The early autumn nights were a little cold, and I was walking alone along the river, and now I am a jobless vagrant, enjoying a slow time that I can't enjoy when I'm busy. The riverside is full of couples on a one-to-one basis, and I am a little abrupt here, some of them are taking selfies, some are talking, some are hugging each other, and some are kissing. When I was with Gu Xizhou before, I also imagined a lot of pictures, we leaned side by side on the seats in the park under the sunset, listened to songs, and kissed on the beach...... Thinking about it now, these thoughts seem to have originated in a previous life, Gu Xizhou and I seem to have been separated by a whole life, whether goodbye is a quiet time, or a thing or a person, in fact, I don't know very clearly. The ex-boyfriend and ex-girlfriend forgot about each other in pairs, which is probably the best ending.

I obviously felt his kindness to me, the sincerity of coming back this time, but I was very scared, afraid that this was a dream, and after waking up from the dream, I was still alone. It is said that the first love will make people unforgettable whether they are together or not, I didn't believe it when I heard this sentence at that time, I always felt that forgetting is the normal feeling of people, and looking forward is the normal state of life, but, after all, you have to experience it, and you are qualified to comment on whether this sentence is right or not.

When I was with Gu Xizhou, I always felt that there was so much sadness and sorrow in this world, joys and sorrows, and it was clear that the time spent together by the two of them was quiet and beautiful. It's just that I didn't know at that time that the better the time together, the more uncomfortable it was when the needle pierced my heart, and I couldn't find the wound, but it was the discomfort of scratching my heart and liver every day.

Thinking about these strange things all the way, I came back to my senses when I arrived at the gate of the community, I had walked home from the riverside, and I used to think that the road was so far away, but I didn't know it. The security guard of the community greeted me friendly, he was probably a newcomer, and he didn't know all the people yet, he said his name was Song Quan, and I replied kindly: "My name is Mingyue." ”

"You are Mingyue, someone just came to look for you, said it was your father, and showed his ID card, but he didn't have the surname Ming, so I didn't dare to let him in......"

I couldn't hear what he was saying next, all I could think of was his sentence that he didn't have a surname, and I suddenly felt that I had difficulty breathing, as if a thousand pounds of weight were weighing on me.

"Miss Ming, Miss Ming, what's wrong with you?" Song Quan called me worriedly.

I calmed my breath, shook my head with difficulty, and asked him with difficulty, "What's his name?"

"Wu Zhong. ”

It's him, it's him.

I took out my phone with trembling hands and dialed my mother's phone, but no one answered the phone, my heart was half cold, and I stopped a taxi and rushed home.

My hands were shaking, I couldn't get the key in, and just when I thought my heart was about to stop, the door slammed open.

My mother's face appeared in front of me: "What are you doing, crackling." ”

I collapsed into my mother's arms and asked with all my strength, "Where is my dad?"

"Your dad went out for a walk. ”

"Why isn't anyone answering your calls?"

"Your dad walks without a mobile phone, you know, I'm dancing weight loss exercises, and the sound is too loud to hear the phone ringing. ”

"Quick, go find my dad......" I couldn't say anything superfluous at the moment.

"What's wrong with you? My mom started to ask me a little anxiously.

"He, he, he's back......" I can only squeeze out these words.

"Who? who's back?" said this, my mother suddenly realized, she immediately understood who I was talking about, the man who had filled her life with nightmares, only he would make me so afraid.

My mom and I went to look for my dad on the way he usually walked, but we couldn't find it all the way. My mother's hand was shaking so hard that I held her hand: "Call the police." ”

"Okay, call the police, Yue'er, I can't let your dad be like last time, he almost lost his life. My mom started crying.

"I know I know ......"

I comforted her and called the police.

The police came quickly, and the policeman who took the lead was the tall policeman from last time. As soon as he saw me, he asked, "Did you call the police?" ”

My mother nodded again and again: "Comrade policeman, my wife has not been back since she came out for a walk after eating, you must help me find him." ”

"Auntie, don't worry, tell us about the situation in detail first. ”

When my mother told the police about the situation, I suddenly wanted to call Gu Xizhou, whether he could help me or not, but at this moment, I couldn't think of anyone else.

"Hey. His voice made me feel a little reassured.

"Gu Xizhou ......" At this moment, I couldn't control myself, and I actually cried.

"Where are you?" his voice was anxious.

"I'm in Fairview Park, my dad is gone......"

"Don't be afraid, Mingyue, I'm here, waiting for me there. ”

I heard the sound of going downstairs on the phone, then the sound of the door closing, then the sound of the car starting, and it took almost a dozen seconds. Gu Xizhou's voice came again: "Mingyue, I'm going to make a few calls now, I'll hang up for a while, don't be afraid, I will definitely help you get your uncle back." ”

I just nodded, but I forgot that Gu Xizhou couldn't see it, and he asked me again: "I hung up the phone, don't be afraid, okay?"

"Good ......"

I finally wiped away my tears, and my mother and the police told me about the situation, and as soon as they heard that the same thing had happened before, they became alert and immediately went to a possible place to look for it. The policeman who took the lead sent a policewoman to accompany me and my mother home, and we wanted to follow the police, but the policeman repeatedly said that it would be difficult for us to follow them, so we went home with the policewoman.

I sent the location of my home to Gu Xizhou, and he quickly found me. As soon as he entered the door, my tears couldn't help but flow down, and I didn't care about the presence of others, Gu Xizhou held me in his arms: "Don't be afraid, I have already sent someone to find it." ”

"What if it was like five years ago? My dad can't stand this anymore. I said as I wiped my tears.

"No, you found out earlier this time, so it won't be like that again. Gu Xizhou patted me on the back and comforted me as he spoke.

I briefly introduced Gu Xizhou to my mother, and my mother was not in the mood to care about who he was at the moment. She nodded, and sat on the sofa with dull eyes, I walked over and hugged her, and she suddenly couldn't help crying: "It was our mother and daughter who hurt him, he was a good person, and he was tortured like that bastard, why, why did this bastard just refuse to let us go, why ......"

"Mommy is sorry for you, and I'm sorry for your dad......" she said as she thumped her chest in pain, all words of comfort pale at the moment, and I could only hold her as best I could.

Gu Xizhou has been calling in a low voice, and the most he said was to find any way. I took a bottle of water to the policewoman and Gu Xizhou, and when I gave it to my mother, she pushed her hand and said no, in just a few hours, I felt that my mother was ten years old.

While we were anxiously waiting, the policewoman received a call, she said yes to the phone, hung up the phone, and my mother was very anxious to ask, "Did you find it, is ......there anything wrong?"

The policewoman quickly said: "The person has been found, everything is safe, and now we are on the way back to the station, you can go to the police station with me." ”

My mother had already stood up as she spoke, and I helped her to walk out, and Gu Xizhou had already gone to drive ahead of us.

There were not many people at the police station at night, and as soon as we walked into the hall, my mother grabbed a person and asked where the old man of our family was, probably hearing my mother's voice, and my father staggered out of the lounge next to it, until this moment, our hanging heart was not put down.

It's already late after making the transcript, Gu Xizhou sent us back, today experienced a catastrophe, my parents are exhausted, they snuggled up to each other and rested in the back seat, Gu Xizhou drove the car attentively, the traffic outside the window was non-stop, at this moment, I don't know when I saw it in my dream.

Something like this happened, and I'm going to move back for a while. The police said that my biological father was not caught, and that when I found my father, he was tied up in the trunk, and the man abandoned the car and ran away. The news made our family have to worry for the rest of the day.

After my parents fell asleep, I sent Gu Xizhou out. When he walked to the side of the car, he suddenly hugged me and said, "Mingyue, I'm very happy, you think of me at such a time." ”

I hugged him back and tried to say something, but in the end I just said the words "thank you".

He let go of me and habitually smoothed my hair: "Don't say thank you to me, I'll feel bad." ”

……

His eyes were gentle and dripping water, I was a little embarrassed by him, so I turned my face, he held my head with both hands, and gently dropped a kiss between my foreheads, I forgot to push him away, the smile at the corner of his mouth was very obvious, when he got into the car, he reluctantly looked back at me, and then said to me in an extremely gentle voice: "Mingyue, good night." ”

Until I got home, I was still a little stunned, even in the four years we were together, I never knew what the gentle Gu Xizhou was like. It's like we've changed personalities now, he's become like me before, and I've got a little more of him.

I took the wine out of the wine cabinet, and for fear of scaring my parents, I quietly took it back to the bedroom to drink. I want to drink today, just to relieve my fatigue. I sat in front of the floor-to-ceiling window and thought back to that night five years ago, when the nightmare man appeared in our lives, and my dad was knocked into the hospital on his way to grocery shopping. I was holding his hand, my whole body was shaking, I didn't know what my life would be like without him, he saved our lives, brought me sunshine, made me forget the pain of childhood, let me come out of the shadow of the life of a violent father, made my mother shine again, I think I must have saved the earth in my last life to meet such a good father. At that time, I prayed in my heart every day that as long as I gave my dad back, I would be willing to exchange everything I had.

The wine gradually flowed from the throat to the lungs, and although I learned to drink, the amount of alcohol was still too shallow, and my head was a little dizzy. I slept deeply, early the next morning, Luo Feifei came to my house with a big bag of vegetables, she pushed me around and looked inside and out, before she sat down with confidence, she patted her chest and said: "I'm scared to death, when I heard the news yesterday, if it wasn't too late, I would definitely rush to your house, I felt scared when I heard you say what happened five years ago, and now I came again." ”

I was afraid that my mother would be sad when she heard it, so I pulled Luo Feifei into the bedroom, and as soon as I entered, she asked me: "Why did you run away again, didn't you find evidence last time? Why didn't you catch it this time?"

"I don't know, the police said that when they found the car according to the surveillance, only my dad was in the trunk and the person was gone. "I said wistfully.

Luo Feifei held her chin in her hand and made a thinking gesture, as a best friend, she knew everything about my past, and she was the only one who was not scared away after understanding everything. Luo Feifei thought for a while and said, "Otherwise, you should change places to live first, so that he can't find you for a while, at least give the police time to find him." ”

"It's okay for me to change places, but I'm worried that my parents are not used to it, and it still depends on their wishes. ”

Luo Feifei frowned, then coughed, and said very tactfully: "Gu Xizhou is not quite rich, you don't plan to ask him for help." ”

"Looked. ”

"Really?" Luo Feifei jumped up from the couch.

"You be quiet, and I'll get my parents over later. I made a silencing gesture.

She crept up to me, put her hand next to my ear and asked, "Are you really looking for him, are you two reconciled?"

Luo Feifei's brain circuit Qingqi is not the first time I have been taught, I looked at her and asked very seriously: "How did you connect the matter of asking him for help and reconciling with us, besides, after five years, even if we are together, can we call reconciliation? ”

Luo Feifei nodded as if she didn't understand: "What you mean is that you haven't agreed to him for a long time because you feel that he hasn't pursued you again." ”

I didn't mean that, and besides, he didn't pursue me before we were together, anyway, he was confused and said that I was his girlfriend, so I acquiesced, but Luo Feifei understood it like this, and I didn't bother to explain.

Luo Feifei stayed at home all morning, and at noon I finally mentioned to my parents about moving out when she was about to cramp in the corner of her eye, I thought they would be hesitant, but they agreed unanimously, which caught me off guard, and I hadn't started looking for a house yet. Luo Feifei seemed to see my concern, and she said sweetly: "Uncle and aunt, don't worry, after eating, I will accompany Yueyue out to find a house, and this matter will pass soon." ”

Every time she called me Yueyue in front of my parents, I kept rolling my eyes in my heart, but my parents were very affected by her, and what I listened to was a smile.

The search for a house did not go so well, I originally wanted to sell the house at home first and buy it again, but selling the house was not a matter of a day or two, and finally after discussing it, I decided to go out and rent a house first, and I was not safe there, so I had to rent a new one.