Chapter 154: Unhappy Breakup
Chen Jinyan sat on the boss's chair and turned around, he was really in a good mood at the moment, anyway, they were a big step forward, but they were still a little worried, and they didn't know what Lin Yue's reaction would be when she woke up?
With his understanding of Lin Yue, she would definitely not change her attitude towards herself because the two had a relationship yesterday, and he was even more afraid that she would be angry because of it.
But anyway, yesterday's night of passion finally released his desire that he had held back for several years, and his mood was naturally good, and more importantly, through Lin Yue's jerkiness last night, he also determined that she must have never had another man like himself in the past few years, which made him very happy.
Lin Yue was in a trance all day, and she didn't know what she was thinking, she often called her a few times before she came back to her senses, and after eating, she took a nap with Dudu, but she couldn't sleep after coaxing him to sleep.
In fact, she was very tired and sleepy at this time, but she didn't feel sleepy, she was struggling with how to get along with Chen Jinyan, obviously they shouldn't have anything, but it happened last night, and she wouldn't accuse Chen Jinyan of taking advantage of others, after all, she still had some vague memories, and she was not reluctant at that time, adult men and women, you love me, there is nothing to say.
But the key is that their current relationship is complicated and special, and now it is very embarrassing, and she really doesn't know how to face him.
But the more they wanted to escape, the more they wanted to escape, at 6 o'clock, Chen Jinyan came again, Lin Yue had a headache, but Lin Xiaowan was very happy, because they had already eaten dinner, and she could only cook a bowl of hand-rolled noodles for Chen Jinyan.
"I would like to say, the next time you come to eat, you must tell us in advance, otherwise you will not be prepared, you can only make some noodles today. Lin Xiaowan put down a big bowl of noodles and chattered a few words on the side.
Chen Jinyan unbuttoned the cuffs and rolled them to his wrist, pulled the bowl in front of him, sniffed it closely, and said with a smile: "Mom, I've been thinking about your noodles for a long time, and finally ate them, well, it's so fragrant!" After speaking, he picked up the chopsticks and took a big bite.
Lin Xiaowan's heart was overjoyed when she was said, and said with a smile: "If you like it, eat more, it's not enough for your mother to do it." ”
Chen Jinyan drank the noodle soup before putting down the bowl, "I'm full!" he looked at Lin Xiaowan on the side and said, she was relieved, packed up the dishes and chopsticks and went to the kitchen.
Lin Yue sat on the sofa and watched cartoons with Dudu, and she didn't speak during this period, but her heart was far from being as calm as she showed on her face, and her heart was a little chaotic.
Chen Jinyan stood up and looked at the mother and son on the sofa not far away, he smiled and walked over, sat directly beside Lin Yue, and put his long arms on the sofa, looking like he was holding Lin Yue.
Lin Yue was very uncomfortable from the moment he sat down, she turned her head to look at him, her brows furrowed, "What are you doing?" She didn't dare to make too loud noises, for fear of attracting the attention of Dudu or her mother, so she only spoke in a voice that the two of them could hear.
Chen Jinyan was very satisfied with the current distance between the two, looking at the beautiful woman who was close at hand, he could even smell the faint body fragrance on her body, even if she frowned, her expression was even a little stinky, but it made him a little distracted, and he didn't even hear the question.
Lin Yue saw that he didn't speak, and kept looking at herself, she was a little annoyed, and she didn't want to talk nonsense with him anymore, so she suddenly stood up and left.
Dudu turned his head and was a little anxious when he saw his mother leaving, "Dad, why did Mom leave?"
Chen Jinyan touched his head and said with a smile: "Mom has something, you watch TV here, grandma will come to accompany you in a while, I'll accompany your mother, okay?"
Dudu nodded, Chen Jinyan stood up and walked towards Lin Yue's room, knocked on the door, there was no response inside, he waited for a while and then opened the door directly and entered.
Lin Yue sat on the bed, Chen Jinyan walked over and sat down, but it was not as close as it was outside just now, he knew that it couldn't be too much, it would be bad to be in a hurry.
Lin Yue was silent for a while and spoke, "Don't take last night's incident to heart, just because we all drank too much and had sex after drinking." ”
Chen Jinyan actually knew that she would be like this, but when he really heard it, he couldn't suppress the anger in his heart, and he came to her side and pressed her to the head of the bed.
"I didn't expect you to be so open after a few years in France, drunk and promiscuous? Don't take it to heart? What if I take it to heart?"
His face was only a few centimeters away from Lin Yue, she could feel the breath spraying on her face, she was a little nervous, and her hands were on Chen Jinyan's body, "You get up, don't be like this, you have something to say." ”
"I like to say this, Lin Yue, you seduced me first last night, although it was drunk and disorderly, but I don't want to just forget it, I want you to be responsible. ”
Lin Yue listened in disbelief as he said these nonsensical words seriously, and finally laughed angrily, "Chen Jinyan, you are really beating up, this kind of thing is obviously a man taking advantage, you still want me to be responsible?"
Lin Yue struggled hard, pushed Chen Jinyan away, and looked at him with a straight face, "I don't joke with you, what I just said is my thoughts, you also know what the situation is between us, so this kind of thing should try not to happen again in the future, we don't enter the water and don't violate the river, just spend our childhood in peace." ”
"And then?" Chen Jinyan suddenly asked, Lin Yue looked at him with some doubts, and he continued: "What about when Dudu grows up?
Lin Yue was stunned, to be honest, she never thought about the future, she didn't think about it so far, she just wanted to accompany the child well and accompany him to grow up slowly.
Chen Jinyan saw that she didn't speak, thinking that she had acquiesced, and for a while, her blood surged, but she was sad, and the good mood of the day disappeared at this moment.
His pale blue eyes were covered with a layer of injured mist, which made Lin Yue's heart shrink, "Lin Yue, I love you, that's why I've waited for you for so long, if you want to fake remarriage, I will accompany you to do it, but I never thought that we would always get along with each other in such a relationship, what I want is that you have always understood, I want a real wife and lover, not like now, if you want to leave me one day, then I advise you to die as soon as possible, I can't let you go!"
Lin Yue had been sitting in the room, hearing what Chen Jinyan had said to her mother outside, and finally left, she began to feel uncomfortable for some reason, she leaned back on the bed a little dejectedly, and began to think deeply about what he had just said.
She suddenly realized that she had never thought about it, she hadn't thought about what she would do when she was older?
It's not that she doesn't exist if she doesn't think about it, these are things she has to face, but she never thinks about it.
Could it be that deep down in her heart, she never thought about leaving? Why is that? because she can't let go?
Thinking of this, Lin Yue sat up suddenly, she shook her head vigorously, no, no, Lin Yue, you can't forget, you can't forget his deception and hurt you, even if he really loves you, he can never forgive!
Lin Yue kept reminding herself in her heart that at that moment, she was even afraid, afraid that she would be moved by Chen Jinyan little by little, just like back then.
When she finally calmed down, she walked out of the room, Dudu was sitting with Lin Xiaowan, he was a little absent-minded, he wanted to find his mother, but he had to hold back, his little brows were furrowed, and at this glance, he was able to get rid of a miniature version of Chen Jinyan.
Lin Yue walked over, his eyes immediately lit up, he kicked his little short legs off the sofa, ran to Lin Yue's side, and grabbed her hand very skillfully, "Mom, you finally came out, it's time to take a bath for me." ”
Lin Yue saw that it was already more than 8 o'clock, and she really wanted to bathe him at this time of day, and she had to sigh that the child was smart and clever, and he had such an accurate grasp of time.
"I'm sorry, Mom forgot, I'll give you a bath right away, okay?"
She went to the room to get a change of clothes for Dudu, while Lin Xiaowan went to the bathroom to put water, and the mother and daughter bathed Dudu in the bathroom together.
Dudu looked at his grandmother, and was a little embarrassed, except for last night, this was the second time his fat grandmother took a bath, Lin Yue saw it, and was a little funny, "Don't be shy, grandma is your relative, it's normal to bathe you." ”
"But didn't my mother tell me that I couldn't just let other girls look at my body, and I couldn't let people touch it. ”
Lin Yue touched his little face, glad that he actually remembered his instructions, "Dudu is so smart, I remember my mother's words, but what my mother said about other girls does not include my mother, grandma and grandmother, except for us, no one else can do it." ”
Dudu nodded, "I remember, grandma can see it." ”
Lin Xiaowan is so rare, "Oh, Dudu is really smart, it's amazing when he grows up in the future, he must be better than your parents." ”
Dudu likes to play in the water, playing happily in the bathtub, it has been half an hour after taking a bath, Lin Yue wrapped him in a bath towel and entered the room, changed him into clean pajamas, took out the storybook again, and started the story time every night.
Watching Dudu gradually close her eyes, Lin Yue's voice stopped, she lowered her head and gently imprinted a kiss on his face, this moment every night is the happiest moment for her, being able to watch her child fall asleep with a smile is something she couldn't think of a few months ago, so she cherishes it extraordinarily.
Lin Yue turned off the lights and left the room, Lin Xiaowan was watching TV, but her voice was turned to the lowest, she whispered to Lin Yue, "Sleep?"
Lin Yue nodded, sat down beside her, seemed to be a little tired, and rested her head on her shoulder.
"I see that my face was not very good when I came out just now, and you two quarreled?"
Although Chen Jinyan tried his best to cover it up and had a good attitude towards her, she still saw that she was fine yesterday, but she quarreled again today, how could she rest assured?
Lin Yue didn't expect her mother to be so sharp, and she was a little helpless, "It's nothing, it's just a little thing, he has a big temper." ”
Lin Xiaowan slapped her, "Don't talk nonsense, I can see it clearly, I have always been cautious about you, it is impossible to provoke you, it must be something you said again." ”
"Mom, are you my own mother, why are you always looking at others?" Lin Yue said with some dissatisfaction.