Also known as "Marriage is the Grave of Love" Zhang Baotong 2016.7.4

Because of this, Eloise lost her freedom, she could no longer go to school to listen to Abelard's lectures, and her uncle would not even let her go out of the house. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info She stays in this building 24 hours a day. Either reading and studying in the study, or staying in the bedroom to sleep. After experiencing a sound and drunken dream-like love, the current life is like the pain of prison.

That life-and-death love made the girl's heart turmoil, and it was difficult for her heart to be quiet anymore to read and study. She often leaned over her desk, looking out the window, but her heart didn't know where it had flown to. A woman came to this world for love, and without love, what is the point of her life? What is the use of her intelligence, her beauty? If it is for love, in order to dedicate herself to the man she loves. So, what's wrong with what she did?

It had been a long time since she had seen her beloved Abelard, and she felt that her heart and emotions had withered, and her countenance and beauty had withered. Ah, how did the sunshine, the rain, the water, the air, the desire for life have all left her? She began to think about her parents and her background. However, she had hardly seen her father, and her mother had been gone a few years earlier. She only has an uncle, but the uncle just wants her to be famous and hopeful, and then marry a rich or powerful person. Let him follow with the light and have face. She felt that this kind of love was not real love, but a vain love. Therefore, she felt that she actually only had Abelard, a true lover and relative. Because his love for her is wholehearted, without any utilitarian and selfish intentions. Therefore, she also regarded him as the only relative she loved her.

That afternoon, she thought that Abelard was out of her body, and she felt that she couldn't live anymore. She decides that she wants to go to her beloved, even if it is to die, to die by his side. So, she dressed herself up carefully, wore the most beautiful dress, and went out secretly while the others were not looking.

She knew that the consequences of her doing this would be severely beaten and abused by her uncle, and it would also cause a lot of trouble to her beloved, but she had thought about these things many times, and she couldn't care about them so much. Because she can't see him again, she really can't live. And her beloved was in the church school across the street, and she knew about his apartment. Moreover, she also knew that he was studying in his house at this time.

She thought as she crept to the door of the church's seminary. Because it was afternoon, the students didn't have classes, so she didn't have to worry about being seen by others. She entered the school, went up to the third floor of the apartment building, and knocked on the door that was both familiar and unfamiliar to her. Abelard's servant, Pamela, came and opened the door for her. When Pamelera saw that it was Eloise coming, she hurried out the door, knowing that they would make some affectionate gestures that embarrassed him.

This is a set of housing provided by the church school for Abelard. The outer room is the living room, and the inside is three rooms, one is his study and office, one is his bedroom, and on the other side is Pamelera's room. The house was very tidy. On the desk are a number of books on philosophy and theology. Apparently, his life has returned to its original peace.

When he saw that the man who had entered the house was Eloise, he was astonished as if in a dream, and cried out, "Ah, my Eloise, my beloved. With that, he got up from the desk and threw herself into his arms tightly.

Eloise put her face in his bosom and said with tears in her eyes, "I can't live without seeing you." ”

Abralar said, "Without you, I would be thinking about you almost all the time. However, I don't think you'll ever be able to come back to me. ”

Eloise said emotionally, "I'm already yours. Everything I have is yours. ”

"But your uncle is watching over you," said Abelard. He won't allow you to stay with me. ”

"He is watching over me, but he cannot restrict my freedom. ”

Abelard kissed her and asked, "How did he treat you?"

Eloise rolled up her sleeves and lifted her dress for Abelard to see. Seeing the purple patches on her arms and body, Abelard almost died of heartache, he kissed her wound with his lips, and said bitterly, "These pains and pains were originally for me, but you transferred them to you." ”

Eloise said, "I do, because you are my dearest person." I am willing to bear all the pain for you. As long as you don't suffer, I'm happy. ”

Abelard hugged Eloise on the couch and kissed and comforted her passionately.

"You're here, does your uncle know?"

"I don't know, he won't let me go out, but I missed you so much that I sneaked out. ”

"But you will be beaten and verbally abused by him in doing so. ”

"I'm not afraid. I saw you today, even if I let him die when I go back, I am willing. ”

"When are you going back?"

"I don't want to go back. ”

"However, I can't live in this house, because this is the church, and women are not allowed to live here. ”

"Then let's go out and rent a house. ”

"That's all right, but I'm afraid your uncle will come looking for you. ”

"He looked for me, and I didn't go back. ”

Just as the two lovers who had been reunited for a long time were talking about their hearts, Aloise's uncle Fulbert opened the door and broke in. As soon as he saw Eloise kissing in Abelard's arms, he scolded aloud, "Iniquity, iniquity. You shameless whore, slut. With that, he struck Eloise in the face.

Abelard used his body to block Fulbert's punches and kicks, then got up from the couch, blocked Eloise behind him, and said to Fulbert, "I asked her to come, if you want to beat me." ”

But the lovely Lois said, "I'm here myself." I love him, I miss him, so, I came to see him. ”

Fulbert was so angry that his mouth was crooked, and while he gasped, he scolded like thunder, "You slut, you don't know shame, don't let me go back." ”

"I don't want to go back to that home." ”

When Fulbert heard this, he was so angry that he hit his head against the wall, and he scolded hoarsely, "You little slut, are you going to piss me off?"

Abelard saw that if this continued, it would be strange that Fulbert did not go mad. At that point, he will make a big fuss about it, and it will be bad for him and her. So he took Eloise by the hand and said, "Please, my dear, go back with my uncle." When Eloise saw Abelard pleading with her like this, she ceased to speak.

At this time, Abelard said to Fulbert, "But promise me that you can't beat her." ”

Fulbert hesitated for a moment and said, "Okay, I promise." ”

So Abelard took Eloise to her uncle and said to her, "Beloved, be obedient, go home with your uncle." ”

Eloise nodded, and then, following her uncle, out of Abelard's quarters.