25. 『 Obsession 』
Luo Yi felt a little noisy.
Lying in the nanny car driving to A, with a U-shaped pillow around his neck and a pair of eye patches on his face, Luo Yi couldn't bear to look at the chattering agent on the side, he pulled the pillow on the side and threw it on the man's face, and looked at it with a cold face.
"Have you had enough? If you don't shut up, you'll get out of the car. ”
It seemed that he was accustomed to his gloomy expression, the agent was not frightened at all, caught the pillow, the man shrunk his neck aggrievedly, and couldn't help but whisper and complain, "Ah Luo, you are always like this, you obviously said that you would shoot the cover at night, why did you suddenly decide to go to A University? Even if you don't care about the appearance fee, do you know that your exposure rate will be ...... Ouch!!"
The agent who was hit in the face by an unknown object that flew in an instant instantly forgot the next words, he pulled off the thing that was stuck to his face with great effort, and when he saw the piece of silicone chest sticker in his hand that he didn't know which actress had forgotten in the car, the agent silently closed his mouth.
Ignoring the little assistant who was sitting in the back seat watching the game with anxiety, Luo Yi glanced at the agent who was finally quiet, and pulled down the blindfold and spoke indifferently,
"Keep it up. One more word and you'll be thrown out of the car. ”
is completely different from the love of the agent brother who secretly slandered himself, standing on the rooftop of the hospital, looking at Gu Shengge with red eyes in the distance, Zheng Hengzhao only felt that his heart seemed to be missing something. He didn't understand why just looking at the back of that person made a strange and vague pain spread through his heart.
Walking over silently, Zheng Hengzhao reached out and stroked Gu Shengge's soft hair, staring at the young man's red eyes, Zheng Hengzhao frowned unconsciously, stroked the corners of the young man's eyes, he raised the corners of his lips and showed a soft smile to the young man, "You miss her, she must be very happy." I would like to know what kind of mother she is, what kind of woman she is, what kind of woman she is. Sensing that Gu Shengge looked at him a little stunned, Zheng Hengzhao's smile softened, "Shengge, you have to believe that as long as you say some things, you will never be sad again." ”
Gu Shengge looked at the man in front of him in a daze, he squeezed the cigarette in his hand, then lowered his head, as if he was recalling something, after a long time, he turned his face sideways, slowly lowered his eyes, and he whispered to Zheng Hengzhao,
"I just dreamed about my parents. His expression was a little vaguely cramped, silently squeezing the cigarette in his hand, Gu Shengge stared at his fingers intently, "Actually, I've forgotten what it's like to have them by my side...... Speaking of which, I haven't dreamed of them in years. ”
"But do you still remember them," quietly looking at Gu Shengge's eyes, Zheng Hengzhao leaned against the wall and whispered to take the words, his tone was calm and gentle, revealing a faint warmth in the afterglow of the setting sun, "Even if you don't fall asleep, you remember everything they did for you, and if they are still there, you must be very gratified." ”
Looking at Zheng Hengzhao in silence, Gu Shengge pinched the cigarette in his hand and took a puff, the pale white smoke lingered in front of him, as if he was infected by the person's soft feelings, and his voice became more and more low and soft, "You're right." I still remember everything I did when I was a child. I remember my dad, he had a very good temper. He used to teach music at the university, and I sat in the last row of the classroom waiting for him to finish. When I was very young, he taught me literacy and piano. When I was a child, I was naughty and always reluctant to practice, but my dad never blamed me and always patiently accompanied me to practice. ”
"You can tell your dad must have a good temper. Looking at Gu Shengge with a smile in his eyes, Zheng Hengzhao spread his hands exaggeratedly, with an envious look on his face, "He must be a very gentle father." It's great, you don't know, how much I wanted a normal and gentle, good-tempered and music-friendly dad when I was a child. ”
Amused by his exaggerated expression, Gu Shengge showed a nostalgic look, he stared at the cigarette butt in his hand that was about to burn out, and his voice became softer and softer, "I heard that back then, my mother also fell in love with him because of this." My mom is a very gentle woman. She is good-looking and sings well. So he was selected into the art troupe very early. With a gentle smile in his eyes, Gu Shengge turned his head to look at Zheng Hengzhao, his tone was nostalgic, and with a little childish pride, "When I was young, I watched my mother perform many times, and I still remember her wearing a long skirt and standing on the stage singing solo. I was amazed and envious, so I told her that I wanted to sing on stage like her. I remember my mom was very happy and said she wanted to make me the best singer......"
A faint smile appeared in the corner of her eyes, Gu Shengge squinted her eyes, and her voice gradually became thinner, "I remember that later, she also planned a performance with me on the same stage with great interest, but unfortunately my health has not been good since I was a child, and on the day of the performance, I inexplicably launched a high fever before I went out." That show ended without a hitch...... I don't know why, my mom couldn't stand me getting sick, and every time I got sick for no reason, she would secretly fall on my bedside and shed tears......"
Thinking of the back of the woman covering her mouth and crying in her dream, Gu Shengge's eyes were covered with a thin layer of mist, he lowered his head, the cigarette between his fingers had burned out at some point, and the sporadic fire burned his fingers, "I have always regretted it later." Over and over again, I thought about how nice it would be if I could open her eyes and comfort her when she wept for me. If only I could hold on at that time and go with her to the show she was looking forward to......"
There was a fine pain in his heart, Gu Shengge looked at Zheng Hengzhao, there was still a smile on his lips, but his eyes were suddenly wet, "Am I bad? I wasted a lot of opportunities." I never thought that one day I would lose this qiē forever, no matter how much I regret it...... None of them will help again. ”
Wiping the water from the corners of his eyes indiscriminately, Gu Shengge stared at the man in front of him with red eyes, "Zheng Hengzhao, do you know, I saw that you pushed down that party for me, just like seeing what she did in the past - I don't know if one day, I will regret it as much as I do now." I regret not being able to be on stage with you tonight, I regret missing this opportunity - I feel guilty, I am sorry, I can only hope that you will not be disappointed in me, that this will not be the last ensemble between us-"
Zheng Hengzhao looked at Gu Shengge steadily. There was no answer for a long time.
It was difficult for him to describe the complicated feelings in his heart at this time, but when he saw through the confusion and uneasiness that was deliberately concealed under Gu Shengge's clear eyes, he even read a little powerlessness in the man's eyes, which he had never shown in his eyes, which the always indifferent Gu Shengge had never expressed. Zheng Hengzhao looked at the corners of the man's mouth, and there was only one thing left in his mind for a while.
He strode towards the young man who pursed his lips stubbornly, but his expression was like he was about to cry out immediately. Then he stretched out his hand and grabbed Gu Shengge's tightly clenched palm. Ignoring the man's unresponsive expression, Zheng Hengzhao clenched the cold palm in his hand and pulled him off the rooftop.
When he walked into the elevator with his hand held tightly, Gu Shengge couldn't care about the inexplicable heat on his face, and opened his mouth in surprise,
"Wait a minute... Heng Zhao, you are ......"
"Shhhh Turning his head sideways and chuckling and blinking his eyes, Zheng Hengzhao raised the corners of his lips and showed a mysterious smile to Gu Shengge, who looked confused,
"Follow me and take you to a good place. ”