You don't understand

An Zize......

Love is late, too late to recognize.

After Fang Hibiscus left, how many people sighed, how many people cried, and my heart trembled slightly, but not only why.

I remember that at Fang Jin's funeral, Zhang Min, who has always been very incompetent, suddenly burst out and threw his fist at him.

His heart was still twitching slightly, and his cheeks ached slightly before he could dodge the ferocious punch.

He also didn't understand why this person was so angry, angry, and said something that hated iron and steel.

He obviously didn't do anything, what kind of madness this guy smoked.

What he didn't expect was that not only Zhang Min, but even his friends Huang Lin and Xu Chu were angry, he really didn't understand, except for this, at home, his sister, who usually respects herself, sighed one after another when she saw her, although her mother was not so obvious, but she also had a complicated face.

He doesn't understand.

How many years later, An Zize is no longer the proud student in the academy at the beginning, he has experienced a lot of things, his personality has become calm after experiencing a lot of things, and the temperament around him has also changed a lot, compared to this, because of the passage of time, Fang Hibiscus's face has been blurred in his memory, but the feeling he gave him is getting deeper and deeper, until it is unforgettable.

He still doesn't understand, but he's confused, maybe, it's not that he doesn't understand, but ...... I don't dare to understand.

Because for so many years, really, really too late, too late.

Unable to stand the atmosphere at home and the weirdness of his friends, An Zize quickly moved out after having his own business, and lived alone away from home and friends.

He used all his strength to develop his own business, he was the benchmark of the merchant sea, he was surrounded by the cheers of everyone, but his heart was empty, empty, empty......

He thought he would continue to do this until he grew old, until all the skills of his body were old, until his breathing gradually stopped, and he knew that the whole air was cold.

He was always alone.

But, but......

He regretted it!

An Zize always thought that his feelings for Fang Hibiscus were just interest, and this person cooked deliciously, and it seemed that there would be so many things, the whole person was very mysterious, when Fang Hibiscus was alive, and even at his funeral, for a long time after his death, he always thought that Fang Hibiscus was just a friend of his own, friends like Huang Lin and Xu Chu, but Fang Hibiscus has a good personality, so he likes to take the initiative to get close to this person.

However, the more time passed, An Zize gradually saw clearly, what bullshit friends, what bastard interests, he was completely lying to himself, and the true feeling in his heart was not like this at all.

I remember the first time he met Hibiscus, Hibiscus came to a small barber shop that he opened on a whim, in fact, the barbershop was just a place for himself to be a toy, but as soon as Hibiscus came in, he attracted all his attention, he wanted to give full play to all his skills, and give Hibiscus a most suitable hairstyle, it was simply a haircutting skill that he learned with a momentary interest, just to give Hibiscus a haircut, and even gave Hibiscus that very precious earrings in the end, although later Hibiscus always wanted to return the earrings to himself, but he insisted on giving it to Hibiscus。

In fact, he should have understood, in fact, when he saw him for the first time, he didn't recognize this person, but he was stupid and couldn't see his heart, how many years, how many years, how many years did he admit it.

How many times, how many times, An Zize is so remorseful, obviously when he saw him for the first time, he had already imprinted this person into his heart, but, but why is he so ignorant, again and again, hiding his truest heart, he is even far inferior to Liang Zhuang, Liang Zhuang at least recognized his heart earlier than him, and began to pursue earlier, although his way, he did not agree, but everything could not be denied, he still lost to Liang Zhuang, lost to his ignorance and cowardice.

There is no regret medicine in the world, and there is no water of forgetfulness.

Time passed, and in that long time, he had not set foot in his old place once, once, once, not once.

He was old and faltering.

When his friends, mother, and sister have all passed away, he has the courage to set foot on his homeland and look back on his old feelings.

The city is still the same city, but it has long since changed, and it has become something he no longer recognizes.

He walked slowly past the campus where they had stayed, looking at everything that might still have some traces of the past, and he didn't expect it, but saw the little shop, the little shop in his memory, the warm little shop.

He hesitated, he wandered, he hesitated, he didn't dare to enter......

He is really, cowardly, old and like this, he doesn't even dare to face him, and persistently wanders in this "strange" world.

He left, left......

Wandering, wandering, not knowing where to go......

"You, how long do you want to look like this," Suddenly, a voice that I didn't know whether to say familiar or unfamiliar exploded in his ears, booming, and his ears were almost deaf.

His stiff and aging body turned his head, and what he saw made his pupils shrink sharply.

The young appearance is still that hateful and well-behaved, and it is still so hateful.

"You ......"

How many years, the person of the year has passed away, and he has been suffering in the world, and he is already this old dragon clock, but this person is still this young and vigorous appearance.

"Do you still want to see him?" asked Liang Zhuang.

The two knew who he was.

"He's gone. "Forever.

"If you can still see him, you can redeem it, you, willing?"

"But, is it possible?" Is there another chance, is it possible? His intellect told him that it could not be, and his heart told him that it was possible.

"Yes, it's just that you have to fight with the sky. ”

"Fight with the sky, heh, I don't believe in the sky. ”

"I don't care if you believe in God or not, do you believe me?"

β€œβ€¦β€¦ I, believe...... "I faith."

"That's good, I can let your soul go in his footsteps......"

β€œβ€¦β€¦ Since you are so powerful, why don't you go by yourself. ”

β€œβ€¦β€¦ I, made a big mistake, I, lost the opportunity, and ...... forever"

β€œβ€¦β€¦β€

In the rest of his life, An Zize has long regretted himself for not knowing how many times, he loves too late, and he has no time to recognize.

If it were any more possible, he would never want to make such a mistake again.

This time, he, did not give up.

"He can jump the world, but you can only reincarnate, and every time you reincarnate you will lose your memory, you'd better make sure you can find him and protect him......"

"I don't need to say that. ”

"The token is the earring you once gave him. ”

β€œβ€¦β€¦ What are you doing. ”

"Hehe, I, ...... with the sky"

Liang Zhuang's secret ......

I was rummaging through the stacks of information in my hand, and those materials were all about one person.

Looking at the photo of that person, he deepened the mark in his heart again, and every time he deepened, his heart hurt even more, but he was willing to do it without hesitation.

Liang Zhuang sighed, his immature baby face revealing irritability and seriousness that was by no means in line with his age and face, he wanted to do too much, but he could do too little, his body was entangled in thorns, trapped, and powerless to break free.

But......

Liang Zhuang's gaze fell on the photo of the information again, and the deep emotion disappeared all of a sudden, and suddenly became even deeper, okay, fortunately, I can still see you......

Liang Zhuang's mood suddenly fell silent again, his eyes deepened, and then he said coldly: "Give me that." ”

A big man who was guarding next to him for a while trembled as if he had taken a hormone, strode in front of Liang Zhuang with his head held high, and handed over the information that was about to be soaked with sweat in his hand, you must know that this information has been hot in his hand for a long time, and this time it can be regarded as a need.

Liang Zhuang slowly took this information, frowned and opened the information, as soon as he saw the photo above, the disgust in his heart gushed out again, whether it was after thousands of years, seeing this person, he was still extremely disgusted, but he had to do it, he had no choice, he was responsible for the mistakes he made in the past.

Biting his lip fiercely, because he was too hard, his lips were already showing mottled blood, and there were still bloodshots on his snow-white teeth.

An Zize, don't let me down.

The big man's body couldn't stop trembling, and he secretly looked at his head, dear, don't be murderous, is it scary......

But even if Dahan couldn't bear it, he didn't speak, he didn't even feel a little sound, what kind of joke was he making, he didn't want to die.

Liang Zhuang's murderous aura was quickly put away, he closed the information and threw it to Dahan, who had to put it away crying, when can this hot potato be thrown away.

Almost as soon as he threw away An Zize's information, Liang Zhuang hurriedly picked up Fang Jin's information, as if he had eaten something difficult to eat and hurriedly needed the comfort of candied fruit.

How willful......

Dahan slandered in his heart, but he didn't dare to show it on his face at all.

However, this little thing can't be hidden from Liang Zhuang, who has become a fine at all, Liang Zhuang waved his hand and let him go.

In the huge space, there was only him, alone.

It was originally very calm, but in this calm that was as silent as stagnant water, for a while, the water surface set off a huge wave, and it could not be calmed down at all.

Liang Zhuang's hands were clenched into fists, his teeth were clenched together, and there was a deep pain between his eyebrows, as if he had pulled the softest piece of flesh from his heart.

Heart-wrenching......

Liang Zhuang laughed silently, some things can only be understood if you really make mistakes, but it is true that at that time, it was already too late.

Silent laughter, silent tears......

After the heartache, I know to cherish, and after cherishing, I know to let go......

Liang Zhuang gradually squatted down, covering his heart with his hands, and squatted down in pain.

Hands open, points together, points together, points together, in the end, nothing is caught.

It's really not easy to love someone, and it's not easy to cherish it......

This truth was obtained by his hard work.

Liang Zhuang slowly closed his eyes, and he was the only one in the huge space.

There are too many blank parts, too much hollow.

Hibiscus ......

"If I could, I, could I ......"

"No, you can't. "Decisive.

"Why?"

β€œβ€¦β€¦ It's taboo. ”

Dear you, dear you, will you touch this taboo? Or are you just rejecting me?

That kind of taboo, it's not just me thinking about it, what kind of An Zize, but I'm also doing the same thing as him......

There's no way he's going to catch you, though, is he, after all, you......

No one can touch you, can they?

It's you, not you......

An Zize, this person, is really annoying as always.

Once, this person was so good at disguise, quietly following him, if it wasn't for the accident, maybe this person would have been around him all the time, fortunately, at least in the past, he hadn't lost to him.

He hasn't lost to this guy yet......

No......

No......

There really isn't......

On his cheeks, tears slid down and moistened his cheeks, and the tears soaked into the corners of his lips, and the slightest salty taste spread, a faint bitterness.

The corners of his lips hooked, his body curled up, fell to the ground, hugged himself, his body and mind were cold, the only fire, the only warmth, far away from him.

He was afraid to touch it anymore, and he was afraid to touch it.

He was afraid, and when he felt this warmth, he lost it, and then he was immersed in a state of bitter cold, and that would be unbearable.

Is he cowardly?

He didn't understand.

If it were possible, he would have hoped that he would be able to touch him, but he would have done it, didn't he?

On my heart and face, I smiled bitterly.

Crying, bitter, but he just can't get out.