48. "Rage"
Gu Shengge looked straight at Han Zhengyu in front of him, staring at the man's eyes tightly, his voice was a little tense,
"What did you just say?"
"About, my background?"
Looking at the defensiveness in Gu Shengge's eyes with complicated eyes, Han Zhengyu gritted his teeth and secretly scolded himself in his heart for not being able to hold his breath.
He never thought of telling Gu Shengge about this matter, and just opened his mouth like this, he just didn't want Gu Shengge to leave so easily. Although he had seen that contract with his own eyes, just like his mother said, once he knew that amazing secret, he would never be able to relax his guard against Gu Shengge. Maybe if you don't pay attention, the person in front of you will become his biggest threat in the future - how could he be stupid enough to tell him personally?!
Gu Shengge in front of him was still waiting for him to speak, Han Zhengyu froze, he opened his eyes, and pretended to be casual,
"Golden Week, you come with me to Bali. I'll sue you then. ”
Involuntarily frowning, Gu Shengge calmly observed Han Zhengyu's expression. After all, they had lived together for so many years in their previous lives, and he could almost guess what Han Zhengyu was thinking. What's more, the current Han Zhengyu is only a second-year young man who has just turned eighteen, and any of his feelings at this time are simply clear to Gu Shengge. Almost instantly, it was concluded that he was playing tricks, Gu Shengge took a step back and said expressionlessly, "I said don't waste my time." I still have a job, so I'll go first. ”
"You, you don't want to know your background anymore?" almost panickedly grabbing his wrist, Han Zhengyu's breathing gradually became shorter, "Or are you just perfunctory to me?"
Inexplicably disgusted by Han Zhengyu's tone when he mentioned Zheng Hengzhao, Gu Shengge lowered his face and looked straight at him,
"Let go—"
"Gu Shengge, what do you say you have a job, I think you're just busy sticking to your big boss! You probably can't wait to climb into his bed, and refuse to travel with me just because you're busy throwing yourself into your arms!"
Frowning because of Han Zhengyu's acerbic tone, Gu Shengge vigorously withdrew his hand and looked at the man with a distorted smile in front of him unreasonably, "This matter has nothing to do with Heng Zhao, keep your mouth clean." ”
"Heh, Hengzhao? Hengzhao...... It's really dear," The smile on the corner of his lips disappeared instantly, and Han Zhengyu stared at Gu Shengge, who was calm and composed, with a cold face, his chest rising and falling a little rapidly. Gritting his teeth with hatred, he looked at the face in front of him, but what flashed in his mind was another person with the same face.
Just before going to college, the Gu Shengge in his memory was not what he is now. That Gu Shengge always thinks about him, and he is important in everything. At that time, as long as he was the slightest bit unhappy, he could throw a tantrum at that person. What he doesn't want to do, he can also rest assured that he can push it to Gu Shengge. At that time, no matter what he asked the man to do, the man always looked like he was willing...... And now, the person in front of you, why did this person in front of you become like this?!......
always rejects himself lukewarmly, arguing with him with a lot of money, Weibo is full of scandals between him and that Zheng Hengzhao, whenever he sees those comments, Han Zhengyu has an urge to tear up the web page-
Not to mention the secret that has been pressing on his heart, it is almost driving him crazy-
For countless days and nights after hearing that secret, Han Zhengyu couldn't help but think about the clues that he had ignored-
His father, who was always under extreme pressure on him, would be willing to squat down and play games with the young Gu Shengge for an afternoon......
He never had time to attend his parent-teacher conferences, but he would rush home every time Gu Shengge fell ill......
For Gu Shengge, he quarreled with his mother again and again, and always stood in front of Gu Shengge to ask for warmth......
Just because Gu Shengge entered the entertainment industry, the family uncharacteristically subscribed to many entertainment newspapers and periodicals, and his father, who always only watched financial news, seriously searched for Gu Shengge's news every morning with those entertainment weekly newspapers for Gu Shengge......
Clenched his fists tightly, Han Zhengyu looked at the person in front of him, and only felt that the suppressed anger in his heart was about to gush out-
His father has always been lukewarm to him, even if he was pressured to take over the company's affairs in advance, his father did not let go - but the person in front of him was obviously an orphan with nothing, why did he easily get what he wanted!!
Han Zhengyu gritted his teeth, except for the overwhelming sourness in his heart, only the monstrous anger remained. He couldn't tell what kind of affection he should give to the person in front of him. Staring closely at Gu Shengge in front of him, Han Zhengyu's eyes suddenly felt a little trance. His chaotic thoughts were like a surging tide that instantly overwhelmed him.
"You must not know...... the corners of his lips curled up, he stared at the person in front of him in a daze, and said in a trance, "You must not know...... What kind of things have I ever fantasized......"
Sarcastically curling the corners of his lips, Han Zhengyu covered his forehead, although he didn't want to admit it, the thoughts at that time would still pop up from time to time to disturb his nerves.
Yes, he once wanted to possess him. Crazy thinking.
Before hearing the secret, he thought it was a normal thought. Gu Shengge is originally something that belongs to him, isn't this kind of thing a matter a matter to be taken for granted?
But it wasn't until he saw that contract that he suddenly realized that he didn't know when Gu Shengge had been so far away from him, so far away that he was about to throw himself into someone else's arms-what was he thinking at that time? Probably it didn't matter, it doesn't matter or something like that, who made him always damn confident, and the person who couldn't do without self-confidence would definitely be Gu Shengge-
But then what happened? He really went away, succeeded, and shined on the screen, and he began to be crazy and unwilling again--why did he get this? Gu Shengge was obviously just an orphan with empty hands! He should always be inferior to him, and he should always look forward to his alms...... If it weren't for him, if it weren't for the Han family, why would he be standing here with a halo today!――
It wasn't until he heard the secret that for a moment he suddenly had the illusion of enlightenment. He suddenly began to be jealous of him, of the one he now had, of the fact that his inferior fate had been changed in this way, that he had so easily obtained what he could not get.
Such a complex interweaving of emotions almost blew Han Zhengyu's reason to pieces-he didn't understand why this person could still put on such a calm expression when he was about to go crazy when he was depressed? Staring coldly at Gu Shengge's clear eyebrows, Han Zhengyu covered his chest and suddenly laughed lowly-
Sure enough...... That's right.
Twisting the corners of his mouth, staring at Gu Shengge in front of him with red eyes, Han Zhengyu suddenly hugged his chest and let out a broken laugh. He chuckled lowly, his laughter mixed with choked up, and the louder and louder laughter echoed in the deep bamboo forest.
Almost stunned by Han Zhengyu's crazy state, Gu Shengge frowned and looked at Han Zhengyu in front of him, his state was really a little weird, compared to the arrogant and domineering Han family in his memory, the madman with a distorted smile in front of him was like a different person......
Gu Shengge ...... Gu Shengge ......"
Trembling and shouting his name in the middle of laughter, Han Zhengyu suddenly straightened up and strode towards him-
"Sure enough...... I'm still not reconciled!"
Before Gu Shengge could react, Han Zhengyu suddenly strode up, clamping Gu Shengge's head tightly and about to kiss it-
Suddenly, his eyes widened, and he watched Han Zhengyu's face approach quickly in disbelief, and in the next second, before Gu Shengge swung his fist fiercely-
"Bang!—"
The hand that was holding Gu Shengge's head loosened weakly, Han Zhengyu covered the back of his head, and fell to the ground in unbearable dizziness.
The breeze brought up puffs of dust, and Gu Shengge looked at Zheng Hengzhao, who had just punched, and withdrew his hand.
He had never seen Zheng Hengzhao show such an expression.
There was a cruel look in the long and narrow eyes, and the ink eyes that were always smiling in the past were now as cold as a pool of frozen stagnant water, deep and condensed. His face was gloomy, the lines of his handsome features were tense, and his whole person exuded indescribable coldness.
"Heh, just jump out at this time...... What are you?" Han Zhengyu staggered to his feet, he tried hard to stand firm, his temples were buzzing, and there was a faint pain in the back of his head, tilting his head and wiping the corners of his mouth, Han Zhengyu looked at the man in front of him, and pulled the corners of his mouth to pick out a sarcastic arc.
Zheng Hengzhao's chest was still a little uncontrollable undulating, he fiercely picked up the corners of his eyes, pulled off his tie and fell to the ground, his eyes looked at Han Zhengyu who was standing beside Gu Shengge with cold eyes, and suddenly pounced on him and scuffled with him-
"Heng Zhao!-" Seeing Zheng Hengzhao pounce on Han Zhengyu like a sharp black panther, seeing Han Zhengyu's fist swinging towards Zheng Hengzhao, Gu Shengge didn't think much about it, and rushed up and punched Han Zhengyu fiercely-
"You!" Gu Shengge ......" Seeing Gu Shengge help Zheng Hengzhao raise his fist against himself, Han Zhengyu's face showed a cruel look, "You fucking help him beat me?!......"
"You're the one the I'm beating!-"
"Mr. Zheng! Mr. Zheng, don't fight...... Stop it!This is the school!!"
The assistant, who was a step late because of the aftermath, heard the sound, and ran over to pull the frame in shock, pushing Han Zhengyu away with all his might, and trying to block Zheng Hengzhao, who was still trying to come forward behind him-
"Mr. Zheng! Mr. Zheng, stop it! If you are photographed, you will be in trouble!"
As soon as he ripped away the assistant in front of him, Zheng Hengzhao raised a kick and kicked Han Zhengyu hard, kicking the other party to the ground. Seeing Han Zhengyu clutching his stomach and falling to the ground in pain, Zheng Hengzhao wiped the corners of his mouth that was rubbed, and stopped Gu Shengge who was still trying to step forward behind him.
"Enough. Be careful of hurting your face, Luo Yi is still waiting for you to rehearse. ”
Glancing sharply at Han Zhengyu who was lying on the ground, Zheng Hengzhao squinted his eyes to the frightened assistant behind him,
"Is the car coming?"
"It's on, it's over...... But will he ......?"
"Don't worry about superfluous things-" Zheng Hengzhao glanced at the assistant coldly, and the assistant on the side shrank his neck in silence. Dusting off his body, Zheng Hengzhao turned his head sideways to look at Gu Shengge,
"Let's go, the school matter has been settled. Luo Yi is waiting for you. ”
After calming down his heaving chest, Gu Shengge looked at Zheng Hengzhao with a gloomy face in front of him. His gaze swept over the corners of the man's bruised mouth, and Gu Shengge nodded silently.
When he followed the assistant to the nanny car, Zheng Hengzhao's indifferent and tough voice could be faintly heard behind him-
- "Don't let me see you again, Miscellaneous. ”
Gu Shengge leaned back in his chair and closed his eyes tiredly.
In the darkness, a familiar aura slowly took over his senses. Gu Shengge slowly opened his eyes and looked thoughtfully at Zheng Hengzhao's handsome side face.
Sensing his gaze, the man turned his face sideways with a blank face, and his secretly worried gaze was like a soft net, firmly enveloping him.
"Are you hurt?"
He heard the man's voice tense as he asked.
Gu Shengge was stunned for a second, then suddenly couldn't help it, and laughed slowly.
Capturing the doubt in the man's eyes, the curvature of his lips rose more and more. Until he smiled so much that his eyebrows and eyes were bent, and the corners of his eyes were covered with a layer of transparent water, he looked at the surprised man in front of him, and for a moment, the warmth in his heart seemed to be about to overflow.
There is a large area of softness in the bottom of my heart, spreading like an endless cloud.
The man in front of him, who had bruises at the corners of his mouth, did not ask him about cause and effect after experiencing such a bad plot, nor did he investigate right or wrong.
As soon as he calmed down, the first question that came to his mind was only this one.
Squinting his eyes inexplicably satisfied, Gu Shengge bent his eyes and peeked at Zheng Hengzhao on the side. The usual casual smile on the man's face had long since disappeared, and he was now frowning and looking out the window in contemplation.
Inexplicably wanted to drive away the depression between the man's eyebrows, Gu Shengge paused, suddenly raised the corners of his lips and leaned over, and quickly pinched the corners of Zheng Hengzhao's mouth-
“...... What are you doing?" Seeing Gu Shengge come over with a smile, Zheng Hengzhao's eyes widened in surprise.
"It's not handsome if the left corner of the mouth is injured, I decided to help you-" Yan Ming quickly pinched the corner of Zheng Hengzhao's other side of his lips, Gu Shengge showed an innocent smile, "Make the right side symmetrical!"
"Shhhh Gu Shengge, let go of me......"
"If you laugh, I'll be relieved—"
“...... You pinch me, I'm swollen, laughing?!......"
"If you don't laugh, I won't let go........."