Chapter 122: The Feeling of Heart Death

The pain of powerlessness and despair made him fall to the brink of darkness, and he poured the wine violently, choking him violently, his heart and lungs were almost twisted, and his blurry inky eyes looked at the transparent glass bottle, as if through the glass bottle he saw their past, his violence, his plunder, her hatred of her stubbornness, he kept hurting her, and she rose up again and again, the stubborn eyes seemed to be reprimanding his cruelty, he never stopped being violent to her, but he was gentle when she couldn't see it, she couldn't see his tender love, and he couldn't see the love in her eyes。

God destined them to hurt each other, will they still love each other?

With confused and insoluble questions, he fainted in a daze, erasing all the past, and all that was left was the picture of embracing each other in a dream, would they have such a day?

There are too many unknowns for people to answer, only let time prove how the future will continue!

The hangover made Yan Zhengxi feel a deep pain in his head, and he sat up straight to realize the stiffness of his body, the mess on the ground last night had already been cleaned up, if it wasn't for the feeling of hangover, he would suspect that he didn't drink bottle after bottle of liquor last night.

After a while, he became more and more conscious, and looked at the bandages on his hands, presumably Aunt Xiao helped him bandage them, which reminded him that he was also drunk and injured his foot, and it was Qianqian who took him to the hospital, in fact, she was very kind, and she cared so much about a person she hated, and he hoped that she would treat him as she did when she first met.

Without thinking about it anymore, he washed up and walked to Qianqian's room, the emptiness of the room made him surprised and delighted, and then turned around in mid-air feet, looking around the room, but found no trace of Qianqian.

The anxious mood made him start to feel uneasy, and he walked out of the room, and happened to bump into Aunt Xiao who was about to come in, Yan Zhengxi grabbed Steward Xiao's shoulders a little excitedly and asked, "Qianqian woke up, where is she now?"

Steward Xiao's eyes widened when she heard this, and she exclaimed, "Is Miss Luo awake?" Yan Zhengxi frowned when she heard this, knowing that she was more of a hindsight than herself, so she no longer pointed to Steward Xiao, and quickly let go of her to find Qianqian's figure by herself.

All the servants in the villa were ordered to find Qianqian, and Yan Zhengxi was even more anxious to search this large and deserted house, but he didn't see her inside and out, which made his heart cold, and suddenly he thought of a place that he didn't look for, so he hurried over.

The door was pushed open, creaking, dim and he couldn't see inside, and when he wanted to turn on the light, a cold voice came from inside: "Don't turn on the light." ”

Yan Zhengxi heard her voice and asked in surprise: "Qianqian, you are really awake, what are you doing here?" The disturbing and doting Qianqian in her tone turned a deaf ear, and continued to say in a cold voice without a trace of temperature: "Don't talk to me, I don't want to see you again." ”

Yan Zhengxi stood in place, her eyebrows were furrowed with a complicated expression, her thin lips were pursed, she didn't speak as she wished, and after half a sound, Qianqian turned back from where she was, her feet without shoes were against the cold floor, and she took two steps to hide her body in the shadows, and the light outside the door was faintly projected in, so that he couldn't see the expression on her face clearly, but the big and clear eyes were locked on him impartially, and the cold instantly swirled between the two.

She said in a cold tone, word by word, "I'm leaving here, and I never want to see you again." Although these words had come to his mind countless times, when he really heard them with his own ears, his heart would still throb violently, and the painful expression on his face was undisguised in front of her, but she still, turning a blind eye, looked back at him indifferently, as if he was nothing more than an innocuous stranger to her, even loveless and hateless.

This made him more flustered than when she hated him, he thought that she would resent his unreasonable revenge, even hate the harm he had given her, would criticize him with vicious words, and hated him with resentful eyes, all of which he was ready to accept.

But when she stood in front of him as if she were dead and said that she was leaving, his heart seemed to be detached from his body, floating in the air, but he could not breathe a little air, and she made him feel like his heart was dead, and she seemed to die before him.

Because he didn't expect this result, he didn't know how to deal with it, he gasped violently, and walked up to her with his body swaying, full of reluctance and heartache were fully revealed, but Qianqian still looked at him in silence, as if he was a transparent object and couldn't have any effect on her.

"I won't let you leave me, never. His eyes were firm, his tone was tough, and after speaking, he hugged her hard in his arms, and the faint heartbeat made him seem to feel it, and his heart ached and couldn't help but strengthen his strength a little.

Qianqian didn't struggle, it should be said that she really didn't react like she was dead, and his pain and sadness were completely ignored by her, making Yan Zhengxi feel powerless and locked her in her arms again.

After a long time, Qianqian finally couldn't breathe, and she said with difficulty in his arms: "I don't complain, I don't hate you, I just ask you to let me go, and never, never appear in front of me again!"

Yan Zhengxi's whole body was trembling, and the hands holding her were even more trembling, and they could barely hold her.

After a while, he said in a low voice, "What if I don't let go?" The voice still crossed his ears coldly: "Then I will not exist." Yan Zhengxi held her harder in his arms and refused to let go, her ethereal voice echoing in this dance studio, echoing in his ears just as often.

After that day, she completely verified her words to him, didn't say a word to anyone, locked herself in her room every day, and she didn't eat, but she still drank water, and it could be seen that she still had some things that she couldn't let go, Yan Zhengxi couldn't bear it except for heartache and helplessness, he couldn't do anything, and imprisoned her in his heart like a prisoner.

Steward Xiao sometimes can't look past it, so he will persuade Qianqian to eat something, but Qianqian turned her away in disgust, Yan Zhengxi also completely understood her determination, seeing her go on like this and getting thinner and thinner, his heart is very sad, does he really want to let her go?

Without her world, what is the meaning of survival?

He decided, he wouldn't give up, even if he really let her stay by his side like this, then he would accompany her without eating or drinking, even if he died, he wouldn't let go of her.