Chapter 84: Confession
Gao Zhao in the afternoon, after splitting with Fu Xing in the parking lot, he went out with Ruan Jing to play late as usual, and when he saw Li Yao with her again today, he was really angry, and he didn't want to come back to see Fu Xing again, so he deliberately didn't go back until midnight.
Usually Fu Xing is used to turning on all the lights at home, one is that he is afraid of the dark, and the other is to leave them lights, but when they enter the door today, they are greeted by a room of darkness, and the room is scaryly quiet.
"Well, isn't Xiaoxing at home, it's so late. Ruan Jing saw that the lights in the room were not turned on, and asked curiously.
Gao Zhao didn't speak, turned on the lights after entering the house, his eyes swept over the house quickly, and he didn't see Fu Xing's figure, so he walked quickly to her room and opened the door, and there was no one inside.
Gao Zhao's face was indifferent, with a look of disappointment, looking at the empty room, Ruan Jing also came over to take a look, there was no one in the room, and couldn't help but worry: "It's so late, where did she go, Ah Zhao, hurry up and call her to ask, don't anything happen." Although Gao Zhao and Fu Xing seemed to be very unhappy recently, and neither of them spoke much, she understood that he still cared about Fu Xing very much.
"No, she's not coming back. She must have followed Li Yao and would not come back, Gao Zhao turned around and left Fu Xing's room.
"Well, do you know where she went?" asked Ruan Jing after her.
"How I know where she's going, where she likes to go, it's none of my business. Gao Zhao suddenly yelled at her with great excitement.
After yelling, he knew that he had lost his temper, so he quickly took a breath to calm himself down, and said to Ruan Jing apologetically: "Let's sleep, don't worry about her." ”
"Is it really okay, is she going back to her home?" Ruan Jing asked uneasily.
"Yes, she went where she was supposed to be, and she won't bother us again. Gao Zhao's words didn't seem like he was saying to Ruan Jing, he was saying it to himself.
She's gone, it's okay to go, don't look upset.
If he leaves, he can concentrate on living a good life with Ruan Jing, and he doesn't have to think about so many things anymore.
But in the middle of the night, when Ruan Jing fell asleep and heard her steady breathing as usual, Gao Zhao never fell asleep, sat down gently, and walked to Fu Xing's room with light steps as he had done countless times before, and after opening the door, he couldn't see her sleeping inside, or she who threw herself into his arms with red eyes.
Gao Zhao walked in and sat on her bed, the bed was cold, the temperature that no one had ever lived in, but there was still her smell, Gao Zhao lay down in obsession, and seemed to feel that she was by his side.
Didn't you say that you loved him, didn't you say that you wouldn't leave him no matter what?
Why did she leave so easily, that woman was really a fake guy, and she never took her words seriously.
Gao Zhao buried himself deeply in Fu Xing's quilt, imagining that he was holding her, so he relaxed and slowly fell asleep.
In his sleep, he dreamed that when they first met, Fu Xing, who was always stupid and didn't know what was going on, said that he hated her, but his eyes always didn't look at herself, and he fell asleep with a smile on the corner of his mouth.
Sometimes he thinks about how good everything was when he went back to the beginning, and their relationship was not so complicated, just a simple heartbeat.
When it was just dawn, Ruan Jing suddenly woke up, turned around and touched it, and found that Gao Zhao was not sleeping next to him, thinking that he was going to the toilet, he got up and went out to see, the door in the toilet was open and no one was there, and he didn't see anyone in the living room, so he wouldn't have gone out so early.
Finally walked to Fu Xing's room, the door was lightly closed, not closed, Ruan Jing walked over, gently pushed the door open, but saw him holding Fu Xing's quilt and sleeping on her bed.
Ruan Jing covered his mouth with his hand to prevent himself from screaming, he said that it didn't matter, he just left, but he came to her room to sleep at night, is this kind of relationship between brother and sister should be?
Ruan Jing didn't wake him up, she went back to the room and pretended to be asleep, and after a while, she heard the sound of Gao Zhao returning to the room with light steps, and when she came back, she lay down next to her again, pretending to be still asleep.
Two people who were pretending to be asleep, sleeping in the same bed, back to back, each with a concern.
The next day, Gao Zhao was still like a lost soul, and when he returned home, he subconsciously went to find Fu Xing's figure, and after looking at the room and seeing no one, he went back to his room to sleep with a disappointed face, Ruan Jing would still find that he would run over in the middle of the night and sleep in Fu Xing's room.
Today, she will no longer be counted as acting with him.
Ruan Jing stood at the door of Fu Xing's room, looked at the man who was in her room, holding her quilt, and sleeping with a smile on his face, and said, "If you miss her so much, go find her." ”
Hearing Ruan Jing's voice, Gao Zhao jumped up from the bed, and saw Ruan Jing standing at the door looking at him, and didn't know how to react for a while.
"You, why are you here?" didn't you fall asleep?
"I should ask you, why are you here? Is this also one of the scenes in your cousin's big drama?" Ruan Jing asked with a sarcastic smile as she looked at him.
"My dear, no, I'm just~" Gao Zhao looked at her speechless for a while, and her face was so anxious that her face turned up, and she didn't know what to say to make Ruan Jing believe.
"Or do you want to tell me you're sleepwalking. Ruan Jing didn't see any change in emotion on her face.
But Gao Zhao was so flustered that he couldn't do it, it seemed that the lie couldn't be continued, and he didn't dare to look at Ruan Jing's inquiring eyes when he looked down, and the two fell into silence.
"Explain, aren't you quite good at explaining, I'm listening, listening very calmly. Ruan Jing stood at the door and looked at it, and when he saw that he didn't speak, she went out to remind him again.
"Fu Xing and I are not cousins. Gao Zhao said in a low voice.
"Oh, aren't you going to continue this play with my cousin? I think you're doing a pretty good job. Although Ruan Jing had been suspicious, when she heard Gao Zhao say this, her heart was simply angry, and there was still no angry expression on her face, but her voice had risen several degrees higher than just now.
She has been deceived for so long, it is impossible for anyone not to be angry, she has always really cared about Fu Xing as a family, but she didn't expect that she was just another woman who was blatantly raised at home.
"Jing, I'm sorry, I really didn't mean to lie to you, Fu Xing can't go home if there is something, but he lives with me temporarily, and he doesn't dare to let you know, so he didn't tell you, I and her, really have it. Gao Zhao was still struggling with death, hoping that Ruan Jing could believe him again, and when it came to the rest of the story, he himself was not confident enough, and Ruan Jing couldn't believe it at all.
"Nothing, nothing will sleep in the room in the middle of the night every day, even if she is not here, she will run over and sleep with someone's quilt, Gao Zhao, do you take me for a fool, or as a blind person." Ruan Jing said, tears could no longer hold back her eyes, she stubbornly wiped and wiped with her hands, not wanting to show such a weak side of herself in front of him.
Gao Zhao was speechless when she asked, he didn't know what was wrong with him, Fu Xing left as soon as he left, but he couldn't help but come here to sleep for a while.
Gao Zhao's silence broke Ruan Jing's heart, is he not even willing to give her an explanation now?
"You say, you say you're sleepwalking, you don't have any consciousness and you just sleepwalk. Ruan Jing couldn't control the tears that kept coming out at this time.
"Jing, I'm sorry, I don't want to lie to you anymore, but, you believe me, I won't be like this in the future, I threw away all her things, okay, you give me another chance. Gao Zhao went up and wanted to hug Ruan Jing and beg her for forgiveness, but she dodged it.
"Things can be thrown, but what about your heart, can you also throw them?" said that he didn't have a rune star in his heart, and no one believed it.
Ruan Jing's words Gao Zhao was stunned, looked at her with a somewhat flustered expression, and said after a long time: "She has already left and will not come back, there is no her here and here." Pointing to the room, he pointed to his heart, and said firmly to Ruan Jing.
"Don't deceive yourself anymore, Gao Zhao, let's separate for a while, when you are sure of your heart, we will talk again, I will go first. Ruan Jing is a very rational woman, when she encountered such a thing, she didn't go crazy, didn't cry, and even proposed to let both of them calm down.
"Does that mean you're going to break up?" Gao said with difficulty as he looked at his hand that she had shaken off.
"I'll go back first, you have made sure of your heart, make sure that you don't have her in your heart, and then come to me. Ruan Jing said and left without looking back.
Gao Zhao didn't chase her out, didn't hold her and beg her not to go, just sat there quietly, heard the sound of the door closing, and lay back on the bed in frustration, and finally he was the only one in the house.
She said that she wanted him to confirm that he didn't have Fu Xing in his heart, but now his mind was full of Fu Xing, and he didn't dare to lie to Ruan Jing anymore, knowing that he couldn't deceive her if he said it.
Gao Zhao didn't go to work today, just lying on Fu Xing's bed like a dead body, motionless, and didn't eat, as if time stood still for him.
Fu Xing is gone, Ruan Jing is gone, he feels very happy every day in the originally lively home, but he lives here alone, Fu Xing's things are still there, but he will not come back.
I am really cheap, I have such a good girlfriend, why do I want to provoke Fu Xing, the woman who will say love to every man is not worth losing Ruan Jing for her at all.
But in this dead mind, I can't forget her, and I have to do something to forget her.
So he jumped up from the bed, looked at a room full of her things, the new clothes she bought, her skin care products, her comb picked up and put down, still reluctant to throw it away, and there would be a voice in his heart that kept telling himself that maybe she would come back, maybe she would use it in the future.
After thinking about it for a long time, but nothing was thrown, Gao Zhao walked out of her room in a rage, locked the door heavily, and did not let herself go in again.
When he returned to his room, he lay down again, looking at the ceiling and froze.