Chapter 62: Quarrel
Chen Jinyan knew that she was angry, so he didn't refute, just stretched out his hand to touch Lin Yue's face, and was frightened by the coldness on her face, he asked a little angrily: "Why is your face so cold, what are you doing when you go out?"
Lin Yue ignored it, she gave Chen Jinyan a chance to explain, but it was obvious that Chen Jinyan didn't even want to explain, so what else was there to say.
Chen Jinyan let go of Lin Yue, went to the wall and turned on the light in the house, Lin Yue was free, and immediately walked into the room, Chen Jinyan followed her and turned on the light in the room.
Lin Yue turned to look at Chen Jinyan, "You go, I'm going to rest." β
Chen Jinyan saw that her face was a little pale, walked to her side, touched her forehead, and was let go by Lin Yue, Chen Jinyan's face was not good-looking, he looked at Lin Yue and said, "Lin Yue, don't mess with me, okay, you are sick now, go to the hospital." β
Lin Yue was very impatient, she really didn't want to pay attention to this self-righteous man at all now.
She looked at Chen Jinyan, and suddenly softened her tone and said: "Chen Jinyan, can you let me go?" I beg you to let me go, I'm just an ordinary girl, I can't adapt to your kind of upper-class emotional rules, while we are both not too deep, let's get together and disperse, okay?"
Chen Jinyan had obvious anger on his face, he suddenly sneered, pinched Lin Yue's chin and raised it, and said, "Do you think you can walk away so easily if you provoke me?" Heh, are you too naΓ―ve?"
Lin Yue looked at him, pain crossed her eyes, and said, "Why, you obviously don't love me, why are you pestering me like this, can't you let me go?"
Chen Jinyan smiled indifferently, "Let you go, then who will let me go?" Lin Yue, if you provoke me, you are not allowed to leave, I hope you can understand this truth. β
Lin Yue waved Chen Jinyan's hand, looked at him in disbelief, and said, "Chen Jinyan, who provoked whom? Okay, even if I provoked you, but there was no news after you went to Beijing, what did you think of me? Do you treat me as a girlfriend? Or am I just your plaything, so you don't need to think about my feelings at all, you can do whatever you want, leave when you want, and when I come back, I have to wait in place and smile at you, right?"
Chen Jinyan was silent, a complicated look flashed in his eyes, there was entanglement and pain, but it was only for a moment.
Seeing that he didn't explain, Lin Yue's heart suddenly cooled, she smiled sadly at Chen Jinyan, tears flashed in her eyes, "I know, it's me who is too delusional and doesn't see the status quo clearly, should I be obedient and ignore it?"
Lin Yue couldn't hold back the tears in her eyes, she bit her lip and continued: "But I can't do it, I can't do this, so please let me go." β
Chen Jinyan suddenly stepped forward, Lin Yue was caught off guard and was pulled into his arms, and the kiss fell like a storm, Lin Yue's eyes widened, a little incredulous, she reacted and began to struggle.
Chen Jinyan pressed her in her arms, and she could only push Chen Jinyan hard with her hands, and if she couldn't push, she could only beat him, but her fist was like an itch to Chen Jinyan, and she was completely ignored.
Lin Yue's tears that he had endured for a long time finally fell, Chen Jinyan tasted bitterness in his mouth, knowing that it was Lin Yue's tears, his kissing action eased down, and even gently kissed away the tears on Lin Yue's face, from his eyes to his cheeks, he didn't let go of anything.
Lin Yue's tears flowed more, was she too easily bewitched, why did Chen Jinyan's kiss make her feel loved?
Chen Jinyan saw Lin Yue's tears flowing more and more fiercely, moved away from Lin Yue's face, looking at the tear-stained face in front of him, he suddenly felt a little distressed, he took Lin Yue into his arms and gently coaxed, "Okay, Xiaoyue, don't cry, it's me who is not good, I shouldn't be like this, don't cry." β
Finally able to hear his apology, Lin Yue felt that the depression in her heart had dissipated a lot, but this was not enough for her to forgive Chen Jinyan, it can be said that this time his behavior once again made her retract into her shell, and she began to reflect on this relationship, whether it should start.
After a long time, Lin Yue's mood stabilized, she raised her wet eyes and looked at Chen Jinyan, and said very seriously: "Chen Jinyan, I'm tired, let's calm down for a while, okay?"
Chen Jinyan sat beside her, his face immediately turned cold, and he looked at her with a frown, "What do you mean?"
Lin Yue looked directly into his eyes, and finally smiled self-deprecatingly, "I believe you understand what I mean, I told you, what I want is love, if you can't give it, don't pester me anymore, maybe you don't know, the love I want is equal, it's honest with each other, you left for a month, you didn't answer the phone, you didn't give me any messages, I know, maybe in your heart, I'm just a dispensable person, not even a girlfriend, in that case, why waste time? It's better to disperse early and be okay." β
"How are you doing?" Chen Jinyan sneered, with a cold expression on his face, "Lin Yue, how long have you been thinking about these words?
Lin Yue didn't speak, Chen Jinyan's face was impatient, he reached out and lifted her chin, the anger in his heart suddenly dissipated when he saw her hurt expression, he sighed a little helplessly, "Xiao Yue, don't you want to be like this, okay? If you are unhappy, you can beat me and scold me, how can I make you angry?"
Lin Yue was a little helpless, "I'm not angry, why can't you understand? We are really not suitable, you should think about it, what kind of feelings you have for me, I think we should calm down for a while and think about it." β
"Do you have to do this? Just because I haven't contacted you for a month since I went back, you're going to hide back in your shell?" Chen Jinyan's patience at this time had run out, and his tone of voice was also impatient.
Lin Yue's heart was even colder, she sneered and said: "For you, a month of missing contact seems to be nothing, but last year I went to Lushan with them to play, but the mobile phone had no signal for a few days, you are so angry, your double standard really makes me gain knowledge." β
Chen Jinyan was stunned when he heard this, he didn't even notice when Lin Yue had become so sharp-tongued.
He thought for a long time and couldn't find the words to fight back, the two were silent for a long time, and finally Chen Jinyan was defeated, "Lin Yue, I was wrong, what do you say you want me to do to forgive me?"
"You tell me, why did you disappear for a month, why didn't you answer the phone, why didn't you look for me?" Lin Yue asked three whys in a row, but Chen Jinyan didn't know how to answer.
Seeing that he was silent, Lin Yue's heart, which was still hopeful, gradually cooled down again, "If you can't answer, then leave, let's calm down for a while and then talk." β
Chen Jinyan saw her resolute attitude, knowing that he didn't say anything more, and Lin Yue's question, he didn't seem to be able to answer, and finally he could only stand up, told her to have a good rest, and left.
Lin Yue heard the door "snap" shut, her heart seemed to be closed, and the tears in her eyes couldn't help but fall, she never knew that feelings could hurt people like this, when she was with Ou Haiyang, she was always happy, except for the desperate ending, she had never been tortured by feelings, but she and Chen Jinyan had only been together for a few days, which made her so tormented, it seemed that it was time for her to make a decision.
Lin Yue stood up and went to the bathroom with a change of clothes, the hot water washed down, making her whole body warm, she thought about her mind while taking a bath, and actually used the shower gel as shampoo, and after washing for a long time, she found that there was no foam, which was also discovered.
She sighed, rinsed it and pressed the shampoo to wash her hair again, took a shower and dried her hair, her head hurt a little, knowing that she had a cold, she took a cup of cold powder and drank it while it was hot, and then lay down on the bed and fell asleep.
She slept so sleepingly that she wanted to get up several times but didn't get up, her mind was dazed and she thought she should be late, but her body couldn't get up.
The mobile phone rang in the living room for a long time, and finally calmed down, Lin Yue's face was flushed, her forehead was full of sweat, and her brows were frowning because of discomfort.
Chen Jinyan kept calling Lin Yue's phone until the last one came from the other side, "The phone you dialed has been turned off", and he didn't give up.
At this time, it was already noon, and he was a little worried, so after thinking for a long time, he grabbed the car keys on the table and hurriedly walked out.
As soon as he opened the door, he ran into Xu Jianing, his right hand was raised and he was about to knock on the door, but he didn't expect the door to open, "Mr. Chen, the meeting at two o'clock this afternoon has been arranged, and this is the meeting material......"
"The meeting is postponed until tomorrow!" Chen Jinyan interrupted him and left in a hurry, Xu Jianing looked at his hurried figure and was stunned, before he sighed, shook his head and walked away.
Chen Jinyan drove to Lin Yue's downstairs, ran in quickly, stopped at the door of her house, rang the doorbell for a long time, and finally had no choice, took out the spare key he left before and opened the door.
The room was quiet, he glanced at the coffee table, and sure enough, he saw the mobile phone on it, and then he pushed open the door and walked in, and saw Lin Yue with a flushed face.
Chen Jinyan's face was flustered, he hurriedly walked over, touched her sweaty forehead, and was frightened by the heat on it, he immediately took out his mobile phone and dialed Leng Shaohua.
"Shao Hua, you came to Lin Yue's house, she had a high fever. β
Leng Shaohua had just eaten lunch when he received Chen Jinyan's endless phone call, and he was stunned for a long time before he reacted, and the phone had already hung up at this time.
"This kid, when did you come back?" But he could hear Chen Jin's tone of fluster, he didn't ask much, went back to the office with the medicine box, prepared all kinds of fever-reducing medicines and potions, and went out.
Chen Jinyan took a basin of water, wiped the sweat on Lin Yue's face with a cold towel, and then put the towel in the cold water to scrub it, folded it into a long strip and put it on her forehead to cool down.
Looking at her weak appearance, he couldn't help sighing, reached out and pinched the corner of his forehead, Lin Yue's hand outside was dyed red, he grabbed the hot hand, and his heart was worried.
Her hands had always been cold, and it was so hot at this time, which showed how badly she burned this time.
Leng Shaohua came soon, and after Chen Jinyan opened the door for him, he shook his head helplessly, "It seems that I really have a relationship with Lin Yue's family, and I have been here three times." β