Chapter 106: Don't Give Others a Chance, Get Yourself Drunk First
In the eyes of many people, it is the norm for men to drink alcohol, just as it is a truth that most women like to wear makeup.
But there are always some examples of everything.
It's like Chu Ya, she hates people who drink.
Of course, it's not that just because she doesn't drink doesn't let others drink.
It's that she has a deep shadow of people who drink.
This shadow comes from her family.
Chu Ya and Chu Man were born into a wealthy family.
His father was a civil servant at the beginning, and when the domestic economy began to develop, he resolutely quit his iron job and went to the sea to do business.
In the process, they met her mother, and the couple built a huge business group step by step.
At the beginning, no matter how busy they were, they would give Chu Ya and Chu Man a lot of care and companionship.
But when the career got bigger and bigger, the couple became more and more busy.
Although there will still be companionship, the place where they go is no longer an amusement park or a suburb.
It's all kinds of cocktail parties, all kinds of banquets.
It's okay to eat, but every time my parents get drunk.
What's more, as the family became richer and richer, Chu Ya found that her parents seemed to have changed and became strangers to them.
The parents who were like glue when they started their business before began to quarrel every day.
Originally, they would show their loving parents in front of them from time to time, but after staying together, it became a frequent speech.
Eventually, after her father slept in another woman's bed after her father drank too much, and was discovered by her mother, their marriage came to an end.
Divorce was tantamount to a huge disaster for Chu Ya and Chu Man, who were only teenagers at the time.
The mother left home, and the father did not return home for a long time.
It also caused a situation where Chu Ya and Chu Man had no one to take care of.
In Chu Ya's opinion at that time, the two sisters were reduced to that, it was because of the wine, because the wine paralyzed their father, that he climbed into the beds of other women, and because he stayed with other women, the originally happy family became fragmented.
So, from that moment on, she was especially averse to alcohol and to people who drank it.
Although she grew up knowing that her parents' divorce was not only due to alcohol, her aversion to alcohol has not diminished.
To this day, even if she goes to a banquet, she can not drink without drinking, even if she wants to drink, at most it is one glass.
Never let yourself get drunk!
Therefore, when she saw Liu Xuan who was drunk just now, Chu Ya really had an urge to drive him out.
It's just that, for various reasons, she still suppressed the anger in her heart.
Of course, repression does not mean that anger is gone.
Therefore, she must find out whether Liu Xuan is a person who often drinks, and if so, then she will never show the slightest mercy, even if she spends money to rent a house for Liu Xuan, she will kick him out.
And Liu Xuan, facing Chu Yana's questioning gaze, waved his hand and said with a smile: "If you really want to count it, I've been drunk a lot in the past few months." ”
"Huh?" Hearing this, Chu Ya immediately frowned, and the displeasure spread to the nerves all over his body, making the already indifferent expression even stronger.
It's just that before she could speak, Liu Xuan said again: "But that's all involuntarily, at the beginning, the company went bankrupt, my father was in prison, and my mother couldn't afford to be sick, in that case, if I want to be anyone, I guess I have to use alcohol to numb myself." ”
Saying that, Liu Xuan showed a bitter smile: "Wine is that kind of thing, you say it's a good thing, but it's very uncomfortable to drink too much, and it's so uncomfortable that people want to die, but you say it's a bad thing, but when you're sad, you can paralyze your nerves and make yourself fall into a short-term relaxation." ”
"Of course, the paralysis is only temporary, and when you wake up, you still have to face the reality that makes you miserable, and after you go bankrupt, the family's money is gone, and when you think about where to eat for the next meal, or what to eat, or what to use to buy food, you still want to find a bottle of wine to get yourself drunk. ”
"When my family was rich, I didn't try what it was like to have no money, but when I suddenly let you be there, you found that the taste was really uncomfortable!"
Hearing this, the indifference on Chu Ya's face faded a little unconsciously.
However, the disgust in her heart is still there.
Because no matter what the reason for drinking, I still drank it after all!
While she was in a reverie, Liu Xuan's voice rang in her ears again.
Liu Xuan casually took out a cigarette and lit it, and smiled at Chu Ya when he took the first puff: "This is in a dream, and in reality, we don't dare to smoke in front of you." ”
Chu Ya didn't speak, but just moved back slightly.
Seeing this, Liu Xuan just grinned, and then said: "No money is actually not the most painful, what really broke me down was that in the face of my father in prison, in the face of my mother's illness, and then I was powerless and powerless to change this status quo." ”
"Seriously, I was numbed with alcohol during that time, oh...... To be precise, it should be drunk to avoid all this. Because I really don't know what to do to get my father out. I don't know how to heal my mother's heart disease. ”
Hearing this, Chu Ya said with some emotion: "Indeed, that feeling of loss and powerlessness is really uncomfortable. ”
Although her father did not go to prison, her mother did not fall ill.
But the original divorce and the fragmentation of the family also made Chu Ya feel powerless and lost.
Therefore, she could understand the helplessness in Liu Xuan's heart.
Liu Xuan shook his head: "Dodge is dodge, but after all, we still have to face reality, after a period of sinking and decadence, I also figured it out,
It's impossible to hide for a lifetime, so from that day on, I completely quit drinking, ready to start over, although I can't do it overnight, but take my time, and it will always change those things. ”
The corners of Chu Ya's mouth moved, and she asked again, "Then since you have quit drinking, why did you drink so much this time?"
Liu Xuan smiled helplessly: "There's no way." ”
"No way?" Chu Ya frowned, a little unsure of the meaning of Liu Xuan's words.
Liu Xuan looked at Chu Ya, and then said: "It stands to reason that there are some things I shouldn't say, saying it will definitely make you think I'm hypocritical, but now, it's in a dream, and it's still in my dream, so it's actually nothing to tell you, anyway, you won't know in reality." ”
Chu Ya was slightly stunned, and secretly said in her heart: It's all this time, Liu Xuan hasn't reacted yet, is this reality?
However, she didn't debunk it, but wanted to listen to Liu Xuan's heart in the way of 'dreaming'!