168. I'm just a soldier
In the early morning, the sun appears in the blue sky, and the sunlight reflects a dazzling light on the snow-capped hills.
Su was woken up by the sound of talking outside the house, turned over, and looked at the unfamiliar house before remembering that he had reached the mountain.
Turning his head to look at the side, Zhang Minle was sleeping sweetly with Su Tanran's pillow, but his body was covered with Su Tanran's quilt, and then looked at Su Tanran himself, the quilt was Zhang Yuan's, and the pillow was Zhang Yuan's. But Zhang Yuan was nowhere to be found. Mom, how did you sleep last night, I remember I slept pretty well.
Will Zhang Yuan be angry? Su Tianran was worried, and Zhang Yuan pushed the door in. Before Su Tianran could say good morning, Zhang Yuan threw down a sentence indifferently, "Get up and have breakfast." And he went out again.
It's good that he wasn't angry, Su turned over and got out of bed, and then went to pat Zhang Minle's face and wake him up: "It's breakfast, get up quickly." With that, he turned around and went to get dressed.
Zhang Minle looked at Su Tanran, who was facing away from the clothes, and rubbed Su Tanran's quilt warmly. I remember that at that time, he saw his mother lying in bed in the morning, and his father was standing aside and getting dressed. It's nice to feel like a couple.
Su Tanran got dressed, and Zhang Minle was still lying in the quilt, but his face was a little strange. "What's wrong, get up!" said and began to fold the quilt, first Zhang Yuan's, then Zhang Minle's. After folding, Zhang Minle was still shrunk in the quilt: "What's the matter? Get up quickly, you can't lie in bed on the first day." β
"I ...... Sorry, I'll wash the quilt for you. Zhang Minle sat up awkwardly holding the quilt, and slowly pulled the quilt open under Su Qianran's inquiring gaze. The goal was that Zhang Minleβ‘β‘ the autumn pants were wet. Needless to say, the quilt must have been soiled as well.
"Did you wet the bed?" said Sue squishily.
"Not really. Zhang Minle's face turned red instantly: "You are also a man, don't you have ...... in the morning?"
"Oh~" Su Tianran reacted instantly, damn it, what was in his bed, it really made people want to take off their shoes and throw them on Zhang Minle's face. "What, forget it, I'll wash it myself. β
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry. Zhang Minle suddenly rushed over and hugged Su Qianran. "Little light, don't hate me. I just didn't hold back, in the quilt of the little lamp, there was the smell of the little lamp, I was really just-cough! It's okay, I'll wash it myself later. Zhang Minle suddenly froze, let go of Su and retracted.
Su Tanran's mouth moved, the atmosphere in the room was too embarrassing, and he didn't know what to say to Zhang Minle for a while: "Then you wash it, I'll go fetch water and wash my face." As he spoke, he left as if he were fleeing.
Zhang Minle didn't finish what he said, and he suddenly understood a little. It's just that it can't be responded to at all. Zhang Fengdeng's body was still buried somewhere in this sea of snow, and Su Qianran was now using a brand new body. When he helps Zhang Minle avoid that difficulty, according to Hongchen's usual operation methods, he will soon die somewhere and leave this world.
There are many things, it is better to pretend not to know.
washed his face and fetched water with Zhang Minle, he was already dressed, his expression was normal, well, it was good like that.
Zhang Minle obviously felt that Su was relieved, and his eyes were dark. Hiding the little lamp in the memories is simply not possible.
In fact, he didn't like the small lights much, but the burning eyes in the car when he first saw him made him tremble inexplicably. After getting along, he is a little silly young man, sometimes very warm-hearted, sometimes like a little squirrel, people can't help but tease.
"Little light, we're best friends, aren't we?" "The best, I'm number one.
"yes. Pal. "Just good friends.
"Then we're going to be friends forever. "If you don't want to, society won't accept it, so I'll accompany you in another capacity.
"Well, friends forever. "It can only be friends.
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In the following days, whether it was Zhang Yuan or Zhang Minle, it was normal. Su Qian breathed a sigh of relief, feeling that he could finally live in peace. Sometimes I always squeeze to Zhang Yuan's side when I sleep, and Zhang Yuan is not angry, which is great.
The body of this life is not Zhang Fengdeng's body, and there is nothing uncomfortable with the snowy region. However, Zhang Yuan fainted once, which frightened everyone. But when I woke up, I was fine, but it wasn't suitable at first.
Su Qianran and the three of them followed the veterans to patrol, and the squad leader said that they would let the recruits patrol next. Su Qianran, like in his previous life, was in a group with Zhang Minle.
At this time, there is still a day left before the avalanche in the previous life. That was what happened on Zhang Minle and Zhang Fengdeng's second patrol. It's the first time. An avalanche cannot be changed by simple means. And running to tell others about the avalanche tomorrow will be regarded as a neurosis, right? As long as you survive this avalanche and protect Zhang Minle's life, then this task will be completed.
"What are you thinking, why don't you speak?" Zhang Minle and Su Tanran patrolled together, looking at the gray sky, rubbing their hands a little coldly. "Come on, let's talk, it's better. β
"Okay. What do you want to say?" Su Tianran smiled slightly, and decided that he would not let Zhang Minle follow him out on patrol tomorrow.
"Hmm, do you want to know why I came to Hongshanzui?" Zhang Minle suddenly stopped, smiled and continued to move forward. The expression was too complicated, and Su Tianran didn't understand it for a while.
"Didn't you say that your grandfather was a soldier here?" I remember what Zhang Minle said at that time.
"yes. Zhang Minle was a little melancholy: "Do you want to hear about my grandfather?"
After speaking, he didn't care about Su Tianran's reaction and continued: "My grandfather was an old bachelor at the time, and he couldn't speak, so he was transferred to the mountain to be the squad leader. It is considered to be a rise, but it is a cold place. At that time, the conditions were even worse than now, and there were not necessarily new recruits coming over the course of a year. β
"Later...... Later, a new recruit finally came. Grandpa and those veteran babies are very recruits, and they take care of him in everything. β
Speaking of this, Zhang Minle suddenly stopped talking, and turned his head to look at Su Tianran with complicated eyes.
"What happened later?" thought that it was because he didn't squeak that made Zhang Minle unhappy, so he hurriedly made a very interested look.
"Do you know that there is such a group of people in society?" Zhang Minle turned his head and continued: "They don't like the opposite sex, but like the same sex." β
Su Tianran didn't look back at him, and strode forward, not understanding what he was doing when he suddenly said this, isn't it telling a story? But Su Tianran still followed: "I know, in fact, I think that homosexuality, heterosexuality, as long as it does not interfere with others, should be blessed by everyone." β
Zhang Minle stopped instantly and looked back at Su Tianran excitedly. That burning gaze made Su Qian unnaturally lower his head, and changed the subject: "So, your grandfather likes that recruit?"
"Nope. It's that recruit who likes grandpa. Then began to stalk, and the whole outpost knew about it. Grandpa was helpless and began to distance himself from him. But he didn't give up, and wrapped it tightly. Later, later, Grandpa was always softer with him. The recruit rejoiced as if he were in love. β
"It's just that not every relationship ends well. Someone in the outpost saw the softness of the grandfather, and in order to prevent the occurrence of this abnormal love, he reported to the regimental headquarters. β
"It's not freaks. Su Tianran corrected him.
Zhang Minle smiled, and then spoke: "The people from the Youth League Department came up, at that time it was not like now, the Chinese people were conservative more than 40 years ago, and the national conditions were also ...... In short, the people at the regiment headquarters insisted on their improper relationship and wanted to pull down the mountain and be shot. β
"Huh, how could it be?" Su frowned, already thinking that this was a tragic ending. thought of Zhang Minle standing in front of him, proving that his grandfather should be fine: "What about later?"
"It was like that in the thirties and forties, a little bit brutal. Later, the recruit swore that he was simply a revolutionary affection for my grandfather. β
"No one believed him, he looked at my grandfather tied up with him, and asked me if my grandfather would like to die with him. My grandfather was silent. β
"What happened later?" Grandpa Zhang's silence was the greatest despair for the recruit.
He swore that he had not, and that he had died and jumped off the mountain. β
"Others saw him so decisive, and the person who reported it also regretted it, but it was just the recruit's problem, and my grandfather was innocent. Later, my grandfather was released. β
"The people from the regiment headquarters went down the mountain overnight and said that they would study and study again, but this matter was not over. My grandfather led everyone in the dark to find the recruit, but he was never found. β
"......" Su was depressed and panicked. The man who fell in the snow. How can it be so easy to find? That recruit is so determined to keep Grandpa Zhang, right?
"Later, my grandfather was transferred down the mountain to organize a blind date. My grandfather met my grandmother, who was a widow and took my two-year-old dad with her. β
"Then your grandfather married your grandmother, and you formed a new family. Unable to say what it tasted like, Su Tianran looked at the gray sky and held back: "It's good." β
"But my grandfather didn't forget him, and my grandfather told me that he was tempted, and he regretted why he didn't jump with the recruit in the first place. Nor did he accept the feelings of that recruit while he was alive. It's okay to be younger, but the older you get, the sadder you become. But he has a new responsibility! My grandmother, our family. β
"He doesn't dare to do anything anymore, it will affect our family. Do you think my grandfather was very cowardly at that time? I'm sorry for that recruit?" Zhang Minle's voice was already crying: "Grandpa said that the era was different, the night he and his grandmother got married, the organization was listening outside the door. He also felt that he was cowardly, and he was afraid of being pointed at by others. So when he got older, he was full of remorse, and he wanted to go back to the mountain and guard the man who liked him at the most enthusiastic age. My grandfather passed away last summer, and he told me everything before he left. I'm here to guard that buried affection for him. β
Su Tanran was very depressed, and he didn't know how to comfort Zhang Minle. I can only hold his hand and give him warmth.
"Little light. β
"Hmm. I'm here. β
"I don't want to, I regret it like my grandfather, I like a person and I like him for a lifetime. It doesn't matter if the times don't accept it, I'll hide him in my memory, as long as he's okay. β
Zhang Minle's gaze was too hot, and Su Tianran didn't understand what he meant. Sooner or later, however, he was the one who had to leave. After all, he has to live up to his sincerity.
"Well, it will be happy to be liked by you. Let's go back quickly, it might snow later. Zhang Minle listened to Su Tianran's left words, and his bright eyes dimmed instantly. The mouth pursed into a straight line, and a sad single tone sounded: "Hmm." β
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The next day, when I went out on patrol. Su Tianran looked at the joy in Zhang Minle's eyes and said, "I'll go alone today." I kind of want to be alone. β
Zhang Minle's eyes were dull, and he pursed his lips: "Well, then you can go." Stay safe. "I don't know if it's because of yesterday's words that made him resist being with him.
Back at the outpost, the squad leader was very strange: "Zhang Minle, why did you come back alone?"
"Xiao Deng said that he wanted to be alone. He went on patrol himself. Zhang Minle said in a deep voice.
"Nonsense, don't talk about you recruits, even those who have been soldiers for ten years don't dare to let him go to patrol the mountains alone!"
"I shouldn't have gone far, squad leader, I'll go. When Zhang Yuan heard this, he immediately picked up his coat and chased him out.
Watching Zhang Yuan leave like a gust of wind, Zhang Minle smiled bitterly and stood honestly to listen to the squad leader's criticism.
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Su Tianran walked a few steps, heard footsteps behind him, and looked back to see that it was Zhang Yuan who ran over with hot air. "Why are you here?"
"Don't worry about you. Untie the scarf around your neck and put it on with Su Tanran.
Feeling the warmth on his neck, Su Tianran's heart also warmed up. "Don't worry, you can go back. "Wait a minute, it's going to be an avalanche, Su Tianran can't let Zhang Yuan here.
"Are you very confused?
"Not really. Anyway, why don't you go and become a special forces. "Obviously, the future of the special forces is better.
"I want to be in charge, but I told the leader that I would go back in two years. A smile appeared on Zhang Yuan's face: "Didn't you say that when the special forces didn't come to Hongshanzui, they were powerful?"
"It's all amazing. Thinking of gossiping behind his back that day, Su Tianran was a little embarrassed: "Then why do you go again two years later?"
Zhang Yuan looked into the distance a little unnaturally, and waited for a while before slowly speaking: "After two years, you will retire." β
"Eh?" Su was a little confused: "What's the matter with me?"
"Stupid! Didn't I say I was going to take care of you? I'm going to be a special soldier, and I don't even know that you've been bullied in Hongshanzui. He said angry words, but he couldn't hide the shame on his face.
"Then what if I continue to be a soldier? What if I transfer to another place?" Su Qianran looked at Zhang Yuan and said seriously: "Do you want to follow me? What about your future? What about your revenge?"
"You don't have to worry about this!" Zhang Yuan smiled and reached out to touch Su Tianran's head: "Where are you, where am I, you can just remember this." β
Su Tianran couldn't laugh, he lowered his head and was depressed, Zhang Yuan was a little flustered when he saw him like this. What's wrong? Did it scare him?
"Go back. I'll go alone!Don't follow me!" Su Qianran suddenly raised his head, and ran forward after saying this.
After running a few steps, he didn't hear Zhang Yuan coming over, so Su Tianran stopped. Squatting weakly on the ground, hoping that the heavy heart would be relieved.
Zhang Yuan, what should I do with you? Are you an idiot? Can't you hate me all the time?
Laboriously getting up, Su Tanran continued to patrol forward. After today, he's going to leave here. They will soon forget about him and have a life of their own. Just like Grandpa Zhang, he met new people, got married, and had children. Just don't be like Grandpa Zhang, you can't forget it when you're old.
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"Boom!", Su looked up, and the snow on the hillside had loosened for some reason, and a large number of them had slid down.
Snow, collapsed.
"Stand stupidly, what are you doing, run!" A big warm hand suddenly reached over and pulled Su Qianran and began to run. "I'm glad I've been following you!I'm stupid!What would you do without me?!"
Su Tanran looked at Zhang Yuan's background, and there was wetness in his eyes. Why didn't this guy go back, what did he do with him? Stupid! Looking at the snow that was getting closer and closer, and after calculating the location, Su Tianran picked up Zhang Yuan and threw the person in his arms out with all the strength of his life.
Farewell, Zhang Yuan.
"What are you doing! Zhang Fengdeng!" Zhang Yuan was slammed to the ground, and the snow covered half of his body. The cold snow slipped into his clothes and made him sober.
Thinking that the man would answer himself weakly, he didn't wait for an answer, Zhang Yuan looked back and saw that there was only a vast patch of snow! The snowflakes on his vest were not as cold as his heart.
"Zhang Feng Lantern !!!!!"