42. 『 Night 』
Gu Shengge sat alone on the roof.
Filming has been over for a long time.
In this attic full of time, he used his fingers to completely depict the long-standing memories in Feng Yu's heart.
In the dark night, the bright moonlight spread coldly on the red-tiled roof of the attic, and the young man sat there quietly alone, the white moonlight shining on him lonely, almost transparent.
Zheng Hengzhao stood in the distance and looked at the young man's back silently for a long time. Only then did he hesitate to step forward, and walked over to the man with a convenience store bag and sat down as well.
"Oh, please drink. He took out the cold beer from the bag and handed it over, the silver can was filled with moisture, and transparent water droplets rolled down the man's movements.
"Thank you. Quietly bending his eyes, Gu Shengge took the beer handed over by Zheng Hengzhao and held it in his hand, his tentacles were cold. He lowered his head and pulled the tab, tilted his head and took another sip. The clear eyes were covered with a light moisture, and shone in the moonlight.
Zheng Hengzhao looked at the people around him steadily, his gaze swept over his fair side face, watery eyebrows, slender neck, and the Adam's apple that moved with swallowing. For a moment, he withdrew his gaze without a trace, pulled away the beer in his hand and took a sip with his head up, moistening his inexplicably thirsty throat.
The deep blue night sky is not full of stars. A few unusually bright stars are scattered in the vast night. A cool breeze passed by, and for a moment, neither of them spoke. Coincidentally, they pinched the beer cans in their hands and looked up at the distant sky in silence.
The vast and boundless universe, the unreachable Milky Way. For this planet, their existence itself is indescribably small. Not to mention, those worries and troubles that are buried in the bottom of my heart.
As if he had figured out something in an instant, Zheng Hengzhao faintly withdrew his gaze. Looking sideways at the young man beside him, his voice was low and soft with some hesitation, and there was an inexplicable apology in his eyes, "I've been sitting here since the evening, have something on your mind?"
Gently raising the corners of his lips, Gu Shengge looked at the man's dark eyes, and suddenly spoke,
"Just remembered some of the things before, sorry for worrying you. ”
The corners of his narrow eyes were slightly raised, Zheng Hengzhao turned his face quietly, grabbed the beer and poured it expressionlessly. He knew that the subtle anger in his heart at this time was really a little inexplicable, but he couldn't say why, hearing Gu Shengge's detached and polite tone, he suddenly felt a little annoyed in his heart.
"If you don't want to mention it, forget it......" The expressionless conclusion was made, but the man's eyes could hardly hide the feeling of almost grievance and a little frustration, "Advertisement, Shun lì? I haven't been able to be on the set for the past two days, but I have heard Director Feng praise you......"
"Heng Zhao," interrupted his desire to cover up in surprise, Gu Shengge approached with wide eyes, staring at his eyes seriously, "You...... Angry?"
Suddenly, his eyes widened, Zheng Hengzhao looked at Gu Shengge who came over in a daze, his clear eyebrows flashed with a strange light, his slender eyelashes seemed to be about to sweep his skin, the warm and familiar breath of the young man was stained with a little aroma of beer, and his shallow breath occupied all his nerves.
Almost hastily opening his eyes, Zheng Hengzhao leaned back without a trace, grabbed the beer on the side and poured it hard, he stretched out his hand and poked Gu Shengge's forehead hard, "Why should I be angry? I don't understand what you're talking about......
"Hmm, it's painful!" Covering his forehead that was poked red, Gu Shengge straightened up and sat back in place with his ears red, and he didn't have time to think about it and went over directly--but just now he clearly saw the annoyance in the man's eyes...... Is it a delusion?
"I said......" Zheng Hengzhao's almost muttering voice came from his ears, Gu Shengge looked over, and saw Zheng Hengzhao looking at the sky with a different face, but there was subtle concern hidden in his somewhat stiff tone, "Is it okay......?
Suddenly comprehending where the apology in the man's eyes came from, Gu Shengge bent his eyes and laughed from the bottom of his heart,
"Actually, it's a nice environment. It reminds me of a lot of warm memories. ”
Seeing the man next to him look over in surprise, the smile in the corner of Gu Shengge's eyes deepened, "Actually, when I was very young, I also lived in an orphanage for a while. ”
"How? I mean...... The Han family is not ......"
Turning his head sideways to look at Zheng Hengzhao's puzzled and confused expression, Gu Shengge blinked his eyes calmly,
"That's right, the Han family adopted me when I was seven years old. But before that, I had been living in an orphanage for about half a year—"
As if seeing Zheng Hengzhao's puzzlement, Gu Shengge clenched the beer in his hand and looked up at the dark sky.
"My mother, I walked in my sleep. When she left, it was just me and my grandfather. She left very suddenly, just slept in the hospital bed for one night, and then went suddenly. After she left, I had no caregivers, and I was temporarily sent to an orphanage by the social institutions of the time—"
The dark color of love slipped under his eyes, Zheng Hengzhao looked at Gu Shengge beside him steadily, and spoke slowly and deeply,
"Legally, if a child who has lost a caregiver has a grandfather to rely on, why should he be sent to an orphanage?"
His expression changed inexplicably, Gu Shengge lowered his eyes, and his originally calm expression dimmed irrepressibly. Quietly staring at the tiles under his feet, Gu Shengge's voice was a little hoarse.
"My grandfather...... He refused to raise me. ”
With a bitter smile on his lips, Gu Shengge lowered his head and pinched the beer can in his hand, but he didn't see Zheng Hengzhao's eyes suddenly widen because of his astonishment.
"My grandfather never liked me. The tone gradually became hoarse, Gu Shengge lowered his eyes, and the corners of his eyes seemed to float faintly under the cold moonlight, "The day my mother left, it was the first time I saw my grandfather. He pulled me away from the bedside and warned me not to touch her again. ”
"Later, I became an orphan, and it was my grandfather who signed the agreement. I lived in an orphanage for half a year, until half a year later, Uncle Han showed up and adopted me home despite my family's obstruction. ”
A warm palm soothed his forehead, pausing him to speak. Gu Shengge looked over in a daze, and just happened to crash into Zheng Hengzhao's eyes full of pain.
In the next second, a warm and familiar breath overwhelmingly enveloped his cold body under the cold moonlight.
Firmly pressed the back of his head by the warm palm, burying his face in the man's chest, Gu Shengge nestled in Zheng Hengzhao's warm arms, felt the man's reliable arms, closed his sour eyes tightly, and took a deep breath.
Tight, warm. The white and clear moonlight shrouded gently, a warm and comforting embrace.
The deep blue night flickered sporadically, and the night breeze was slightly cool.
Closing the window, Han Zhengyu turned around and walked back to the computer and sat down, the young man with clear eyebrows on the screen turned his face sideways, staring at the man with a squid in his hand and smiling as warm as a spring day.
His eyes swept over the ambiguous comments below, and Han Zhengyu's expression became more and more gloomy.
Closing the computer hard, he pressed against his aching temples, recalling the events that had kept him awake these days.
The cruel and ugly secret that I overheard, from my mother's mouth.
There was a wild barking of a golden retriever dog outside the window, and Han Zhengyu fell irritably on the bed and covered his head with a pillow. The twisted anger in his heart and the heavy secret that disturbed him from time to time almost crushed him.
Just now, the familiar eyebrows and eyes of the young man on the screen appeared in front of him, Han Zhengyu pursed his lips, and his eyes gradually darkened.
He never thought that Gu Shengge would be able to come this far.
Gu Shengge, who used to be cowardly like an abandoned cat in his eyes, since when did Wuzi become what he is today?
Throwing away the pillow irritably, Han Zhengyu sat up and hugged his head tightly.
No, that's not Gu Shengge.
Gu Shengge shouldn't be so unfamiliar.
The one who would do everything he could to please him and follow him in a whisper. Unconditionally agrees with all his decisions, and the person who is inferior to him in everything he does is the Gu Shengge he is familiar with!
Why did he change?
The person who originally only had him in his eyes actually left him like this, and unexpectedly followed the arrogant Zheng Hengzhao to emerge and go to the entertainment industry to make a big show......
Suddenly frozen in place, Han Zhengyu suddenly frowned and was stunned.
If, if Gu Shengge is really his father's child......
"If you don't fight yourself, no one will keep it for you!"
The warning voice of his former mother suddenly recalled sharply in his ears, and Han Zhengyu clenched his fists tightly, unable to suppress the trembling of his whole body.
The contract that Gu Shengge threw over in his memory suddenly appeared in front of him, Han Zhengyu gritted his teeth, and his eyes became more and more gloomy.
The next second, he suddenly jumped up from the bed, grabbed the car key on the table and slammed the door.