120 『 Difference 』
Qi Junyan clenched the mobile phone in his hand and clicked on the comment area of the Weibo with a calm face.
In less than five minutes after it was posted, this Weibo stood out among many Weibo posts that circled Gu Shengge as the topic, and the number of comments was constantly refreshed. Skimming over the page of comments that were almost drowned out by exclamation marks and emojis at a glance, Qi Junyan's already somewhat gloomy face became even more subtle.
"Whew, early in the morning, seeing this candy is refreshing, !! holding hands or something! I'm the only one who wakes up with a smile on my phone!!o(≧v≦)o"
"I never thought that today's breakfast would be a bowl of dog food...... Don't stop me, I'll do this bowl of Zhaoge candy first as a respect!(╯▽╰)"
"I was cried by the president's side face!!, plus envy of the blogger, envy of the blogger, envy of the blogger, and say important things three times!! to tell the truth, although I felt that the president and my baby had JQ at the airport, but now it looks like this is simply the rhythm of coming out, Nima! I feel like I'm going downstairs to run laps!!"
"Ahhhhh!!h
"Bet on a pack of spicy strips! The cliff of the tea god horse was bought by the male god for the president Juju! In connection with yesterday's Luo Shen Da incident, it is very reasonable for Sheng Sheng and the president to appear together......! ! I hope to recover a lot soon and return domineering!"
Speaking of which, didn't the girls who were guarding the hospital yesterday also post on Weibo that the president Juju looked very bad (o) such a contact...... Stomach medicine, soothing tea, what is it, I can't be more truthful!"
"and holding hands is so tight, so tight, so sweet, so sweet......!!(≧▽≦)/!!, ahh Isn't that hospital across the street the one where Roselle is?!"
"Upstairs, you guessed it, they must have gone to the pharmacy across the street from the hospital...... The person who stayed at the scene until late at night yesterday said that although he couldn't sleep until now because he was frightened all night, the president and the little junior brother were really super warm and super warm people! Since the king was pushed into the operating room, the president has been guarding every inch, and when he saw a hospitalized girl coming up to guard her, he also put on a coat for her, and helped us close the window or something, and it was really warm! The nurse came out and said that when the king needed a blood transfusion, the little junior brother rushed to the front and asked for blood drawing, and later I heard that the little junior brother rushed back from the suburban studio overnight...... Although it doesn't represent all the roselles, I really want to say thank you to them! Yesterday, the girls all said that only now do they really understand why the king gave up Qixing and jumped to SG...... Thank you again from the bottom of my heart! It's really good for the king to have a president like Mr. Zheng!! It's really good to have a junior brother like Shengge......
"Strongly row upstairs!" means that when the nurse came out at the same scene yesterday, she was shocked by Mr. Zheng's sentence "I am a family member", and almost cried. There were also people who came overnight, and the first thing was when they rushed for a blood transfusion, and they were in tears at that time. It feels like Arlo is finally no longer alone after so many years...... Luckily, thanks for all this!"
"Seeing the roselle upstairs, relatives and friends were inexplicably teary-eyed. Hold you tight. Senior brother will definitely get better!!ps:Blogger, you can go buy lottery tickets, and in addition, I will unceremoniously accept this picture as a wallpaper, oh hehehehe!xd"
"I made up the words of my relatives and friends upstairs about Roselle, and I am the only one who is satisfied with the book at Luosheng Station......
"So the analysis summarizes that after Luo Shen was out of danger, Sheng Sheng secretly went to the opposite pharmacy to buy medicine for the haggard president Juju, and then was obediently dragged away by the president Juju's "whoosh"?!╰(*°▽°*)╯"
"Upstairs summary and praise, plus the Zhaoge Party has the sky above its head, hahaha!! raise your hands and tell me! How many people have been standing Zhaoge unwaveringly like me!! Zhaoge banner is raised!!"
Forcefully throwing the phone aside, Qi Junyan pulled up the quilt and turned over, burying his face in the fluffy pillow.
An inexplicable irritability and depression knotted in his chest, and the indescribable feeling of suffocation almost overwhelmed him. Clenched his fist and slammed it into the mattress, in addition to the shock caused by the fist, there was more of an indescribable sense of powerlessness.
What is the relationship between Gu Shengge and the SG president......
I closed my eyes irritably, but there was a face in front of me that couldn't be shaken away. Raising his hand and pressing his buzzing temples, Qi Junyan frowned and slowly clenched his fists.
When Gu Shengge opened his eyes again, there was less than half an hour left before filming began.
He quickly got up, washed and changed his clothes, and before he could straighten the collar of his shirt, Tyvi rang his doorbell as promised.
"Shengge, are you ready? The car is already waiting downstairs...... What's wrong with you?" staring at Gu Shengge's exaggerated dark circles under his eyes in a daze, Tai Wei opened her mouth, and suddenly regretted her decision to approve the leave last night. "Didn't you say you'd be back in the early morning?!How many hours have you been asleep??The dark circles under your eyes are so heavy that you won't be able to cover your makeup, and you'll be in trouble!"
"Hmm...... I'm sorry, I can only trouble Sister Ji," reluctantly smiled at Tai Wei, Gu Shengge turned around and closed the door, and walked to the front of the elevator with Tai Wei, "I have had a little insomnia since I came back yesterday...... I couldn't sleep after trying hard for a long time, and then I slept in a daze for a while, as if I was woken up by someone again......"
In Tai Wei's helpless eyes, he thought about the morning scene in a daze, and he was a little hesitant whether it was reality or a dream when he saw Qi Junyan knocking on the door, "I remember that Junyan seems to have come to me to play? I'm not sure if I'm dreaming......"
"What kind of dream, it must be him looking for you," Rolling his eyes helplessly, Tai Wei helped Gu Shengge tidy up his collar, and sighed lowly, "He said last night that he wanted to play against you, but I stopped him." I don't know where that young master's interest came from, why did he get entangled with you...... It's not me saying, Shengge, you have to keep a snack when you get in touch with him. There are a lot of people in the circle who have offended their family, you should keep a little distance from him, don't be implicated again one day...... Hey, did you listen to me?"
"Hmm, I'm listening......" Absentmindedly staring at the numbers jumping under the elevator, Gu Shengge lowered his eyes, his mind full of Zheng Hengzhao's expression when he left in the early morning. Such a detached, restrained, and unrevealing smile, it was not the first time he had seen it. The last time I saw Zheng Hengzhao smiling like that, he closed the open door to him.
But what about this time? Is it from the moment he left, something between them has changed irreversibly. Could it be that the next time he sees Zheng Hengzhao, he will no longer be greeted by the Hengzhao who once showed a soft smile to him?——
Hurt by his own imagination, Gu Shengge clenched his fingers, and the tip of his nose suddenly became sour. It took him so many years, so many unbearable experiences, and so many ravines to see the person he really wanted to hold tightly, the hand he wanted to hold tightly.
And now though he hugged the man tightly and grabbed the hand. But he never thought that if one day, let go of his hand first
That person, it's the other party's words-
What will he do if that day comes?
Zheng Hengzhao's smiling eyes flashed in front of him, and Gu Shengge's eyes darkened, only to feel a pain in his heart.
It's not the same – it's not the same.
He's always known that he was the kind of person he was – whenever he started something, for better or worse, he would try to keep it going.
Someone once said that he was very affectionate, but Gu Shengge himself didn't think so. Sometimes, a lot of things, he doesn't maintain because he likes it. Whether it's a habit or an obsession, he just doesn't like to give up.
When it comes to feelings, he is always passive. But at the beginning of every relationship, he will try his best to make it to the end. No matter how ridiculous Han Zhengyu was in his previous life, he could endure it together. That's because he knows that as long as he fights, one day, he can change this status quo and get rid of the predictable outcome.
Standing on the opposite side of the Han family, he was tired, but he never thought of giving up. Whether it's faith or obsession. At that time, as long as Han Zhengyu was still standing by his side, he was willing to believe that the ending would definitely change.
It is a pity that people who have not tried to make an effort are often the first to surrender and leave. Han Zhengyu left, and his departure not only shattered Gu Shengge's obsession, but also directly caused the trench he had desperately built to fall apart and collapse the moment the man announced his retreat.
Gu Shengge once suspected that at the moment when Han Zhengyu announced the breakup, his reaction was really because of his reluctance to that person.
- Love? But the so-called reluctance was replaced by another overwhelming emotion.
Unwilling, unspeakable unwillingness.
is not willing to let his long-term efforts go to waste, and he is not willing to let everything he has built be easily dissipated by that person. is not willing to know that it is not his fault, but he wants him to accept everyone's judgment. Even the breakup was made first by the most unqualified person.
Breaking up with Han Jung-woo, he was sad. But even more, he was sad that everything he had built was all in vain in the light words of that man.
But now, thinking that the person who let go first would be Zheng Hengzhao, Gu Shengge was gloomy to find that he no longer seemed to be able to find a way to let go.
It's not the same.
It's not the same after all.
Give and be given.
It is increasingly relieved and difficult to part.
He was able to use time to let go of Han Zhengyu's proposed breakup, and even after thinking about all this, he sincerely felt relaxed.
But he couldn't watch Zheng Hengzhao leave, and even thinking about it, his breath hurt with pain.
took out the mobile phone from his pocket and clenched it in the palm of his hand, ignoring Tai Wei's surprised gaze, Gu Shengge slid off the screen and dialed the number that was always at the top of the address book-
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