Chapter 139: Waiting for You Forever
Ruan Jing knew that Luo Sen was angry with her, and this morning instead of sitting down and eating breakfast as usual, and then talking to her before taking Dabao to school, but after getting up together, she quickly put on her clothes and went out with Dabao in her arms.
Sometimes, she really preferred that Lawson scold her and have a big fight with her, which is a hundred times better than the current Cold War period, which did not say a word.
She was really scared of such a Lawson.
Ruan Jing took Xiaobao out early today to buy Luo Sen's favorite dishes and came back, and after feeding Xiao Bao, she was busy making all the dishes on the whole table, waiting for Luo Sen to come back with Dabao for dinner after work.
She decided to show favor to Lawson first, she knew that he would never be angry with her for too long, as long as she was willing to show favor to him first, no matter what happened, he would forgive her, and this time, it would not be an exception.
She wants to tell Lawson that she will never think about other things in the future, other people, in her heart, Lawson and the people at home are the most important.
However, the clock on the wall had already arrived, it was time for them to return home, and there was no movement at all in the door of the house, Ruan Jing's heart slowly became scared, she didn't know why, sometimes, they would come back a little later, she didn't feel this way, but today, just a few minutes late, it made her heart extremely panicked.
She always felt like something was going to happen, which made her fidgeting at home.
She hurriedly took her mobile phone and wanted to call Lawson to ask why she hadn't come back yet, if she had taken Dabao out for snacks again?
The phone was called again and again, but no one answered, and at this moment, Ruan Jing was completely panicked, did something happen, did something happen to Lawson?
She called his company, but was told that Lawson had not returned to work all day today, called Dabao's school, and was told that Dabao had not gone to class today.
At this moment, Ruan Jing was completely confused.
"What's going on, what the hell is going on?" Ruan Jing twisted her hands into each other with great anxiety, not knowing what to do.
After thinking about it, she still called Gao Zhao.
"Hey, ah, what's up?" Ruan Jing hurriedly asked as soon as she heard that the phone was connected.
"He's gone to find Fu Xing, I've dealt with other things, is there anything wrong?" It was Li Jiaqi who answered the phone, and after taking the phone, he asked indifferently.
As soon as Ruan Jing heard this, she didn't say anything more, and hung up the phone directly.
Also, now that the misunderstanding between Fu Xing and Gao Zhao has been resolved, the two of them should get along well, why should they bother.
It's just that now except for Gao Zhao, Ruan Jing really doesn't know what to do.
Lonely and helpless with the mobile phone paused, all of a sudden aggrieved emotions surged into her heart, she couldn't control herself from crying anymore, Xiaobao also seemed to feel her mother's sadness, she was sleeping quietly, but suddenly she cried.
Hearing Xiaobao's cry, Ruan Jing immediately stopped, went over to pick up the child and coaxed her, yes, she still has the child, she can't fall down.
Does Lawson not want her and Xiaobao? She must find Lawson and make it clear to him.
Luo Sen leaned against the tree and watched the two children play happily in front, Li Yao walked up to him with a smile, looked at him and said, "Look, how much fun they have, let's spend a few days off here and go back." ”
Luo Sen glanced at him, took out a cigarette that he hadn't smoked for a long time from his pocket, handed one to Li Yao, and then lit one himself, took a big puff, and asked lightly, "Aren't you afraid that the one in your family will be worried?"
Li Yao also picked up the cigarette handed over by Luo Sen and put it in his mouth, lit it, took two puffs, and after spit it out, his face was a little depressed and said, "Now she probably doesn't care about me and Fu Xing." ”
He could almost guess that when he went back now, all that awaited him was an empty house.
"Then I'm different from you, the one in my family, will worry about us. Lawson said confidently to him.
"Oh, do you really think so?" Li Yao raised his eyebrows at him and said, "Ruan Jing's eyes looking at Gao Zhao are the same as Fu Xing's eyes looking at Gao Zhao. ”
It seemed that Li Yao was struck by the pain in his heart, and Luo Sen lowered his head suddenly and never spoke again.
His heart was very chaotic, he wanted to go back to the happy and warm family he used to have, but every time he saw Ruan Jing, he always couldn't help but think of her burning expression when she saw Gao Zhao, and that burning heat really hurt him completely.
"We've always had a good relationship, never like this. After a long time, the head of Lawson was still down, looking at the ground, and said sullenly.
"That's what you've been running away from, Ruan Jing loves Gao Zhao, you actually knew about it a long time ago. Li Yao has been poking at Luo Sen's pain points, because he knows that Luo Sen is a person with the same disease as himself, and he is in pain now, so he hopes that Luo Sen can be as painful as him, or even more painful than him, so that he can live better.
It seems that his heart is a little dark, but now his heart is really fucking uncomfortable, what does it matter if it is dark, after all, his Li Yao has always been a bad person.
"I didn't, it's not like that, we used to be very affectionate, we also had Dabao and Xiaobao, if Ruan Jing really loved Gao Zhao so much, she wouldn't have helped me give birth to Dabao and Xiaobao, and paid so much for our family. Lawson thought about it for a while, and shot back a little emotionally.
"That's because she knows that she and Gao Zhao are no longer possible, so she will force herself to be with you. Li Yao snorted coldly and said coldly.
"Your child is not born to you and Fu Xing, so you have no way to understand how determined a woman needs to be to have children for a man. Thinking of this, Luo Sen suddenly raised his head, yes, why didn't he think of it all along, but let those boring emotions overturn Ruan Jing's efforts for so many years.
Luo Sen's words did make Li Yao stunned for a moment, he has been by Fu Xing's side for so many years, living a life as close as a relative, but he never dared to go beyond half a step, he knew that Yifu still had Gao Zhao in his heart, so he had been waiting, waiting for Fu Xing to forget Gao Zhao and accept him sincerely, but after waiting for so many years, he waited for her and Gao Zhao's ice to release his suspicions, and he felt ridiculous when he thought about it.
But Lawson, who has always wanted to pull down, the woman in his family, but in order to give birth to two children, formed a happy family, he lost, he did compare: "Yes, you are right." ”
"Mr. Li, thank you for letting Dabao and Xingxing play together today, it's getting late, I think, I'm going home with Dabao. Lawson made up his mind, threw the cigarette in his mouth on the ground, stepped on the black with his foot, and walked over to the two children who were having fun.
"Oh, goodbye then. Li Yao casually answered him, then watched him hold Dabao and leave.
I stood there, watched Xingxing sweat and ran over, and said, "Dad." Father. Dabao is gone, let's go home. ”
"Okay, let's go home. Li Yao exhaled deeply, half-squatted down and picked up Xingxing and said.
Ruan Jing carried Xiaobao out and found it very late, Xiaobao was hungry and cried all the time, so she reluctantly carried him back home, and never found Luo Sen and Dabao, her heart was almost paralyzed.
The tears also dried up along the way, and now it was the child in her arms that supported her not to fall, she never knew that Lawson could be so ruthless and would leave her and the child like this.
Ruan Jing just got home, put Xiaobao down, and suddenly heard a familiar voice outside the door while feeding, she was afraid that she had heard it wrong, so she stood up tremblingly, but she didn't dare to run over and open the door first, she was afraid that it would be like countless times before, after opening the door, there would still be nothing.
She nervously looked at the door in front of her eyes, it really seemed to open a crack, and then the familiar, tall figure came in outside the door, carrying the already familiar Dabao.
Everything was so unreal, she was excited but didn't dare to move, afraid that if she did, they would disappear, but the dried tears still flowed disobediently.
Xiaobao cried because she couldn't drink milk, breaking her thoughts.
"We're back. After Luo Sen entered the door, he looked at Ruan Jing's haggard face, standing there motionless and crying, but he didn't dare to move half a step, just slapped himself a few times.
"Woo, husband, husband. Ruan Jing didn't care that Xiaobao in her arms was crying, put the child under the sofa, and threw herself into Luo Sen's arms at once, venting her grievances all day today.
Great, it's really Lawson, it's really her husband who is back, she doesn't dream.
"Xiao Jing, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have ~~" Luo Sen hugged Ruan Jing distressedly and kept saying sorry.
"Shhh "She's scared, she's really scared, she's scared of losing this man.
I don't know when this gentle man has been silent, and little by little he has become one with her.
Li Yao hugged Fu Xing, who had been playing for a day, and returned home tired and asleep, as he expected, waiting for him and waking up, there was only an empty room, and Fu Xing had already left with Gao Zhao.
Li Yao had a wry smile on his face, he calmly put Xingxing aside and fell asleep first, then went in and simply accepted a little salute, left a note for Fu Xing, and left with Xingxing in his arms.
Three days later, Fu Xing left without Gao Zhao, intending to enforce the agreement with Li Yao, but he didn't expect that when he arrived at home, they were all gone, and he only saw a note on the table.
"Xiaoxing, I really love you, so I will never force you, go every step according to your heart, I and Xingxing are still in that home, we will always be there, if one day, you are broken by Gao Zhao, no matter when, you can come to us. ”
The simple two lines of words made Fu Xing's tears disappear in an instant.