84. True love is not guilty
Feng Anan and Tang Ning had just left the Land and Resources Management Bureau, and a familiar figure appeared, that person was not Li Ke, but He Ling.
"Hey, Xiaohai, I'm He Ling, yes, I'm in front of your office building now. Well, okay, I'll wait for you!"
After Liu Hai hung up the phone, he couldn't believe that the call just now was from He Ling, and he couldn't believe that she was waiting for him in front of his office building now. He reached out and pinched his cheek hard, until the pain reached his brain, and then he grinned and hurried out.
Liu Hai has been chasing He Ling for some years, but He Ling is like a stone, not only does not soak in oil and salt, but also runs away frequently. So He Ling didn't live in the same place for long, because no matter where she moved, it wouldn't be long before Liu Hai could be found. Just like this time, less than half a year after she moved into the Mingye community, Liu Hai came to her.
In the past few years, you have been chasing me and running games, He Ling is tired, and her children are growing up day by day. After finishing kindergarten this year, I will go to elementary school next year. In primary school, you can't move to another school as frequently as you do now, which will affect your child's academic performance and attitude. And she feels that the vague emotional problem between her and bangs must be completely solved.
"Sister Lingling, it's really you! I couldn't believe that you would take the initiative to come to me when I received your call. I ......" Before Liu Hai's words were finished, he was interrupted by He Ling raising his hand.
He Ling looked at Liu Hai's handsome young face, and a touch of sadness flashed in her eyes, but then she said with a serious face: "Xiaohai, Sister He came to you today because she has something to talk to you about." ”
He Ling said this, looked at the bangs quietly for a few seconds, and then took a deep breath and continued: "I hope you can let go of everything and don't force me to leave this city." Over the years, I have moved from Shinan to Shibei, from Chengyang to Licang, and my job has changed again and again, and my children's schools have changed one after another. I've had enough of this kind of life, and I like this job very much, and there is a lot of room for development, so I don't want to continue this kind of life. Do you understand what I mean?"
Bang Hai's face was blue and white for a while, he was not stupid, and he could naturally hear the decisive meaning between He Ling's words. Could it be that the concept of true love and invincibility that he had always believed in was wrong? He had always thought that as long as he was willing to show his sincerity and let He Ling feel his determination, then she would stop running away and accept him. But what is he waiting for now? ultimatum?
For the first time in his life, he did something against his will in order to settle in the city for her two children, and for the first time in his life, he took advantage of an unrelated person. These days, ever since he promised Secretary General Li, he has been telling him in his heart that true love is not sinful, and it is not a sin to do even a little wrong thing for the sake of true love. Although he only passed a few words for someone in the middle, he still felt a sense of guilt in his heart.
But these are not as thorough as He Ling's words just now, her words seem to be accusing Liu Hai, the reason why she has lived a life of frequent moving and looking for a job in the past few years is all due to him, all because of him. Bangs raised his hand and pressed his abdomen lightly, and he felt a throbbing pain in his heart! Maybe it was heartache, or maybe his stomach was hurting again!
"Lingling, don't you really understand my heart for you? How can you do this to me? Over the years, in order to follow your footsteps, I have moved with my younger brother again and again, just so that I can be closer to you, so that I can protect you nearby, and take care of you and my two children nearby. Am I doing something wrong? am I doing something wrong?" the bangs' passionate emotions raised his voice a few frequencies.
He Ling turned his head and glanced at the few people who were looking at them, and then lowered his voice and said, "Xiaohai, you are quiet! This is the city café, not your home." ”
Liu Hai turned his head and swept over the people who were sitting here with them at this moment, lifted his lips and smiled bitterly, and said, "Lingling, you still care so much about other people's eyes." Life is for yourself, live for yourself, why can't you understand this truth?"
After Liu Hai finished speaking, he stood up and walked out, but he just took two steps, stopped and turned back to look at He Ling and said, "I won't let go! ”
He Ling looked at the firm voice of bangs, looked at his persistent eyes, and his heart skipped a beat for no reason. The reason why she always moves and changes jobs to avoid bangs is not because she hates bangs, but because bangs break into her heart and make her feel panicked, so she runs away.
He Ling can not care about what others say, but she cares about the opinions of Liu Hai's family. She will always remember that three years ago, Liu Hai's mother found her unit and scolded her shamelessly in front of so many people, saying that she was a student baby many years younger than her.
That was the first time she began to face the feeling that bangs gave her, and that was because of that time, she recognized the place of bangs in the bottom of her heart. So she resolutely resigned and left her original unit, moved out of Shinan, and moved to Chengyang District with her two children to find a new job and rent a house.
For three years, she didn't pay attention to her bangs every time. She knew that Liu Hai was admitted to the civil service after graduating from university, and she also knew that he had entered the General Administration of Land and Resources. It wasn't until two years ago that she dared to appear in the city again to find a lovely job, stabilized, and resolutely gave up the job of a temporary tutor in Chengyang and moved to Licang District with her children. Because she knew that the State Administration of Land and Resources was in Shinan District! But she never expected that Liu Hai would once again track her footprints, move to Mingye Community more than half a year ago, and even apply for a transfer from the General Administration to the Licang Branch.
This news was like a bolt from the blue for He Ling. People go to higher places, and water flows to lower places, so the public servant did not want to be transferred from the branch to the headquarters, from the sub-district to the urban area, only he was finally admitted to the general bureau, but he was stupid enough to apply for transfer to the sub-bureau to work. And recently, someone from the community took the initiative to come to her to find her to implement the household registration problem for her children to go to school. It only took a slight turn of her mind to think that it must be her bangs behind her back, so this time she had to talk to him anyway. But I didn't expect it, but it was talked about like this.
He Ling stared at the back of Bang Hai leaving, and there was a touch of wetness in her eyes. She really wanted to tell him that true love is invincible, but it also depends on what kind of true love it is! Why do you have to keep an eye on her if he has such good conditions? She is an inexplicable single mother.
"The wolf is in love with the sheep, the love is crazy, who made them really love; the wolf is in love with the sheep, it is not absurd, they say that there is love and there is a direction......" He Ling's mobile phone rang at this time, so shocked that she suddenly came back to her senses, raised her hand to wipe the moist corners of her eyes, and then took out the phone and pressed the answer button.
"Hey, I'm He Ling! Yes, well, okay, it's about half an hour!" He Ling only glanced at the caller ID, and knew that someone in the company couldn't find her, so she asked the logistics Xiao Wang of the human resources department to call her mobile phone. The personnel department is such a department, it is busy when it is said that it is busy, and it is also very idle when it is not busy, but He Ling, the assistant, does not have a day of leisure, because she, the assistant of the personnel department, has to deal with the work that belongs to the leader in addition to the work that belongs to the assistant.
As soon as He Ling walked out of the café, she saw Liu Hai leaning next to the car waiting for her. And she was not polite, she opened the car door directly, sat in his car, and asked him to drive her back to Fengxing. Otherwise, it will take more than half an hour to take a bus, but it will cost nearly 30 yuan to take a taxi! Because it is a private matter, it cannot be reimbursed.
"Lingling, I don't force you to accept me right now, but you don't always push me away and sentence me to death if I am willing to pay for you sincerely. Can't you try to get along with me for the sake of the kids? I remember three years ago, we got along very well. You always say you're six years older than me and you have two children, but I've never cared about that, so why do you always care so much!" said Bangs as he drove the car. But He Ling pursed her lips tightly from beginning to end, and from the moment she chose to sit in Bangs' car, she knew what kind of words she would hear. What else could she say!
"Lingling, my mother died in a car accident the year before last, and now I only have a relative like you except my brother, why do you still push me away?" He knew some things, but it was the mother who gave birth to him and raised him, even if she did something wrong, as her son, he could only accept his fate, didn't he? He didn't want to mention the pain of losing his mother again, but if his mother's opinion was the reason why He Ling kept running away, then he would tell her even if he wanted to uncover this bloody scar.
He Ling was stunned, she admitted that her initial escape was indeed because of Liu Hai's mother's scolding words. But after moving out several times, she seems to have become a habit. A habit that spends a lot of time in the same place gives rise to insecurity.
The bus takes half an hour, while the drive takes less than 10 minutes. The less than 10-minute drive was over in no time. When Liu Hai's car stopped in the parking lot in front of the Gu building with a clatter, He Ling pressed the handle of the car that opened the door, but hesitated. At the end, she turned her head and stared at Liu Hai and said, "Xiaohai, in addition to being six years older than you, I am also a single mother who is not very bright, and I have two children to raise and take care of......
"I don't care! I only care how you feel about me!"
He Ling was silent, and finally let go of the hand pressed on the handlebar, turned back to look at the bangs, and a sweet chuckle appeared on the corner of her mouth.
True love is not sinful! Let her indulge once.