Dudu nodded, "Okay, Dudu is standing with Auntie." ”

The mother and son really walked around the living room for half an hour, Dudu was a little sleepy when he was full, Lin Yue saw that his eyes were closed, and immediately picked him up and put him on the bed lovingly, patted him a few times, and the little guy fell asleep.

Lin Yue listened to the child's soft breathing, her heart softened, she grabbed Dudu's little hand and put it on her lips to kiss it, and couldn't help but feel a little grateful to Chen Jinyan in her heart, grateful that he could give her the opportunity to spend more time with the child.

She dragged her head with one hand and stared at Dudu like this, the child's skin was delicate like an egg peeled from an eggshell, her long eyelashes cast a shadow on her eyelids, and her little nose was very delicate, twitching with her breath, very cute.

Lin Yue couldn't help but lean in close and kiss his tender little face, cover the quilt for him, close his eyes and sleep with him.

Chen Jinyan didn't go on a business trip, he stayed in Shanghai on weekends, but he said that just to find an excuse for Lin Yue to accompany Dudu for two days, of course, he also had his own purpose, if Lin Yue took the child, then there was no way to get along with Ou Haiyang alone, even if he went, when he saw the children around Lin Yue, I was afraid that his heart would be resigned.

Chen Jinyan has never been a person who admits defeat easily, how can the woman he recognizes let go easily? Even if they are together again, he has a way to break them up, Lin Yue can only be his own woman, the mother of his own children.

At night, Dudu began to miss his father, he frowned, his eyes were stained with fog, and he seemed to be about to cry in the next second.

"Dudu, Dad is on a business trip, didn't you promise Dad to stay here for two days? You don't like to live here?" Lin Yue sat on the ground, looking at the little guy who was crying, feeling a little distressed.

Dudu twitched his little nose, tears flashed in his big light blue eyes, "I miss my father, I miss my father......"

Lin Yue actually felt a sense of jealousy in his heart, but at the same time he was very sad, if he hadn't given him to the Chen family, he wouldn't have had the love of Chen Jinyan since he was a child, so he would rely on Chen Jinyan's father so much.

She touched his head a little sadly, and said to him, "I'll help you find your father, okay?"

Dudu raised his hand and rubbed his eyes, but he still looked at Lin Yue with an expectant look and nodded, Lin Yue sighed, took out his mobile phone and clicked on WeChat, and sent a video invitation to Chen Jinyan, no way, since he came to Shanghai, if you want to see Dudu, you have to contact him, and his nanny only listens to Chen Jinyan, so Lin Yue added his WeChat in desperation, and also saved the phone.

The video sound rang for a while and then it was connected, Chen Jinyan's face appeared in the dialog box, Lin Yue hurriedly pointed the video at Dudu and said to him: "Look, Dad has appeared, Dudu will talk to Dad." ”

Chen Jinyan listened to her gentle words, like a gentle wife giving a video of her husband on a business trip, with their children.

If it weren't for what happened three years ago, all this at this time should be as he thought, it seems that he did it all by himself, and he can't blame anyone at all.

Dudu looked at Chen Jinyan in the camera, saw that he didn't look at himself, was a little dissatisfied, reached out and patted the screen, and shouted "Dad, Dad".

Chen Jinyan immediately came back to his senses and looked at him intently, "Dudu, do you miss your father?"

Dudu nodded, "Dad, you come back to pick up Dudu, Dudu misses Dad." ”

Chen Jinyan smiled, "Didn't Dad tell you, you have to come out to work for two days, you obediently live with your aunt for two days, and when you come back, Dad will take you to buy toys." ”

Dudu frowned and was silent, as if he remembered what his father said before, but he just couldn't help it, "Dad, when will you come back?"

"Daddy will pick you up tomorrow night, don't you like pretty aunties? ”

Dudu nodded, "Yes, but I think Dad is there too." ”

The childish words were like a gentle sword, piercing the hearts of the two, as if blood was flowing out, Lin Yue felt a tingling pain in her heart, making her sad and unable to breathe, and tears blurred her eyes in an instant.

It is they who are sorry for Dudu, so that the children cannot live in a complete and happy family, which is their lifelong debt.

Even if Dudu is not sensible now, he gradually began to know how to miss his mother and hope that the family would be together, this is instinct, and the desire for family affection is the nature of children.

Lin Yue quietly wiped away the tears on her face, put the phone on the sofa, and adjusted the direction so that their father and son could see each other.

Chen Jinyan was also uncomfortable in his heart, he blamed himself for guilt, but more regret, regretted everything he had done to Lin Yue, those injuries had been done, I am afraid it would be difficult to erase.

Lin Yue's character is very stubborn, he knows very well that the road he wants to get back together is difficult to walk, but he must go on, for the sake of Dudu, but also for himself.

"Dudu, you are obedient, Dad will bring your favorite robot to you tomorrow, you can eat and sleep well at Auntie's house, and you will be able to see Dad tomorrow." ”

Lin Yue watched quietly from the side, it was the first time she saw Chen Jinyan so soft-spoken, he was really good to the child, a good father.

Dudu was coaxed by Chen Jinyan, and finally nodded and promised to wait for his father here obediently, "Lin Yue, thank you for the past two days." ”

This was said to her, Lin Yue subconsciously picked up the phone, and the two looked at each other in the video, she wanted to turn away, but she thought that there was really no need to be so deliberate, so she held back.

"Dudu is very good, you don't have to say thank you, I should say thank you, you know what I'm talking about. ”

The conversation between the two adults, Dudu didn't understand it at all, and he wasn't interested, and continued to crawl on the mat to play with his favorite toy.

Chen Jinyan looked at Lin Yue through the screen, her delicate facial features were not lost at all under the transmission of the video, and it seemed to be more beautiful, "Lin Yue, everything I do is for you, I think you know very well, I hope you can put aside your prejudices, you can give me a chance, let's talk calmly." ”

Lin Yue didn't want to hear him say more, so she frowned and said, "Let's talk about these things later, I'm going to make dinner for Dudu, goodbye." After that, he hung up the video.

Looking at the screen that went dark in an instant, Chen Jinyan rubbed his face helplessly, for the first time, he had no prediction of the future, and he didn't know what would happen, this feeling made him both irritable and powerless, maybe he was really old.

With Chen Jinyan's help, Dudu was a lot more obedient next, and when she went to bed, Lin Yue also told a bedtime story, she said that the little tadpole was looking for her mother, this story Dudu had never heard of before, and she kept her eyes open with curiosity, "Did the little tadpole finally find her mother?"

"Of course I found it, and I found it when it grows up. ”

Dudu was relieved to hear the satisfactory answer, and finally fell asleep, muttering, "When Dudu grows up, my mother will come back......"

Lin Yue's heart ached, and a gentle kiss fell on his sleeping face, "Mom has always been by your side and will accompany you to grow up slowly......"

Dudu fell asleep, but Lin Yue didn't feel sleepy, she thought back to what had happened in the past few months since she returned to China, Chen Jinyan expressed his thoughts from the beginning, he wanted to remarry him, but why?

Is it because of the doodoo? Or is it for another purpose?

If she said before, she would refuse if she didn't want to, but today she saw Dudu's nostalgia for Chen Jinyan and her desire for her mother, she began to hesitate again, they are really a pair of irresponsible parents, if Dudu is older, he will definitely hate himself, just like he hates the "father" who never appeared after he is sensible.

Does she really plan to do this forever? Let Dudu always call herself "Pretty Auntie"?

No, how could she endure it? But how could she let Chen Jinyan have another chance to hurt herself?

Lin Yue fell into unprecedented entanglement and pain, she began to hesitate, not knowing how to choose, this night she slept extremely unsteadily, and even dreamed that Dudu grew up and looked at her with hateful eyes, and said coldly to her: "I hate you!"

Those pale blue eyes gradually coincided with Chen Jinyan's, as if he had returned to that night three years ago, he looked at himself with hateful eyes, and said, "Lin Yue, I have never loved you!"

Lin Yue woke up from the dream, it had been a long time since she had this dream, but she didn't expect to dream it again this time, she touched her sweaty face, turned on the bedside lamp, looked at the sleeping Dudu beside her, and her fluttering heart gradually settled down.

She got out of bed, went to the bathroom to wash her face, and walked to the balcony with a glass of water.

June is almost over, and summer is gradually coming, but fortunately it is not so hot at this time, and the night is still very cool, Lin Yue drank the cold water in the cup, and the whole person gradually calmed down from the nightmare, and then returned to the room and continued to lie down.

The bedside light was dim, Lin Yue didn't feel sleepy, so she turned sideways and quietly looked at the little person next to her, looking at his lovely sleeping face, she felt relieved, and she didn't know when she fell asleep.

When she opened her eyes again, it was already bright outside, Lin Yue liked to close the curtains when she slept, and there was only the light of the dim bedside lamp in the room.

She looked at the small alarm clock on the bedside table, it was already more than 8 o'clock, she didn't expect this little guy to be able to sleep, she couldn't help laughing, leaned over and kissed before getting up.

After washing, she began to prepare breakfast, hot milk and put it on the table, fried poached eggs, and planned to cook some more soft noodles, but the noodles were easy to mush, and she had to wait until Dudu woke up to make them.

"Daddy...... Mommy ......"

A burst of crying sounded, Lin Yue immediately ran into the room when she heard it, and saw Dudu sitting on the bed crying, she hurriedly went over to hug him, and coaxed softly: "What's the matter?

"Oh...... I don't want to shhhhh......hh Mother ......" and cried loudly, very pitiful.

His words made Lin Yue's heart ache, "Dudu misses her mother very much?" There was indescribable bitterness in his voice.