Chapter 15: The Forbidden Years (1)
Since the conversation between Old Lady Qin and Qin Fengyan in the ward that day, it didn't take long for the late autumn to be taken back to Qin Fengyan's villa.
The Qin family invited many medical staff to take care of her, and there were several old mothers who took turns to serve her every day, and each of them was five big and three thick, and their strength was extraordinary. With them taking turns to take care of them, let alone escaping, it is impossible to kill themselves even if they want to.
With a sneering smile on his lips, he looked back into the room, where the huge room was empty except for the bed and the dressing table with crystal glass that he once loved. Even so, the angular parts of the dresser were wrapped in a thick cotton cloth.
Are they so afraid of her death?
Or should they say that they are so jealous of their father's power?
In fact, they don't need to be so alarmed, because after she saw her mother go crazy for her, she could no longer go without worry, the once resolute will to die has collapsed, and now she is just a waste person who doesn't even have the courage to seek death!
In late autumn, I sat quietly on the sofa chair on the balcony, watching the sunset outside the window like blood, and the sunset was the most beautiful at this time. Looking at the sunset, there is suddenly a feeling of being in a different world, ambiguous yellowness, vague warmth, and amber time sinking, giving her a nostalgic feeling of old photos.
The room was strangely silent, since she came back from the hospital, although her illness was cured, but she was a little numb, always sitting on the balcony in a daze, and did not go in until the sun set.
Perhaps, it is because she is completely isolated from the world, so she is particularly eager for sunshine.
The door was gently pushed open, she didn't need to look to know that it was Qin Fengyan, every day at this time, he would report to her the latest condition of Wang Xiaolei's illness, he was really smart, he knew how to cripple her will to die little by little.
As usual, he sat down on the sofa chair next to her.
When designing the balcony in late autumn, a small round table was arranged between the sofa chairs and the sofa chairs, originally wanting to drink coffee with Qin Fengyan and enjoy the beauty of the sunset.
But since she was confined here, the small round table was removed, and the two sofas were also very awkward together, and a small rectangular table was added in front of the sofa chair, which was not pretty, but the size was much larger than the small round table, and every day at noon and evening, she could put a bunch of dishes full, she had no appetite, and she naturally did not eat much, but the dishes on the table were never more and more scarce because of her patronage, but the dishes became more and more new, and there were more and more patterns.
After Qin Fengyan sat down, he looked at the table of dishes that had not been touched and was silent for a long time before slowly reporting: "Auntie is better today, but her mood is still very unstable, and she still keeps calling your name......
The same rhetoric is always better, but it is unstable, and there is another sentence calling her name at the end, and Late Autumn is a little bored to hear it, so she closes her eyes and reclines on the back of her chair to recuperate.
Qin Fengyan was talking to herself, but her mind was blank and she didn't listen to anything.
In fact, it's funny, when the two of them got along before, she was all talking alone, Qin Fengyan seemed to be busy with his business, sometimes she asked questions, and he would also pronounce two sounds for face, such as, oh, yes, maybe, maybe!
But his pronunciation often asks her questions, the bull's head is not the horse's mouth!
If it was two years ago, she would have beaten her to death, and she would not believe that one day in the future, she and Qin Fengyan would have switched roles and become what he said she listened.
Except for work needs, Qin Fengyan rarely speaks on weekdays, but now it is very difficult to ask him to talk to himself over there alone, especially after talking about Wang Xiaolei's illness, I don't know what to say. I came up with some topics intermittently, but because no one responded, I didn't follow up after two or three sentences.
After a long time, Qin Fengyan couldn't say anything, just sat silently with her, neither of them spoke, and there was an awkward atmosphere in the silent air.
If it was before, Qin Fengyan could put down her official affairs and sit beside her to accompany her, even if she didn't speak, she would go crazy with joy, but now, she only felt disgust in her heart for his inexplicable behavior.
After another long time, Qin Fengyan still had no intention of leaving, but in late autumn, because his eyes had been closed for a long time, his body became more and more tired, and unconsciously, he fell asleep in a daze.
But because Qin Fengyan was sitting next to her, she had an extra layer of defense in her heart, and she couldn't sleep, I don't know how long it was, half-asleep and half-awake, she heard Qin Fengyan's heavy sigh, and the voice of the servant: "Put away all these dishes, let the kitchen prepare some easy-to-eat supper, stew it over low heat, and bring it up when the young lady wakes up." ”
Although Qin Fengyan had already suppressed her voice to the lowest, but in late autumn, she was already in a light sleep and couldn't tolerate a little sound, as soon as Qin Fengyan spoke, she woke her up completely, but she didn't want others to know that she was awake, so she still closed her eyes.
After a while, there was the sound of the maid cleaning up the dishes and chopsticks, and Wanqiu thought about whether to take this opportunity to "wake up", and went into the house to lie on the bed and fell asleep, sitting with her eyes closed all the time, which was actually very uncomfortable.
Just as she was hesitating to open her eyes, suddenly a pair of powerful hands passed through her back and under her legs, and then she felt her body vacate, and a familiar cologne scent came to her nose!
Late autumn heard her heart beating with a pop, and she knew that she was being hugged by Qin Fengyan, so she didn't dare to open her eyes even more.
originally thought that Qin Fengyan would carry her into the house, but unexpectedly, after Qin Fengyan picked her up, he stood in place in a daze, and for a long time, he held her like this, did not move, did not enter the house, and did not put her down.
Because I can't move, after a long time, late autumn feels very uncomfortable, just now on the sofa, I was asleep, but now, I can't sleep, I can't move, especially, when this uncomfortable feeling surfaces, I will become more and more sad, more and more want to move.
In late autumn, endure and endure, endure and endure, endure and cut the heart and fat and liver and sausage, but I never want to open my eyes!
Finally, Qin Fengyan's sad sigh came from above his head: "How could it be... It's like this!"
There were no mirrors in the room, but she could see that one of her hands was now so pale, and her wrists were as thin as sticks.
Qin Fengyan walked into the room with heavy steps, and in late autumn he felt that he was gently put on the bed, soft and comfortable.
I thought that when she fell asleep, Qin Fengyan would leave, but who knows, not long after she lay down, she heard his footsteps coming in and out, opening the drawer for a while, and opening and closing the door for a while, as if she was very busy.
In fact, whether it was walking or opening a drawer, Qin Fengyan controlled her voice very low, but she was awake after all, she was hugged so painfully for so long just now, and her heart was already irritable, and now she was disturbed by Qin Fengyan walking around like this and couldn't sleep, and her mood was even more irritable.
After Qin Fengyan was busy for a long time, he heard footsteps approaching her bedside, and then Wanqiu felt that the futon covering her body had sunk a little, and she knew that Qin Fengyan was "busy" and sat down next to her bed.
Why hasn't he left yet?
What exactly does he want to do?
In late autumn, I felt uneasy for no reason, sweat on my back, my heart was pounding, but I didn't dare to make a move, I only tilted my body slightly, closed my eyes, and pretended to sleep!
But in extreme tension, he felt that the quilt covering his body was being removed by Qin Fengyan very carefully, and then the top button of his pajamas was unbuttoned, followed by the one in front of his chest/placket, and then the third one......
Cool fingers slowly ran down her fair skin......
Late autumn couldn't suppress the fear in her heart anymore, she jumped up from the bed suddenly, pushed Qin Fengyan's hand away with all her strength, jumped off the bed, and didn't know where the strength came from, she immediately ran to turn on the light and rushed to stand on the balcony. There is such a vague idea in her heart, even if she dies, she can no longer be humiliated!