For Kim Tae-yeon, Hwa-yeon's deepest impression on her is her enthusiastic fans and delicious food.

Of course, there is also an Oni who loves Kim Taeyeon.

As the eldest daughter in the family, Kim Taeyeon has never experienced the feeling of being loved by Ernie.

The brother at home will only bully her if he has nothing to do.

The year 2004 was a year that Kim Taeyeon could never forget.

That year, she had eight more family members in her life.

And what impressed her the most was not Huang Meiying in the same bedroom, nor was it the most well-behaved busy Xu Zhuxian.

It's Ye Lan, who has been compared since she joined the company.

Ye Lan's name, Kim Taeyeon heard about it during the selection.

However, most teachers praised Ye Lan.

This also made Kim Taeyeon curious about this foreigner of the same gender as her.

However, Ye Lan's first impression on Kim Taeyeon was not very good.

Due to all kinds of misunderstandings, Kim Taeyeon once thought that Ye Lan was a big senior who was not easy to get along with.

But everything after that, every performance after the debut.

Every variety show.

Even every time Ye Lan threw the topic to herself.

Kim Taeyeon can feel Ye Lan's doting on her from Ye Lan's meticulous care.

This gratitude reached its peak when he was doing a radio show with Qiangren.

It's just now. When she really became the captain of Girls' Generation.

After officially taking over her position, Kim Taeyeon understood.

During that period, it was not her who needed comfort the most, not Lin Yun'er, or the other sisters of Girls' Generation.

It's a Ye Lan who is promoting for everyone, and his figure is lonely in the forefront.

At that time, they were too young to realize it.

It's probably too late to realize now.

And now. She didn't even protect Ye Lan's most precious girlhood.

Kim Tae-yeon's fingers trembled and pressed the answer button, she knew that Ye Lanoni would definitely blame her, blame her for causing such a big thing, and affect the entire girlhood.

"Hey, Taeyeon, it's me. ”

The sound ringing in her ears made Kim Taeyeon a little dizzy.

"May I ask if this call is from Kim Taeyeonxi?"

The girl on the other side of the phone didn't hear Kim Tae-yeon's answer, so she quickly changed her tone and asked very carefully.

Kim Taeyeon listened to the familiar voice, and the smile that was forcibly stretched out on her face disappeared in an instant.

Instead, there was the aggrieved expression of the past.

His face was also blurred by the surging tears.

"Woo. Ernie . Biyane. ”

The phone was visibly stunned for a moment, followed by some gentle comforting voices from the girl.

It's like her whispering comfort every night after she came back from work on the radio station in '08.

"Why apologize, Taeyeon. ”

"Woo. ”

The girl was just crying, and her breathing was even a little messy.

"Taeyeon, can you promise Ernie not to read those messages?"

Ye Lan's voice coincided more and more with that year.

Gradually, Kim Taeyeon couldn't tell the difference.

"Inside. ”

"Then don't blame yourself, you're doing a great job. ”

"A little... It's not good..."

"Mo, isn't it very good, how can you sing it,.."

"That's right. ”

Listening to Ye Lan's song that was not in tune at all, Kim Taeyeon smiled from the bottom of her heart for the first time.

Kim Taeyeon herself can't remember the last time she laughed like that.

"What, Ernie didn't listen to our new songs?"

"Hee-hee. ”

Unconsciously, Kim Taeyeon has been taken away from her pessimistic mood by Ye Lan.

The girl sniffed, and also realized that Ye Lan was changing the topic.

smiled self-deprecatingly, sure enough, she had a lot worse than Ye Lan.

"Ernie. ”

"Huh?"

"Can you come back, I really miss you. ”

"Not only. It's not just me, Su-yeon, and Soon-gyu-yoona that we all miss you. ”

"I can't be a good captain... It's really hard to be a captain. ”

"Can Ernie come back?"

The female voice on the other end of the phone was silent for a moment, but changed the subject in a voice full of laughter.

"How are you doing?"

Kim Taeyeon's frowning eyebrows gradually relaxed, and she wiped away the tears on her face very hard, and the girl's face was proud.

This expression appeared for the first time since Ye Lan left.

"Ernie! We're amazing! That album did really good. ”

"Moreover, Mi-young's relationship with Nikun has not been discovered until now!"

Yuna didn't agree to Lee Seung-gi in the end, Yuna has been really busy lately. ”

"And Shun Gyu! Sun Gyu's variety show career is also getting better and better. ”

There was just a chuckle on the other end of the phone.

"What about you?"

"I! I'm okay. I've been doing what Ernie should have done when Ernie was there. ”

"But Director Jin and the teacher, they are really strict. ”

"The slightest mistake will be scolded, woo woo I was scolded miserably. ”

"Xiuyan and Xiujing's variety shows have also been very famous recently, Ernie have you watched that variety show. ”

"Nope. ”

"Ernie really didn't pay attention to us at all!"

Kim Tae-yeon's originally tear-stained little face was covered with smiles, and the corners of her mouth were slightly upturned.

Kim Taeyeon, who was in front of Ye Lan, finally relieved that layer of heavy pressure.

She had wanted to vent her bitterness with Ye Lan like this a long time ago.

She knew that Ye Lan would listen to all her troubles very gently.

In the end, I will comfort her very gently.

If Ye Lan is here, all troubles are not called troubles.

Because Ye Lan will stand in front of her.

Because of this, Kim Taeyeon seemed to be trying to get Ye Lan's approval, and told Ye Lan all the honors they had won over the years.

This honor also belongs to Ye Lan.

It's just that Kim Taeyeon didn't find out.

Ye Lan, who was originally smiling softly on the other side of the phone, gradually did not respond.

But Kim Taeyeon is still immersed in the feeling of relying on Ye Lan as before.

。。。。。。

"Sister Ye Lan. ”

Wang Mengjie looked worriedly at Ye Lan, who was holding her mobile phone and bowing her head.

In her field of vision, this sister, who has always been optimistic, couldn't stop her shoulders from trembling.

She knew that Ye Lan was crying.

Since she met Ye Lan, she hadn't seen each other cry.

It's just that Wang Mengjie can't understand Goryeo, and she doesn't know why Ye Lan, who was still gentle just now, suddenly broke down emotionally.

She could only stand helplessly beside Ye Lan, bending over and trying to help Ye Lan wipe away the tears on her face.

Ye Lan felt Wang Mengjie's somewhat nervous movements, raised her head recklessly, and smiled at the girl.

The curvature of the corners of his mouth is the same as Kim Taeyeon's smile an hour ago.

The most fearful thing in Ye Lan's heart was still very cruel in front of her.

Girlhood, she is really no longer needed.

Without her girlhood, it's still that girlhood.

And she's not her anymore.

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