Chapter 16: The Taste of a Heart-Tearing Lung

Qianqian patted her face a little and cheered up, and started today's work, in fact, there is nothing to clean up, because this suite itself has people from the housekeeping department who are cleaning, so she just tidies up the messy places, but after tidying up, she is free, and she sits on the sofa bored and draws circles.

Time passed quickly, and it was dark in a blink of an eye, during which Yan Chengqian called her a lot and kept asking her about her work, making her smile weakly if he was too nervous, but she didn't expect that when he said yes calmly, she was silent.

The last call asked her to go back early, but Yan Zhengxi hadn't come back yet, so she took out the paper of the origami crane in her bag and began to fold the paper cranes, and each one was folded out with guilt for Xiaoluo.

At that time, she folded a lot for Tong Yiliang, and Xiaoluo also folded with her, saying that it was folded to her brother, maybe she had already folded it before she finished it......

So let her help her do it now.

Suddenly, a dark shadow blocked her light, and she subconsciously turned her head, only to see that Yan Zhengxi's gloomy face was darkening little by little, and Qianqian pursed her lips as if waiting for his next move.

Sure enough, he slapped off her folded paper crane with one hand, and then pulled her up hard, forced her to face him, squinted his eyes and said coldly: "Who told you to fold these? ”

Qianqian looked at his angry appearance expressionlessly, and said lightly: "I gave it to you for Xiaoluo." After saying this, she suddenly noticed a trace of pain flashing in his eyes, and even her heart ached.

He pinched her jaw hard, making her look directly at the hatred in his eyes, Qianqian swallowed her saliva, looked at him stubbornly and said, "She said that she would give you nine thousand nine hundred and ninety-nine, and she also said that you are the best brother to her in this world." ”

Qianqian remembered that she used to laugh at her for having a brother-in-law plot, and she didn't understand why she liked her brother so much? Now she finally understood, because her brother regarded her as more important than herself, so he hated her so deeply.

"You're not allowed to talk about her again, you get out of here. Throwing her off and falling to the ground without pity, Qianqian suddenly snorted softly, the wound on her knee was scratched and bleeding again, and the wound on the paste was slowly oozing blood, she bit her lip and pressed the wound with her hand, and then picked up all the paper cranes on the ground, lowered her head and said softly: "In my heart, she didn't leave, and she ...... And a good brother. Ignoring his reaction, she got up and quietly left.

Yan Zhengxi was shocked by her words for a long time, and the self-blame in his heart made him close his eyes weakly, and he sat down on the sofa with a depressed hand, pressing his temples with a faint ache with his hands, and his breathing slowly became rapid.

Then he got up and went to the counter and took out the precious wine, unscrewed the cap and poured it into his mouth, gulping and gulping, and the Adam's apple kept squirming until he choked, and then he put the bottle down, and the liquor burned in his throat, burning the pain in his heart, and burning him like a raging fire.

Intoxication made his mind go back to the past, he was only 7 years old that year, after his mother gave birth to Xiaoluo, he was too weak to take care of her, so he couldn't take care of her at all, in order not to make his mother feel guilty, he seemed to take on his mother's responsibility and loved Xiaoluo, so Xiaoluo was very sticky to him, and of course he treated him like a princess.

When Xiaoluo was 3 years old, his mother died of illness, and she would always ask him, "Brother, where did my mother go? Why can't I find her?" Luoluo misses her mother very much. ”

Her words immediately made him sad at that time, so he swore that he would take good care of this only sister and give her more love in this life.

She has always been carefree and grew up laughing, she actually chose to end her life, so how could he bear the pain of losing her, he couldn't bear the feeling of holding her cold body without a trace of temperature, which made his heart hollow out......

And in the past few years, he couldn't sleep every night, and if he didn't rely on drugs, he would always have insomnia until dawn, and there would always be those two smiling faces that were equally sweet, and then slowly distorted into a demon to torture him.

His world has become endless black because of her, without a trace of light, in that black hole, he can only rely on hatred to survive, of course, he will also pull her into the bottomless black hole, let her also feel the pain and heart-rending feelings......