Chapter 194: The Divine Doctor (12)

Divine Doctor (Health and Great Wisdom) (novella) Zhang Baotong

When I came to the Tangdu Grand Theater, there were still more than ten minutes before the concert began. I took Li Qinzhen's hand www.biquge.info hurriedly entered the theater and found a seat. We were in the third row, and we were in the center. She said, "It must be very expensive for such a good seat, right?" I said, "It didn't cost anything, this is the ticket that the city gave us to the secretary and deputy secretary of the district party committee, and they didn't go and gave it to me." She said, "Your secretary is very good to you." I said, "Because I've been writing articles for them." She said, "I see you can keep improving." I smiled and said, "Leave it to your fate." ”

She sighed and added, "You don't care what you say, it's worth it." But I have this disease, and it is worthless. I asked her, "Why is it worth it for me to get this disease?" she said, "Although you have this disease from writing articles, you have at least got the position of deputy director of the district party committee office, and maybe one day you will become the director or the director." But I got a serious illness, I didn't get anything, I couldn't even do my job. I said, "Haven't you heard that you can't have money if you don't have anything, and you can't get sick if you have anything?" To tell you the truth, I'd rather not be the deputy director of the district party committee office than get this disease. ”

As he spoke, the concert began. This concert is not much different from the content of the Nine Moon Miracle concert in Beijing. It's just that the live feeling and effect of watching a concert in the theater can't be compared to TV. Li Qinzhen looked very excited, watching and listening, and involuntarily beat the beat and sang along quietly. Throughout the performance, she seemed more excited than the people singing on stage. In the past, I thought that only little girls liked to chase stars, but in fact, older women also like to chase stars.

After the concert, she took me by the hand and walked out of the theater and exclaimed, "Great, wonderful." When we reached the dark street, she suddenly took my arm and couldn't help singing the song that the Nine Moon Miracle sang in the concert: "A big river has wide waves, and the wind blows the fragrance of rice and flowers on both banks, and my family lives on the shore, and I am used to hearing the captain's horn and seeing the white sails on the boat." ”

She sings really well. I said, "You have a nice voice." She said immodestly, "If it weren't for my mother, I might be a professional singer by now." I said, "Why?" she said, "my mom won't let me learn to sing." I said, "It's a shame that your mom killed a musical genius in the cradle." And she said proudly, "Why, do you think I'm a musical genius?" I said, "What woman who loves to sing doesn't say she's a musical genius?" she said, "how can you talk like that?" I said, "The one in our family, like you, was her mother who killed her musical genius." ”

When she heard this, she said, "You are funny. It's so nice to be with you, it's a real pleasure. As she spoke, she looked up to the sky and sighed, and said, "If only I had known you a few years earlier." I said, "Why?" she said, "and then we can live together, and how nice it would be, and I won't get this damn disease." ”

I said, "Do you have anything to do with marriage?" she said, "of course." Anyone who gets this disease has something to do with the family. You see, those families and husbands and wives who are harmonious, happy, and happy, how can they get this kind of disease? Master Qin said that cancer is not only a malignant tumor of the body, but also a malignant tumor of the personality. My withdrawn personality has something to do with my marriage. Neither of us ever had a common language. I love to sing, he loves to play cards. Usually it's okay if we don't talk, but when we do, we quarrel. He drives a small car in the factory, and not only smokes, but also snores. So, we sleep separately at night. Living with such a person, how can I not get sick?"

I said, "Marriage is the grave of love, it's okay not to get married, but once you get married, your lover becomes an enemy." But no one can just fall in love and not get married. So, we have to overcome ourselves and adapt to marriage, but we can't let marriage adapt to us. But she shook her head and said, "But I can't, there are some things I can't get used to in my life." ”

I persuaded her earnestly, "You can only wronged yourself and hurt yourself by doing this." Not long after we got married, we also had a divorce, she thought I was helpless, had no money and no house, and her classmate father was the director of their factory. At that time, we had been separated for two years, I was a secondary school teacher at the time, so I was more concerned about face, and her parents did not agree, so we never went through the divorce. It just so happened that a newspaper in Zhuhai asked me to become an editor, and the salary was quite high. I think once we go to Zhuhai, we can naturally dissolve our marriage. However, her family firmly refused to allow us to divorce. Somehow, she suddenly changed her mind and went to our unit to find the leader to express her unwillingness to divorce, so I didn't go to Zhuhai. If I had insisted on going to Zhuhai at that time, we would have been separated long ago. Therefore, life is like this, sometimes you have to endure what you should endure, you have to let go of what you should put up, take a step back, the sea and the sky, and walk through the wind and rain to see the rainbow. Don't compete with yourself, and don't compete with others. ”

I then said, "If you are sick like this, no one will dislike you, you have to reflect on yourself, see a doctor well, and follow others well." She nodded and said, "That's all there is to it." "We've all been through a lot, and if you think about it, you can see that nothing else matters except our bodies." People have to live with or without money, and they have to live if they have money or not. She said with deep emotion, "Yes, nothing matters, or life is the most important, no life, everything is gone." ”

Although it was getting late, with her holding my arm and strolling down the dark street, I felt like I was in a dream, and I felt like I was returning to my first love. We came to a small night market stall, and one of us asked for a bowl of casserole and ate it enthusiastically. After eating the casserole, looking at the time, it was almost ten o'clock, and we each stopped the car and went home.

The next afternoon, when I got home from work, there was no light on in the house and no movement in the kitchen. I turned on the light, but I saw my wife sitting on the sofa motionless in anger, as if she was angry with someone. I put my purse on the coffee table and asked my wife, "Why, who are you angry about?" So, I have a special headache for her.

My wife raised her face, glared at me fiercely, and asked, "I ask you, where did you go last night?" I was stunned, so I lied and said, "What are you practicing, what's wrong?"

I was nervous, thinking to myself, how would she know that I was going to a concert with Li Qinzhen? I said, "I don't like to watch concerts, and I don't have time to watch them." With that, he walked towards the library. However, my wife shouted, "Fan Heping, don't go, you make it clear, what is the relationship between you and the woman?" I didn't want to listen to her, and I didn't want to explain to her, so I got angry and said, "It's a lover's relationship, what's wrong?" With that, I went into the study.

As soon as I turned on the computer, my wife chased after me and said in a tough tone, "Let me tell you, Fan Heping, you not only watched the concert with that **** last night, but also held your arm with others, when I don't know, right? How could I let my wife know about this, which was indeed what I expected, so I said, "You have to judge whether people are good women or not? ”

The wife yelled and said, "Well, since you have a wild woman outside, I will fulfill you, and we will divorce." I got impatient and said, "Whatever you want." Who is gone, who can't be left, who to scare?" I really want to tell her that being promoted to get rich and dying his wife is a middle-aged man is the three major happy events. So, a man my age, if not for fame, would most likely want to get a divorce.

The wife said, "Follow me with the house and the children, and you go out of the house." I said, "The house is divided by our unit, so why should I follow you?" The wife said angrily, "Okay, the house is for you, and I'll take the children away." "A man and a woman can tolerate anything when they love each other, but once there is no love, they are like two enemies, and neither will let the other. So, I said, "If you want to go, who will pull you and won't let you go?" When my wife saw me talking like this, she said to her son, who was doing his homework in the small room, "Son, let's go." ”

(After the completion of "Divine Doctor", the tragic love stories "Do You Love Me" and "Paradise Tragedy" will be uploaded)