Chapter 454: The Meaning of Life

Finally, he couldn't stand it anymore, pulled her up, and became excited: "How long are you going to toss yourself? The food is not delicious, and you don't want to say anything, just live like this, if you continue like this, you will die." ”

Su Ange glanced at him and came back to his senses, as if he hadn't heard.

Su Ange. ”

"Are you going to eat? With that, she was leaving.

Yan Jinmo shook off her hand, frowned, adjusted her state, and said softly: "An Ge, everything is over, it's not that important, eat well, go to work obediently, okay?"

She was in a daze, and once again did not speak.

"Can you say a few words to me? Don't be like this?" he felt weak for the first time.

Obviously, this woman is on her body, but... What's wrong with this?

Su Ange. ”

"Yan Jinmo, I don't know, what's wrong with me? I just sat very hard and studied, I couldn't save myself, and suddenly I felt, what is the meaning of life?" she smiled and didn't speak.

"You have a lot of meaning in life, Su Ange, don't you like to design jewelry? He held her little face, distressed.

She lost weight, just a few days, she lost weight.

She smiled, picked up his face, and smiled, "Isn't that what you want to see?"

"What?"

"I said, isn't this what you want to see? Yan Jinmo, you hate me, you hate me, you hate me, torture me, and don't let me die, but you just want to see me life is worse than death, now, you have done it, you should be very happy, right? I finally understand, why, you said that you don't want me to die, but want me to live rather than die? It turns out that people's spirit is gone, and it is the most tormenting person, you are really powerful, you win. She smiled and laughed, and tears fell again.

It's not that she hasn't thought about adjusting her state, and it's not that she hasn't thought about starting today and starting again, but she just can't do it.

There are no words to describe the taste.

What a pain, what a painful realization!

Yan Jinmo looked at her eyes and was also stunned.

Yes, isn't that what he's asking for? Now, it's finally come true, why not be happy?

Isn't it better for Su Ange to live than to die?

Now, she is worse than dead, but he ......

"You won. She collapsed on the bed again.

Frustration hit, he really had no choice, shook his head, and left.

Su Ange closed his eyes, tears rolling through the corners of his eyes.

In the next few days, she was still in this state, no matter what method Yan Jinmo used, she didn't respond, his helplessness, no one understood.

Su Ange really didn't want to go out, but when she thought that she hadn't seen her father for a long time, she still got up and looked at herself in the mirror, she was startled.

So haggard, so thin, so tired, a flower withered like this!

Forget it, so be it.

She walked in the community, looking at the sun, she used to feel so warm, but now, she felt so dazzling.

"Su Ange, Su Ange. Someone seemed to call her, but she ignored it.

"It's really you, I thought I was wrong?" Jing Shao walked up to her side and asked.

She didn't speak, just smiled awkwardly.

Qiao Shao directly took her hand and sat on the bench, his brows furrowed: "Are you okay?"

"I'm fine. ”

"You obviously have something, although I don't see you very often, but, it's also a friend, you're very unhappy, you're very decadent, you need to vent your inner dissatisfaction, I heard, what happened to your engagement banquet, I know, you're not that kind of person, there must be hardships, now, seeing you like this, my guess is true, the hardships are so overwhelming that you can't breathe, right?" Jing Shao patted her shoulder and sighed softly.

It's okay not to mention it, but when I say this, tears fall instantly.

"Actually, don't regret it. ”

"What?" she asked, teary-eyed.

"Since you have decided, don't regret it, if you have a hardship, just press it in the bottom of your heart, if you say, this hardship, can make the other party as you think, it is worth it, there is no perfect choice in life, there are always gains and losses, why regret it?

"I don't know, why do I keep crying? I don't know, what am I wronged? I don't know, the meaning of my life, suddenly I lost confidence, I ......"

"Ahh

Not far away, a pregnant woman was lying on the ground, clutching her stomach in pain.

Jing Shao rushed over quickly, and Su Ange followed closely.

"Don't be nervous, slowly adjust your breathing, Su Ange, call immediately, call an ambulance, and explain the address and the situation of the pregnant woman. Jing Shao looked at her and said.

She nodded, and did as he was told.

"Is it full-term, and what is the fetal position?"

Jing Shao's questions are all so professional, although the pregnant woman endured the pain, she still said it.

"Your situation is a little troublesome, but, please rest assured, the current medical conditions are in a daze, don't scream, otherwise, the child will be deprived of oxygen, your amniotic fluid has flowed, you adjust your breathing, grab my arm, don't be nervous, don't get excited, I won't let you have anything." He said, taking the pregnant woman's hand.

"Su Ange, have you opened up?"

"It's been taken care of. She nodded.

Five minutes later, the ambulance came, and the pregnant woman was pale and lying there in pain.

"No, she can't make it this way, do you have all the equipment?" she asked.

"Excuse me, you're ......"

"I am Dr. Jing, this is my work card, I have the ability to deal with her, and I will let the child be born safely. He said domineeringly.

"Jing, Doctor Jing, is it really you?"

"I don't have so much time to chat, do as I say, Su Ange, pull the pregnant woman and let her breathe evenly. Jing Shao said quickly.

"I, I can't, I ......"

"Her life is in your hands, if you want to give up, you will die twice, have faith and adjust your breathing. His words made her stabilize all of a sudden, and finally obediently obeyed.

To tell the truth, when she heard the child's cry, Su Ange suddenly came back to her senses, the child was born like this, and she will never forget the smiles of everyone in the ambulance.

The pregnant woman took her hand and said with a smile, "Thank you, thank you." ”

Tears fell from her eyes.

When he arrived at the hospital, everything was handed over to the doctor, and when Jing Shao came out again, Su Ange tilted his head like this, looked at him, and did not speak.

"Do you have a lot of doubts about me? You can ask directly. ”