CHAPTER XXXII

"I'll sleep on it for a while. ”

"You should also rest, it will be very troublesome not to join the group, and it is very important to ensure that you have enough energy. ”

"Okay, Jiajia, I'll sleep under you. ”

“......”

"No! That's a problematic statement. ”

"So please add bunk beds, good afternoon. ”

"Good afternoon. ”

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In an eerie room, there are all kinds of abstract paintings and three-dimensional paintings, such as the fragmented "Geer ......", the abstract "Stars and Moon ......", the sad "Sun ......" and so on.

Black curtains, black walls, black ceilings, only the dim light emitted a yellow glow, like a cold scorching scrap.

No, there was an almost transparent white underfoot, as white as if it were a bottomless pit.

The boy sat on the edge of his bed and watched a black-and-white television showing a documentary about animal hunting.

A pack of hungry wolves are wrestling with a tigress.

The tigress who is about to give birth has several hungry wolves, but the wolves have already cut open the tigress's belly, and the blood-red fast-forming young beasts can be vaguely seen, but due to the loss of the greenhouse environment, this blood-red meat is rapidly losing its vitality, and together with the tigress, they will be devoured.

The tigress's dying throes directly bit off the head of the wolf, and the wolves rushed up to the wolf in a wail, biting off all the vulnerable parts.

At this point, the wolves were victorious, and they did not go hungry for a long time due to the death of most of their members and the corpses that littered the ground.

The wolves howled on a full moon night, and I don't know what they were saying, and the picture froze here, and the television was turned off.

Gu Yuan looked at the floor with slightly squinted eyes, his teeth clenched, and his facial expression seemed to be chuckling from afar, and it was mocking when he looked closely, but if he took it and showed it to a medical scientist or psychologist for analysis, he could come up with the same answer, this is not a laugh.

In this way, Gu Yuan was gloomy alone.

There is no despair or hope in his eyes, there is no joy or sorrow, not even the slightest trace of humanity, like an animal frozen in ice.

There are only two kinds of things that do not have desires, either God or "nothing".

God is an abstraction without desire in the idea, but "nothingness" is real, a kind of nothingness that should not exist but is so real.

God can bring happiness to people, demons can satisfy people's desires and eat your spirit, and ghosts are unbroken souls looking for themselves.

"Nothing" can give the world only nothingness.

So, it's something that doesn't even exist, and so, it's something that shouldn't exist.

[...... Rinse...... , the reason for the existence of a long time ago, you have not told me. ]

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Gang Zhiliang followed his father on National Day, and his father was an excellent civil servant who carefully taught his children in practice.

He conscientiously studied knowledge and experience, and established firm beliefs and ideals.

"You should have your own ideas, you should have your own path. ”

"I am willing to give everything for the noblest cause of mankind. ”

"It is indeed a glorious path, but when you choose to follow this path, you are no longer an individual, and you should give most of yourself to the greatest number of people. ”

"I hope you can do it, otherwise, I think you should take a more liberal path. ”

"Father, are you tired, do you regret it?"

My father stood in the middle of the mountains and fields, looking into the distance.

"Working under everyone's expectations, you won't feel tired, you will only feel responsible, like you said, since you have dedicated your youth to the noblest cause, what else would you want?"

"In that case......

"Still, forget it, you'll understand later. ”

Oka stopped talking in the face of his father's desires, and still don't quite understand.

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Kong Xiaoyu, run. ”

"Good. ”

Kong Xiaoyu constantly shoots around the basketball court under the guidance of his coach.

"Take a break, everyone. ”

"Kong, the basketball game in your class feels so strong, it's all basketball teams. ”

"Haha, it seems to be. ”

"But your class is not bad, and there are a few basketball teams, don't you?"

"But I guess it's still a little better in your class, by the way, where are you going to play after training?"

"Yes, you can do anything, but you don't have much time after training. ”

"Light rain, your water. ”

"Thank you. ”

"Alas~"

Lei Kai sat down and let out a long sigh.

"What's the matter, Lei Kai. ”

"Lately, I've always felt like I'm not suitable for basketball, because my talent is too poor. ”

"Why, you're not the weakest one. ”

"But it's still too far behind the two of you. ”

"So work hard, Lei Kai. ”

"Alas~ It is said that it is difficult to find a job if the art and sports students are not particularly good. ”

"This kind of thing will be considered later. ”

"If you are unemployed after graduation, your family can't afford it, after all, it's not as rich as Xiaoyu's family. ”

"Hmm~ Since we're halfway there, let's keep going. ”

"Alas~ that's the only way to go. ”

Kong Xiaoyu patted Lei Jin's back and said comfortingly.

"Be happy. ”

"Phew~Whew~ Okay. ”

"By the way, you two, do you want to go to the theater to see the latest movie. ”

"Yes. ”

"No problem. ”

"Then I booked my ticket. ”

"Okay, I'll give you cash. Lei Kai, I'll pay for you. ”

"No, I'm sorry. ”

"What's embarrassing, aren't we friends?"

"Well, thank you. ”

"Let's go to the aquarium after watching the movie. ”

"Really?"

"Of course, Lei Kai, don't you like animals the most. ”

"I still prefer cute animals. ”

"Hahahaha. ”

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Li Lishu's National Day routine

Wake up at 7:00, clean up at 7:25, start making breakfast at 7:30, call the family to eat at 8:00, sweep the floor at 8:30, mop the floor at 8:45, wipe the tiles at 9:00, water the flowers at 9:30, feed the goldfish at 9:45, and tidy up the house at 10:00. 10:30 buy lunch ingredients, 11:00 make lunch, 12:00 set a hearty lunch, 12:45 wash dishes and chopsticks, 13:00 clean the kitchen, 13:30-14:30 lunch break, 15:00-17:00 do homework, 17:00 prepare dinner, 18:00 sit and look at the finished products of the day at home and smile for a while and then call everyone to eat, 19:00 wash dishes and chopsticks, clean the kitchen, take out the garbage, 19:30 watch TV, 22:00 play with mobile phones, 23:00 good night.

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"Rishu, don't you go outside to play on National Day?"

"It's comfortable to stay at home, no, it's the most reassuring. ”

"You can't always stay at home, it's good to go out and walk more, don't learn from me, it's also a disaster now. ”

"Mom is overworked, I'll do this kind of thing. ”

Li Lishu snatched the kettle from her mother's hand, and her mother smiled helplessly and said.

"I don't know when you started to run out of jobs, which made me feel unemployed. ”

"Mom just rested. ”

"I, a housewife, don't go to work, and I don't have housework to do, so I lie in bed and watch TV all day. ”

"Yes, I'll go out for a walk with your mother. ”

"Do you want to go out? It seems like I haven't been out for a long time, and I don't even have to buy my own food lately. ”

"Let's go, Mom, it's a short trip. ”

Li Lishu held her mother's hand and snuggled out.

The world is so prosperous, the two are like flowers in a greenhouse, and they have not been exposed to a variety of environments. Because of freshness, I am full of curiosity about the world, and because of fear, it is difficult to leave the place where I want to exist.

"It feels like I've walked into the middle of the city. ”

"There are a lot of people around, and it's so noisy. ”

"Sure enough, there was a little dizziness in a crowded place. ”

"I'm a little bit too. ”

"It's really a mother and daughter. ”

"Haha. ”

"Let's go to the park. ”