The next day, Ji Jun still didn't go to class, and he was alone in the art classroom when he arrived at school in the morning.

In the studio, colorful drawing boards lay haphazardly on the dirty floor, and pencil heads were stacked on the corner as high as a folding chair. The easels are neatly arranged, but they are also in tatters.

The paint in the box was moldy, and the brushes were still standing in the muddy water. Ji Jun sat on his chair, feeling slightly uneasy, and suddenly, when he raised his head, he found that Innocent was watching him on the wall. After exchanging glances with Innocent, the uneasiness slowly disappeared, as the mischievous student drew a small spiral nose and six cat mustaches for our solemn pope with paint outside the frame, showing a bit of tsundere cuteness.

Ji Jun neatly clamped a piece of drawing paper on the drawing board, intending to draw the heather flower he had just seen on campus, but he couldn't put pen to paper, so he stared at the drawing paper in a daze, and then looked up at the bathing girl on the wall. This seems to be a little lonely on the side of the tsundere Pope Innocent, who is dressed in a ceremonial robe and has a serious expression.

In terms of beauty alone, it is undoubtedly that in this painting, wrapped in a headscarf, sitting on a mattress with her back to reveal her plump buttocks and back, the Lopin Pine Bath Girl full of rou desire is even more desirable to admire. It's not that the hapless Innocent is considered by the students and Ji Jun to be inferior to the Watting Pine Bath Girl in terms of artistic attainment, but that people always have more good feelings about beautiful things.

Although looking at the bath girl's fragrant shoulders and fat tun, it didn't make Ji Jun have the slightest idea of using his pen to complete his work. On the contrary, he was a little discouraged, and he admired more and more those who had the patience to paint a picture or write a novel. Because Ji Jun often only does the beginning, he is tortured by himself and can't feel at ease.

A few months ago, Ji Jun wanted to write a short story, and the main character in the novel used the name Ji Guang. But I just finished the first article and stopped. Because Ji Jun can't have the courage to continue writing anyway. As long as he thought of the misfortune that Ji Guang might suffer in the novel, the pain and loneliness he might endure, Ji Jun couldn't help but feel pain and loneliness together, and felt deeply sorry and uneasy for Ji Guang.

At this time, Gao Yongxing suddenly pushed the door in, holding a book in his hand.

"Skipping school again?" Ji Jun asked.

"No, I was kicked out of class and sleeping. ”

"Can't you sleep in class every day, and you don't plan to take the university entrance exam?"

"Truth be told, I want to be a police officer. Gao Yongxing said.

With a snap, the tip of Ji Jun's sketch 12B pencil broke, and Ji Jun's stomach hurt with laughter: "Are you sure you want to be a policeman?"

"yes, it's ridiculous, someone like me wants to be a police officer. ”

"It's not funny, it's not funny, it's like someone like me wants to be a psychiatrist, and I can now understand why you say that we are the same kind, the same whimsy. ”

"I really plan to go directly to a junior college police academy after graduation. ”

"Okay, anyway, your family is good, you can toss as much as you want. ”

"It's not about my family, I want to be the light, I have what I have to do," Gao Yongxing said with a serious expression.

Ji Jun looked at Gao Yongxing's appearance, not like he was joking, and said, "I wish you a wish come true." ”

"What about you? What about the future? Gao Yongxing asked.

"I don't have a future. Ji Jun said lightly.

"There is no future? How is it possible, time is constantly moving forward, and anyone will have a future. ”

"There is no future for the dead. ”

"What do you mean, you're dying?"

"Yes, I don't have much time, probably on December 31st, I'll die. ”

"That's a sad thing, and I'm sad to lose a good brother like you, so please don't die. Gao Yongxing said seriously.

"I'll try not to die. Ji Jun thought to himself that in fact, the person sitting next to you now is already a dead man, his life span is only until December 31, this is the contract signed with the crow at that time, whether the negative value can be reduced to the safe value at the end of the year Ji Jun will die, if Ji Jun does not die, something more terrible than the appearance of the ember will happen, because Ji Jun is now an existence that violates the laws of nature. In the past, it was just shouting, but now it is truly out of step with the world.

In this life, I will not allow ......

"Hamlet?" asked Ji Jun as he looked at the book Gao Yongxing was holding.

"What?

"Yes. Ji Jun said.

"What kind of story are you talking about?"

"Do you want to hear the long or do you want to hear the short?"

"Just keep it short. Gao Yongxing said.

"The story of a man who avenges his father. Ji Jun said.

"It's pretty short. Gao Yongxing frowned and thought for a moment and said, "You say it's ridiculous, you actually let a person who has never read Hamlet play Hamlet." ”

"Do you star in the school's drama club?" asked Ji Jun.

"Yes, they came to me on their own initiative, and I don't know why. Gao Yongxing said.

"It's just a bunch of people who only shout about survival or destruction. Ji Jun said and put the broken pencil into his pen case.

"Don't draw anymore?" asked Gao Yongxing.

"There is no meaning, whether it is painting or drama, I can't find the meaning of their existence. Ji Jun said dejectedly.

"Art or drama, their existence is meaningful, but whether the people who execute them have the meaning they deserve is a question, and if it is simply muttering about survival or destruction, it is better to go to Uncle Tom's house next door and eat the pizza he makes. Meaning is in human action, not in what actually exists. Gao Yongxing paused when he said this: "So, I'm looking for meaning." ”

"Become a light?" Ji Jun seemed to be a little relieved and took a long breath.

"I have other things to do. Gao Yongxing said.

"It turns out that you are the savior!" Ji Jun said with a bit of ridicule.

"If our world is a novel, then you are the protagonist, you are the savior. Gao Yongxing said seriously.

"Why?"

"Because time goes by forever. ”

Suddenly there was a commotion outside, the sound was getting louder and louder, Ji Jun looked at his watch, it was not long before class, it was not time for class, he and Gao Yongxing looked outside from the classroom window, there were many students downstairs, and there were students at each window who stuck their heads out to find out, just like Ji Jun and Gao Yongxing.

"You jump!" I don't know who pulled his throat below, hearing this, Ji Jun's heart suddenly cooled, and a bad feeling began to grow slowly when he sat on the ground.

"Are you sure Li Cheng is obedient?" Ji Jun raised his head weakly and looked at Gao Yongxing, his voice trembling a little.

"I was going to ask my friends again at noon today, damn, nothing will happen, right?" As soon as Gao Yongxing's voice fell, the school's public group began to frantically swipe the screen, all of which were pictures, Gao Yongxing looked at a few, including Ling Yuanyuan's bill for going to the hospital for abortion, various test sheets, and a blurry bed photo.

"It's over, it's over, it's really wrong......" Gao Yongxing also began to panic when he saw this, "You look at the school group yourself." ”

Ji Jun turned on the phone, looked at a few, and then angrily threw the phone out, holding his forehead with both hands, as if it was himself who collapsed.

"Damn, this scumbag, we shouldn't believe him!" Gao Yongxing kicked over an easel and scolded.

"Where is she?" asked Ji Jun with a painful expression.

"Who knows where I'm hiding now, I'll call a friend and ask them. ”

"I mean Ling Yuanyuan!" Ji Jun roared angrily, and then said weakly, "I'm sorry, I'm too nervous." ”

"What the do you need to ask, it must be on the roof!"

Hearing this, Ji Jun got up from the ground and was about to rush out, but Gao Yongxing pulled him out, "What can you do now? Leave it to the teacher to do! We'll wait here!"

"No one else can do this except me, so I have to do it!" Ji Jun said firmly.

Gao Yongxing looked at Ji Jun's eyes, slowly let go of his hand, and ran with Ji Jun, and the teachers who blocked the way along the way were also all knocked down by Gao Yongxing, and finally climbed onto the rooftop, sure enough, Ling Yuanyuan was standing on the side of the rooftop, the breeze blew away her long hair, and she was swaying in the wind like her body, as if she might fall down at any time.

"Don't come here!" Ling Yuanyuan shouted as if she heard the sound of walking.

"Ling Yuanyuan, don't be nervous, it's me, Ji Jun!" Ji Jun said cautiously standing ten meters away from Ling Yuanyuan.

Hearing this, Ling Yuanyuan turned around and looked at Ji Jun, tears falling like rain.

"Sorry didn't help you...... I'm really, really sorry......" Ji Jun said, and his eyes moistened.

"He called me a bitch...... Call me a...... I can tolerate all this, but why should we insult our children as wild seeds...... Why...... The child is obviously innocent......" Ling Yuanyuan slowly squatted down, wiping her tears while talking to herself, at least in Ji Jun's opinion.

At this time, a teacher suddenly rushed in, Gao Yongxing pressed him to the ground in the back, and then directly closed the door of the rooftop, Ji Jun saw that there were no idle people waiting, and began to say: "But, as long as we know that the child is innocent, isn't it? You will definitely have a second or third child in your life, and they will all be proud to have a mother who loves you so much, but if you die, there will be nothing." ”

"But I can't live anymore, everyone knows about my abortion, even my parents just called me a bitch, I think I can only go to my child now, I go to make amends to him, and then take care of him as much as possible to wash away my sins. ”

"Maybe your child doesn't think so, he wants you to live well, and then give him two younger brothers and sisters, so that you can have a happy and complete life, isn't that good? Think about the future, your husband and your children are sitting at the dining table, waiting for their beautiful mother to serve the delicacies cooked by their own hands, the family is happy, there is no quarrel, no pain, no sorrow, only eternal happiness......" said Ji Jun shed tears: "But I can't!" My mother has died, my sister-in-law doesn't like me, I send people under the fence, and I have to be subjected to a lot of cold violence at school every day, I really envy you, you know?"

"I have nothing to envy, my life is already a mess, I am only seventeen years old, my life is already gray, the person I love has turned his back on me, and the child has left me forever, I'm sorry Ji Jun...... I now know how painful it is to be hurt by someone else...... I'm sorry...... If I had stopped others from bullying you before, maybe I wouldn't have come to this point now, and sure enough, people still have to be kind......"

Ji Jun wiped away his tears and felt that the time was almost up, and began to walk forward slowly: "Ling Yuanyuan listen to me, let's not die, we still have a future, the future will still be very beautiful, you will meet the person you really right......"

At this time, suddenly there was a commotion downstairs, and the students shouted loudly.

"You're jumping! Don't put on a show!"

"She's just a bitch, it's not a pity to die!"

"I usually look at her quietly, but I didn't expect her to be such a person......"

"People can't look good! Rotten! Your bed photos are rotten on the street! It's worse than five yuan a piece of WeChat!"

……

Ling Yuanyuan smiled bitterly and shed tears, took a step back with her right foot, then opened her right hand and motioned for Ji Jun to listen, "Listen, no one wants me to live except for you...... Are humans really that scary?"

"It's not human beings who are scary, it's human nature, do you really think it's you and me who are at fault?"

"Even if it weren't for you and me, there would be no place for me in this world. ”

"No, you still have me, as long as you are willing not to die, I will agree to you any request, Gao Yongxing and I will go to Li Cheng again, we will beat him again, and then sue him, you are still a minor, he will definitely be sentenced! Only if you live will there be hope!" Ji Jun tried all his best to stop Ling Yuanyuan from jumping.

"But I love him, and I don't want him to be hurt...... The world is truly contradictory...... Contradiction......"

Downstairs muttered again: "She's putting on a show, I think she just wants to be an Internet celebrity." ”

"Death, early death and early superbirth, how good, wasting Yuan Longping's grandfather's food!"

"Rotten things deserve to die, lest they go out and harm others. ”

……

In the past, even if Ji Jun was bullied, at most he felt that the world was nothing more than that, and it was good to stay in his own world, and he didn't feel anything. But this time, this time, this is the first time that Ji Jun feels that people who bully, abuse, and look at others coldly are so hateful and damned.

"Shut the fuck up!" Ji Jun scolded loudly, but his voice was too small and was quickly drowned out in the chant of death.

People always stand in a place that has nothing to do with their own merits or merits or right or wrong, and look on coldly to promote the tragedy. For what purpose? just for fun, or maybe someone else did the same and wanted to try it himself? Ji Jun couldn't figure it out, but he only had one thought now, which was to save the girl in front of him and let her not die.

"Haha...... Listen...... Ji Jun...... Haha, you hear no one wants me alive...... Hahaha......" Ling Yuanyuan raised her head and laughed maniacally.

Ling Yuanyuan's laughter stopped abruptly, Ji Jun realized that something was wrong, and rushed forward with an arrow step, but it was too late Ling Yuanyuan had already fallen, Ji Jun was lying on the rooftop, watching the bright red downstairs escape from her torso, his eyes began to gradually darken, his limbs gradually felt weak, he gasped for breath, and kept repeating a sentence in his mind: "Is it me who is wrong?"

"Am I wrong?"

"Am I wrong?"

"Am I wrong?"

"Am I wrong?"

"Am I wrong?"

……

"No! it's the world that's wrong!"

As if he had received an answer, Ji Jun's eyes slowly closed and he fainted.