Zheng Hengzhao had a dream.

The dull tones of the pictures overlap one after another, like old oil paintings with various styles, clearly and dimly appearing in front of his eyes.

One moment in an English-style country house, the young man remotely controlled the car in his hand and smashed the neighbor's bluegrass. His immature promise at that time was still echoing in his ears, but the picture turned in vain, and what came into view was the year when the mother in the bedroom held the telephone receiver and choked in a low voice.

"Even if the family really got to this point, I wouldn't be able to open my mouth to him...... Since it is the Shen family's company, we still have to rely on ourselves after all...... Brother, don't worry, let me think of a way...... Zheng Xian's side, I'm ...... I really don't want to pull him into the debt of our Shen family......"

Standing outside the bedroom door in a daze, the young Zheng Hengzhao couldn't help but take a few steps back. He clenched the sheet music in his hand and lowered his eyes silently.

The shiny floor faded from view, replaced by inky white paper on the neighbor's terracotta table.

"With this contract, the transaction between us can be officially validated. If you want the funds, I will call you within three days. As for the kid...... From now on, I'll leave it to you. ”

The old man in front of him was still talking slowly, but Zheng Hengzhao couldn't listen to it anymore. The familiar and unfamiliar contract on the table suddenly rotated visibly, terrifyingly distorting the space, and the next second, standing on the campus of A University, looking at the face of the person in front of him who was exactly the same as the data, he subconsciously showed a stunned expression, and he heard his detached and deliberate voice,

"Sorry, we ...... Do you know?"

I don't know when the picture gradually faded from the dim hue and became clearer.

Unsuspecting trust, smiling eyes. The moment they looked at each other and smiled, those clear eyes seemed to be filled with countless broken stars. Just one glance made him forget everything he was in, and only a pair of eyes remained, always involuntarily following his every move, and it was difficult to take off for a moment.

Gradually, he became more and more strange. He didn't know why, but every time the man bent his eyes and laughed, he always felt a burst of unexplained joy. He didn't know why, just knowing that the man might be in the rain outside, he could run into the rain in a hurry, and he was so anxious to find a few streets.

However, what he couldn't do the most was the face that appeared in front of him for a long time and always lingered. The look of the face when you speak, the outline of the smile when you smile. And the appearance of the man standing alone on the huge stage, singing with his eyes closed.

His singing voice is always good. Clear and bright, with a clean purity.

His eyes are always soft and clear. When I look at it, it's like I'm saying to him over and over again, I believe in you.

I believe in you.

There was a sharp pain in his temples, and the image in front of him suddenly distorted. The chaotic images gradually fragmented into pieces, flying from both sides of his body. Eagerly opening his hand, Zheng Hengzhao struggled forward, trying to grasp the fading fragments. But before he could take a step forward, his eyes were in vain, and his body fell into a terrible darkness. The previous light disappeared, and the moment the empty and endless darkness enveloped him, what suddenly sounded in his ears was Gu Shengge's wet eyes choked in front of the cemetery that day.

"I don't blame you. ”

"In the future, I will never love you again......"

A large piece of sourness spread violently and frantically in his heart, Zheng Hengzhao clenched his fists hard, and screamed in pain in the chaotic darkness-

"Don't, don't go...... I'm sorry, I'm sorry ......"

"Heng Zhao - Heng Zhao, wake up! Heng Zhao ......"

Feeling a violent shaking of his body, sinking into the empty darkness, Zheng Hengzhao frowned in pain. There was a cold, sharp pain on the skin on the back of his hand, and with a faint wetness, it abruptly erased the darkness in front of him. The call in his ears became more and more urgent, and as his body was shaken more violently, Zheng Hengzhao's body shook, and he suddenly opened his eyes-

"Hengzhao, Zheng Hengzhao, look at me...... You're awake, you're finally awake......"

With a strange and dazzling white coming into view, Zheng Hengzhao couldn't bear to close his eyes, and then slowly opened them. The man sitting in front of his bed looked tired, and his usually smooth jaw was already showing a blue stubble. Seeing him wake up, the man's expression was unusually excited. Standing up abruptly and carrying the water at the head of the bed, the man's movements were so eager that he almost brought down the chair behind him—

"Come, slow down, I'll help you up...... Did you know that when you were brought to the hospital, you were severely dehydrated......"

Staring at the man in front of the bed with empty eyes, Zheng Hengzhao opened his mouth, and really felt a dry pain in his throat. Sitting up with the man's movements, and swallowing two mouthfuls of water with difficulty, Zheng Hengzhao looked at the man in front of him, and finally opened his mouth hoarse and dry.

Shen Zun?...... Where is this? You...... How can it be?"

"I, how could I be? Zheng Hengzhao, do you know that if I come back one day later, you will die in your apartment!" Putting the water glass in his hand on the table, Shen Zun's face was dark, his eyes were full of suppressed and depressed anger, "I know that I have a fever, why don't you call the doctor?" I have been on hunger strike for so many days, locking myself at home and drinking an empty wine cabinet...... Zheng Hengzhao, do you think your life is too long?!"

Shen Zun, who was silently letting his eyebrows burst into flames, asked sharply, Zheng Hengzhao lowered his eyes and slowly moved his stiff fingers. In his drowsy sleep, Gu Shengge's tearful eyes were still clearly visible in his mind. But what happened after that day's separation, he couldn't remember clearly.

After that day of separation, he felt that there was no hope for life. The road ahead was suddenly dark, and it seemed that it no longer mattered where to go. After separating from Gu Shengge, forgetting the rain that was gradually falling, and forgetting the car parked in the distance, he hung his head and walked step by step along the road he came, and he didn't know how long he walked before he stopped in front of the school gate of University A. The rain dripped down the ends of his soaked hair, blurring his vision. Standing alone in the rain, he suddenly wanted to ask the heavens powerlessly, if he could let time go backwards, go backwards, the day they first met.

Can't you let him start all over again? This time, he'll walk up to him without distraction. No deliberateness, no purpose. He can give him a simple and pure beginning, but also give him a beautiful and eternal ending.

Poor extravagant hope, after all, I can't go back.

Shen Zun beside the bed seemed to be angry enough, and gradually fell silent. Zheng Hengzhao clenched his fists and hesitated for a long time before he spoke in a low voice.

He ...... Are you alright?"

Glancing at him silently, Shen Zun's expression seemed a little helpless. With a barely detectable sigh, he shook his head, his tone a little more dull, "I went to look for him before I came back. He's not in a very good spirits, and when I hear you talk about you, he's still very concerned...... Hengzhao, I don't know what happened between you, but what are you going to do with Shengge in the future?"

Lowering his eyes and staring at his palm, Zheng Hengzhao did not answer.

What to do? He didn't know what to do. Now that I think about it, that contract is like a dangerous □□ that has always been dormant between them. And the most deadly thing is that this thunder was planted by his own hands. He knew that no matter how deep he was buried, one day, the bomb lurking under their feet would explode silently and completely shatter the feelings he once had. But even if he knew, even if he expected all this, he still couldn't change anything.

The contract that he signed early in the morning and cannot be reversed has achieved today's SG and saved the Shen family who are in danger. But it was this pivotal contract that made him lose the person in his heart, and he really stabbed the flesh and blood in that person's heart.

- I don't blame you.

- In the future, I will never love you again.

Even now, Gu Shengge's choked voice still echoes clearly in his ears that day. Closing his eyes tightly, Zheng Hengzhao lowered his head and buried his face deeply in his palms.

It doesn't matter, none of this matters.

It's good to blame me...... It's good that you won't love me anymore.

None of this matters.

After all, I'll always love you.

From start to finish.

Keep loving you –

"Shengge, Gu Shengge, what are you thinking about staying there?"

Stuffing the warm bag in his hand into the arms of Gu Shengge, who was stunned next to him, Qi Junyan rolled his eyes and couldn't help but push the young man's shoulder, "I said, what's wrong with you in the past two days? If I hadn't dragged you just now, you would have almost forgotten to pick up my words...... You can be distracted in front of the camera, what do you think is going on in your head?"

Silently taking the warm bag stuffed by Qi Junyan, Gu Shengge turned his face sideways and smiled at Qi Junyan reluctantly. When I looked back, the smile on my lips was gone.

"It's nothing, maybe you haven't slept enough lately and you're worried. ”

"Haven't slept enough, have you been insomnia lately?" Glancing at Gu Shengge with concern, Qi Junyan couldn't help but lean over, and a rare worry unconsciously floated between his frowning brows, "The drama has been so tight recently, I can't sleep for a few hours, how can you have insomnia again......?"

"No, don't be so troublesome," pasting the warm bag in his hand in the palm of his hand, Gu Shengge looked at Qi Junyan sideways, and a light soft color appeared on his pale face, "Junyan, thank you...... I'm really fine, I'll just drink a glass of milk before going to bed today. ”

“...... This is nothing, what is there to thank you......" Quite uncomfortably looking away, Qi Junyan pulled the coat on his body, but the body that had just come over did not distance himself from the people around him again. In his ears was the sound of Gu Shengge's even breathing, and Qi Junyan listened, and suddenly felt a little inexplicably hot in his ears. Throwing down the sentence "I'm going to prepare for the waiting scene" in a thick voice, Qi Junyan stood up abruptly, and walked to the nanny car not far away.

The agent was originally sitting in the car staring at the notebook and picking out the script, when he saw Qi Junyan walking over quickly, he hurriedly took the thermos cup and got out of the car to greet him.

diligently unscrewed the thermos cup and handed it over, watching Er Shao take the thermos cup without saying a word and take a sip, and pushed it back with some disgust, the agent holding the lid of the cup was stunned, and he didn't think about it for a while.

"It's water again. As if seeing his doubts, Er Shao, who has always disdained to break it, opened the golden mouth with rare tolerance, and gave a small look that was obviously disgusted and difficult to hide, "I'm used to drinking Gu Shengge's soup, the water is too boring." ”

Broker: "......"

Speechless, he froze in place, and before the agent's eldest brother could open his mouth to sigh something, he was decisively ignored by Qi Junyan, who got into the car with an arrow.

The cold autumn wind mixed with the withered yellow leaves rolled over the corners of his clothes, and the agent's eldest brother shook his thin little body, and just wanted to step back into the warm car, he heard the young master in the car give orders again-

"Find someone to buy a box of imported milk and come back, and ask for fat-free. Before the end of today, send me to Gu Shengge's room. If it's late, you know what will happen—"

Silently retracting the leg that stepped onto the edge of the car, the agent leaned down, resigned himself to the car, took out his coat from the car and wrapped it around his body, turned around and ordered the assistant to go.

Looking at the back of the assistant who received the order and trotted away, wrapped his coat tightly, the agent who was nearly forty years old shook his head with emotion.

"The Tao of this world is really a thing descending from a thing—— 166 reading network