a concubine by Emperor Shiyan because of her virtuous virtue and good looks. At that time, the Jiang clan was unmatched, and it could even overshadow the Xiahou clan. On the day of the wedding ceremony, Jiang Rongyun, the head of the Jiang family, led all the relatives to the palace. As everyone knows, this actually ignited the fuse for the decline of the Jiang family in the future.

The women of the Jiang family are heard all over the world, and they are virtuous and virtuous.

At that time, all the children on the street could sing and recite it casually. The Jiang family has always produced a good girl, Lan Xinhui, talented and beautiful, dignified and virtuous. Concubine Jing is one of the extraordinary, everyone who has seen Concubine Jing is all overwhelmed by her graceful and peerless beauty, and her gentleness and virtuousness, and extraordinary learning are even more admirable. When it comes to Concubine Jing, everyone sincerely adds a sentence of "peerless", only such a beautiful woman is worthy of the emperor's favor.

Everyone in the world is good about ginger girls, who knows that ginger girls have two.

Jiang Rongyun is a personable Confucian scholar with two beautiful baby daughters, Jiang Yujing and Jiang Yuzheng. Jiang Yuzheng is one year old and has loved her gentle sister since she was a child. However, what makes the Jiang patriarch a headache is that the second daughter of the Jiang family is beautiful, but her temperament is too paranoid, and if she is a man, it is good, but in her, she is an uneasy existence.

On that day, Jiang Yuzheng followed his father into the palace to attend his sister's wedding. At the dinner party, the overly restrained atmosphere in the palace made her feel idle, and at the age of fourteen, she was so flustered that she fled from the hypocritical flattery and courtesy of the banquet and mischievously sought a quiet place to breathe. She avoided the people who came and went, and ran to the Yuyuan Lake to a no-man's corner to admire the moon. Who knows, a certain drunken child of a family actually followed her to tease her. Jiang Yuzheng was born noble and pampered, how could he have been so wronged, and immediately scolded loudly and wanted to escape, but that person was even more angry, and she had no power to fight back. Seeing that Jiang Yuzheng was about to be molested, a tall figure appeared and stunned the person who was light on her. The person who saved her innocence, with sword eyebrows and starry eyes, was a handsome and great man. The man smiled softly at her under the moon, and led her, still at a loss, out of the Imperial Garden. When Jiang Yuzheng came back to his senses, the man had already left, and everything just now was like a dream.

Everything came so beautifully, before the flowers and under the moon, the hero saved the beauty, which is in line with the dream of all Sichun girls.

Of course, Jiang Yuzheng fell in love with the man who saved her at first sight, and the man who only had a one-sided relationship won her heart, so that she missed him from then on, and no one could get into her eyes again. It's a pity that she has only met once, and she doesn't know who that man is.

She thought about him day and night, looking forward to seeing him again. Finally, the opportunity came. At the ceremony of the year after Concubine Jing was crowned by the emperor, she finally saw him again.

This time, however, it was the shattering of dreams.

That man is the most respected brother of the Holy Heaven today, and Mo Lanri, the king of the sun, who is above ten thousand people under one person. He has already been married, and he has a son under his knees. Above the palace, his face was majestic, as if the gentle smile like a clear spring had never appeared, and he no longer recognized her.

The girl's heart seemed to have been trampled on, the sister at the post-sealing ceremony took the jade crown from the emperor's hands with a sweet smile that was intoxicating, and the harmonious words and smiles of the king and his wife, all the pictures, added a long rope to her heart, and restrained her so that she could not breathe.

Why, why, why, why, am I not as good as that woman, why do you already have a family? Why, why, why are you not mine? Why, why can all people live so well?

The paranoia in her heart was like an evil black hole, attracting all the dark thoughts in her heart. In the heart of the beautiful girl, a tumor of jealousy and hatred grows, she hates because of love, and what she can't get, she would rather destroy.