Chapter 981: Caught in a self-blame dilemma
The dog nights were stuffy and hot, and it was a little cool after twelve o'clock.
"Go in and sleep. ”
Zuo Qi finally walked in front of her and said a word to Su Mei, and his voice was a little hoarse after staying up all night. He used to stay up late, but he was always happy, but his heart was always empty. Now, he is not happy, but he is very steady. He was with the mother and daughter, when they needed him.
Su Mei was indifferent, she thought in her heart that Zuo Qi must hate her tightness. even scolded her and beat her, but he didn't want him to ignore her, and he still had a good attitude.
Her heart calmed down a lot, and it seemed that half of her guilt came from Zuo Qi. He didn't blame her, she felt a little relieved.
"Do you want me to hug you?"
Zuo Qi asked for the second time and was reluctant to move, he directly wanted to start hugging people.
"No, I want to sit quietly and leave me alone. ”
Su Mei made a vote and kept his distance from Zuo Qi.
Zuo Qi was not reluctant, and he sat back in his position.
stayed up until three or four o'clock in the morning, Su Mei saw that Zuo Qi had closed his eyes and fell asleep, so he couldn't bear it, and he fell asleep with his eyes closed.
Zuo Qi didn't really sleep, as soon as Su Mei fell asleep, he stood up and dragged his slightly tired body to the woman's side.
He took off his coat and covered Su Mei, didn't rush to pick it up, wiped away the tears of Su Mei with his hand, touched her red and swollen eyes, and the tip of his heart hurt again. "What a stupid woman, why do I like you?"
"Young master, why don't I come?"
A subordinate yawned, and when he saw this, he came up to help Zuo Qi, and was glared at by Zuo Qi.
"Beautiful you. ”
Immediately, he personally picked up the sleeping Su Mei, and the sleeping woman was as beautiful as a sleeping beauty in addition to being tired.
He hugged it and didn't want to let it go, so he rubbed for a long time before putting Su Mei down and sitting on the edge of the bed for a while.
"Light snow. As soon as Su Mei fell asleep, she began to dream again, which showed how deeply depressed her heart was.
Zuo Qi frowned deeply, and his slender phalanges were jointed, brushing away Su Mei's brows little by little. But she wrinkled too tightly, brushed open and wrinkled.
Zuo Qi didn't get tired of it, and smoothed it over and over again.
How nice is it to wake up and you're still my carefree little cutie?
...... There is no way back in life, mistakes made. You have to admit it in person, and then make up for it.
This time, he can not ask for results, as long as a peace of mind.
Su Mei woke up in bed, it was seven or eight o'clock in the morning.
Zuo Qi also slept for a while to replenish his strength, but he had already gotten up. Su Mei didn't know that the two slept together, and if there were memories, they would only be regarded as dreams.
It was time to change the dressing again, Su Xuening had no strength to cry, she had an injection in her head, and her little throat let out a rustling cry, and every sound was more distressing.
Su Mei listened twice, and her eyes were sore again. Zuo Qi also stood by the bed to accompany his daughter, he couldn't bear to just listen, if the nurse's method of changing the dressing was a little heavier, he would be warned by his cold gaze.
Su Mei walked to the side of the bed and wanted to hug Su Xuening and comfort the child.
Lian Ruoyun and the old lady of the Zuo family walked in together, and when the old lady saw that her great-granddaughter was suffering such a crime, she stumbled to the side of the bed with the help of her subordinates, and tears rolled out of her eyes.
"Snow and snow...... Don't cry, don't cry, it hurts, grandma's little liver, you're suffering. ”
The old lady was hospitalized once last time, and under the persuasion of her children, many things were finally downplayed, but she was most worried about this exiled great-granddaughter.
At this time, I saw that I was careful with my liver, but I looked so suffering, and I felt a pain in my heart! I had never shed tears in the Zuo family's wind and rain for decades, and when the little doll cried in pain, I cried.
The old lady picked up Su Xuening distressedly, and when she saw Su Mei, she didn't say anything, but just ordered the nurse, "You all have light hands, don't hurt our family's Xuexue, she is the heir of our Zuo family." My old lady recognizes her, and everyone in the Zuo family recognizes her. ”
"Yes, Old Madam Zuo. ”
The nurses and doctors all showed respect for the old lady's majesty, and even Ruoyun came over and looked at her granddaughter distressedly. Su Xuening suddenly became a little princess and was surrounded by the Zuo family.
Looking at this scene, Su Mei's mood was complicated, her footsteps stopped in place, and she suddenly seemed to have no confidence to step forward.
"Xuexue, do you remember grandma? How could these cute little feet swell like this? Xiaoqi! Tell me, which bastard did this!"
When the old lady saw her great-granddaughter's ankle, her heart was like a knife, and she asked Zuo Qi excitedly.
Lian Ruoyun took the freshly soaked milk, Su Xuening was really hungry, maybe it was these people who accompanied her who made her feel a sense of security, and took the bottle and gulped.
Zuo Qi's gaze shifted to Su Mei's body just now, observing her emotions, and replied to the old lady very shallowly, "Grandma, don't ask." ”
"How can you not ask? Is it the family that her mother remarried? The person named Liu Guoqiang in our family last time is Xiaoxue's stepfather, and he is not a reliable person at first glance. Xiao Qi, didn't you promise your grandmother that you would let Xiaoxue live well!"
When it came to Liu Guoqiang, Mrs. Zuo was very disgusted and angry.
Zuo Qi was silent for a rare time, and Lian Ruoyun said, "Mom, didn't we say okay, just come over and watch Xiaoxue, and we won't interfere in other things." ”
Mrs. Zuo is still a reasonable person in the end, not to mention that she has experienced a mentality and figured it out, even if she is still unwilling, she endures it, and continues to coax the child in her arms in distress, "Xuexue is not afraid, grandma stays here with you, and when you get better, my poor little baby ......"
The stern old lady Zuo personally coaxed people, and several subordinates were very touched by it.
And for the touching of others, there is a strong sense of guilt here in Su Mei.
The attitude of the Zuo family towards Su Xuening was like a resounding slap in the face to her incompetent mother.
There was no accusation, but a huge pressure invisibly oppressed her. I don't know when the words of mental torture began, like intertwined roots, stuck in her body, turning her cranial nerves at any time.
The tears of self-blame in the tear glands, the unstoppable flow, the suffocation in her chest, and the lack of face to stay in this environment, she is like a sinner through the ages.
Su Mei suddenly opened her legs and walked out, she kept her head down, not wanting to be seen by anyone.
"Where are you going?"
Zuo Qi saw it for the first time, and he immediately wanted to follow out.
Lian Ruoyun suddenly stopped him, "I'll go, you don't know what this kid really thinks in his heart, it's better to let his mother go now." ”
"Hmm. ”
Zuo Qi nodded solemnly, compared to the fact that he might have an argument when he was in a hurry to talk to Su Mei now, it was more appropriate for Lian Ruoyun to adjust it.