Chapter 17: The Past Is Like Smoke (2)
That night, after taking a shower, Lin Yue sat in front of the computer and videotaped with Shen Yan, who was sent abroad by her parents after graduating from high school.
At that time, the two girls cried fiercely, Shen Yan was reluctant to go, although Lin Yue was reluctant, she also knew that going abroad was a good way out for her.
Although they are not in the same country, the relationship between the two has not faded at all, and for the past four years, they have been talking to each other every week and sharing their lives.
During these days, Shen Yan was busy with a course design, and Lin Yue was busy looking for an internship, and the two had no video for several months.
Today is Friday, Lin Yue doesn't have to go to work tomorrow, so she waited for a long time, and finally waited for Shen Yan to return home after being busy, and the two of them went on video.
Shen Yan looked at Lin Yue and always felt that something was different, so he said, "Xiaoyue, I found that I haven't seen you for a few months, and you are more beautiful." What's good lately, I feel like you're full of spring breeze. ”
Lin Yue smiled and said, "Didn't I tell you, I found an internship, I've been working for 3 months, and now I'm very adaptable, do you think I can be dissatisfied with the spring breeze?"
Shen Yan pouted: "Hmph, I don't believe it, looking at your appearance, it's clear that there is something else, is there a situation?"
After saying the thief's laughter, Lin Yue was immediately a little embarrassed when she said it, she and Ou Haiyang had just been together for a short time, and she hadn't thought about whether to tell Shen Yan or not, she had planned to wait for it to stabilize before talking.
When Shen Yan saw her appearance, he immediately screamed: "Ah, no, Xiaoyue, I guessed it? Are you really in love?"
Lin Yue was startled by her scream, covered her ears and said, "What is your name, I was scared to death by you, I'm not sure yet, I'll let you see you when you return to China, if they are still together at that time." ”
Shen Yan pouted, a little unhappy: "I'm not happy, Xiaoyue found a boyfriend, I'm so disappointed, I feel like you're going to be snatched away, it's so annoying." ”
Lin Yue couldn't help but smile and said, "How come, I won't be snatched away, the most important person in my heart will always be you." ”
Shen Yan immediately smiled when he heard this: "Really, Xiaoyue, you are so good, the person I love the most is also you!" After speaking, he suddenly stopped, as if he had thought of something, and was a little embarrassed.
Lin Yue was a little surprised when she saw her like this, she had never seen Shen Yan's shy appearance, so she asked, "What's wrong, Xiao Yan, there must be something wrong with you like this, tell me quickly." ”
Shen Yan grabbed his hair and said, "Hey, I don't know how to tell you, it's just that I've always liked a boy." ”
Lin Yue was immediately very interested when she heard this: "Really, did you tell him?"
Shen Yan shook his head: "I haven't said it yet, I'm a little embarrassed, he has returned to China, I'll tell him when I go back, it's useless to say it now, I still have a year to come back." ”
Lin Yue nodded: "I miss you so much, Xiao Yan, you should return to China quickly, you have not been by my side for the past few years, and I feel that life is not interesting." ”
Shen Yan was a little moved, she had known Lin Yue for so long, she knew that she was a more introverted person, and being able to say such things to herself showed that she really cared about her as a friend, and the two of them chatted for a long time, Lin Yue was really sleepy, and finally turned off the video.
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When Lin Yue woke up, what caught her eyes was the white roof, and there was a smell of disinfectant water, she turned her head and saw Ou Haiyang, she was a little confused for a while, and just looked at him blankly.
Ou Haiyang couldn't remember how long it had been since he had seen Lin Yue look at him like this, without any pain or remorse in his eyes, looking at himself like he had met for the first time.
He held Lin Yue's hand, and saw that Lin Yue's lips were a little dry, so he asked, "Xiao Yue, do you want to drink water?"
Lin Yue only remembered at this time that she had seen Ou Haiyang in the fairy outside the city on Friday night, and her last memory was that Ou Haiyang called herself, she moved her lips and asked, "Why am I in the hospital?"
His voice was hoarse and his throat was a little painful, Ou Haiyang immediately picked up the cup on the table and fed her a little water, and then said: "You fainted last night, I sent you to the hospital, the doctor said that you were overtired, and hung some nutrient solution for you." ”
When Ou Haiyang remembered the scene of seeing Lin Yue last night, his heart was still pounding, he recognized Lin Yue at a glance, the girl he had loved for several years, even if she had her back to him, he could recognize it.
At that time, he shouted a few times and saw that Lin Yue did not respond, so he stepped forward to turn her body, only to find that her face was full of tears and her eyes were closed.
Ou Haiyang immediately picked up Lin Yue and rushed out of the private room, sent her to the hospital, and learned that she was just overtired and unconscious, so he was relieved.
Lin Yue didn't speak, she closed her eyes, she was afraid that if she looked at Ou Haiyang again, she couldn't help but cry.
Ou Haiyang was silent for a long time, and finally asked: "Xiaoyue, why did you leave without a sound? Do you know that I am going crazy looking for you? How can you bear to be so cruel to me?"
Lin Yue didn't speak, but tears flowed down the corners of her eyes, Ou Haiyang saw her crying, and immediately felt distressed, hurriedly wiped her tears, and said, "I'm sorry, Xiaoyue, I won't ask, I was wrong, I shouldn't ask these words to make you sad." ”
Lin Yue's tears were even more fierce, she turned her back to Ou Haiyang, and choked up: "You go, forget me, we will never know each other in the future." ”
Ou Haiyang listened to her cruel words, only felt that his heart was like a knife, his eyes were red, and he trembled and said: "Why, why are you so cruel? What is wrong with us, is it wrong for us to love each other? Why do you want to punish other people's faults on me? Xiaoyue, you are so unfair, you know, for me, it's too unfair!"
Lin Yue covered her mouth with her hand to prevent herself from crying, she forcibly held back her crying and said, "Haiyang, can you let me be alone for a while?"
Ou Haiyang didn't speak again, and after a while, he stood up and said, "I'll go out first, you have a good rest, and I'll come to see you later." With that, he pushed the door open and left the room.
Hearing the sound of the door closing, Lin Yue couldn't hold back anymore and started crying, she didn't dare to make a sound, she could only cover her mouth with her hands and cry silently. Ou Haiyang leaned outside the ward, he didn't leave, his face was full of pain, his eyes were red, and he even shed tears.
Lin Yue stayed in the hospital for one night and one morning, she felt that her body was fine, so she insisted on going through the discharge procedures, and Ou Haiyang was always by her side.
Lin Yue felt sad, and when she arrived at the entrance of the hospital, she turned around and said to him, "I'll go back by myself, don't follow me." ”
Ou Haiyang smiled bitterly: "Can't I even send you back?" Lin Yue's heart suddenly softened, looking at his originally handsome face was now very haggard, and his heart was also very unbearable, so he said: "After sending me back, don't look for me again." ”