437. Interpretation
Regarding Ye Lan's pleading voice, Lee Soon-gyu was more silent.
She never thought Ye Lan was crazy.
The girl walked up to Ye Lan, squatted down and tried to hug Ye Lan's somewhat petite body.
Although compared to Ye Lan, she is more compact.
This did not prevent her from wanting to give this Ernie some warmth of her own.
"Ernie, Ernie, you're normal, you're just sick. ”
"Shall we go to the doctor?"
Ye Lan just shook his head, unwilling to say anything.
。。。。。。
The two girls sat side by side on the sofa, and among them, Ye Lan's face still had tears left.
Ye Lan took a tissue, wiped the remaining tears at the corners of her eyes, and reluctantly lifted the corners of her mouth.
"Shun-kyu, you go. ”
Lee Soon-gyu just grabbed Ye Lan's arm.
She finally found Ye Lan's.
"Come home with me, Ernie, the kids miss you so much. ”
The girl never mentioned the tragic scene of Ye Lan just now, as if nothing had ever happened.
Ye Lan shook her head and sniffed.
"As you can see, I'm a madman. ”
"It's a patient who can't control his anger. ”
"I'm grateful for not laughing at me, please. Don't keep looking for me. ”
"I don't want to go back, I just want a quiet life. ”
Lee Soon-gyu looked at Ye Lan's pleading expression in disbelief.
After knowing each other for so many years, this is the first time Li Shungui has seen Ye Lan with this expression.
When she was misunderstood by the world, Ye Lan had never been so vulnerable.
And because of this, Lee Soon-gyu still shook his head resolutely.
For her, Ye Lan is family.
She's not one to give up on her family.
If you are sick, you have to see a doctor.
This is the most basic truth.
"Did you go to the doctor?"
Ye Lan shook her head speechlessly, and a warm smile inexplicably appeared on her face.
Sure enough, Lee Soon-gyu is still the Lee Soon-gyu she knows.
She could see the concern and distress on the other party's face clearly.
Although the emotions just now were a little excited, Ye Lan had gradually regained his calm.
After thinking about it briefly, Ye Lan decided to honestly explain her situation to Li Shungui.
It's not just about living a peaceful life for yourself.
It's also to make the girl around me who is worried about her feel at ease.
"I've been there. ”
"What did the doctor say? Is it serious?"
"Hmm. ”
Ye Lan just let out a slight "um" and glanced at Li Shungui hesitantly.
"Severe depression and schizophrenia. ”
"Fine. Schizophrenia?"
did not exceed Ye Lan's expectations, Li Shungui looked really funny with a look of disbelief.
"Ahh
Li Shungui's voice trembled, and Ye Lan could still laugh.
The word schizophrenia. It's not like Lee Soon-gyu hasn't heard of it.
But for Lee Soon-gyu, the term only exists in TV dramas and movies.
In reality. She couldn't imagine.
But fate may have liked to joke with her.
Ernie, who had been looking for two years, actually got this TV series-like disease.
"Do you want me to cry?"
Happily talking about her condition, Ye Lan was a lot more relaxed, and she was also in the mood to joke at this time.
"That's not ... ”
Li Shungui was so stunned by Ye Lan that he didn't know how to answer, and he was a little depressed holding his chin.
This Ernie. The mouth is still so poisonous.
"And how do you treat it now?"
"I'm taking medicine. ”
"How's it going?"
Ye Lan spread his hands.
In fact, since being diagnosed with mental illness, Ye Lan has rarely appeared in the state of doubting life and denying everything as the doctor said.
On the contrary, Ye Lan's life is very positive and optimistic.
And "she" rarely appears, unless she really wants to escape, she will only appear once in a while.
Just like just now.
The somewhat hysterical Ye Lan just now is "Ye Lan".
Now, it's a lot more normal.
"That's it. ”
"That's what you mean! What does a second personality look like?"
Worrying is indeed very worrying. But Lee Soon-gyu is inevitably a little curious.
Ye Lan was also deep in thought.
This question of Lee Soon-gyu. It's the first time she's noticed.
That "leaf blue". What kind of self are you?
The most impression on Ye Lan was that the other party had some pessimistic thoughts.
There is infinite negation for everything.
Seem.. She absorbed all her dark thoughts.
Then a man silently hid in the corner, licking his scars.
"Ernie!"
Ye Lan was awakened by a girl's shout, but when she came back to her senses, she found that her face was a little wet.
"Ahh What's wrong with me?"
"You just suddenly cried. ”
Ye Lan was stunned for a moment, and in an instant, endless sadness and sadness surged uncontrollably from the depths of her heart.
Ye Lan tried to calm down her somewhat bipolar mood and took a deep breath.
I touched my face, and it seemed that I could touch the pitiful self in my heart through my skin.
"She... It's a nice, warm and lovely presence. ”
"It's just that I'm a bad guy. ”
"Mo, what are you talking about?"
Li Shungui looked at Ye Lan blankly, why did this Ernie suddenly speak Chinese in front of her.
Ye Lan shook his head and smiled.
"He's a good boy. ”
"Second personality?"
Ye Lan continued to shake her head.
"Ani, that's me, too. ”
"I don't know what you're talking about. But it's okay. ”
Although Li Shungui didn't understand, he could also see from Ye Lan's gentle smile that Ye Lan got along well with the split personality.
Sure enough, it's all a lie on TV.
What kind of deputy personality wants to kill the main personality and occupy control of the body or something, it's all nonsense!
"Ernie come back with me, at least I'll be relieved that you're by my side. ”
Now that it was confirmed that Ye Lan was in good shape, taking advantage of Ye Lan's good mood, Li Shungui hurriedly and cautiously reminded him.
didn't say that Ye Lan would return to the stage and return to girlhood, but simply wanted Ye Lan to live by their side.
Although Ye Lan is in a good state, depression is a mental problem that cannot be underestimated.
There have been too many similar situations like this in reality.
One second he said that he was fine, but the next second all kinds of pessimism and lack of confidence will appear.
If Ye Lan did something irrational, then she would definitely regret it for the rest of her life.
It's just leaf blue.
"I don't!"
Lee Soon-gyu was so angry that he almost didn't breathe it in one breath.
This Ernie really doesn't know what to prioritize.
She already has this disease, and she has to live alone, doesn't it make her feel uneasy!
"Ernie!"
"Don't bother me, I'm living well!"
Ye Lan opened her mouth with some dissatisfaction, if it weren't for Li Shungui's sudden visit, where would she be so out of shape.
But..
After all, it's a sister I haven't seen in a long time.
Even though Ye Lan was very dissatisfied, the smile on her face never went down.