Chapter 339: Plan
"Then what should you do? If you go back like this, your mother will definitely be angry, even if you can hide it for a while, but you can't hide it for a lifetime, the child in your belly always has to see people," Su Yixia said with some anxiety.
"I know, I've already thought about these possibilities, I plan to go back to see my mother after the winter vacation, and then come out to rent a house in the name of a tutor, I definitely can't hide it, I know this, so I plan to live outside before the child in my belly is born. Zhang Lin intended.
"But you are still in school alone, and the child in your belly still has you, these expenses are not a small amount. Su Yixia said lying on the bed.
"It's good to work and study, in fact, when I didn't separate from David, I had already spent a lot of money for him, and his family situation you know, it's not too good, so I will always be considerate of him, usually when we go out, I will let him. “
"Now that David and I have broken up, I will definitely use all this money to rent a house and take care of the children, and now the child in the belly is still young, and the Chinese New Year is a few days, and after school starts, I will continue to be a tutor, don't worry, I'm fine." Zhang Lin opened his mouth to comfort.
"Since you don't want to go back to my house, if anything, you must say that we are all friends, and the gang will definitely help. Su Yixia said.
"I know you've been nice to me, and I've found that I've been bothering you a lot since I met you, and I haven't thanked you properly. I've really worked hard for you, Yixia. Zhang Lin lay on the bed and gratefully said to Su Yixia on the top bunk.
"It's too obvious for you to say this, we are also good friends, if this kind of anger is too bad in the future, don't tell me, just mention it directly if you have any questions, we are all here." Su Yixia said.
"Oh, by the way, I actually have one more thing I want to tell you, but I..." Su Yixia seemed to suddenly remember something, but suddenly stopped in the middle of speaking.
"What?" you say. Zhang Lin asked quietly lying on the bed.
"I also sincerely hope that you are well, haven't you ever thought about being with Liu Shaofei?" Su Yixia finally gritted his teeth and said the question in his heart.
"You said him, in fact, after I broke up with David, most of the time Liu Shaofei was taking care of me, to be honest, I am very grateful to him, in fact, I can't tell, I may like him. “
"But you know what? I never thought David would suddenly come back to me again. I was shocked by David's actions, I knew him so well that I thought he would change his mind, but I was also quite a selfish person. Zhang Lin paused in the middle of speaking, and then spoke.
"I will also unconsciously compare the two of them in my heart, Liu Shaofei is indeed the better one, but after all, I have known David for so many years, and I can be regarded as having some emotional foundation, although David did do something to hurt me, I will still choose to believe him. “
"I don't think Liu Shaofei is bad, on the contrary, I think he is too good, whether it is from his family or cultivation, we are not people of the same world. I may not understand this to you, but it is the truth. “
"It's like the previous time we went to the party hall together, I was full of novelty there, but for you, that kind of place is a very familiar place, not a place that is very attractive to you, I have a kind of inferiority complex, which always makes me spurn myself fiercely. Zhang Lin said.
"Actually, in fact, you don't have to think about it at all, after all, everyone is born different, but we should experience the same will not be less, and besides, that kind of place is not us, we will go by nature, and it will take time to grow up, and we will play. Everyone has a first time, so it's good to be bold. Su Yixia comforted.
But Zhang Lin shook his head, "I understand the gap between the two of us too well, which is different from you in Cheng Sheng." First of all, you are a good match from the family, and you are a very good match, a talented and beautiful pair. “
"But I think about a lot of things, in fact, to be honest, I have been with Liu Shaofei for so long, I found that he is a very righteous boy, and he is very well educated, he can always observe the minds of others in detail, which really makes me admire. “
"But he is too perfect for me, if it is just for my own selfish desires, I can choose to be with Liu Shaofei, I am not a child, I also know his thoughts. “
"But no, what I want is not only the happiness of the moment, I want the gentleness of the long stream in the future. I can't see this at all in Liu Shaofei's body. “
"How do you know if you don't try?" asked Su Yixia.
"Stupid, think about it carefully with your head, what kind of family background is Liu Shaofei? What kind of graduation? Even if you haven't eaten pork, you've seen pigs run, children like this kind of family, which one is not looking forward to a daughter becoming a trend and a son Jackie Chan? The wife who will marry in the future is naturally a virtuous helper in the family. ”
After Zhang Lin said this, Su Yixia nodded in agreement, "What you said is right, when my mother was with my father, my grandfather didn't agree at that time, but fortunately, my father was resolute and finally married my mother." “
Speaking of this, Su Yixia's tone suddenly became lost, probably thinking of his late mother. But his mouth still said, "Probably, probably my mother is also unhappy." ”
Otherwise, how could he be willing to leave her and leave by himself. Su Yixia couldn't help but laugh bitterly.
This kind of thing is a difficult problem no matter who it puts on it, but God really seems to have played such a joke with Zhang Lin, and no matter which decision is made, it is not the best solution.
But now that things have come to this point, the only way to move forward is to move forward...
The two chatted for a while, and then fell asleep deeply, and Haoyu drove away after dragging the drunk Liu Shaofei to the bed.
Recently, the girl in his dream will still appear in his dreams, and Haoyu can firmly believe that he must know this girl named Xue'er. But what kind of inextricable relationship does she have with herself?