Dazzled by Yin Ze's various gorgeous emojis again, Zheng Hengzhao put down his phone like a surrender and looked sideways at the scenery outside the window. It was probably the time of class, and there were very few pedestrians on the pedestrian street outside the window, and there were only two or three couples sitting in this café, which made him somewhat relieved.

In fact, he understands that at this time, perhaps the last thing he should do is to ask Gu Shengge out to meet.

But even he understands better than anyone else......

Even if he is more sober than anyone else......

Even so, there was nothing he could do to suppress his desire to see that person.

It's like being hollowed out by unknown emotions, and filled with something strange. As long as it was about that person, he would become as reckless and wanton as he is now. It's like losing the ability to think, no matter what you see or hear, you will unconsciously connect with him.

Will miss, will be delusional. Will be depressed, will be happy.

will forget the gains and losses for him, regardless of the consequences.

will also be for him, without distractions, and move forward bravely.

When he received Yin Ze's message, what surprised him the most was not Yin Ze's feelings for Shen Zun.

What surprised him the most was that when he looked at that message, Gu Shengge's face naturally appeared in his mind.

There has never been a moment when he could see the person he was hiding in his heart so clearly like that moment.

It's hard to refute, there's no way to break free.

The feelings for that person are like a growing tree, taking root and sprouting all the way, frantically absorbing all the nutrients, and growing unstoppably and rapidly.

So solid, so real, so unavoidable, exists.

There is no commission from anyone, it grows so real and pleasant. Every tender green vine spread all the way to the bottom of his heart, until it reached the sky.

The moment he realized it, Zheng Hengzhao knew that he could no longer escape.

From now on, Gu Shengge will become a unique existence for him.

Silently retracting his gaze from the tall plane tree outside the window, Zheng Hengzhao turned his head sideways and looked at the display in the center of the café with some distraction. He narrowed his eyes, and there was a hint of warm nostalgia in his inky black eyes.

In fact, it may not have been long after talking about it, but he suddenly felt that the last time he and Gu Shengge stood there and played together, it seemed to be a long time ago.

The young man in memory seemed to sit with his back straight on the black piano bench, his eyelashes drooping in the sunlight, and his white fingers jumping on the keys.

The warm orange sunlight gilded his eyelashes with a faint layer of gold, and the moment he pressed the keys and looked at it with a smile in his eyes, he was standing aside holding the bow in his hand, and his heart suddenly skipped a few beats, and suddenly he forgot how to breathe—

“...... Heng Zhao?"

was recalled by the person who stood in front of him at some point, Zheng Hengzhao looked at Gu Shengge in front of him in a trance.

It was already late autumn, but he was only wearing a black sweatshirt. He wore a hood over his head and his hands loosely tucked into the pockets of his light-colored jeans. Such Gu Shengge looks like an ordinary college student with a delicate appearance.

As if seeing Zheng Hengzhao's distraction, Gu Shengge looked down at his clothes and explained lightly, "It's comfortable to wear like this, and it's not easy to be caught." ”

Frowning unconsciously, Zheng Hengzhao observed Gu Shengge's increasingly angular face, and couldn't help but count him down, while habitually reaching out to pull him to sit down, "You have lost weight, and your clothes should be ...... more"

The outstretched hand was avoided by the young man without a trace, Zheng Hengzhao was stunned for a moment, looked at his hand in a daze, and couldn't help but pause in the middle of the words on his lips.

Looking at Gu Shengge who was sitting down opposite him at a loss, Zheng Hengzhao looked down at his palm, and then silently took his hand back.

"I'm sorry," as if he hadn't noticed his actions just now, Gu Shengge looked over with a natural expression while arranging his clothes, "I didn't think it well when I asked to meet here." ”

“...... Ill-conceived?" Unconsciously repeated, Zheng Hengzhao looked at the young man sitting opposite him in a daze, and didn't know how to speak for a while.

He didn't know what went wrong.

He only knew that the alienated young man in front of him seemed to be no longer the one who would confide in him all the Gu Shengge.

Trying to resist the inexplicable panic in his heart, Zheng Hengzhao raised his eyes and raised the corners of his lips to Gu Shengge as naturally as possible, "No, I'm very happy that you asked me here." Noticing that Gu Shengge's eyes seemed to have changed a little, Zheng Hengzhao raised the corners of his lips and smiled more naturally, "Anyway, what to drink first?"

He beckoned to the waiter on the side and motioned for him to bring up the pre-ordered items. didn't care about the fragrant black coffee in front of him, Zheng Hengzhao took the honey milk handed over by the waiter and put it in front of Gu Shengge with his own hands. Looking at Gu Shengge, who seemed to be a little distracted on the other side, Zheng Hengzhao bent the corners of his eyes, and raised his eyebrows as usual to please, "I helped you order good milk before you came, and the honey is also ......."

“...... No need," the unfinished words were rarely interrupted by the young man, Zheng Hengzhao was stunned for a second, and then suddenly came back to his senses. When he looked over with a puzzled look, he realized that Gu Shengge's expression really didn't seem quite right-

"I'm ...... now I don't like milk very much. ”

Suddenly stopping the movements in his hand, Zheng Hengzhao raised his eyes, and his eyes passed over Gu Shengge's silent eyebrows.

As if he had made a great determination, the young man in front of him lowered his eyelashes and straightened his back. But Zheng Hengzhao caught a sharp glimpse that the man's slender fingers were clenched tightly at this time, as if he was suppressing something.

"Shengge," the curvature of his lips gradually disappeared, Zheng Hengzhao looked at Gu Shengge in front of him darkly, and the vague bitterness in his eyes melted silently,

"Actually, you don't have to...... Reluctantly come to see me. ”

Sensing Gu Shengge's sudden shock, and then looking at him with complicated eyes, Zheng Hengzhao raised his eyes, his eyes were clear, but the curvature of his lips was a little reluctant, "Why don't you want to see me...... I probably understand. I'm sorry to have bothered you. ”

I'm sorry to get you, who I want to protect the most, into such ridiculous news.

Forgive me, because I wanted to see you so much, I only thought about my own feelings.

Clenching his fingers silently, Zheng Hengzhao tried his best to suppress the sourness in his heart.

It was he who forgot.

It's that he forgot, unrequited love, is something that can't be expected to respond.

Looking at Gu Shengge, who was a little stunned on the other side, Zheng Hengzhao sighed in his heart, secretly blaming himself for being reckless. Straightening his back and straightening his face, Zheng Hengzhao raised his eyes to look at Gu Shengge, trying to make himself look more reliable,

"Rest assured, I will hold a press conference as soon as possible to clarify all this. Raising his eyes to look at Gu Shengge, Zheng Hengzhao's tone became more and more calm, "About you, about me, about Zimmer." I'll explain everything......"

"All ...... Everything ?......"

Interrupted by Gu Shengge again, Zheng Hengzhao paused. When he looked at it with some puzzlement, he was stunned because of the expression on Gu Shengge's face.

Gu Shengge, who was sitting opposite him, was looking at him with an expression of disbelief at this time. The young man's eyes were always clear and glowing, and Zheng Hengzhao even felt that when he looked at him, there was a water vapor spreading-

"Are you trying to ......?"

Slowly widening his eyes, Zheng Hengzhao looked at the person in front of him in surprise and distress. And Gu Shengge in front of him was uncontrollably red under his gaze-

"I want to ......"

"And him...... Is it public?......"

When Zimmer woke up from the hospital bed, the first thing he saw was Shen Zun's face.

The curtains on the side of the window were half-drawn, and pale sunlight poured in through the unobstructed window, leaning softly at the foot of the hospital bed.

Shen Zun was sitting at the end of the bed, holding a script at this time, bowing his head and concentrating on marking something. Ji Mo looked at Shen Zun, who was shrouded in sunlight, and blinked his sour eyes. Probably after sleeping for a long time, my eyes can't adapt to such light. Silently drawing conclusions in his mind, Zimmer struggled to prop himself up and tried to sit up on the hospital bed.

As if noticing his movements, Shen Zun suddenly stood up, put down the script in his hand and walked towards him. Helping Ji Mo sit up, Shen Zun naturally tried Ji Mo's forehead, and after repeatedly confirming that he was not feverish, he breathed a sigh of relief.

"You've slept for a long time, and now it's normal for your hands and feet to be numb, just don't burn. Conveying the doctor's previous instructions to Ji Mo word for word, Shen Zun turned around and picked up the mobile phone on the table, turned back to Ji Mo and asked,

"Are you hungry now? The doctor said that if you are hungry, you can order a meal. ”

"Uh...... No need," was at a loss by Shen Zun's considerate and thoughtful service, Ji Mo blushed and waved his hand repeatedly, "I don't want to eat it now, don't bother." ”

"Then wait another hour, and I'll go down and buy it for you." With a calm face to conclusion, Shen Zun pushed the flat mirror on the bridge of his nose and picked up the script again. The ward fell silent for a while, and only the sound of turning the pages of the script could be heard, and the rustling sound of the tip of Shen Zun's pen when he marked the script.

While lowering his head to mark Yin Ze's share of the lines that belonged to him, while feeling Ji Mo's gaze from time to time, Shen Zun's face remained unchanged, but he sighed silently in his heart. After sketching the last line of Yin Ze, Shen Zun closed the script in his hand and smoothed out the footnotes that were crumpled by Yin Ze. After finishing the movements in his hand, Shen Zun turned his head sideways and looked at Ji Mo who was about to speak and stopped,

"Rest assured, it's done. Now you won't bother me. Is there anything you want to ask? ”

"Uh, okay......" Thinking that he didn't know when he had been seen through by Shen Zun, Ji Mo grabbed his hair a little crampedly, looking at the man in front of him who was always calm, Ji Mo blinked enviously, and said a little crampedly,

"Uh, I want to ask, that day...... Did the president carry me out? I was dizzy and always felt that my memory was out of order...... If it's true, won't it cause trouble for the president......"

"You remember, it's Heng...... It was Mr. Zheng who carried you out. Taking out an apple from the fruit basket next to the bed, Shen Zun washed the apple, and took out a ceramic fruit knife from the drawer, "The situation at that time was more complicated, if it wasn't for Mr. Zheng's quick response, your time to the hospital would have been delayed." The gesture skillfully peeled off the apple peel one by one, and cut it into the shape of a rabbit one by one, Shen Zun handed the fruit plate to the stunned Jimer, and handed over two toothpicks with an expressionless face, "The doctor said to eat more fruits-"

Taking the toothpick in a daze, Zimmer stared at the exquisite rabbit apple on the plate, his expression was a little uneasy, "It's all my fault, I shouldn't have gotten sick at the venue...... There were so many reporters around at the time, I don't know how they would write about the president......"

"No matter what they write, you don't care. Flipping down the cuffs of his rolled up shirt, Shen Zun glanced at Ji Mo, who was full of uneasiness, and sighed silently, "Everything is caused by circumstances, Heng Zhao won't blame you for this, you don't have to worry too much." ”

Patting Ji Mo on the shoulder with relief, Shen Zun turned around and walked out of the ward. On the way to the attending doctor's office, thinking that what Ji Mo was worried about just now had already happened, Shen Zun couldn't help frowning.

Those absurd reports are not what he fears the most.

What worries him the most is ......

His eyes swept over the blackened mobile phone screen, thinking of the shocking news headline, Shen Zun's brows tightened.

If even irrelevant passers-by are doubting the relationship between Heng Zhao and Zimmer, then Shengge is not - 166 Reading Network