Chapter 50: The Past Again
"Xiao Lin, Xiao Lin, where are you. Early in the morning, when everyone was still asleep, everyone was woken up by Fu Qingfeng's call.
"Dad, what's going on. Fu Xing was the first to run out of the room, bowing his head to him on the third floor and asking, only to see his father holding a piece of paper in his hand, helplessly calling her mother's name.
"Xiaoxing, your mother, your mother, she is gone. Fu Qingfeng said to Fu Xing with a crying voice.
"What?" Fu Xing thought he had misheard.
All of a sudden everyone came out, Gao Zhao and Xia Yongfeng also came out of the room, looking at them puzzled, hearing the news, they couldn't believe it, such a big person ran away from home?
When everyone reached the first floor, Fu Qingfeng showed them the paper he was holding, which read: "She can't forget you, I'd better fulfill you, I'm leaving, don't come to me." ”
Only Fu Qingfeng and Xia Dongling knew what was going on, the two of them looked at each other, and the other young people looked at each other with puzzled expressions, and then looked at the words on their hands.
"What does this mean?" Fu Yue asked.
"I understood with her last night, why are you still so dead-eyed. Fu Qingfeng said with annoyance.
"Dad, does this mean, you have a mistress?" Fu Yue's voice raised a few degrees and asked him, impossible, her dad is an honest man, and there will be a mistress, so where in the world is there a man who can be trusted?
"Phew, don't talk nonsense. Fu Qingfeng looked at her sternly.
"Let's go and find out, don't anything happen. At this time, Xia Dongling said so.
"Then what should I do, Mom will be fine, right?" Fu Xing was so frightened that the six gods were gone, and she blamed her, yesterday and tomorrow knew that her mother was in a bad mood, and she would not have such a thing if she accompanied her mother well.
"Don't worry, let's go and look for it separately, Xiaoxing, you and Yue will take us to the place where Qinwei and Aunt Lin often go to look for it, Uncle Fu, you and your mother will wait at home to see if you will come back by yourself, or call her more." This Xia Yongfeng played the role of his leader and calmly arranged for them.
"Okay, you can come with me. Fu Yue pulled Cheng Minglei and rushed out first.
Gao Zhao and Xia Yongfeng didn't know the road here, so they had to follow Fu Xing out to find it.
After the children all went out, Xia Dongling and Fu Qingfeng glanced at each other and sighed.
"You shouldn't have come, you see, what's going on now. Fu Qingfeng didn't want to blame Xia Dongling, he was also very happy to see her again for so many decades, but his wife was very confused because she ran away from home.
"I'm sorry, I didn't expect Xiao Lin to have such a big misunderstanding, I really want to be a family member with you, I just want to have something to do with you, it's okay to have a relationship with your family, I just don't want to be a stranger anymore. Xia Dongling suddenly confessed.
Regarding Xia Dongling's deep affection, Fu Qingfeng just glanced at her, and then sighed deeply and said: "Decades have passed, why can't you let go of it? ”
"You all misunderstood, his name was not given by me at all, it was given by my ex-husband, when I first married him, I often couldn't forget you, I have been writing your name in the book, writing countless wind words, I didn't expect him to see it, after the birth of his son, he proposed to let the child change this name, I was also surprised at the time, my ex-husband's surname is Zhang, my son used to be called Zhang Yongfeng, I didn't feel anything, and then divorced, the child followed my surname, changed his name to Xia Yongfeng, every time I call his name, I will think of you" Xia Dongling recalled.
"He loves you so much, why do you still divorce him. Fu Qingfeng felt that her ex-husband loved her very much, otherwise he would not have done such a thing to please her.
"You don't know how painful it is to marry a man you don't love, I used to always think that if that man loves me, I can be spoiled by him as a little princess, and I will be happy for a lifetime, but I really can't do it, I can't do it like he loves me, and I give him love back. Xia Dongling looked at Fu Qingfeng affectionately and said: "If it weren't for seeing you again at this class reunion, I really thought I could live alone for the rest of my life, when I heard you say that after giving birth to two daughters, I have a son, I thought, no matter what, I have to have a little more to do with you, and never separate." ”
Fu Qingfeng closed his eyes and recalled their past:
When I was in high school, Fu Qingfeng and Xia Dongling were classmates, they were in the same class from the first year of high school to the third year of high school, and they were also a well-known and loving couple.
didn't leave a word for Fu Qingfeng, he returned to school only to find that the girl who was hugging each other yesterday and talking about the future had left him silently.
At that time, he couldn't care about studying at all, and the college entrance examination was coming, but he couldn't see anything, his mind was thinking about Xia Dongling, and when he heard his phone ringing, he thought it was her, and after answering it in a hurry, he was disappointed.
In this way, he was originally the first in his grade, but in the end he was only admitted to a not very good university, and it was in that university that he met his current wife, Lin Lin, and slowly this simple girl entered his heart, and also let him slowly forget Xia Dongling for a few years in college.
As soon as they graduated from college, the two got married under the auspices of their families, but on the day they got married, Xia Dongling came back
"Don't get married, I'm back" Xia Dongling, who is generally beautiful and has exquisite makeup, is much more mature at their wedding, holding Fu Qingfeng's hand and crying and saying this to him.
At that time, Lin Lin was so frightened by such words that she didn't dare to move, she stood in place, looking at the two of them, but she didn't dare to step forward but snatched back her husband, and stood quietly to the side, waiting for Fu Qingfeng to make his own decision.
Fu Qingfeng will never forget Lin Lin's pitiful and reluctant eyes in his life, but he also has hope for Xia Dongling who came back, she is back, she is really back, and his mood at that time is ecstatic.
"Qingfeng, come with me, don't get married. Xia Dongling ignored everyone's eyes and pulled him to leave.
stepped on the red carpet, took a step forward, stepped back, turned to look at Lin Lin's eyes, and then firmly used his other hand to take Xia Dongling's hand away, walked over and hugged Lin Lin, and said to Xia Dongling apologetically: "I'm sorry, I can't go with you, today is my big wedding day, this is my wife, Lin Lin." ”
Xia Dongling never thought that she would come back desperately, standing here with no face and begging him to go with her, he would refuse her like this, when she heard the news that her classmates were saying in the group that he was going to get married, she ran back desperately, but did she get such a response?
That day, she watched as the man she loved the most married another woman in front of her.
From that day on, the man was destined not to belong to her.
Xia Dongling, who lost her soul, drank a lot of wine that day, accidentally had a relationship with her ex-husband, and unexpectedly became pregnant with Xia Yongfeng.
"Do you know, Xiao Lin has always been obsessed with the wedding day, your reappearance, she has not slept peacefully, when she heard your son's name, she has been enduring the uneasiness, and then it really broke out, you shouldn't have appeared. Fu Qingfeng said with emotion.
"Back then, if I hadn't gone abroad, you wouldn't have chosen her, right?" Xia Dongling didn't listen to Fu Qingfeng's words, and suddenly hugged him and said this.
"Xiaoling, let me go. Fu Qingfeng gently broke free.
"There are not so many ifs in life, in my life, she has appeared, we have a family, and two daughters. ”
Xia Dongling sat next to him lonely, and said in a low voice as if she were talking to herself: "I never wanted to destroy your home, I just want to have something to do with you, even if it's a relationship between my in-laws." ”
"It's better not to, I think Xiaolin, she can't get over this hurdle, your son is very good, we also thought about letting our daughter climb high, but if this will make my wife feel uncomfortable, don't want it, let them deal with the children's affairs by themselves, I don't want my wife to be sad" Fu Qingfeng said firmly.
These words seemed to sentence Xia Dongling to death, and the tears in her eyes could no longer be controlled, nor did she cry, just dripping down like this.
Fu Qingfeng took some paper and handed it to her.
All this made Xia Yongfeng, who went out of the door and remembered that he forgot to bring his mobile phone and wanted to come back to get it, heard it, and there was no trademark smile on his face, and he leaned thoughtfully against the wall at the door and smoked a cigarette one by one.
He didn't go in to comfort his crying mother, he chose to escape, he chose to pretend he didn't know anything.
After taking the last puff of cigarette in his hand, he exhaled loudly before running back to find Gao Zhao and them.
"Why has it been so long, have you taken your phone?" Gao Zhao and Fu Xing looked around and waited for Xia Yongfeng to come back with his phone.
Xia Yongfeng raised his usual smile and said, "I didn't find it, I guess I missed it, I'll buy one later." "Actually, he didn't even go into the house.
A few people searched outside for a long time and didn't find it, and they all looked for the place to go, and they also asked many people and said that they hadn't seen Lin Lin's mother, and the shipping company had no record of Lin Lin buying tickets.
In the evening, no one was found, dragging their tired bodies back home, and when they were discussing whether to call the police, Lin Lin came back by herself
When I came back, I was still carrying a large basket of vegetables.
"Where have you been running all day, I'm dying. The moment he saw Lin Lin, Fu Qingfeng immediately ran over and hugged her and said with wet eyes.
"I didn't go anywhere, so I went out for a walk, and by the way, I bought vegetables and came back to cook for everyone. She really wanted to leave home, but when she went to buy a ticket, she was reluctant.
After a day of wandering around the island, I somehow walked to the vegetable market by myself, so I had to buy vegetables and come back.
Hearing her say this, everyone took care of their hearts all day before finally letting go.
"Mom, you're going to kill us. Fu Yue also hugged her mother and said coquettishly.
"Mom, don't do it next time. Fu Xing didn't look like it for a long time, and he also rushed up to hug his mother, and the family hugged each other, and all of them cried at once.
Xia Yongfeng watched his mother silently wiping her tears on the side, then walked to her side, hugged her into his arms, and let her cry in his arms with peace of mind.
In her child's arms, Xia Dongling felt that her son had really grown up and could be her dependence.
"Alright, alright, it's not early, I'm going to cook for everyone. She was embarrassed to cry in front of so many guests, Lin Lin pushed away the few people who hugged her and said.
"Mom, I'll help you. Fu Xing hurriedly took the food from Lin Lin's hand, wiped and wiped his disobedient tears with force, and then followed his mother into the kitchen with a smile.