Chapter 149: The Path of the Heart
ββ¦β¦ No, no. Pingliang shook his head, "I thought you were only working as a journalist to investigate your sister, and your real interest was sewing." I thought Kurosawa would let you open a made-to-order clothing store. β
Sister.
The cold murderous aura in Kurama's eyes flashed and everyone present saw it, but in the blink of an eye, it was Kurama's smiling and sunny face that appeared: "It's so strange to be a boy who has been knitting clothes in the room, and I also prefer to venture outside, so that I can find more inspiration to design new clothes." I can't always grow up in the shadow of my sister, right? I need to get out of my own way. β
His firm voice touched all three of the people who were listening.
Kurosawa smiled with satisfaction, and it was only then that he truly believed that Kurama had come out of the shadow of his sister's death.
Hira lowered his eyebrows, thinking about the pet he used to have a pet named "Sister".
Back then, he was too attached to his sister to make a move that seemed to others to be neurotic. It wasn't until the things he experienced gradually increased that he realized how stupid his behavior was to pinning his thoughts, and he learned to face up to the fact that he couldn't stay with his sister forever, and he was trying to accept it, but this acceptance now seems to be just a slow habit, a passive performance.
Kurama Boruto's words were a wake-up call to Hirara.
- He can be more proactive in doing certain things. He was luckier than Kurama, his most cherished person was still there, and he should have worked harder.
And there is another person who has a feeling is Gray Plains Mourning.
She didn't say much after Kurosawa Silver came out, but just let herself be held in Kurosawa Gin's arms. She didn't want to interject, and she thought she couldn't.
Even though Kurosawa sometimes tried his best to eliminate the distance between the two of them, in this case, Ashbara always felt that there was an invisible but real wall between him and Kurosawa.
Kurosawa Silver was there for her, but she felt like he wasn't there.
Kurosawa was talking about topics that had nothing to do with her, talking to people she didn't have to do with anything, and then knocking on decisions that were largely unrelated to her.
When Kurosawa was held in his arms, Gray Yuan stared at Kurosawa's document bag rolled into a cylinder and randomly stuck on his belt.
She really didn't understand why Kurosawa Silver had brought her to such a place.
She was embarrassed. Even the people Kurosawa wanted to introduce her to him, she felt embarrassed. That's something that emails and photos can do, so why come all the way to introduce her face-to-face, introduce them to her, and talk about topics she can't get into at all?
She would rather stay in the lab and study.
The environment in which she grew up determined that she hated getting into trouble, which made her rarely have contact with people she didn't need to associate with and didn't need to know, she had few friends, and there were only a few people who had to see each other every day, and in fact they couldn't be called friends. However, this way of getting along is the safest way in the organization, where it is better not to have too many people to get involved, which is the basic rule of survival.
Escaping from the organization does not mean that all traces of the organization on her body have been successfully washed away, and the way of life in it is something that cannot be easily changed, even with Kurosawa Silver by her side, she lives as wise as she is in the organization.
Or maybe even ......
She can trust Kurosawa as she trusts herself, but when she doesn't even trust herself, how high can her trust in Kurosawa be there? She hates to selectively ignore certain things and only cares about herself who is alive now, and her sister's experience also makes her subconsciously avoid certain things when facing Kurosawa Gin......
It is difficult for people who are accustomed to hiding to summon up the courage to face it, just as people who are used to taking drugs are hard to forget the feeling of excitement when taking drugs.
She was afraid, afraid that she would be bruised when she stood up and faced it.
Kurama said, "I can't always grow up in my sister's shadow, do I? β
Some people have learned to know their mistakes and learn to repent, but others are still obsessed with them.
She has been living in the shadow of her former self.
The organization, the sister, is just a part of her own shadow.
In fact, she could have mustered up courage. Kurosawa Silver is also helping her. He kept saying that he wasn't doing enough, and she was still wondering why a person should be so tirelessly nice to her, she had enjoyed enough material things, but Kurosawa Ginβhe wanted to give her spiritual freedom.
He will give her trust, and he will answer everything about him.
As small as the question of whether he had a girlfriend before in the car not long ago, as big as the question of Akemi Miyano. It's just that there are some things she never tries to try.
This man gave her a lot of opportunities.
He didn't bring her here to be a mere bystander, he told his companion that this was his future wife, and he didn't just want those people to take care of her, he was giving her equal rights.
It's just that she doesn't do it herself.
Because of a terrible habit.
She felt that she just had to wait quietly to do similar research on APTX4869, and she could still do the Shirley who had nothing to do with herself, and live a safe life.
But when she took the initiative to put her arms around Kurosawa's shoulder and kiss him, she should have clearly realized that from now on she was bound to Kurosawa Gin, Kurosawa Silver laughed at himself for being cowardly and incompetent, but she laughed at him for fifty steps and a hundred steps.
No matter how stable she is, she already enjoys the protection given by Kurosawa Gin, and there is no peaceβjust as the rumors of Gin sheltered her, but it also made her a troublesome character like Belmode, and some of them relative. If she continues to be complacent like before, she will waste Kurosawa Gin's kindness and spoil herself.
It's very simple.
But why is it that human beings are sometimes so ignorant that they can only understand the truth without the casual words of others?
Ashbara's long, thick eyelashes drooped, and he silently asked himself in his heart.
A few words stimulated two people and satisfied one person.
It's just that the changes are found quietly, the atmosphere here is still the same, the people here are still the same people, but the thoughts in my heart have changed a little.
"Keep it that way. Kurosawa gave Kurama an encouraging smile, "I'm more than happy to help you build your path." β
"Thanks to the seniors. Kurama also smiled even brighter at Kurosawa Gin, "How much is the salary?"
"One candy a day. β
Kurama: "......"
Hirara: "...... Burst. β
"Be serious. Gray Yuan raised his elbow and hit Kurosawa.
"Just kidding. Kurosawa Silver couldn't help laughing, "The salary of a reporter will be very normal, and if you have extra money, you will definitely be treated indispensably." β
"Cough, senior, don't scare me, I still have to live, and Sister Qingchi is responsible for the living expenses of living here, I'm embarrassed. Kurama touched his nose and looked scared, but then a little skeptical, "The seniors will pay their salaries as usual, right?" I remember you complained to me about your low salary, and I compared my salary as a temporary correspondent, it seems to be three times that of yours. β
Kurosawa Silver: "...... Ahem, that's a net salary that excludes a lot of sundries, I've been on fire lately, and I've made a lot of money. β
"The kind that counts millions an hour?"
The inserted sentence made Kurosawa Gin's smile freeze instantly.
The four of them turned their heads, and saw Kyushu Hanger Lang, who had an OK bandage on his face, sitting on a chair and looking at them, and said with a hippie smile: "Kurosawa, you can't do it, you are also the eldest young master, although I am not favored at home, but I still have a lot of pocket money, and I can buy a house with the money I get every month, aren't you an only child, how can you live better than me?"
Kurosawa twitched the corners of her mouth.
That's because he has no brothers and sisters to rob, how many robberies do you have with Mitsuo Ozaki every month.
"Now, although my lord is alone, I have met a good teacher by playing Times-Times, plus I am very talented, he teaches me to count money and count until my hands cramp every minute, do you want me to let him teach you too?" Kyushu put his arm on the back of the chair and shook the chair, laughing heartily.
The corners of Kurosawa's mouth twitched again.
When you first start playing, even if you have poor talent, Omi can throw money at you and let you win, don't be complacent.
"You pay the wages of the pommel horse. β
Kurosawa Silver decisively shut up, and stuffed everything he had to say back into his stomach.
Kyushu's laughter came to an abrupt end.
He jumped up and looked at the gray plain in Kurosawa Gin's arms in disbelief: "Hey, what did I send it, it was Kurosawa Silver who hired me, why should I make money for nothing to help Kurosawa Silver pay his salary? I might as well set up my own door!"