Comfort Women's Japanese Aberdeen (novella) Zhang Baotong 2017.12.22

Although he escaped from the devil's turret and got rid of the destruction of the devil's soldiers, that kind of devil's cave-like experience left an indelible fear in Wei Shaolan's heart. She didn't dare to go down the mountain during the day, for fear of being caught by the devil again, and she was always awakened by nightmares at night. The child's departure hit her hard again and exacerbated the pain in her heart. She used to be a cheerful, talkative and laughing woman, not only clear and beautiful, but also smart and intelligent, the eldest daughters and daughters-in-law of the village liked to hang out with her and gossip, even those married and unmarried young men liked to say a witty thing in front of her, to make her happy. However, since Wei Shaolan escaped from the turret, people's attitudes towards her have suddenly changed. Not only did the young women with whom she used to hang out and gossip no longer approach, but even the men who always liked to flirt in front of her always avoided her from a distance. It seems that as soon as you get close to her, you will be infected by some germ.

In fact, it was not only others who were changed, but also herself. After that demonic devastation and nightmare, she was no longer the same Wei Shaolan. The young, beautiful, optimistic and cheerful Wei Shaolan is dead, and now Wei Shaolan is a ghost full of fear who has been humiliated and tortured and escaped from hell.

Every night, she could only fall asleep with her husband tightly in her arms, but when she fell asleep, she was soon awakened by nightmares. When I woke up, I was so frightened that I couldn't sleep for a long, long time. At this time, she remembered the humiliation and devastation she had suffered in the Devil's Turret. Her husband was quite generous to her, and at this time, he always patiently hugged her, comforted her, and let her fall asleep slowly.

However, before she could get out of the nightmare, the child died again. This is undoubtedly another heavy blow to her. Seeing that she often cried alone, her husband Luo Xianxian comforted her and said, "Don't be sad, the child is gone, let's have another one." But she shook her head sadly, for after all that devastation and fear, she did not know if she was still able to have children. Because she knew that the women who sold their bodies for a living in Fireworks Willow Alley were almost infertile in the end. But they just sold themselves, and she suffered the most inhumane devilish devastation. So, she felt that her whole life had been ruined and collapsed.

Her husband was not as pessimistic as she was, he always cared for her and comforted her, hoping that she would regain her strength and recovery. However, she did not want to deceive her husband, and one day she heard him say to her, "You can rest and recover well, and when your health is better, we will have another one and have a boy." But she said sadly, "I'm afraid I'll never be able to give birth again." The husband was taken aback and asked, "Why can't you give birth?" She couldn't answer because she couldn't speak, and this was the most difficult question for a woman to answer. She shook her head and just said, "I don't know, but I think I might never really be able to give birth again." Listening to her words, although her husband was puzzled, he still showed pessimism.

It's about to be the New Year. However, the people living in the cave did not dare to go home. I can't go home, and the New Year has gone a lot of meaning. However, after all, it is only this one year a year, and every family is still making some preparations to add some color to their boring and difficult days. However, because Wei Shaolan had just escaped from the devil's turret, and the child had just died, the whole family was immersed in sorrow, so no one was planning to celebrate the New Year. Seeing other people's families go out to buy this and that, the Luo family didn't even buy anything, because they didn't have the heart to celebrate the New Year at all.

The encounter in the devil's turret and the untimely death of her daughter have become a nightmare that Wei Shaolan has been unable to get rid of these days. Therefore, this year has been very sad and painful. A few days after the year, Wei Shaolan found that she had not had a period for a long time, and she kept thinking about when she started not having it. She thought about it for a long, long time, and finally remembered that one day half a month after she was caught in the devil's turret, the devil forced her to sleep with the devil at night, but she said that she had menstruation, and the devil didn't believe it, so she took off her clothes, until she saw that her pants were soaked with bright red blood, and then let her go. In those days, she was not trampled by the devil for three or four days in a row, so she always thought that she could keep her period so that she could get rid of the devil's infestation and destruction. However, since then, she seems to have had another period, and she can't remember the exact date. And it's been at least two months since then. In other words, she hasn't had a period for two months.

At this thought, a great sense of fear suddenly permeated her mind: she was pregnant, she was pregnant with a Japanese child, and the thought exploded in her brain like a bomb. She wondered how she could have conceived a Japanese child? What a sin! In order to prove that this idea was just a misjudgment and misjudgment on her part, she put her hand under her clothes and touched her belly. She touched it for a while, but she still felt a noticeable bulge in her abdomen, as if she had been pregnant for two or three months. Although it is not so obvious that she is two or three months pregnant, she can clearly feel it, because she has had experience and experience in this area.

Originally, the encounter in the devil's turret and the death of her daughter were like a huge shadow hanging over her heart, but what she didn't expect was that she was pregnant with the ghost soldier's child again, which added many new fears to her heart, which was full of pain. She didn't dare to tell her husband about it, and wanted to observe it for a while longer, and then tell her husband when it was found that she was really pregnant. However, her belly grew bigger day by day, and the facts confirmed that she was really pregnant. She could even feel the child in her belly beating, beating so much that her heart was beating and her heart fluttered. Sometimes I was asleep in a dream when I was awakened by the beating of the child. The child who grew up in her womb day by day began to make her unsettled and unable to sleep well. She felt compelled to tell her husband what had happened.

That day, she called him to a deserted place outside the cave and calmly said to him, "I have something to tell you." She called him here for fear that her husband would be angry and angry. There was no one here, and she didn't want anyone to watch them argue.

The husband was a little puzzled and asked, "What's the big deal that you have to come here to talk about?" and she said to him very seriously and seriously, "I may be pregnant." When my husband heard this, he said happily, "Okay, we can have children again." So saying, he took her in his arms and tried to kiss her. She calmly pushed her husband away and said, "You don't ask me how long I've been pregnant?" and her husband asked, "How long has it been?" Wei Shaolan lowered his head and said, "It may have been two months." When the husband heard this, his eyes became confused, and he calculated while thinking about it, and then he said, "So, are you not pregnant with my child?" Because his wife was taken away by the devil soldiers for three months, and she had only returned for more than ten days. In this way, the child in his wife's womb will not be his.

Wei Shaolan nodded lightly and said, "It's not yours, it's the damn Japanese." Like a deflated balloon, the husband suddenly wilted and scolded angrily, "You did a good job." Wei Shaolan said calmly, "Yes, but here."

Where were you when the Japanese devils arrested me?" replied the husband, "I was putting up beams in other people's houses, and you didn't know it. Wei Shaolan said, "It's because you went to put up the beams on someone's house, so I let the Japanese arrest them." You know how much I was tortured in the Japanese turret, and I was lucky to come back alive. That girl from Dongwo Village is still in the Japanese turret, causing the Japanese to wreak havoc day and night. Then she added, "I didn't want to leave the cave that afternoon, but you insisted on letting me go back to the village because you wanted to sleep with me." If I hadn't returned to the village that day, how could I have been captured by the devils and suffered such a great scourge and sin?"

Listening to her words, her husband lowered his head and didn't say a word for a long time. After a long time, Wei Shaolan asked, "That's the situation, what do you think?" The husband didn't think about it, "I don't want this child, you can kill it quickly." Wei Shaolan said, "I listen to your decision, and you can do whatever you say." And so, the couple decided on the matter.