Chapter 27 – Starry Night
The sky is full of stars, and the moon is like a hook
In fact, for big cities, there are rarely shadows of stars in the sky at night, and even if there is, it is faint, as if it is always covered in a thin layer of clouds!
The desk was facing the only window in the small living room, and the two well-fed people sat at both ends of the small table, looking out the window and looking up at the stars......
Because the night breeze was still relatively cool in March, the window was only open with a small gap, and the slightly cool evening breeze was very comfortable on his face, Lin Xiaowen couldn't help but close his eyes slightly and enjoy this rare comfort......
"Not to mention, although your place is small and shabby, it is very quiet and comfortable, and you can't hear the noise that should be in the city!"
Cheng Yishu spoke casually and softly, but his eyes refused to let go of the bright light brought by the stars in the sky for a moment......
"Yes! Ning Ning also took a lot of effort and thought to help me rent a house, saying that only our mother and daughter live and we must find a safe and convenient community...... Although it is far away from the city, the subway is still very convenient, and most of the neighbors are elderly...... Sometimes it's inconvenient for them to help pay their utility bills, run errands, or do some other small favor......"
Speaking of these, Lin Xiaowen rarely showed a supple demeanor, Cheng Yishu withdrew his gaze to look at her, and only listened to her say softly
"Ran Ran's health has not been very good since she was a child, and I don't know how to take care of children, Ning Ning also has her own job, and I can't always trouble her with a little thing...... So I tried to buy my own books and read them back, and look up some information on the Internet, but I still inevitably had times when I was at a loss...... I remember that when Ran Ran was less than a year old, I began to try to add complementary food to her, so I boiled eggs for her to eat, and the doctor said that Ran Ran was a little anemia, and said that egg yolk can replenish iron and blood, so I fed her some...... Who knew that she started to vomit as soon as she ate a little bit, and vomited everything she ate for the day, which was particularly scary...... The child was uncomfortable crying and I cried, and then Aunt Lu next door heard it and knocked on the door to ask me what was wrong, and then went back to tell her son to get up and drive us to the hospital......"
Speaking of this, Lin Xiaowen actually laughed self-deprecatingly, "The doctor said that the child is still young, and the spleen and stomach are very weak, so there will be allergies to egg yolks...... You see, I'm not a good mom!"
Xu fell into that memory, and thought of the uncomfortable appearance of the pink and tender little doll at the beginning, Lin Xiaowen felt guilty again!
"You've done a great job!"
Cheng Yishu looked at her gently, "You see how smart and beautiful Ran Ran is now, and she is so kind and cute, she must be rare obedient and sensible among children of their age!"
Lin Xiaowen's eyebrows were as soft as spring water, and even his tone was faintly gentle
"Maybe the children of single-parent families are more precocious, from the beginning of her little sensible to now, Ran Ran's surprises to me have always surprised me again and again, and more of a relief...... But the more I do this, the more sorry I feel for her, for missing so many ...... at such a young age."
"And what about her father?"
I couldn't listen to Lin Xiaowen's helplessness in his tone when he recounted the past.
I don't want to see the sourness in her eyes anymore because she recalls the hardships she once had!
So Cheng Yishu doesn't want to avoid what should and shouldn't be, and he doesn't want to care about what he can and can't do......
Instead, she blurted out, even if she didn't answer...... Even if it's just an ordinary friend, it's okay, care about it, right?
Lin Xiaowen was stunned for a moment, and then slowly looked sideways at Cheng Yishu, only to see the little sharpness in his eyes, which was comparable to the stars in the night sky at this time......
The only difference is that the light of the stars is faint and soft, and his eyes are all cold!
"What about Ran Ran's father? Why don't you ignore you? Even if you break up and get divorced, you shouldn't be left here and ignored!"
The rise and fall of Cheng Yishu's chest gradually intensified, and his face was cold and frightening, as if he was the one who was abandoned and not Lin Xiaowen's mother and daughter......
Lin Xiaowen turned his gaze to the sky again, and a faint smile appeared on his lips
"He's good...... He's ...... now. Must be very happy!"
From the beginning of this conversation, Cheng Yishu's chest faintly began to gather an inexplicable anger!
I thought that Lin Xiaowen would scold the man who abandoned their mother and daughter after the memories were over, and then he would help her cheer up, add some oil, add some firewood or something......
Unexpectedly, this stupid woman still has a blessing mentality towards that man?
Is......
Cheng Yishu stood up suddenly, stared at Lin Xiaowen with cold eyes and a stunned expression!
Lin Xiaowen was stared at and said inexplicably
"You...... What's wrong with you?"
How deep is that emotion, how deep is the affection, so that you don't want to say a 'no' word or a complaint about that person?
Even if you have suffered so much and suffered so many sins, you still can't get rid of your feelings for that person?
The expression on Cheng Yishu's face changed and changed, and the look in his eyes changed that he was distressed, unwilling, angry, and ......
"You stupid woman!"
After a long time, the anger in Cheng Yishu's chest dissipated silently, and he slowly squeezed out such a sentence!
"Cut ......," Lin Xiaowen glared at him disappreciatively, "What do you know? I'm called a woman, and I'm all right! With Ran Ran, I'm not afraid of anything, and I don't care about anything!"
"What about you?"
Cheng Yishu sat down and looked at her fixedly, "Are you going to take Ran Ran and stay in this small broken house?"
Speaking of this topic, Lin Xiaowen was like a frosted eggplant again, and he was in a trance for a while before he said faintly, "I will try to give her a better environment, and I have been trying to find a way to ...... recently."
"What's the solution?"
Cheng Yishu saw that Lin Xiaowen's face returned to solemnity, believing that she might have encountered something, so he continued to ask, "Is something wrong?"
Lin Xiaowen raised his eyes to look at his serious gaze, and his heart inevitably moved slightly, but in an instant, he gradually returned to a calm mouth
"You don't understand it, don't say it......"
After speaking, he was about to get up, but Cheng Yishu grabbed her wrist and stood up, very dissatisfied with her looking at herself with the eyes of a child, frowning and shouting
"Why don't I understand......? How do I understand?"
"Cheng Yishu, you're very strange, why are you asking so much, are you very idle?" Lin Xiaowen withdrew his hand and said again
"Are you artists usually idle? Or are you going to be refrigerated? Why do you always have so much time to hang out and meddle?"
"Refrigerated? stupid, that's called snow storage...... Crow's mouth, you're hidden in the snow!"
Cheng Yishu slapped Lin Xiaowen in the head, and asked her rhetorically, "Aren't artists human, can't they have their own lives and friends?"
Stupid woman!
"Friends?"
Lin Xiaowen looked at him with a smile and said, "So, I, Lin Xiaowen, actually have a big star friend?"
"Do you suddenly feel like you've taken your whole life up a notch?"
Cheng Yishu swept away the unhappiness just now, approached Lin Xiaowen and said with a smile!
Lin Xiaowen smiled and narrowed his eyes, and on his cheeks were two small wine vortices full of sweetness......
The evening breeze picked up again, and once again ruffled the long hair behind her ears...... This made Cheng Yishu suddenly remember a sentence
'People are just blowing the wind through each other's lives, and there are always people who step into your life and are willing to stand here with you and listen to the wind......
That...... Would you like to?