21.

I kept coughing at night, I woke up in the morning and I felt like there was nothing wrong, and in the evening I started to cough a little again, like a sore throat but not like a sore throat. The next day, Lin Hui went to the pharmacy to buy some anti-inflammatory drugs to eat, the effect was still not ideal, the pain from the neck pressure on the throat was particularly obvious, but it didn't look like a sore throat, went to the pharmacy, the resident doctor touched the location of Lin Hui's pain and said that it might be lymph node inflammation, and took a few boxes of anti-inflammatory drugs and Chinese medicine granules for her again, and told her to take them separately, if the pain did not ease, she had to go to the hospital to see.

Lin Hui is afraid of the white coat in the hospital, and the volume of the white coat has dropped by an octave since she was a child. Ironically, she married someone in a white coat.

It hurt like this for a few days, and it hurt more and more every night, she didn't tell anyone, even Lu Cen Yi, she didn't want Rong Zeyu to know and make a fuss. For the first time, she had the idea to solve the problem on her own. Lucen packed up his suitcase and put it at the door of his room, and tomorrow he was going to start a month-long tour.

"Huihui," he asked Lin Hui in an extremely casual tone, "When will the war between you and Rong Zeyu end?" “

"You go, I'll just show you the house, no charge. “

"I'm serious with you. Rong Zeyu handed Lin Hui a freshly peeled apple.

"I don't want to eat," Lin Hui pursed her lips and said.

"You don't like to eat much in the past two days, is there anything wrong with you?"

"I don't know, maybe it's cold, my appetite is a little worse, and I feel the oil coming back to my throat when I eat. “

"Have you taken your medicine?"

"Eat. Aren't you leaving tomorrow? Don't you go to bed early. “

"I'm not worried about leaving you home alone, so you'd better go back to your own house." “

"No, before I figured out how to get by, I stayed at your house, and I thought about it. “

"If you can't think about it clearly, you won't go home?" Rong Zeyu was amused by Lin Hui's childishness.

"I promised Rong Zeyu a one-week deadline. “

Lu Cen went back to the room together, thought about it and sat down again, "Rong Zeyu is nothing bad except for eating a little vinegar, no one is perfect, don't be too harsh, you will be tired like that." “

"Well, I know. "Maybe Lu Cen Yi will go on tour tomorrow, Lin Hui talked to Lu Cen Yi very seriously about her feelings:" Cen Yi, let me tell you why I refuse to go back, I have a sense of uneasiness every time I am by Rong Zeyu's side, I don't know why, there is always a strange uneasiness that I don't understand, I feel more and more that we don't know each other, so I live together in a hurry, he is very fond of me, everyone envies, but I am more and more uneasy, I think my uneasiness is from Rong Zeyu's jealousy, in order to eliminate this uneasiness, I try to isolate myself from the outside world, do not do things he doesn't like, and enjoy the happiness envied by outsiders alone, but the truth is the opposite, my uneasiness has swelled to the point where I feel panicked, these days I seriously reflectIt may be the incompetence of life that makes me feel so deeply uneasy, once I feel powerless, you immediately appear like an umbrella, and I lie down on the anxiety to comfort myself, and I am actually very happy in my dreams. I'm afraid that one day I'll pity myself for living against my heart. “

Lu Cen's eyes showed pity: "Huihui, it is impossible for people to have control over everything, and the strengths you have are not available to others." We should not only be tolerant of others, but also learn to be tolerant of ourselves. Besides, understanding between people is not an overnight thing, you have to give him and give yourself time. “

"No, some people will not understand more than a little bit even if they get along day and night, while some people can read a person's heart from a few words, I often feel how good it would be if Rong Zeyu could read my emotions like you instead of nervous my emotions, I am afraid of his nervousness, you know? I think for him, I am more like a shell named 'Lin Hui', and he is nervous about whether this body is in the life under his control. “

Lu Cen felt that what Lin Hui said might be reasonable, but he didn't know how to persuade for a while, marriage was what he longed for but couldn't ask for, but for Lin Hui, it was like a siege. Things in the world are probably like this, the suffering in it, and the unattainable are always restless. Life is a difficult multiple-choice question, he can only say to Lin Hui that marriage takes time to run in, and when the water chestnut is rounded, it will probably be happy.

Lin Hui didn't say anything more to him, only said that he was sleepy. Lu Cen saw that it was still early, and for Lin Hui, a night owl, the night had just begun. Maybe it was her own despicable mediocrity that disappointed her, Lu Cen Yi really couldn't think of how to relieve her, he didn't know that Lin Hui was in pain, and he didn't want him to worry, so he went back to the room alone to suffer.

One night, Lin Hui was sore and cold, shivering and covering all the clothes on her body was still cold, Tianguang eloquence fell asleep in a daze, she didn't know when Lu Cen left, and when she got up, she saw her breakfast on the table, and a post-it note was pasted on the table-demon, obediently watching the house (a smiling face with a tongue stuck out was drawn at the end).

When the doctor told Lin that the onychometylitis was self-healing, her sky was gray, and the doctor couldn't tell her exactly when she would be able to heal herself.

Lin Hui fell into the abyss of pain from which she could not extricate herself, but she didn't want to expect Ai Ai's sympathy, so she curled up in a corner where no one could see. This time she has to learn to be strong, she doesn't want to rely on Rong Zeyu for nothing, although at this time she wants someone to rely on, even a cat and a dog.

The first step is to build up your resistance. Lin Hui downloaded the software to learn to cook. Change her clothes and go to the vegetable market, not relying on Rong Zeyu or Lu Cen Yi, raising herself fat is her first goal.

As soon as the door opened, there was a tall cardboard box at the door, on which was written "Demon Initiation". This is Lu Czenyi's birthday surprise for her?

Lin Hui moved her into the house, the box was not heavy, and even felt a little empty, found scissors to cut the tape, and a hydrogen balloon flew out of the box.

Lin Hui chuckled, this is Lu Cen Yi's romance.

Lin Hui looked into the box, and the empty box only had a small basket with a fluffy or dog or cat plaything.

It's really overkill! Lin Huixin smiled. She bent down to get the little stuffed plaything.

"Mom" Lin Hui will move when her hand touches "it", Lin Hui hurriedly moved it to the window to take a closer look, "Oh my God, it's a puppy." “

The puppy must have been born not long ago, yawning and falling asleep in a small basket, not even bothering to open his eyes.

Lin Hui took out her mobile phone and was about to scold Lu Cen Yi angrily, knowing that she was afraid that the dog would get her one, how could she share a room with it?

"Master, I am not yet full moon, please be gentle with me. “

"Master, I'm a little Shiba Inu, I don't have a name yet, please give me a name!"

......

Lu Cen sent a lot of funny pictures of puppies, and also accompanied them with text.

"Demon master, there is a surprise~"

Lin Hui directly replied with the word "roll".

What should I do? Lin Hui looked at the puppy in the cardboard box and felt furious. Lu Cen is a surprise, which is simply a thriller.

"Xiaoqing, do you like puppies?" Lin Hui decided to send it away.

"Like, but only from a distance. Dai Xiaoqing was confused on the other end of the phone.

"What do you mean?"

"I like it, but I don't like it. “

"Why? How cute the dog is, don't you have a love for such a cute animal?"

"What do you mean? I came to call early in the morning and asked me to give love to the dog? What are you doing for public welfare?"

"Dead Cen Yi got me a puppy. I don't know, you know I'm afraid of dogs. “

"Hahaha, he's afraid of ...... for fear of curing"

"What the hell? Lin Hui was almost begging Dai Xiaoqing.

"I'm sorry, but my love is limited to watching from afar. I don't want to go home every day and sweep the dog's hair, and when I am half tired and just want to throw myself on the bed, I have to walk it bitterly. “

Dai Xiaoqing ruthlessly and resolutely rejected Lin Hui, and Lin Hui had to make all the phone calls she could, either she already had a pet at home, or she didn't have time, or she was limited to long-distance love like Dai Xiaoqing.

"Demon, remember to keep the puppy warm and feed. I haven't had a dog either, so you can search the Internet for how to raise it or ask someone who has raised it, and I'm going to rehearse. Happy birthday, demon baby. “

"Happy you ghost!" Seeing Lu Cen Yi's information, Lin Hui gritted her teeth in anger.

Lin Hui only needs to raise a puppy from Baidu on the Internet. Then I went straight to the pet store, bought all the food and supplies said on the Internet, and then remembered that I wanted to raise my own goal, and the vegetable market was not available, so I would order takeout.

Rong Zeyu called: "Wife, happy birthday! What gift do you want?"

“

Lin Hui smiled, is there such a gift?"I don't lack anything. “

"So, I'll pick you up in the evening, and I'll celebrate your birthday. “

"Forget it, I don't want to go out today. “

"I'll go to you. “

"Don't, let me think clearly, let me calm down. Lin Hui didn't have the heart to keep going around with him, she still had to hate the matter of raising a dog.

She washed the milk cake with goat's milk and put it in front of the puppy, she didn't dare to hold it, although the little thing was soft and had no offensive power, she was still afraid. What to do, she had to move it, and she bought it a very cozy cottage.

I had to move the rescuers and find Xiaoqing. Just as I was about to make a call, a call came in.

"Lin Hui, happy birthday!" Su Yuan's voice on the phone was even more magnetic.

"Thank you!" Lin Hui replied politely.

"Lin Hui, can I celebrate your birthday?"

"It's inconvenient, my husband is going to celebrate my birthday. “

"Ah, then, then I'll invite you to dinner another day. After Su Yuan finished speaking, he hung up.

It's really annoying, what kind of birthday is this, Lin Hui began to chill, all kinds of pain hit again, I can't make myself feel bad today, I have always insisted on not taking painkillers, but today is an exception.

After taking the medicine, Lin Hui asked Dai Xiaoqing for help.

At ten o'clock in the evening, Dai Xiaoqing came with a cake. Lin Hui looked at the cake and said, "What form are the two of us, how can we finish eating." “

"Don't worry, I moved the rescuers who can raise dogs. “

"Who?"

"You'll know when you come. “

"Xiaoqing, what do you say, Lu Cen will come back in a month, how can I get it?"

"Hey, it's so small, what are you afraid of?" Dai Xiaoqing disagreed, took Lin Hui's hand and touched the puppy.

"Uh, don't~" Lin Hui retreated vigorously, but her hand had been pressed by Dai Xiaoqing and touched the puppy, and the puppy's soft body fell asleep together, arching Lin Hui's sweaty hand with her head, and continuing its sweet dream.

Lin Hui's heart suddenly warmed, and she had a very wonderful feeling. This time, she didn't have to wear Xiaoqing to press her hand, she took the initiative to touch the puppy's shiny fur, and the puppy seemed to enjoy it.

"It's so cute. Lin Hui's face showed warm maternal love, and she kept gently stroking the puppy like this, thinking, "What name do you want to give you?"

"You just call it 'Empty Space'. “

"Take such a strange name?" Dai Xiaoqing was not satisfied with the name.

"When it came in the morning, I saw only an empty box, and then I found it small. Emptiness can also be taken from the Buddha, all causes and conditions, pure nature. “

"Gotcha, gotta gotcha, yes, you were all full of 'emptiness'. Dai Xiaoqing really didn't have the patience to listen to this, she looked at the time from time to time, and when she heard the doorbell ringing, she ran quickly to open the door.

"You said that the person who arrived soon, why did it take so long. Dai Xiaoqing said softly.

"I didn't know what to buy as a gift, so I went to choose a bouquet of flowers, which delayed me for some time. The person said apologetically.

When Lin Hui saw that it was Su Yuan, he immediately felt uncomfortable, and the lie he had just told was broken.

Su Yuan's eyes were full of smiles and he said to Lin Hui, "Happy birthday!"

Lin Hui took the delicate bouquet, her face full of embarrassment at being exposed to her lies.

Su Yuan didn't seem to remember the phone call just now, and immediately asked, "What about the puppy?" “

Lin Hui led him to the cardboard box.

Su Yuan said: "I have experience in raising dogs, and I have 3 big dogs in the United States. “

Su Yuan gently picked up the puppy that was still sleeping, held it in his arms, and gently stroked it: "What's your name?"

"Empty. Lin Hui answered for it.

Good name, emptiness is karma, emptiness contains infinity. Su Yuan said.

Dai Xiaoqing glanced at Lin Hui with strange eyes, and Lin Hui's face showed the joy of knowing each other.

Su Yuan put the puppy in the dog house and said to Lin Hui: "Such a small dog's stomach is not fully developed, don't feed it milk, otherwise it will be easy to have diarrhea, I saw the food you bought, it's not bad, it's right to buy goat's milk." Kongkong is still too small, the physical fitness is relatively weak, pay attention to keep warm, you can find some long-pile clothes or sweaters and the like to pad it or fold it into strips, so that empty sleep has to rely on sleeping soundly, good sleep helps its development, and must control her food intake, the puppy is not hungry or full, belongs to the rubber belly, can not be overfed at a time......"

Dai Xiaoqing and Lin Hui's bright eyes were diametrically opposed, and she became sleepy as soon as she heard these dogmas: "Su Yuan, you teach so much at once, how can Lin Hui remember it." You said that this Lu Cen Yi is also true, people go on tour, and they have to get a puppy to torture Lin Hui. Why don't we come to see the puppy more often in the future. Dai Xiaoqing winked at Lin Hui and said, "Lin Hui, why don't you release your husband's pigeons tonight, invite your master to dinner, and ask the master to give more guidance in the future." “

Lin Hui nodded gratefully at Dai Xiaoqing: "No problem, we will go wherever you say." “

A man stood at the door with a large bouquet of flowers and listened to the movement with his ears close to his ear, and when he heard the movement inside and was about to open the door, he hurried to the door of the stairs and hid......